Uncertain ch28

A/n: Um, yeah ….this chapter is kinda MY ABSOLUTE FAV CHAPTER.

Thanks to Bnjwl, Mamadog93 and Eternally Edward's girl – I love you all!

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BPOV

I lay naked in the arms of the man of my dreams and sighed contentedly.

Everything that I remember feeling that first weekend was nothing compared to the magic that had just happened between us.

"Bella …." I heard him whisper, my body still numb as I forced my head to turn up to meet his eyes.

"That was the most amazing experience of my life," his clear green eyes, washed with tears and held the brink of so many emotions that I felt like I could live in them.

"Thank you for waiting on me." I replied and moved up to kiss his lips.

It was a soft, reverent kiss that held so much more than an intimate gesture between lovers. It held our hope, our souls, our future …it held us.

I knew without a shadow of doubt that Edward was the love of my life. I had almost known this that first weekend. Before it all went wrong. But, nothing was wrong now.

Life with Edward and Anthony, that was right.

"Baby, I need you, please …" I begged as our bodies flushed with want and heat and lust. He pulled me on top of him and I struggled to take it slow as I straddled his thighs and took his hard shaft in my hand. I held it so that I could slide down onto it and moaned at the feel of him stretching me. I was sore and tight but it felt so deliciously painful in the right kind of ways.

"Take me, Bella. Take from me all that you want and need," our eyes connected as his voice guided me in my motions. I rocked slow and steady, making long strides up and down, feeling every inch of him as I moved him inside of me.

"You feel so perfect this way, Edward. You make me whole." I confessed as I started to rock and thrust up, sliding him further and further out on each pass, careful not to let him all the way out.

He moaned and gripped my hips before his hands came up to cup my breasts, his thumbs circling my nipples. It felt amazing to have his hands on me, anywhere, everywhere.

"That's it, love. Take it, take all of it." He growled and thrust up, hard and hitting that delicious spot that made me whimper in response.

My thighs began to shake in need and I could feel myself growing closer and closer to that edge of ecstasy that he pushed me over every single time.

"Take it, it's all yours. Let go, Bella. Let it all go," his voice hard and demanding as I felt that little pull and the release wash over my body as I screamed his name.

I heard Edward chanting my name as he continued to push himself deeper and harder inside of me. I slammed down and felt him shiver and I knew that I'd just pushed him over the ledge, too.

Our rapid breathing filled the air as I lay on his chest, my head under his chin as he closed his arms around me.

I felt like I was in a cocoon; secure, adored, loved. "I'm wrapped in an Edward cocoon." I giggled.

He barked a laugh and moved his head so that our eyes could meet, "What?" his smile was breath-taking.

"I'm wrapped in your arms, all smushed up against you … it's nice." I sighed and kissed his chin before I laid my head back down. His gripped tightened even more and he kissed the top of my head.

"I wish I could keep you here, this relaxed and happy, forever." He whispered and I knew exactly what he meant.

"We'll always be this happy, right?" I questioned, still conscious of my fears and remaining shreds of uncertainty.

"Always … and forever, I promise." His voice shook and I looked up at him to notice the tears in his eyes.

I sat up a little, "What is it, Edward?" I felt a fear course through me, I don't know why but it was there in the hold of his eyes on me.

"I want you forever, Bella. I want you to be mine, forever. I want you by my side for the rest of my life. I've never been more certain than I am that you and I belong together. Forever." He paused and I held my breath.

"Please say you'll marry me, Bella. I know it's soon. I know you're still scared but this," he gestured between us, "is the most amazing thing that we'll ever experience in life and love. It's right. I know it and you know it."

He sat us up and held me across his lap, naked, and oozing of sex and lust but there was something magical in that moment.

"Yes, I feel it, too." I replied, trying not to let the tears fall.

He'd just proposed to me.

Edward Masen just asked me to be his wife.

"This moment, Bella, right now, this is our moment. One that we almost lost and have fought so hard to get back but we have it, we didn't lose it. It's right here. Right now. Please say you'll marry me. Please let me show you a lifetime of these moments." A tear leaked down his cheek as his hands palmed both of my cheeks, my own tears flowing now.

"Yes," I whispered and he smiled against my lips before he kissed me, the lights exploding behind my eyes.

We kissed and clung to one another, the air between our bodies too much as we fought to get closer and closer. My skin met his and it felt as though in that second, we became one.

I felt my heart speeding against my chest and I had the fleeting feeling that I was soaring; light, weightless and completely free.

He laid me down and continued to kiss me as he slid his body into mine.

Slow.

Motionless.

Contained.

His voice in my ear, telling me over and over again all the ways that he loved me, needed me, craved me as I gripped the skin on his back with the tips of my fingers. My legs wound around his hips, my ankles locked until we both shattered around one another.

There was no relinquishing the hold that either of us held on the other, for what felt like an eternity we clung to one another.

I was desperate to hold onto this moment.

I was desperate to hold onto him.

I knew that he had forever changed me; he'd given me the two most precious things that he could offer, our son and his heart.

I was certain that my life was exactly how it was meant to be, in that moment, wrapped in our cocoon.

Wrapped in the certainty of our love.

"I can't wait to marry you, Isabella Marie Swan." He said as he looked at me with the brightest smile I'd ever seen on his face.

"And, I can't wait to be Mrs. Edward Masen." I replied with the biggest grin I'd ever smiled before.

A/n: (sighs) yeah…..a cocoon …..and that moment (swoon)

So, all seems happy ….but this story is nowhere near over, never fear, there isn't going to be any rushed HEA. Nope (shakes my head) … I'll give them what they are due. Which is the time to finish telling their story, the way that they show it to me;)

On that note, I have a rec for you all… a few of my lovelies on my FB group steered me to it and I devoured all 18 chapters last night and I am still bouncing up and down waiting for the next update!

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See ya'll on Thursday!

Kyla