-1Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade. Just this plot. & Michelle and Wednesday.

A/n: Thanks reviewers. Sorry it has been so long!

Not to Fade Away

Chapter 37: Kenny, Diary IV

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4/10

6:37pm

I have never felt this tense. I do not think I am the only one. Going to school everyday is crucial and I feel like I am walking on eggshells in the hallways. Tension is at all time high, students and teachers both. I am just studying 24-7, and I have to admit. I am getting sick of re-reading over my biology notes. I have a week. Before the first exam takes place. Everyone in Creative English and Literature English have their exam at 9:35am.

I am in literature English, Kai and Tala are also in my class. Michelle is in creative English. I just want to beat her so bad. Beat her in every subject even though we only share one class besides homeroom together. In biology, she is a prodigy. Ms. Norman loves her. I am her second favorite. I am second highest graded in the grade behind a girl who likes wearing a shirt saying 'fucked up. Want some?' on the front.

How could this be? I work so hard for my grades but she doesn't seem to put any effort in until now. Sometimes life is so hard.

4/11

8:09pm

We find out the exam program tomorrow. At least I know English is first. An essay on an unseen topic. That's just great. I don't know what to expect for what I'll have to write. I went to the library today (Yet again) and guess what?

It was packed. Everyone (most properly) seemed to be in there. It was noisy. At my usual table were Michelle, Mariah Hilary and Wednesday. Kai, Tala and Max seemed to be seated near by. I had to sit in the stacks. Four other people were in the same stack as me. I felt so un-natural. I was trying to pay attention on my modern history notes, but I just couldn't stand the noise in there. I swear, I'm going to crack before Monday.

What if I fail? Do I fail the tenth grade? Will my GPA go down? Oh god!

4/12

11:37am

I cannot believe my luck. 5 days before the biggest thing of this, year and I have come down with a fever. I know I should be sleeping/resting but I can't! I have modern History to go over. This afternoon I am meant to read over my English notes and my biology handouts.

Today I was meant to get my timetable. I rang Lisa this morning, asking her to bring me it over this afternoon. At least the whole day isn't a waste. Prime studying to be done.

6pm

Monday

9:35am- Creative English, Rm. 128. Literature English, Rm. 231.
1pm- Art, Rm. 202.
1pm- Spanish, Rm. 117.

Tuesday

9am- Biology, Lab 1.
12:45pm-Acient History, Rm. 415.
1pm-Studies of the Environment, Rm. 340.

Wednesday

8:30am- Mathematics A-B, Rms. 130, 139.
12pm- German, Rm. 400
12pm- French, Rm.210

Thursday

9am- Modern History, Rm. 212.
10am-Gym, Rm. Gym.
12:30pm-Calclus, Rm.135.
1pm- Physics, Rm. 134.

Friday

8am- Graphics, Rm.220

9am- I.T, Lab, 5.

11:30am- Tech, Rm.221.

12:30pm- Chemistry, Lab 3.

With that schedule, I think I might die. Everyday, I at least have one exam. I'm worried about my biology final. I think that I'll just bomb the whole thing and then I'll have to repeat the tenth grade.

Can't write much more. I'm about to start my practice English essay.

4/13

5:58am

Just woke up. Can cram in 2 hours before I have to be at school. I seem to feel better. I'm not coughing as I was yesterday. I think mom just woke up.

Better go. Study's important.

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A/n: Not as good as like others, but blame it on my cold. Review, please.

Ms. Hiwatari