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Jasper POV

I couldn't tell if I was comfortable here or not. I mean, I feel a lot safer than how I would at my actual home with my father but I hated unfamiliar places. Take my new room for an example. It was too big and everything was in the wrong place. As soon as Esme had left the room after she gave me my sandwich, I had soon rushed to the horrible drawers and pulled them out of my comforting corner and just left it in the middle of the spacey room.

I then grabbed the couple of pillows laying on the bed and sat them down in the corner to make it even more comfy. Once I was satisfied, I sat down with my plate and looked at the sandwich that Esme had made me. She had used brown bread with a tuna and mayonnaise filling, and had cut them into 4 squares which I liked because I prefered food in small quantities. I picked one square and took a few bites out of it and then put the crust back on the plate; nobody likes the crust. It was a satisfying taste but nobody was here watching me eat so I didn't feel any pressure on being forced to eat it all so I just layed the plate in front of me with the three remaining squares and just waited; waited for Alice.

Why did Carlisle bring me home while Alice was at school? I won't fit in this place unless I'm near her. When I asked Carlisle how long until Alice was coming home, he said an hour and a half and I say it has been estimatley half an hour so I will just have to sit in the corner until the hour is up.

I knew that it would take a very long time and I needed her right now. I needed to feel her lips on mine again. I don't understand why I wanted to taste them that bad. Was it normal that I wanted too? Who am I kidding? Jasper Whitlock isn't normal. I have pretty much already proved that when they sent me to that mental place.

I began to find it harder to keep my eyes open but I forced myself to stay awake. I didn't want to sleep knowing that Alice would be home soon. But then again, if I had a quick nap, then it wouldn't be so difficult to stay awake tonight. I had planned that later on I will not be going to sleep because I didn't like the idea of being in a house of...well strangers without the protection of Alice. I have to stay awake for as many nights as possible. I guess a nap will make things easier. Besides, all it takes is a knock on the door to wake me up unless I'm having a nightmare and I won't even be sleeping long enough to have one of those so I'll be Ok.

So after a lot of thought, I close my eyes to have a short nap.

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My eyes shot open at the sound of a car driving into the driveway making me instantly stand up and run out of my room and down the stairs. I stopped on the last step and stood, staring at the front door, waiting for the moment that it would open to reveal my angel.

Carlisle stood by me and put his hand on my shoulder but my eyes never parted from the door. Hurry up Alice!

Finally the door swung open and I took a step back up another stair when I realised it was Edward. He looked my way but he didn't glare like he usually did. It's a trick! It's because his father is next to me! Once he was satisfied with what he saw, he looked away and walked into the main room so I relaxed and took another step down.

"Jazz!"

I heard Alice's angelic voice and the next thing I knew, she had her arms wrapped around my skinny frame and I return the gesture, glad that she was finally here.

"It's so good to see you here Jazz" she whispered in my ear.

I breathed in her beautiful scent as I hold her tighter. This angel had no idea what she does to me. She is the only reason why I'm glad that I am alive today and it confuses me so much as to why. When I first met Alice, I had actually hated her. I hated how she saved my life but now I am so lucky to be alive and it was all because of her. That is why she is my angel.

Alice is the one that pulls away from the hug and I'm sure it has something to do with the fact that she knows I wont be the one to pull away. If it was down to me, I would hold on to her all day every day. As we parted, I notice Alice's biggest brother, Emmett, standing in front of us and the sudden realisation gives me a scare as I back up to create a distance between us. Alice grabs my hand and pulls me closer to her, meaning closer to Emmett. I have to admit, he really was a very scary guy, even with that huge smile on his face.

"I hear we gotta new brother" Emmett spoke as he pulled out his hand so that I could shake it.

I just stared at him, avoiding the hand shake that he offered. Brother? Oh hell no. I was not doing this whole happy families thing. I'm not even a member of this family; I'm just some kid that the doctor wants to help out that is too messed up to look after himself. He took his hand back but didn't walk away.

Alice looked at me as if she were waiting for me to say something back. Then I looked back at her with desperation as if to say 'don't make me talk to your scary brother'. She continued to give me her 'pleading' look but I just looked to the floor to avoid giving into it.

"So anyway dude, if you ever get bored and I'm here, just tell me and we can play on Xbox. I got Call of Duty man, everybody loves that game. And if I'm not here, like I'm at school or something, then your welcome to go in my room and play on my Xbox by yourself. See, I'm already cooler than Eddie" Emmett offered.

Both Alice and Emmett noticed me tense at there other brothers name. I would definitely need to keep my distance from Edward because I didn't want to make him angry; especially when Carlisle isn't there to stop him.

I nodded at Emmett in appreciation for actually trying to socialize with me but my eyes remained on the carpet. As kind as it was, I didn't want anybody talking to me but Alice. He smiled in return which showed off his dimples which I knew I also had and then walked past me to go up the stairs to get to his room. I quickly turned around to watch him as I didn't like the idea of having my back turned on people.

Once I heard Emmett's bedroom shut, I began to head up the stairs too, pulling Alice along with me.

"Where are you going Jazz? You haven't seen Rose yet" Alice stated.

"I don't want to. I want to go to your room" I replied quietly to her so that nobody else could hear.

"My room? Are you joking? I want to check out your new room" she said.

"Better not" I mumbled.

The front door then shut and I looked up to see Rosalie and her usual look of understanding. Seriously, it feels like she has watched my whole life on tape minus the disgust.

"Hello Jasper" Rosalie spoke in a friendly tone.

Alice squeezed my hand in encouragement so I took a deep breath before I spoke.

"Hi" I mumbled.

Alice began to stroke the back of my hand with her thumb whereas Rosalie smiled at me or more likely, my response.

"I don't want to pressure you on your first day but once you have settled in this place, I'd like to talk to you" Rosalie informed me.

Talk? With me? I knew what she had in mind. She wanted me to back away from Alice and that she wanted me out of this family. And then she'll begin to hurt me in more ways than one until I agree to never talk or look at Alice again and demand Carlisle to take me to that mental institution place that I was originally going to. I can just see it all happening right now.

"Jazz, whatever your thinking, stop right now" Alice interrupted my thoughts as her concerned eyes were on mine, noticing my panicked expression.

I realised that I was shaking and that my breathing pace had picked up a little but not as much as usual thanks to the anti-depressant that Carlisle put me on. I could tell by the way Rose was looking at me, that she pitied me. Gaining enough confidence to look back at Rosalie, I nod at her hoping that she would be taking her expected 'talk' easy. She smiled again and then walked away.

"Alice, can we go now?" I desperately asked her.

She giggled in return and pretty much dragged me to my own room.

"Alice, your room" I whined.

She smiled once she opened the door and welcomed herself in. She looked at a few things like they were special but then she turned to me.

"Jasper, what the hell did you do to that corner" she laughed as she pointed the area with the pillows.

I gave her a quick smiled and shrugged at her and then her eyes landed on the chest of drawers which were about a metre and a half away from the corner where I had pushed them.

"May I ask you why the corner fascinates you so much?" She questioned.

I looked away from her, not wanting to answer her question which caused her to near me and take my hands in her own.

"Jasper, the first time I saw you, you were sitting in the corner of the cafeteria. I find out in the first lesson that I had with you that your seat is in the corner of a room. When I visited you in psych ward never guess what Jasper? I am pretty sure that was a corner where you were sitting. And now look " she turned to point to the corner of the room where the pillows and the plate with 3 sandwich squares left are.

"Tell me" she begged.

I remain silent, trying to think of something to say. I didn't want to sound like a complete idiot. Realising that I wasn't going to say something, Alice puts my hands on the back of her waist so that my arms were around her. Then she leaned in and kissed my neck which had made me nervous. That was too near my fathers dominant bite! She raised her head a little more and then kissed a higher part of my neck. I close my eyes so that I could relax but it was very difficult to keep it all together. If it wasn't for those anti-depressant, I would be having a panic attack right now.

I just continue to stand there and let her do what she wanted. That's what I usually do. Raising her head again, she kissed my cheek, and then my ear which was followed by a whisper.

"Tell me"

Her forehead leans on the side of my face and the position was actually very comfortable.

"It just, it makes me feel...'not there'" I explained.

"Why would you want to feel 'not there'? She asked quietly.

"Because if I'm not there, nobody could hurt me" I whispered.

"Oh Jazz"

She pulled me into a tighter hug, rubbing my back in the process.

"I keep promising you that nobody will hurt you here" She reminded.

"I know, I guess old habits die hard" I answered her.

She pulled back and looked at me before reaching up on her tip toes to kiss my forehead which I had instantly relaxed at.

"Thank you"

"For what?" She asked.

"For doing that. It really makes me feel comfortable when you do that" I explained.

She just smiled in return but that's all it took to make me smile back.

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