Bella/Alice/Leah

Rated M

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BellaPOV~

Sitting here parked outside; twenty times….I drove around the house. Scared to get out and face my problems; scared to face my fears.

Karma was a bitch.

Feeling tears well behind my eyelids, I opened my eyes and let them fall; as well as everything else. All the lying and cheating was coming back on me, Karma was taking my life away from me. I watching the curtains move for the tenth time, I finally got the courage to get out and walk to the door, my heart was beating rapidly inside my chest.

This was it.

I had one last chance to change her mind.

Reaching for the doorbell, I ranged it and put my hands in my pockets. The rain was pouring down on me but, I didn't care; I need a cleansing anyway…a cleansing to rid myself of my mistakes and my wrong doing of others. The door swung open and revealed Jasper, he smiled at me and moved to let me in; I quickly scan the room for Alice or Alex but neither was spotted. Esme came out of the kitchen and saw me, she ran to me and hugged me tightly; I swear I felt something crack from the death grip she had on me.

"God! I thought I would never see you here again" I buried my face in her hair and smiled, I would never do that; even if Alice and I never spoken again, I would always be here because…they were my family as well.

"I would never forget family Esme" I told her as she wiped her eyes, the commotion had alerted Edward, Kate, Rosalie and Emmett from the kitchen.

"Bella took you long enough!" Emmett yelled, picking me up and swirling my around, when he put me down; I was quickly hugged by Rosalie.

"Glad to see you here Bella" I nodded and looked at Edward who smiled at me.

"So….where is she" They all looked at the stairs, I signed and looked back at them.

"Now or never" Rosalie said, I was so scared….I didn't remember being this terrified a couple days ago when I was here, I guess the anger I was feeling had clouded my judgment and now that the anger had passed; I was alone and scared.

"You are our only hope of making her change her mind" Edward said as I nodded, I needed to show her that Forks was the better choice, that Forks could be her fairy tale…..if only she give me the chance to prove it to her. I pulled my wet jacket off, as Esme quickly took it and disappeared in the kitchen. I looked up at the stairs again, my whole life was up there hurting and confused, I quickly looked at Rosalie.

"Where's Alex?"

"Your Mother came and got him, she wanted to get all her time in before any rash decisions was made" I was glad, I needed Alice to be along for me to try and change her mind, I walked to the first step and closed my eyes.

Now or never.

Walking up the stairs and making my way to her bedroom door, I reached up to knock…when suddenly the door was swung open revealing a shocked Alice.

"Bella" she gasped, shocked that I was really standing here. I looked at her and saw that her eyes were damn near swollen shut from crying, her face was red and her hair was all over the place…never have I seen Alice this fuck up.

"Can I come in" I asked, she just stood there looking at me, she reached out and touch my face…..almost like I was going to disappear when she reached out, I grabbed her hand as she gasped and whimpered. My tears were clouding my vision, I grabbed her and pulled her to me and hugged her to me, she started to sob as I quickly walked us both into the room and closed the door. When we reached the bed, I let her go and sat down in her computer chair, I couldn't think with her so close. She was fidgeting with her fingers; I ran my hands in my hair and spoke first.

"Alice do you love me?" her head shot up in disbelief that I actually ask that question, could you blame me? These pass few days, I've been seeing a total different Alice than the one I fell in love with.

"H….How can you ask that, of course I love you Bella" I signed.

"Then why are you trying to leaving me…leave us?" she got up and reached for my hand but, I pulled back; I couldn't handle physical contact at the moment. Her face fell at my actions, I knew one touch…..I was a goner.

"Bella, I don't want to leave you, this is killing me inside. We were finally getting better and then the whole Chicago thing sprung up and now everything is all messed up, I swear I didn't think that we will ever get back together Bella I swear" she cried, I ached to reach out and hold her, to comfort her but, once again my asshole of a pride got in the way. I stood up and paced the floor trying to form the right words to say to her.

"Okay…if you do go to Chicago, how are you going to take care of Alex? Or how am I going to see him, I don't want to miss anything that I shouldn't Alice"

"Chicago has daycare centers, and I signed up for work studies that will pay me for my service and there's web cams and-

"See! That shit right there!" I tried my hardest to keep calm, fucking Web cam! Was she fucking serious?

"Bella, I want you to come with-

"I told you Alice, I'm not leaving Lehn" I glared at her as she nodded.

"I know, and our only options are web cams and visits" I fell on the bed next to her and push my hands into my eyes trying to rid the tears from falling, I didn't want her to see me cry….she didn't deserved my tears.

"Why are you tearing our family apart, you should be happy that I'm trying to help, thankful that I'm trying to be in my child's life, I could have easily left you on your own and never look back. But I didn't…I'm not that type of person; you might not see it but you are turning me into that person" she wrapped her arms around my waist and buried her face in my neck; I gasped at the electric sensation that erupted inside my body at her touch. I swallowed deep and felt her hand caress up and down my sides, I was really losing my control fast….I haven't touch her in days.

"I love you" I closed my eyes at the words and felt my heart break, if she did love me; she wouldn't be leaving me. Her fingers had ghost across the side of my breast as I quickly pulled away and shook my head as the lust tried to take over.

"Alice" she got up and looked at me, I was like a deer caught in headlights. She pushed her body against mines and wrapped her arms around my neck and leaned in until our lips were inches apart.

"Bella….please" she let her lips touch mines as the walls I been building around my heart crashed to ground at the small touch of her lips against mines, I quickly hugged her to me and captured her lips in a heated kiss that quickly got out of hand as we ended up on the bed, with me on top of her. She spread her legs and I gladly fell between them as our hips grinded together, she moans and groans like every touch was going to bring her to an orgasm

"Alice" I groaned as her center rubbed against me, I felt my pants getting tighter by the second, I was so sidetracked by lust that I didn't even think about if she was trying to trick me by using sex as a weapon for making me forget….she unbutton my pants and reach down and grab me; and I did forget.

"I want you so bad" she whispered, as our clothes were shredded from our bodies, I let my whole weight fall on her as he whimpered at the full contact of our bodies touching. I kissed every inch of body, making sure that she knows what she will be missing if she left.

"Those lonely nights, I won't be there to do this" I took one of her nipples in my mouth and sucked as I played with the other, she moan louder as I let go and spoke again.

"I won't be there to make you feel like this" reaching down and rubbing her clit as she shivered in my arms, I made my way down her body as I spread her legs wider and kissed her thigh and her hip. Making sure that I kiss every where than where she really wanted me, I licked and suck on thighs, she was fucking coming apart right before my eyes and I haven't did shit yet.

"See, look at this…your gushing and I haven't did anything yet" she whimpered again, I was hard as a fucking rock.

"B…Bella P...Please baby" I leaned down and let the tip of my tongue swirl around her opening as she dug her heels into my back, I finally stop teasing her and sucked her into my mouth.

"SHIT!" it didn't take long for her to climax, just a few swipes and she was running, I was a little angry that all our arguing a fighting…..she was being neglected; as for me?

Well, I wasn't sober enough to remember…apparently.

"Fuck! Bella" I kissed up her body and laid on top her, I just wanted to feel her body…..to remember. She grabbed me and stroked, I let my eyes closed and gave into my lust, and she guided me to her entrance and put me in.

"I love you" she said, when she saw that I wasn't looking at her, she grabbed my face and told me to open my eyes; I did and saw the serious look in her teary eyes.

"I love you Bella" I gritted my teeth together and looked away from her and pushed in; I keep my pace slow and deep. She wrapped her arms around my body and squeezed me closer and closer until we couldn't get any closer. I thrust harder and harder as my anger started to seep through, my mind and eyes just shut down as I pushed even harder and even faster.

"Bella!" I didn't answer, I felt her push against my chest but, still I didn't stop. I finally let my tears give way and sobbed as I thrust deeper and harder.

"Bella baby! Please stop….Y...You're hurting me" I groaned damn near screamed, as I felt a powerful surge ripped through my body as she held me to her as I rode out my orgasm…she quickly gathered me into her arms.

"Shhh" I held on to her for dear life, she couldn't leave me.

"Alice!" I sobbed in her neck as she held me with shaky hands, we both were crying and hurting, I moved inside her more gentle then before as she signed. She kissed my neck as I moved in and out of her, this time I was softer. She quietly moaned in my ear and moved her hips to my tempo, back and forth….in and out we both moved in sync.

"Mmm…." She shook as I held her to me and looked at her right in the eyes and watched her fall over the edge…with me not far behind. I let my head fall on her chest; she ran her fingers in my hair as my hands were rubbing up and down her sides.

"I love you Bella" I let a tear fall between her breast.

"…..".

A whole week.

Five days.

I haven't heard a word from Alice; I called and called but no answer. I was sitting on my sofa with Leah and Amanda who was playing with Lehn, I tried again but nothing.

"What did you do?" Amanda asked.

"I didn't do nothing but love her and this is what I get in return…..fucking voicemail" I said as Leah glared at me about my bad language.

"She might feel guilty"

"Trust me, she's not guilty….she's just doesn't want to face her problems"

"Says the girl, who ran away from two days" I looked at Leah.

"Look, the girl is not changing her mind…..so what are you going to do?" I looked at my phone and back at Leah.

"I don't know"

"Are you taking her to court?" Amanda asked as I scrunched my face up in disgust.

"That will take fucking forever and beside….I don't want my son dragged through that shit" I was fucking giving up, I was giving her….her way out.

A/N: Well, there you have it….next chapter will be after Graduation.

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