I owe you guys an update. I try so hard to give you a chapter AT LEAST once a week because I know waiting sucks and really I wish I could go back to the one chapter a day thing that was awesome and it really kept me up to date because then I wouldn't lose muse or forget what happened as easily. But I want you to know what's been going on in my life. I AM NOT ABANDONING THIS STORY I am going to keep at it I promise!
Three years ago my father died, and I was really close to him. I am really close to my entire family actually. And there was a lot of stuff that happened after he died. It's why I had to move twice already and there's a lot of financial stuff and it's why my mom remarried and there are problems with that now and we had to take my dogs to a foster home and ... a lot of stuff that would take about as long as my regular chapters to go through everything that has happened. Besides all that, I am trying to plan a wedding, trying to stay on top of my homework, taking five classes, working 30 hours a week (which is NOT voluntary. I'm getting it switched to never more than 25 because that's ridiculous) and work is strenuous on my body and I had three incidents at work three days in a row I had to fill out paperwork for (I cut myself with a knife that fell out of its package, I fainted because I haven't had time to eat, or time to grocery so I can actually eat, and I fell off a ladder. I'm okay though.)
Lots of stuff happening right now. I am living off of coffee and 5 hours of sleep each night and on the rare occasions I do have time to do whatever, it's usually just hanging out with friends because I am incredibly lonely and I want companionship and everyone leaves every weekend so I;m by myself in my house and my roommates are never around. And then there are times I'm just so tired I can't sit here and type something up, because I have discovered nothing tires me out faster than coming home, being exhausted, and typing 3,000 words for the amusement of me and you.
This all adds up to me battling depression, because on top of all of that I miss time with friends. I miss England. I miss my fiance, and I miss my dad.
Currently where I am in the story has a REALLY AWESOME scene coming up and I can't wait to share it... but I have to, and unfortunately you do too.
I'll come back I promise. :) Just believe.
Rosie out.
