Author's Note (Monster): Hello, our lovelies. Forgive me that I could not find the time to post earlier, but I posted 2 chapters yesterday so I'm spoiling you. Forgive me for what I'm going to do. Enjoy

Dismay: Frankly, I don't like Jasmine at all, but I'm glad you do. Enjoy

Gabbi: I hate OC's in fanfictions too, but consider it a necessary evil. She's needed for the next part of my main storyline. I honestly think I'll get a bunch of angry reviews in a chapter or two. Let's find out soon enough. I'm actually happy to see your name appear in my reviews for the honest feedback. Enjoy

HU4LIFEBITCHES: We kinda read your reviews and grin at each other because you're always so psyched about a new chapter. What I'm planning to do with this story? I'll give you a sneak peak. The next chapters are all about Danny and Funny. It's not over yet for Deuce and J-Dog. The relationships will be put to the test. All of them. Also, Johnny's going to explode in a chapter, it's hilarious. Enjoy

NightfireRed: Awoken said hi. My life is fine. I'm living together with my boyfriend and my best friend. Who doesn't want that? Been a while since I saw you here, I think. J-Dog and Deuce will be pushed to the front very soon. Enjoy

AquaTheFreak: Where have you been at? Enjoy


Danny's POV

Goodbye, sweet love of my life. Losing you cuts as deep as a knife. Beautiful lyrics, aren't they? I agree completely. Don't worry, I didn't do anything. I was just a little bit overdramatic when the whole mood started shifting. I didn't trust Deuce, but I was slowly getting along with him. He was sorry for what he did to me back then. I would forgive, but never forget. He didn't ask me to. I guess I just wanted some closure by forgiving him and leaving it all behind. J-Dog hated my guts for becoming buddies with Deuce. Fuck him. He can suck a dick for all I cared. What hurt me was what J-Dog did to me. He intentionally asked some random girl on her way to LA aboard to fuck with me and have Funny do her. Funny was a total mess trying to get over our relationship so of course he was jumping at a chance to forget me and find someone else.

That someone else? Jasmine of course. The slight changes were visible. First they started talking. Then they were drawn to each other when we were walking around. All of that happened in just one day. It was late when I awoke to take a piss. I heard whispers coming from the main part. I crept closer. Earlier that evening I'd gone to bed early because I was beaten. As far as I knew the others were still awake. I could see Funny Man sitting on the couch. He smiled and I smiled. I walked in the room. "Hey."

"Danny! What are you doing awake?"

"I had to take a piss but then I heard you talking."

I shoved my hands down the pockets of my chill pants. Leave it to Funny Man to make me feel so awkward and excited at the same time. I looked around and found everyone had gone to bed. "What are you doing awake? Everyone's off to bed."

"Not everyone", the Mexican responded with a painful look in his eyes.

I took the shot to my heart and frowned hurt. "You're staying up with her? Why?"

"She's just… I… We… She's cool. I like her. I wanna get to know her better."

His words cut through me and I made no secret of it. A small shiver signaled I was cold and I wrapped my arms around myself to keep me warm. Funny Man got up and came closer but I took a few steps back. "No."

"You're cold, Danny. Go back to bed", the baritone voiced rapper said as he came closer to me. He put a hand on my arm and I lost my shit. I grit my teeth and kicked him. He lost his balance and fell on the ground. "Don't fucking touch me."

"Danny? What the hell are you…"

Jasmine walked in. "What is going on in here?!"

"Stay out of it!" I screamed at her and stomped like a child. I couldn't control what was happening right now and I hated it. I wanted to throw a tantrum. Let me.

Funny Man scurried to his feet and came up to me again but I wouldn't let him. Again I hurt him. My fist busted his nose and he hit the wall, clutching his bleeding nose.

"Stop!" Jasmine shouted in panic.

Funny Man just stared at me with his disappointed eyes. I couldn't stand that look. He gave that same look every time I had a freak out. This wasn't a freak out. I got on my knees and scurried closer to him. "Am I not lovable enough for you?! Did you ever love me at all? How can you forget us so soon!"

I jumped upright in anger, making my head spin. This was me, getting angry over my broken heart. With that thought I awoke from my fury and glanced at the scenery. Without realizing it, I awoke the others. Charlie and Da Kurlzz were gazing at me worriedly. J-Dog and Johnny had grabbed me from behind by my arms. How did I not feel their iron grip on me when I got up? Deuce was watching the whole thing with a disturbed look on his face. I couldn't handle this much. I just shuddered uncontrollably and dropped to my knees again. Jay and Johnny let go and exchanged glances.

"My nose is broken", Funny Man said with a nasal sound to his voice. I closed my eyes and hid my face in my hands. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

The Mexican got up, tried to stop the bleeding and kneeled in front of me. "You're so angry. Why? Where did that rage come from?"

How dare he ask such a stupid question? I almost head-butted him but I stopped myself from doing so. Instead I started crying again. Crying always made their anger shift into pity. It was pathetic but I couldn't stop my own cries anymore. The younger one wiped my tears off my cheeks. "Stop that, Danny."

I pushed him away. "No, you stop that! You stop living so I can fucking move on and forget you! I hate you!"

Then I ran away to my bunk, got in and turned my back towards the outer world, facing the wall. They'd come after me, ask me if I'm okay. They always did. I waited and waited but they didn't come. I screwed up big time this time. Write it down, everyone. Danny screwed up again on Day 41.

The sunlight awoke me from my slumber and reality crashed down onto me. Crap, I broke Funny's nose.

Crap, everyone hated me.

My dried tears felt horrible on my face and I wiped it off on my sleeve of the old big shirt. Johnny insisted we didn't sleep in our boxers with a girl aboard. I remained in bed, not wanting to face the others because of yesterday. The door to the bunks part opened and I didn't even look to see who walked in. I didn't want to know.

"Danny."

I shrugged in reply. A hand crept against my side, digging between my ribs. I squealed in surprise of the tickle and rolled over to face Johnny. He smirked at me. "I knew you were ticklish."

"What do you want?"

"Come have breakfast, Danny."

"No."

"Why not?"

"Everyone hates me."

"Don't be stupid", Johnny scoffed and rolled his eyes.

I shook my head violently. "They hate me for busting Funny's nose!"

"His nose isn't broken, just sore", Johnny said as if it would make everything better.

"I don't want to see anyone right now."

"Funny kicked Jasmine out."

"What?!"

"He's so sorry for hurting you. Come and see for yourself."

Reluctantly I got up and got dressed to have breakfast with the others. I walked in the room with Johnny when he leaned closer to me. "I lied about Jasmine. Sorry."

"It's OK", I sighed and elbowed him right in the nuts.

He gasped and cupped his intimate region. "Fuck off, Danny! Who does that to another man?"

"The one you lied to", I grumbled and got down next to the others. Funny Man glanced at me. His eyes showed no emotion. Was he mad at me? Da Kurlzz and Charlie seemed to behave with a lady in the bus. They only shared a short kiss when they parted ways. Da Kurlzz claimed the bathroom and Charlie claimed the bunks part to get changed. J-Dog ate in silence next to Deuce. The two whispered a thing to each other and smiled. Strange to see how they were bonding again. Johnny squeezed my shoulder. Jasmine was sitting in front of me. I glared at her and she cowered. "Why are you so hostile towards me? What did I do wrong?"

I lowered my gaze. Funny Man announced he had to take a piss and pulled open the bathroom door, only to hear Da Kurlzz complain loudly. Funny didn't care. I bit in a croissant when I decided to speak up. "You stole Funny's interest from me."

Jasmine bit her lip nervously. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."

"Whatever."

J-Dog glared at me but I shrugged. "How did you feel when Deuce and I kissed?"

He looked away and Deuce chuckled. "Damn, we're such whores. I kissed Danny, I've got a thing with J-Dog and then there… never mind."

"Then what?" J-Dog asked.

Deuce shook his head. "I said never mind."

"What are you hiding?"

"Nothing!"

"Sure?"

"Let it go, Jay!" the ex-lead singer expressed agitated.

Funny Man came out of the bathroom and joined our conversation. He passed me with a feather light caress to my arm and smiled reassuringly. "Don't hate me."

"I don't", I said.

He hummed. "You told me differently last night."

"I was upset."

"I had my nose busted, so what?"

"You broke my heart."

"And you almost broke my nose."

"Almost, but I didn't", I glared.

The Mexican held his hands up innocently. "I'm not trying to fight you, Dannyboy."

"Sure", I venomously said.

"I love you too", Funny Man grinned, but he had crossed the line with that. He rubbed me the wrong way and I couldn't forgive him for that. I lunged at him, knocking almost everything off the table. Funny Man fell backwards onto the ground with me on top of him. I held a butter knife in the air. "Don't you ever fucking joke about loving me."

My hand held his chest down and I could feel the rapid pulse of his heartbeat beneath my palm. The fear in his eyes became too much. No one dared to grab me off of him. I dropped the knife and looked down at him, shielding my face from everyone else. Funny Man brought a hand up to my face. "Danny, it's OK. You're allowed to feel heartbroken."

"Then why don't you?" I whispered barely audible.

The other carefully took me off of him and pulled me onto my feet again. "Because I'm over it. I'm over you."

I shivered, suddenly cold again. "Don't say that."

"I'm sorry", Funny Man said before letting go and sitting down next to Jasmine again. He was hers now. They smiled at each other. It was obvious a lot had happened since I fled to my room last night. Especially when he leaned down and pecked her on the lips. That shattered what was left of my heart.


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