A/N - SM owns it all.
Umm.. Hello all!
Sorry it's been so long. I just could get my head back into these two. But don't worry I did it! Obvi our I wouldn't be posting.
We are however coming to an end with these two. I have other ideas to write but I think that I am going to finished Armored Souls and Damned Don't Cry before I jump into anything else. Plus The Things That Come is going to take a while.
But I won't talk much since you all have had to wait for so long..
Always, huge thanks to Twilightbyus.
BPOV
I wasn't sure what force was taking me over but I did know that I didn't want to stop it. This over whelming urge to have Edward was one of the greatest feelings that I had ever felt.
I could see the shock on his face. He was scared, nervous and really excited. I couldn't blame him for any of them.
Yes our shared kiss was changing things but this, this was going to change everything a hell of a lot more. But it was all going to be for the good. I could feel it. It was radiating from my head, straight through my bones, and to my toes.
It was all Edward and my want for him. This need that had started to build ever since he returned and had been there so much for us. With each day that I saw him the fire got hotter. Now it was like an uncontrollable forest fire. He was my water and the only thing that could put out the burning flames.
On the ride home I tried to keep my cool, which was not easy. If it weren't for the baby I would have had his ass in the backseat. Yeah that would have been a little raunchy for a first time together in such a long time but hey, I knew what I wanted.
Edwards's hands were tight on the steering wheel, obviously trying to keep to himself and not push me too far. If only the man knew how I was about to push him. Him and his ass straight on to the bed. It was so hard for me to keep my thoughts toned down. It just worked me up even more.
I finally just looked out my window to keep myself calm. He must have taken it the wrong way because he gently reached over and took my hand. "Bella?"
I looked back to him. He gave me a quick questioning glance. He was seeing if I still wanted this.
Crazy ass man.
I just winked at him and looked back away.
You know, didn't want to give too much away to him.
I could hear him sigh and just to give him a little reassurance I let go of his hand in order to lay it on his thigh. His leg immidiatly tensed.
Something else was about to as well.
I slowly inched my hand up until I reached the extremely hard budge in his pants. "Bella?" This time it sounded more as a whimper.
"Home," I ordered.
I felt the car speed up as he nodded.
We both kept quite the rest of the ride, my hand on his dick, slowly grazing around on him. His breathing picking up each time I would get towards his tip.
This continued until we reached the house, and he was out of the car and onto my side before the car was even in park.
So naturally as my car door is ripped open, I start to slowly roll backwards.
~LOD~
We both fell into the bed laughing our asses off.
The look on Edwards face was completely timeless once he realized what had been going on.
He had to run round the car, rip his door open and jump back it just to stop the rolling car that I was still in.
The poor thing. I was laughing so hard that I was unable to get myself out of the car. Once he got over his embarrassment from his excitement he started to find the humor in it.
My only issue now is that, besides being unable to get his shocked face out of my head, we are finally together in a bed. But this time instead of just wanting to reach out to him I seriously have to use the restroom or I am going to pee on myself.
"Edward," I slowed my laughing down.
"I need up," I knew that with the hysterics I was just in there was no way I was going be able to do it myself just yet.
"What?" He looked over to me.
"Up. Help me!" I tried to do it myself, but I was directly on my back and I knew that if I used too much movement I would be making a mess all over the place, and the bed would be no good to us later.
"Oh shit!" He finally realized my issue. "Here, baby." He got up and grabbed my hands using all his body to pull me up.
"Be right back," I said as I waddled as quick as I could into the bathroom.
Normally when having to go this badly I would have moaned out loud but I was trying to hold it in at the moment. Right now with the electricity between him and I a moan would make us think of sex. Only if I moaned right now and he heard it, he may think of me on the toilet later on when I do.
That is, if he was still interested in it.
I thought to myself as I stood up, hiked up my pants and looked into the mirror. My body had changed so much since the last time that he had seen me. Yes, I know that it what it had to for the baby and everything like that, but that still doesn't help how I felt about it. Every time that Edward would hear me complain about my size, he was always quick to shut me up about it. He would take for it and would remind me of how beautiful he thought I was and what I was doing for the baby.
Only he never saw under my clothes. Would he think any less of me with my belly in the way? I pulled up my shirt. Would the stretch marks gross him out? What about my giant tights? Hell the tits I'm sure he would joy.
I was just so self conscience of this all. I almost want to hide under my bathroom sink. But, of course, there was no way that I would fit under there.
I gently laid my hand on my stomach to let the feel of my daughter calm me down. I was not sure how long I stood there but it must have been a while because a knock drew me from my thoughts.
"Bella?" Edward spoke through the door. "Everything okay in there?"
"Yeah I'm fine." I pulled my shirt back down and went to open the door.
I smiled at his worried face as soon as I saw him. "Look if this is too much for you right now we can wait. We don't have to do anything." He reached for my hand. The pull to him was still so strong. The look in his eyes held so much love. I knew then that I could get through this, and that no matter what we would be okay together. That tonight, tonight was going to be all about us.
I squeezed his hand and pulled him behind me into my bedroom. Successfully shutting the door and the world out from behind us. Tonight was going to be the beginning of him and I and were we finally start our life and new chapter. Together.
...The End...
SIKE!
A/N Yeah like I was going to end it there and not add in some more lemons! HA... should all know better then that. LOL... Have no fear the wait for the next is not going to be anywhere near as long, I have already started the next chapter.. hee hee. SOO I am not going to promise but I'll try having it up this weekend. K!
