COOKIES: TO TwilightVolleyball9 thank you for making me smile and feel specail for that review just like before i am bout to cry to be considered that good... i try and i am just in awe you think that. Thank you.

Bgirl95: glad to make your day love guess this is gonna really make your day well i guess this is three today! lol. ok distracte its almost one am now sorry

Yes you hate billy now dont you? and Charlie?? eh i never liked Cops i have a damn good reason to hate one cop that is for sure but shhhhhhhhh my reason not yourse. heh oh trust me YOU WILL HATE CHARLIE!! and billy... remember they took the cell? good... now listen to this the ... means cut off for a second you kno when you mix audio it isnt all perfect you can here the bunched up parts yea to a nine year old who doesnt know it might not seem that way.

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Bella p o v

I saw Jake and i ran over to him dropping the bear and hugging my friend tightly. Then he spoke in a whisper in my ear as he hugged me back.

. "Bella i need the firefly... i am sorry and please forgive me fo this"

I pulled away and couldnt believe this did he tell Billy i had it? why did he want it what was going on he just betrayed me he betrayed me i was horrified. "Jake why?" I Said to him as tears ran down my face. He reached to wipe them away and i moved back away form him not letting him touch me. i was just so mad at the moment and hurt as well.

"Becuase he said if they know they will take you away and i will never see you again. Bella i cant let him take you away like that please understand i dont want to lose my best friend"

I looked at him and saw the tears in his eyes i could tell he was really worried about losing me and i reached my hand out and lifted his face up and wiped the tears away and said softly.

"You wont lose you best friend Jake no matter what we will away be friends" I kissed his cheek and then went to where i hid the fire fly and pulled it out. "Edward"

"Bella? what is it?" Edward said the second i said his name. He awalys picked up right away after the first ring.

"Shhh Charlie is taking us some where and Billy is on on it, he wants the firefly. Jake is going though" I said with panic in my voice

"Ok you still have the braclet i gave you?" Edward's voice came back softer.

"yes" i said softly.

"I will find you Bella...Jake can you hear me?" Edward said the sweet velet voice that always made me feel safe.

"yea i can hear you" Jake said and i looked at him

"take care of her for me... untill i find you guys... dont let anything happen to her you hear me?" Edward said i could feel the firm serious ness in his voice.

"i got ya." Jake said back.

"Bella be safe... i love you" Edward Velet sweet voice said

"I love you too Edward" I said back.

"be safe my angel" Edward said

"bye" I said softly and hung up and then felt so alone yes i had Jake there but something gave me chills down my spine. As i got into the car, Charlie made me sit up front i didnt think much of it.

"You wont go back to them." Charlie's voice said darkly and i looked at him.

"You have a court order you have to turn me over to them" I snaped back

"But if they cant find you. they cant have you back"

"They will find me"

"you think so?"

" i know so"

"You talk to much Isabella and i will keep you from them."

"i dont think so."

"Edward touched you didnt he?"

"What?" i said and blinked this again? what the hell was his problem Edward never did anything to me like that. god what the hell is going threw Charlie's mind.

"Why are you so close to him that he gives you a cell phone and anything you want?"

"Uh..."

how do i answer that? Edward just cares and loves me i guess wants me to be safe form you.

"WHY DOES HE LOVE YOU?"

I blinked and didnt know what to say or think. "Charlie what are you getting at? i am Nine, i am like his his niece what more do you want he cares about me and he loves me, he never would hurt me or lay a hand on me like you have" I snaped at him

"Your just a stupid nine year old girl. no one loves you Bella no one cares about you all you do is cause trouble and pain everyone is better off if you didnt live."

I felt the words hit me hard and no i didnt belive them i couldnt it wasnt ture god it wasnt ture. Jake would tell me that it wasnt i know if he heard it and Edward god he would pull me into his arms and tell me over and over it was a lie. "THAT ISNT TURE"

"Yes it is but no one has the heart to tell you it, see if you didnt come into thier lives they wouldnt have to fight to keep you happy a little liar, selfish brat like you and then Jake wouldn't have to feel he has o be around you i know you twisted that boys emotions to get him to like you probly kissed him. or worse i dont want o think about it."

"eww ok that is worng i am NINE Charlie seriously."

"NO ONE WANTS YOU BELLA DONT YOU GET IT? NO ONE WANTS YOU AROUND, IF THE CULLENS WANTED YOU THEY WOULD HAVE KEPT YOU THERE... YET THEY SENT YOU AWAY DIDNT THEY?"

I closed my eyes no i wouldnt belive it. It wasnt ture they had they wanted me god they wanted me. and then he hit where it hurt the most. a tape recorder i looked at him and rasied a eyebrow. "What is that?"

"put the headphones on and hit play"

I did and listend to the tape. Edward's voice i knew it all to well but it sounded serious. "i dont want her...She doesnt deserve ... to be with us... i dont want bella"

"I Never wanted her around... in the first place... She is ... just ... not... my daughter... never was..." Came Emmetts voice next.

"i dont want her around." Edward's voice again.

"i dont want bella..." Jakes voice

I had tears running down my face i didnt understand it why why did they say that why did they no i couldnt belive it i started to cry i couldnt stop crying. Charlie stoped and Jake saw me. He pulled me into his arms. I couldnt belive he wanted me after that i just didnt know what to think

"Bella what is worng" Jake said looking right into my eyes and wipeing my tears away. I didnt say anything i couldnt i was so confused at the moment.

"Jacob get back in the car." Charlie said and pushed me against the door. "no one wants you remember that" He said and i could smell achool on his breath. A cop... chief of police was drinking...DRINKING AND DRIVING! no wonder he was being a ass but still the tape got to me. i felt alone and unwanted.