February 9, 1975
I was looking at the entry I wrote late last night after I woke up as usual after my nightmares. This was in History of Magic because it's a bogus class and it was Emma's turn to take notes. (Merlin I hate the days that I have to take notes, those are the worst…) So anyway…yea…
What was I saying. Oh yea, the dream I had mentioned something about seeing Emma in Divination in later years, but I haven't got any of those dreams…
Gotta go, Lily's bugging me again to play chess on paper.
Jen
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February 12, 1975
Today was pure horror. Loads of couples started to form, James asked Lily at least fifty times and Sirius joked about Remus going to Hogsmead with his Greek book that he had gotten for Christmas.
"He's learning Greek, again! Might as well just ask it!" he said to me when we were partners in Potions (again, I'm serious, Sluggie seems to think we'd make a good couple…boy is he right.)
He was annoying for the rest of the lesson (we were sitting in the back) even though we both should have been paying attention because we'd need the information for the potion we'd be brewing later in the day.
"Merlin I hate days like this," muttered Lina as we met up for lunch. She is so right.
Love,
Jen
Later:
I'm currently in the Hospital Wing, trying to convince Madam Pomfrey to let me go. I fainted again. In Potions. Sirius freaked out, Slughorn set me to the Hospital Wing. Blah blah blah.
This was the dream:
"What's she doing here, she should sit with the other Vagabonds," said Sirius as I sat down next to Remus at the lunch table. We looked like we were in our sixth or seventh year.
"I'm obviously here to ogle at your handsomeness," I replied snarkily, glaring at him.
"Really?" asked Sirius, his eyes lighting up and James's mouth falling open in shock looking as if he wanted as much of a part in this conversation as one with Dumbledore about belly-button lint. Or maybe he would have taken that over listening to his sister and his best friend.
"No, stupid," I replied, putting together my sandwich. "Remus, dear, would you pass me the pineapple?" Remus did so. Sirius glared at us.
"What is going on here?" he asked, folding his arms.
"I'm eating," I replied.
"Between you and Remus."
"We're dating," I replied, only to Remus's embarrassment and Sirius's utter disbelief.
"WHAT?" he yelled, standing up, drawing attention to our part of Gryffindor table. James tried to pull him down, looking red in the face. "You're…you're…" his eyes went wide, pointing between the two of us.
"Yes, we're dating," I said, rolling my eyes, taking a bite of my sandwich, it was really good, according to my dream self. "Sit down Sirius."
He frowned, resuming his seat and the attention drifted from us to the food. "You aren't sleeping with him are you?" he asked, suddenly cold.
James looked even more red, trying to not listen to the current conversation. "No," replied Remus too quickly.
"I'm not like you Black, I don't jump into everyone's pants," I glared back.
He opened his mouth to reply, glaring at me, "I do not!"
"Whatever suits your fancy."
I then woke up in the Hospital Wing with Lily, Emma, Lina, Sirius, Remus, and James all huddled around me, asking me what had happened.
After they left for dinner I got Poppy to set me free, saying I would try and remember to drink some of that stuff she gave me every night before going down to the kitchens to eat.
It's quite peaceful, actually. The house elves are all really nice and they even agree sometimes to sit with me and have a cup of tea before going back to their work. They of course refuse to let me help, but I still try to, after I'm done.
I guess I'll move somewhere else to let them finish their work.
Jen
Later:
I'm in an alcove somewhere on the seventh floor, it's fun to sit up here and look at the world, high above everyone else.
Fine, I don't want to go back to the common room because I'm afraid to find out what I said when I blacked out. If I was calling Sirius's name again, or if they…yea…
I just don't want to deal with that at the moment. So I'm going to sit here until really early in the morning, which I will undoubtly hate myself for even though I would have had Astronomy tonight and so I'd have the first hour off. But I skipped Astronomy. Because I didn't want to…deal with questions. It's far to late. Maybe, since the Gryffindors have the later slot from Mid-night to 1, I could go to bed now, to not deal with the questions…good.
Love,
Jen
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Lily sighed quietly, standing up to stretch widely. She glanced at the clock before her eyes grew wide at the time. "James, we'd better to go bed," she said quietly.
James sat still, holding the journal carefully as if it were going to drift away at any given moment. "I still can't believe that she knew. She stopped writing about us…" He looked up at his wife. "All of it came true…"
Lily stroked her fingers over his face before kissing him gently on the lips, pulling the book away from him. She pulled away, "James, it'll be fine. Everyone has to die sometime."
The two went up to their room, leaving the books strewn around the living room floor, only to have Harry find them the next morning and ask what they were. But the couple didn't know this as they walked quietly up the stairs late in the night to go to sleep in each other's arms. They both were laid down with the thoughts of Jenica Potter.
END OF PART IV
A/N: 1,000 words exactly! WOOT WOOT. Be happy I skipped studying for this (okay, I've got another four days at least and the first exam is really easy...) Again sorry about the whole hiatus thing in December, I should probably warn you next time. But I will finish this, I swear. And if I don't, feel free to send me angry messages, or nice ones, like the lovely Kaeylarae (nice name by the way) who inspired me to do this after I did my homework. THANK YOU FOR READING AND PLEASE REVIEW. PASS SMILES, NOT DILES...that doesn't make sense...Love, Eluse