Hi you guys!! I updated again!! I'm just so excited only 3 more chapters left!! Oh my gosh!! I can't wait!! Anyways...if I don't get the next chapter up tomorrow you'll just have to wait till wednesday or friday because of course SCHOOL IS IN SESSION BOYS AND GIRLS!! Lol. So anyways let me shut up and let the twins say what the dis and then you guys can read!! LUV YA!!

Arruru: T-Three?! MORE?! NO!!

Erruru: Calm down Arruru!! We still have the surprise!

Arruru: (glares) WHAT SURPISE A STUPID EXTRA CHAPTER!? I WANT THIS TO CONTINUE!!

Erruru: Hana!! Help.

Hana: Arruru come on don't be sad. Come on plese say the dis and I'll tell Ruby and Yue to get you some new toys.

Arruru: I DON'T WANT TOYS!! (throws a book)

Hana: RUBY!!

Ruby: Ummm...Yue please help out a bit. Arruru is not going to be very calm so...

Yue: Yeah sure I understand. Erruru go with your sister. I'll be up in a little bit.

Erruru: Hai...

Yue: Card Captor Sakura does not belong to Hana No Ai it belongs to the women of Clamp. Continue.

Hana: (sweat-drops) You didn't have to be so formal...

Silent Life: Tears of a Little Wolf

Next Day

Sakura's POV

I sat down at my desk and stared out the window. It was sunny outside the opposite of how I felt. It was three steps forward and three steps back for me. I couldn't believe what happened lost night. It all just came crashing down.

"Class today we will have independent study. Final Exams are just a few weeks away so we will be studying all week. Today we will start off with pairs.

Wonderful. I was looking forward to not communicating or socializing with humans today. My mood strongly suggested that. But unfortunately I was not in charge. Although I could be with the power I had with money but I rather not.

"I'll select the best groups I think are capable of keeping on task." Mizuki said scanning the class for match ups when her eyes selected me. "First group Kirk and Kagura." Well that wasn't a surprise. "Sakura or Syaoran." My hand instantly shot up and Mizuki looked at me puzzled. "Yes Sakura?"

"I think it'll be better if I study alone." The girls in the class gasped in surprise. I had just rejected Li Syaoran the number one Mr. Popularity and hottest boy in school. Like I cared.

"But today is study pairs. I'm afraid that's impossible."

"Then may I go to the nurse. I don't fell so good." Mizuki nodded. Of course it was a damned lie but most of me stayed away since I woke up and frankly I intended to keep it away!!

"Li-san please accompany her." My body went rigid. That was against my plans.

"I-I rather not." He whispered. Again gasps were heard. He was showing a vulnerable side. Most likely they thought of it something sooo adorable.

"Kawaii." Some girls whispered. Fools.

"Please Li it'll be better not to let her wonder the halls alone." I heard him nodded then stand and come over to my desk. I also stood. He tried to hold my elbow but I drew back.

"Don't touch me Li." I hissed at him. Then I walked out and the stares that followed pressed into my back. I didn't care not anymore.

Syaoran's POV

I tried to help her up but she instantly pulled away from me.

"Don't touch me Li." She hissed at me venom dripping from ever word. Then she walked out on me and everyone stared at her.

Li huh? Somehow that burned instead of stinging. She had never called me Li. Ever since she started speaking she called me Syaoran.

"Oh don't worry Syaoran!" Kagura said jumping on me and kissing my cheek "You don't need that bitch."

'She's annoying. Why don't you just kill her? I would.' I ignored the voice.

"She's not a bitch Kagura." She looked at me as if I was crazy.

"She just walked out on you and screamed at you? What a great girlfriend." She said sarcastically. I smiled.

"Sakura is a great girlfriend and I love her very much but because I hurt her last night...she hates me."

"So? Big Deal!" I walked out of the classroom not wanting to hear her ignorance. Without a need to follow her aura I found her on the roof sitting in the shade. I hesitated before coming near her.

"Sakura." She stood and walked into the sun staring at the sky. "Sakura." I called again. She didn't answer. I stood behind her and took her wrist. She tried to withdraw from me but I held her tighter.

"Let me go!!" She shouted. But I ignored her cries. I spun her around and she slammed into my chest.

"No." I said. She struggled in my grasp. "Please Sakura let me explain." I pleaded.

"NO!!" I let her go and she staggered back some ways.

"Sakura I-"

"I don't want to hear it!!" I looked into her pools of emerald to only see that they were beginning to glaze over. Just like when Hu attacked. But this time the only emotion was hatred. Instead of the stinging sensation coming I could feel myself burning. I was in hell.

"But Sakura-"

"I said I don't want to hear it Li!!" More fire was added to my personal hell.

"Why?"

"I trusted you Li." Her voice began to shake. "I-I told you what Hu did to me..." Her voice went into a barely audible whisper. "You said you weren't like him. You promised you wouldn't force me. I told you I was scared. You promised you wouldn't hurt me. And yet last night...you did and you didn't even care that you were doing it." I wish she could understand what really happened. Why I was acting like that. "I hate you." She said. "Don't you ever come close to me!! And to you my name is Kinomoto. Li." he left. My heart had just broken into fragments of irreparable glass. Her hatred for me was something I would never be ready for. Something I would never get used to. But even though she hated me so much I would show her I loved her just as much.

I bolted from the roof. The bell rang and students started to come from their classes to the hallway. Even so I kept running determined to catch up to her. I spotted Sakura a few feet from me and took my chance.

"SAKURA!!" Everyone stopped walking and looked at me as if I had lost my mind. When Sakura turned around she glared at me.

"What do you want Li?" I glared at everyone watching and they all ran off to class. The late bell rang and Sakura was about to leave but I caught her by the but I caught her by the wrist and turned her around.

"I still love you regardless." I cupped her face in my large hands and kissed her. Her body went limp for a second and the next she was kissing me back. Another second passed and she started to push me away. When I withdrew she slapped me. I touched the place that now stung. I deserved it. I looked at Sakura she was backing up her hands held up in front of her defensively. She was crying. For a split second there was no hatred. It was all confusion and hurt mixed together.

'Heartbreaking isn't it Li? You built her up and broke her down so easily. '

'It wasn't me.'

'Yes it was.'

'No...it wasn't I would never hurt her.'

'Yet you did.'

'Sakura...'

'You knew and yet you got close. Its your fault. Last night, and the other day. All you.'

'No!!'

"Sakura that wasn't me!!"

"Stop it." She cried shaking her head and holding her ears. "Stop it already Li. I can't take this anymore." Then she ran away from me again.

'Such a fragile little piece, eh Li?'

With Sakura

Sakura's POV

I ran out of school without thinking. No matter what I didn't want to see him again!! I couldn't bear with it or I'd break!! It began to rain but I kept on running. Everything went in a blur as tears slipped down my face and cold rain slapped on it adding to my misery and pain. Suddenly I tripped over something and I fell to the floor with a thud. But I didn't get back up. My heart was so heavy...I wanted him here...I wanted him to comfort me and help me up. I wanted to hear him say those words to me. 'Its alright Sakura. I'm here now. I love you.' I wanted to here it!! So bad I wanted to fell his warmth. But...yesterday. It was like all that was only a dream. Yes, he did warn me but why? Why would he warn me on something he was going to do by choice. Not caring how I felt? Did he care for me at all? I couldn't take it. I was going to break.

"Sakura-chan!" Someone shouted helping me to my feet. I looked around and realized I was inside Penguin Park. "Sakura-chan!!" I was called again. My eyes focused on the person who had found me.

"Yu-ki-to-s-an." I said my voice trembling. His usual smile gone from his features a expression of worry was the only thing I could see.

'I want Syaoran.'

"What are you doing here?!" He asked. I shook my head furiously and it looked like then was when he figured it out. "What's wrong Sakura-chan?"

"I-I can't take it anymore Yukito-san. I was trying so hard not to think about last night. Demo..."

"Every time you see him it returns to you." He finished off. I nodded.

"It was like he was a different person. When he told me to relax his voice...it was deeper and something else was mixed with it."

'Syaoran.' I held my locket as I spoke to Yukito. It was the only thing left that held his warmth. The only thing that reminded me of the old Syaoran.

"Is there any thing else that is bothering you?" He asked. We came under a tree in the park. I opened the locket and stared at the picture of me and him smiling. When had he taken it? I didn't care. I stared at his smile.

"He kissed me in school and said that he loved me regardless." I closed the locket and held it between my hands trying to remember the warmth of him, the happiness he brought me but all I got was the foreign sensation of the night before. Still I held on to it just hoping that maybe...just maybe I would get his warmth. I knew Yukito was watching me. Reading my mind for I had left it vulnerable. I didn't care. I wanted him back. My Syaoran and yet I'm afraid to even speak with him. I said that I hated him. And I do to some extent. But...what have I done? I'm destroying myself and him too!!

"Doesn't that make you happy?" I shook my head. "Why?"

"It just feels different. After last night...I can't believe him anymore." Even though I really want to..I just can't and if he really doesn't love me I don't care. I love him. I do. He won't be able to take that feeling away. Not now and not ever. But that kiss was filled with regret and sadness. I just am so confused. I don't even now if I should really forgive him.

"How sad." A husky voice said from behind the tree. Suddenly someone grabbed my wrist and hauled me behind the tree. "Looks like wolf-boy couldn't get what I could." My heart stopped when I recognized the voice. He chuckled darkly. "But of course I had no interruptions."

"H-Hu Keiichi..." He kissed my cheek.

"Long time no see my precious jewel." I couldn't breath as I stared into his terrifying blueish-green eyes.

"Sakura-chan?" Yukito called in question. He turned and came behind the tree. When he saw Hu he grabbed my arm and pulled me behind him. "What are you doing hear Hu?" Hu smirked.

"Its a public park. I can come hear if and when I like." He looked behind Yukito and liked his lips. "Besides, I haven't had as much fun with anyone since you broke out!" Yukito's eyes widened.

"Your lying." Yukito hissed but Hu only held his smirk.

"Ask her." Yukito turned to me.

"Sakura-chan did he...r-rape you?" I looked at the floor and hid as much as myself behind him as I could. Tears began to leak out of my eyes and I held his shirt tight.

'I WANT SYAORAN!!'

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I-I couldn't..." I whispered. My tears ran down faster and it seemed the rain did to. Syaoran would not have reacted like this. He would have waited until I was ready to tell him... "S-Syaoran." I whimpered. Somehow that was all I could mange to say. That's all I wanted right now. I wanted to be with him. But all because of last night, because of that little bit of hatred. That seemed so impossible. I didn't want to be with him...I needed to.

"Sakura-chan." I could hear Hu laugh darkly.

"She gave quite a fight too. But of course that made it all the more enjoyable. And to tell you the truth I want more." I gasped loudly and slammed my body into Yukito's back. I was shaking violently and fear ran through me like the blood in my veins.

"I won't let you touch her." Yukito hissed. Hu smirked.

"We'll see about that."

'Syaoran.'

Normal POV

"Sakura you must get out of here." Yukito said trying to pry Sakura's shaking fingers off of his shirt.

"Ie!!" She shouted grabbing his shirt again Hu took another step towards them and Sakura's entire frame shook.

'She's terrified.'

'Syaoran. Syaoran. Syaoran.'

'She needs to be with him. They need to be together or the other will go insane.' Yukito thought looking at her in sympathy. Hu chuckled.

"Too scared to even let go of you Riyue. What a pleasant advantage." Yukito panicked as a insane look entered Hu's eyes. He lifted Sakura up on his back and started to run. He heard Sakura's terrified sobs as he ran.

"W-Where are we going? To base?" Yukito shook his head.

"If we go there he might launch an attack. We need to hide you somewhere. Somewhere safe. Somewhere that he doesn't know about." He continued to run turning different ways. Soon he arrived to an isolated mansion on the outskirts of Tomoeda.

"Where are we?"

"My old home." Yukito set Sakura down and started walking. He stopped and looked behind him. Sakura was holding the hem of his shirt. When he looked down her she quickly looked away. He smiled. "Shall we go in?" She nodded. They entered the mansion and were greeted by Yue, Ruby, Syaoran, Melin, Tomoyo and Eriol.

"SAKURA-CHAN!" Tomoyo shouted hugging her. "I was so worried Arruru just told us to suddenly came here that you and Yukito-san would meet us. What happened?" Sakura pulled away from her and held onto Yukito's shirt harder. "Sakura-chan?" Yukito looked at her in sympathy.

"Hu Keiichi attempted to attack her." Tomoyo gasped.

"Are you two alright?" She asked frantically checking for wounds.

"I'm fine but Sakura-chan is a bit shaken."

"Come Sakura. Lets get you changed." Ruby said seeing Sakura still wearing her school uniform. But she refused to let go of Yukito. Ruby walked over but Sakura held on to Yukito. He sighed sadly.

"I'll take her up. Maybe she'll feel safer if I guard the rooms."

"I'll help her shower." Ruby offered. The three of them walked up the stairs.

"She is more than shaken. She's terrified." Yue mumbled. He looked and Syaoran and sighed. "You must not tell her of it Xiao Lang."

"Then what the fuck I'm I suppose to do Reiyu?!" He glared at Yue. "She hates me!! You can not protect me from her hatred!!" He shouted. "That alone hurts worse than any deadly wounds. She won't even let me explain, damn it!!"

"Try talking to her later in her room when she's done. But control yourself!! If you do not something worse than last night may happen." Yue advised before reaching the door.

"Where are you going?" Tomoyo asked seeing keys in his hand.

"Picking up my daughters from school. I'm sending them overseas for a bit. They'll be in France for a while. It'll be safer there." Then he left.

"Overseas...it's really that serious." Tomoyo said hugging himself and falling to her knees. "Maybe I shouldn't have made her enter this gang...Maybe..." Eriol stepped in front of her and stuck is hand out.

"Maybe you did the right thing, love." Tomoyo took his hand. He pulled her up and embraced her.

"It doesn't feel that way Eriol. It really doesn't." She whispered. Her shoulders began to shake slightly.

"Shh. Tomoyo everything will be alright." At this point Syaoran knew Tomoyo was crying silently. He looked away and was about to go upstairs when Eriol spoke.

"Syaoran!!" He turned.

"Yeah?"

"Tomoyo says good luck and do your best." I smiled.

"Thanks Tomo."

Upstairs

Sakura was currently sitting on a small bed after taking a shower and getting dressed. She was still holding onto Yukito. Ruby tried to convince her to let go of him but the answer was always the same.

"Sakura-chan."

"No!" Yukito sighed.

"Ruby go with Yue. I'll get something out of her." Ruby nodded and left.

"Sakura-chan why are you holding me hostage?" She didn't answer. "Sakura-chan."

"You heard what I kept saying in my mind." He nodded, "Your the only one who knows."

"Does anyone else know?"

"Li." She spat coldly. Even Yukito cringed at the way it sounded. He knew what she had said in her mind. But even so she still strongly thought she hated him.

"Do you really hate him that much?"

"You have no idea." Someone knocked on the door.

"Come in." Yukito said and the person opened the door.

"May I talk to Sa...Kinomoto-san alone?" Yukito smiled and nodded. He stood and was about to walk out when his shirt became heavy.

"No!" She whispered. Her hand was trembling. Yukito bent down and kissed her forehead.

"You don't hate him Hime..." He made her let go of his shirt. "Your afraid of him." With that he left. Syaoran stood in the middle of the room looking at Sakura's shaking hands.

"Sakura I-" She stood and ran out the room. When he turned to stop her but he saw traces of water in the air and stood still. He stood there looking at the empty bed. "I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am." He whispered walking out the room.

Sakura ran out to the front yard and fell over something for the second time that day. But this time she slowly got up and just stood there letting the rain hit her.

"I know I'm afraid of him Yukito-san. But I still can't forgive him for what he did." Suddenly an agonized scream rang through the isolated area like church bells. Sakura ran to the back of the house to find Yukito tied up with some kind of rope and Hu lifting him into the air without laying a single finger on him.

"Ah, finally an audience." Hu said looking at Sakura then back to Yukito. Suddenly the ropes started to crackle and a second later Yukito was screaming again. He was being shocked.

"STOP IT!!" Sakura shouted. Hu threw Yukito to Sakura feet unconscious. She knelled down and put his head on her lap. He was bloody all over with gashed on his arms and legs. "Y-Yukito..." He opened his eyes painfully.

"Run Sakura get out of her-" He gasped as another surge of pain ran through him, then he went unconscious again.

"Yukito-san wake up. Yukito-san." Tears were falling on his bloody face. "Yukito-san!! YUKITO-SAN!!"

"Your next jewel." He started to walk towards her. Sakura put Yukito down gently and stood up.

'Release me.' Sakura closed her eyes.

"You're free." She said then she took her earing holding it in her palm. "Release!!" The earing turned into a key then the staff. A girl that could pose as her twin was behind her. Hu smirked,

'I shouldn't have asked you.' The girl said as she hung her head. 'Your unstable.'

"Well then lets begin." But Hu only stared at her. Suddenly Sakura's heart rate increased. She fell to her knees and dropped her staff. Both her hands were clutching her head and a painful expression crossed her face.

"W-what is thi-" She screamed and held it, as she clutched her head in pain. A symbol appeared at her feet, her screaming became louder and wind circled her whipping at everything close to her furiously.

"SAKURA!!"

"SAKURA-CHAN!!" Shouted Tomoyo running outside along with Syaoran, Melin, Eriol, and Ruby. The wind blew them back as its range became wider. Hu laughed

"Looks like my job is done." He jumped up and disappeared.

"WHAT HAPPENING?!" Syaoran shouted over the wind.

"SHE'S LOST CONTROL OF HER POWERS!! EVERYTHING WILL BE DESTROYED IF WE CAN'T STOP HER!!" Sakura's screams of pain became louder and blood curdling.

"I CAN'T GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO CONTROL IT WITH MAGIC!! SOMETHING ELSE NEEDS TO HAPPEN!!" Tomoyo shouted trying not to get blown away. Syaoran stood and started to walk towards Sakura but kept getting blown back by the wind. With hands to his face he pressed on keeping a steady pas. He finally got to the center, he fell to his knee's and embraced Sakura's head pressing it against his chest. But Sakura still screamed and clutched her head. The wind whipped at them and Syaoran curled in protecting her. She screamed louder. Then everything stopped. Syaoran looked down and beads of water fell on Sakura's face.

"Sakura I-I'm so sorry." Syaoran cried as more tears fell on her dazed face. "I'm sorry for everything." He hugged her close to him and sobbed. Sakura lifted her hand and held his left cheek.

"S-Syaoran..." She said slowly staring at him through her half closed eye lids.

"I-I'm sorry for dragging you into this." He whispered softly. Sakura's face stirred in pain and the wind started up again with a vengeance and along with the wind Sakura's screams continued to fill the air.

'I'm sorry.' The girl said disappearing as the wind whipped again. Syaoran held Sakura close as she screamed in pain and agony. With one last scream everything settled down again. Now all that could be heard was Syaoran's silent crying.

"Sakura..." She lifted her arm again but this time more shakily, held his cheek and caressed it as she smiled. She couldn't speak so this was all she could do to show him what she meant. Syaoran couldn't stand looking at this. Sakura was beaten from the whip like winds and her eyes, half closed and dazed from all the pain and yet she was smiling at him. A sign of grace and forgiveness. That was exactly what she wanted him to understand. He laid her down on his lap and held her head in his chest again. "I'm sorry Sakura. You don't know how much." Her hand dropped and her eyes closed completely but her smile never disappeared. On the ground instead of blood and rain there were tears of a cherry blossom. But something even more beautiful, wonderful, and very rare on the earth...were the tears of a little wolf.

Hope you like it!! Very sad chapter but its worth it and needed!! Look forward to next chapter. Actually there were originally going to be two more chapters left but while I was writing I just had to include the next chapter so I renaimed it and you have one more chapter!! So next chapter is an extra but still needed!! Ok now for reviews and my favorite...PREVIEWS!! Oh by the way, if you listen to Never Too Late by Three Days Grace and read the part of Sakura loosing control of her powers it is more dramatic. That's how I got the idea for this chapter. I thought of the images and the song was perfect!! So yeah...

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Preview: Silent Life: Gone?!

"I love you Tomoyo..." His hand dropped into hers but she quickly put it back on her face.

"No!! Eriol!! Please...don't leave me..." The rain started to petly the children. It always seemed to come at moments of great sadness. But this one, this one was the second sadest event it had ever come upon in its lifetime. "Alone..." SHe whispered putting his arm down and with a wave of her hand she closed his eyes. The midnight blue eyes she would never see again.

"I love you Eriol."