Hey guys! Sorry it has been so long! I want to fill you in on the new plan. The chapters of this story are going to be A LOT shorter than what they were before because since school started up I have no time to write. So anyways I am so sorry guys! Here is the next chapter and I hope you enjoy it. Sorry for the mistakes I missed. I'm tired and wanted to get this posted.

Chapter 25

BPOV

It was hazy as I woke up in a dark room with the echoing sound of beeping. I looked around and down at my arms where needles and wires were stuck in me. Then I realized the beeping was my heart beat. I was in a hospital. I looked around the room again and saw a familiar blond resting his head on my bed, sleeping. I watched his back rise and fall slowly, he looked so peaceful. His hand held mine tightly, and I lightly squeezed it back, hoping not to wake him. Then a nurse walked in suddenly, and she gasped.

"Oh my stars, you're awake!" she cried quietly before looking over at the sleeping Jasper.

She came over slowly and took my charts before nodding over to him. "He hasn't left your side since you got here. It's all we nurses could do to get him to go home to change."

My eyes watered at the thought of how hard this must've been for him, after everything he has been through.

"I'm going to let the doctors know you're awake. You might want to wake him yourself. It's 4:30 in the morning, if you're wondering." she told me before walking out the door quickly.

I looked around and noticed a light switch by my bed, the white room held a yellow tinge instead of black as the lights came one. I squeezed Jasper's hand tightly again and this time I felt him stir. "Jazz…" I whispered, my throat ached and my voice broke with sadness.

He sat up with his eyes wide as he looked at me. "Bella?" he asked, before bringing my hand to his lips. Then as if he just remembered our break up, he pulled away muttering sorry. I shook my head and reached out for his hand again.

"Please don't. Please don't leave me…" I cried.

Jasper's eyes went sad as he stood up and moved to sit on my bed. "Oh baby," he whispered as he pulled me to his chest. I cried into his shoulder and he just held me, stroking my hair. "God, Bella I love you so much. I'm so sorry."

"I love you too," I whispered. "What about Dad and Daniel?"

Jasper's eye went hard and he held me tighter, thats how I knew something was wrong. Nothing was all right, nothing. Suddenly two doctors walked in and made Jasper leave much against my protest. Then I felt it, that hole in my chest. I felt the ache of loss in my heart and I cried. No one needed to tell me anything, I didn't want to know. I didn't want to know yet. I didn't want to know who I lost yet.

JPOV

"Ben, she just woke up" I called from the nurse's station.

"Fuck," he cursed. "I'll be there as soon as I can. How is she?"

"I only talk to her for a couple minutes, the doctors kicked me out. They are going to be a while with her." I explained.

"I'm still coming, I don't care how long I have to wait. It's been two fucking weeks." Ben said.

"I know," I sighed. "I'll see you when you get here."

God, it's been two weeks since that phone call. The storm got so bad a semi lost control and hit their car. It crushed and flipped them over. They didn't stand a chance. It was a miracle she survived. I quickly walked to the elevators to take me to the cafeteria. It was Renee and Phil's turn to get something to eat, not that we took shifts but they usually made sure I took care of myself. I looked around, of course there weren't many people in there so they were easy to find.

"Jasper? Is everything okay?" Renee's voice was a little frantic.

"She's awake," I told them, standing there a little awkwardly. "There are running some tests now so I don't know when we will be allowed to see her again."

Phil nodded and touched Renee's hand softly. As bad as I felt for Charlie, when Renee left him, I can tell Renee is really happy with Phil and loves him deeply. I grabbed a coffee before Renee and Phil left to go ask some question. I planned on going to get some air at the entrance to wait for Ben and Annie. Since the accident Ben gladly took Annie in and after a bit of an argument with his dad, his mom let her stay. Amber, Ben's little sister, loves Annie to pieces already. I sat on a metal bench and took a deep breath, filling my lungs with the clean cool air. It wasn't raining yet but I could smell it in the air.

"Stranded in this spooky town, stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down. This floor is crackling cold. She took my heart, I think she took my soul. With the moon I run, far from the carnage of the fiery sun" I sang in a whisper was I stared up at the stars.

I'm running into the darkness, away from all the light that ever entered my life. I gave her everything and now I'm going to leave her with it. I have to leave tomorrow. I've stalled on Esme as long as I could. I didn't want her coming down here and I don't want her to know about Bella. In any way. Esme doesn't even know I have a girlfriend. I don't think she even knew from the other family. I'd like to keep it that way. I don't need someone else reminding me. I am such a fucking coward. Jasper you bastard.

Ben and Annie show up looking quiet tired. Poor Annie is still her PJs. As soon as she sees me she runs into my arms. I hugged her close to my body and just let her cry. This was hard on both of us. Ben stands aside awkwardly for a few moments before speaking. "Can we see her yet?"

I shook my head, keeping my arm around Annie's shoulders. "No, not yet and even when they allow visitation it'll just be for Renee and Phil."

Ben nodded and rubbed his neck. "I can't believe they had miss it...It doesn't seem right."

I nodded in agreement. "Bella knows. I could tell, I didn't have to say a word and she knew. She lost hope. She felt it."

Annie started sniffling again before leaning into me. "We should probably go wait with Renee and Phil."

"They're just happy she's awake, I'm sure." Ben said as we walked inside.

"Relieved, I don't think she could've handled it to lose someone else." I said.

BPOV

Daddy, Daniel. Daddy, Daniel. Daddy, where are you? Daniel, where are you?

"Bella, can you tell me your full name?" the doctor asked me.

"Isabella Marie Swan." I answered in a small voice.

"Do you know what month it is?"

"August," I replied looking around the room to the two doctors and two nurses in my room.

Then they asked a bunch of other questions but I wasn't really paying attention. I was sore and stiff, and my voice hurt. Dad, come back! Daddy, please! Daniel, where are you? Please don't be gone too. Please don't leave me.

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