Go to my profile and open the song for this chapter its called Breath no More by Evanescence trust me do it You'll have the full effect to what i was trying to do.
Breath no More
BPV:
GOD forgive me for what I'm about to do,
I struggled a little bit trying not to make it obvious about what I was about to do, I reached to where I had stashed the knife I pulled it out, I locked eyes with Edward and looked away towards Cynthia, he had read the plan out of Jacobs head; how Jake understood me I don't know but I was praying and hoping he knew what I was up to, we used to do this trick to Paul all the time.
In a quick flash I aimed the knife at Cynthia's leg threw it she screamed in pain starling all of them, I guess none of them where paying attention to me.
Victoria loosen up her hold on me I had created my distraction in a flash I was ripped away by some brown fur, I knew it was Jake, as he pulled me away from the scene I heard growling behind us
"Put me down Jake" I whispered he set me down near the edge of the water I turned towards Victoria, Tanya and Cynthia I saw them surrounded.
I was badly beaten and hurt but there was one thing I had in mind before they destroyed them,
I made my way limping up to where they were by the trees, Carlisle and Esme came to my side to help me.
"I don't know what I ever did to you Tanya to be involved in this massacre of people that I loved dearly but you will pay and you Cynthia, you claimed you loved him but you don't know what love is you didn't wanted him he loved you so much that he wasn't able to love me fully like the way he wanted to but, but we were so happy why - why did you have to come back into our life's, you are carrying his child -is it his child?" no one said anything no one dared to talk
"Victoria I hope you rot in Hell that's if Hell wants you there I think even hell would be disgusted by you, you wanted me to suffer you wanted me to feel your pain of loneliness, did you know you were lonely way before James died, did you know you were a toy he used you he didn't care about you like a mate, a person that loves you doesn't leave you behind when there's danger, He knew the-"
"That doesn't mean-"
"He knew, it was dangerous to mess with a clan of the size of the Cullen's but guess what HE DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU" I yelled at her I felt my anger, my hurt come to the surface the need of revenge was boiling in my blood
"He left you behind like the piece of shit that you are, all alone like I said you were alone way before me, now you got to watch the people I love suffer and die but this is why they say karma's a bitch cause now its my turn to watch you suffer to death" I looked at all of them, Paul and Sam where holding Victoria while Edward was in front of her, Emmet and Jasper where holding onto Tanya while Alice and Rose where in front of her.
Cynthia was being held by Jared and Quill, I turned to them first for her punishment
"Quill, Jared take her to the sheriff office and make her confess to all of the murders including my Father's death, my Mother's and Phil's, Cynthia if you don't confess trust me when I say I will make you if it's the last thing I do, none of their deaths will go unpunished" I said, my ribs were hurting I felt like I couldn't get enough oxygen in me but I knew I had to keep strong, I wanted revenge for all of them.
"I don't know who will have the balls to do it but I want their arms and legs torn of" I said looking at all the Quileute's and the Cullen's
"Bella are you sure you want to see this" Edward asked I could tell he was worried about me
"Do it now" was all I said, before my eyes I saw Edward, Rose and Alice rip their arms and legs, I heard them screeching in pain, music to my ears. I grabbed my lighter Jessica had given it to me when I started smoking so I always carried it, Carlisle saw what I was trying to do so he grabbed a piece of leaf, he helped me to make the small mountain of fire, I looked up to them I saw Edwards torn expression
"Throw it in" I directed they tossed them in, I saw the purplish smoke, what beautiful colors for such evil persons, they don't deserve such beauty.
This is justice for you Mom, Dad, Phil, Lauren, Jessica, Tyler and Mike.
It won't bring you back to me but your deaths won't go unpunished
Carlisle and Esme helped me walk towards Tanya and Victoria the only thing of them left was their torso.
"Lay them on the floor I don't think they'll get very far if they try to run" I said with a chuckle
They did what I asked they laid them together next to each other
"Stupid bitch your left alone with no mommy or daddy to rock you to sleep they aren't here anymore you can't feel their arms around you, you wont feel their warmth embrace you humans love so much" Victoria laughed out like a lunatic, each thing she said was a stabbed in my heart, the things she said was true I wouldn't feel my mothers hug or receive a crazy birthday present from her, I wouldn't have my father walk me down the isle and give me away when I get married, I won't have the first father daughter dance every girl looks forward too.
But all of this I didn't let it show I kept it in I'll get to that when I'm alone so no one could hear me or see me breakdown.
I opened the lighter and dropped it on top of Tanya's hair she would be the first to go I want them to burn alive but I want Victoria to receive the second degree burn before being incinerated herself.
"Let me go turn it off I'm sorry please I'm so sorry please" Tanya screamed
"Sorry isn't good enough you don't deserve pity or an easy death" I said looking straight into Victoria's eyes
"You're a killer just like me, you know your brain is full of evil thoughts, me and you are exactly the same" she laughed
"Your right I'm full of evil thoughts in this moment, but unlike you I have a heart" I sneered at her
"Bella don't listen to her come on we have to get you checked out" Carlisle tried to pull me away
"Not yet I want to see Devin" I said to him I looked back to Tanya her whole face was gone all that was left was her lower body, Victoria's red hair was in flames now
"See you in Hell bitch" I smirked at her before turning around, we started walking towards Devin he was with Jake he had been moved at the edge of the beach the water was hitting his feet.
"Hey handsome" I whispered laying next to him like if we were ready to go to sleep
"Hey look the sun is about to come up" he pointed out, he let out a grunt in pain
"We need you to get you to the Hospital and get fixed" I whispered moving a piece of hair from his face, he pulled me to him, moving my head to his chest.
"I don't think there's much they can do" he said in a hoarse voice
"Don't talk like that, you can get fixed come on I'll go with you, we'll get checked out the both of us" I begged him
"I'm sorry Bella for everything, and I hope you can forgive me one day I never meant to hurt you but I love you and I also loved her I couldn't decide, I knew I had to let one of you go I just didn't know who I mean in one hand I had you the sweet gentle girl who I could make love to and in the other hand I her the feisty trouble maker who I could just fuck without remorse, I had the best of both worlds"
I didn't know what to say to that, I was confused too I knew I loved him but I also knew I was in love with Edward, I knew that if I hadn't had caught him cheating then I wouldn't have taken the step to go back with Edward; where would we be I wouldn't know.
"There's nothing to forgive I know exactly what you mean" I said lifting my head up giving him a kiss in the chin.
I remembered the day he found me in my kitchen floor cutting my wrist the pain of remembering everything about Edward, the pain was too powerful I broke down wanting to die. We were still on the friends term, He carried me to my room
"Let me die Devin I can't breath it hurts please Devin just let me" I sobbed clawing at my wrist
"I can't Bella you are worth so much more than this I know your pain sweetheart, you'll get better I promise we will get better both of us" he laid me down in my bed pinning my hands to the side of my face
"I can't my soul is not here it's on the other side with him, I can't breath no more my heart is bleeding don't you get it" I was sobbing
"Bella if you fall then I fall with you its me and you together, you jump I jump always remember that, if you die then I die with you baby girl we will make it I promise I'll never leave you, never" he sobbed in my neck
I snapped out my memory when I heard the slow beating of his heart, I panicked
"You have to go to the doctor right now Devin" I said sitting up
"Always remember me and forgive me for everything please say you forgive me" he begged in ragged breaths
"I told you there is nothing to forgive we all make mistakes, Carlisle please help him" I screamed looking up towards where all of the Cullen's and the Quileute's where at.
They all had broken expressions I locked eyes with Edward
"Please help him" I sobbed out I tried not to cry but I couldn't hold it in anymore plus Victoria was long gone now
"I'm sorry Bella he has internal bleeding there isn't much we could do" Carlisle explained
"NO! change him if you have to but please don't let him die" I sobbed, the crying was making my ribs pound the pain was becoming worst now
"I can't he has chosen not to, I did offer it"
"I don't care change him" I yelled
"I'm sorry but I would never change someone against their will" he explained
"Devin look at me you can't die remember" I said holding his face, he opened his eyes one of my tears landed in his cheek
"I love you Devin" I sobbed, I leaned in and gave him a small peck on the lips
"I love you Bella" he whispered I saw him close his eyes I grabbed his wrist to check his pulse and I couldn't find it.
"Devin open your eyes, you can't die remember you die I die, you can't leave me too you promised me you would never leave me you promised damn it Devin open your eyes open them" I kept yelling shaking and hitting his chest, I felt I was being pulled away
"No he's still alive he has to be he can't die he can't leave me, he can't let me go he needs me Devin, Devin open your eyes show them your alive" I yelled putting up a fight with whoever was holding onto me I was hitting their chest
"I'm so sorry Bella, I'm so sorry" I heard Edward murmured into my head holding me tighter, I felt my body sagged the fight left my body and I knew the darkness was coming for me and I was willing to embrace it.
In that moment the sun broke out the sky was clear, but my heart was broken.
I was left alone again….
...The end is near... *sniff sniff*
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