When I told Alice that I was leaving, she cried.

It warmed my heart to be wanted.

I cherished her tears.

I made "love" to her.

Slow and passionate.

She cried again but not from sorrow this time.

I gathered my clothes without bothering to look presentable.

She was looking at me. Wide and blue.

Before I reached the door, she called after me.

I had forgotten my cigarettes and she doesn't smoke.

Then I left.

Oddly enough, I feel kind of empty.

Not as empty as I felt when both Bella and Rosalie left me to live their lives.

But still empty.