Chapter 36 - Dadda
Brax's POV:
"Father" I stated
"What?" Josh asked as his eye's widened
"He's my son" I smiled as I looked down at him dozing off in my arms, I saw Josh smile out the corner of my eye
"He's lucky to have you" He said, much to my surprise
Just then the doctor came out of the room and walked towards his. I heart stopped, I was praying Charlie would be ok, I couldn't cope with loosing Charlie. I looked up as he began to speak
"Okay, we've had the results from Charlie's tests…."
"….Charlie's sugar levers were very low, that is the reason she collapsed, she's awake now if you would like to see her however she is very tired, and I don't want her under any stress, none at all, ok" He said simply before turning away
"Oh thank god" I muttered under my breath
"You can go mate" Ross smiled, taking a sleeping Casey from my arms. I simply smiled before running in her room and straight over to her bedside
"Babe" I whispered, placing my hand on hers
"No" She whispered, pulling her hand away from mine
"Please Charlie, I can't do this without you" I exclaimed attempting to put my hand on her cheek, only for her to move away again
"Please can you just leave" She whispered, whipping her tears, turning to roll over facing away from me. I sighed before kissing her forehead, and silently walking out the room
I walked towards Ross and Josh, taking Casey out of Ross's arms before leaving the hospital, tears running down my face.
Josh's POV:
Seeing Brax just walk out without saying anything let me know that something wasn't right, I waited a few moments before walking into Charlie's room to see her sobbing into her pillow
"Charlie" I sighed, sitting on the bed, pulling her into my arms
"I-I d-d-don't want-t to-o push h-him away b-b-ut I can't-t do t-this anymore-e-e" She cried clinging on my shirt
"Baby, I know you don't but you have to look after yourself, I mean look what happened to today, what would've happened if you'd have been by yourself, Charlie you should've gone into a coma" I sigh, thinking about the danger she had put herself in
"I'm s-s-sorry" She cried as more tears ran down her face
"H-h-he keepings lying to me" She whispered
"I know, he does but at least let him explain"
"Nuh, its his fault I'm in here. I don't want anything to do with him or his family" She hissed sitting up
"Come on, you don't mean that" I tried to explain
"Yes, I do. All he ever does is lie and let me down" She snapped
"You know what Charlie. Now your just being selfish, yeah I know I hated him at first but after everything's that's happened can't you see that he loves you, he worships the group you walk on. And you're willing to just walk away? When he needs you the most?" I hissed, starting to get angry
"He doesn't need me" She snapped
"Do what you like Charlie, because right now I don't care. He was there for you when you needed him the most and now your just running away"
"B-b-but I love him so much" she whispered before tears began rushing down her face
I sighed before standing up pulling her backing into my arms, praying she would forgive him. Just then the doctor walked in
"Charlie, I would like you to get some sleep, it's quite late but it looks like you can go home tomorrow" He smiled before leaving, passing Dad as he came over to the bed
"Hey baby" He smiled, kissing Charlie's head
"I'm gonna head home and check on Heath and Lucy but I'll be back in the morning to pick you up" He smiled, knowing I should probably go with him but no wanting to leave Charlie on her own
Ross's POV:
I arrived home to see Lucy sitting on the sofa with a blanket and a glass of wine watching tele. I walked over and kissing her lightly before collapsing on the sofa next to be
"Hey" she smiled
"Everything ok with Charlie?" She asked
"Yeah, she's coming home tomorrow. Where's heath?" I asked
"I put him in the spare room, poor kid was flat out. I just hope Brax is ok with Casey" She said, I could hear the worry in the voice
"I'm sure there fine, Come on. Let go to bed" I smiled, taking hold of her hand, leading her up stairs
Brax's POV:
Silent continued to run down my face as I walked out of Casey's room after putting him to bed, I couldn't believe it, today was my birthday, it was meant to be my first birthday with Charlie, but now everything was ruined. I sigh looking at the clock as it read "1.43am", before walking into the kitchen to get a beer, I cracked it open when I heard a knock at the door
"Piss off" I hissed when I saw who was standing on the opposite side of the door
"Not until I see my son" She snapped, pushing the door open further
"Get the hell out of here" I hissed, stepping towards her
"Nah" She smirked. I could feel the angry building up inside me
"You either leave now or I drag you out"
"Nope" She smiled, sitting on the sofe
"I'm here to see my son and I'm going anywhere until you let me"
"WHY NOW? WHY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS WOULD YOU DECIDE YOU WANT TO SEE HIM NOW? YOU JUST PACKED UP AND LEFT WITH SAYING A WORD! How does a mother do that to her child?" I exclaimed, feeling the angry burn inside me
"Don't go all soppy on me now. You've got no right to keep him from me. He might not even be yours" She hissed, standing up.
I don't even know what came over me, I lunged forward throwing my beer off the wall, smashing as it woke casey up, his cries filling the house. I grabbed hold of her collar, I was so cold to punching her but I could do it, it just kept seeing Charlie's face, instead I opened the door an partially threw her out
"If you ever come near me or my son again, I'll kill you" I snapped before walking towards Casey's room, taking him in my arms
"It's ok mate" I whispered
"Dadda" He whispered looking up at me
He had been calling me Dadda for a couple of weeks now but only a few times, and it was ever when we were alone. Mum had taken off with some new lad so it was just me, case and heath.
"Yeah, Daddy's here" I smiled, kissing his forehead, before walking towards my room placing him on the bed putting a wall of pillows next to him to stop him falling, slipping my top and shorts off sliding in next to him in an attempt to get some sleep.