Sam awakens with Finn in his arms. He lets out a sigh of relief that he's still there. The night before horrified Sam; as he watch Finn wander aimlessly outside on the deck of the ship. He was searching for Sam, scared and alone and Sam couldn't help but blame himself.
Finn's eyes flutter open and Sam smiles down at his husband. "Morning, baby." Sam says with a smile.
Finn groans. "Morning, Sam." Stretching out he pulls Sam down and towards him. He kisses Sam softly. "I'm sorry about last night. I guess I'm a little more afraid of losing you than I thought."
Sam sighs and kisses Finn this time. "You have nothing to be sorry for. We just have to get you to believe that I'm not going anywhere."
"I think maybe you should show me." Finn says lifting the covers up, glancing down at Sam's morning wood.
Sam smiles sheepishly. "I think I can do that." With that Sam rolls Finn onto his back, trailing his tongue down Finn's bare chest. Finn moans when Sam licks and kisses his stomach, a slight giggle escapes him when he runs his tongue in and out of the bellybutton.
Looking up, Sam gives Finn a devious look before devouring his length. His head begins to bob quickly. Finn grasps the sheet below him and moans out Sam's name, begging him to keep going. "Oh God, Sam! I love you so much!" Finn cries out as he unloads four shots into Sam's mouth.
Sam swallows every drop and once he's licked Finn clean he moves up to Finn's face, grinding his pulsing cock against Finn's. He kisses Finn deeply and Finn moans as he tastes his seed inside Sam's mouth. They break apart for a moment. "I want you inside me, Sam. I need you." Sam nods and reaches for the lube next to the bed.
He moves back down between Finn's legs and caresses his opening with his moist tongue. Finn hisses with pleasure as his husband's tongue invades him. Sam adds a finger, then a second, preparing Finn for the best sex yet. Finn groans in disappointment when Sam removes his fingers, but is glad the tongue returns for a few more licks. Sam spreads a little more lube into Finn's hole and on his cock as he lines himself up. Finn's legs are thrown over his shoulders as he begins to thrust into his lover, slowly at first.
Finn's legs drop and wrap around Sam's waist, pulling him back in whenever he pulls out. Finn is close again and as he releases his second load of the day onto his chest he clamps down onto Sam's cock. The added pressure and the sensation of knowing how much pleasure Finn has just experienced sends Sam over the edge as he cums inside Finn.
He collapses on top of Finn again, holding him tightly. "I'm never, ever, leaving you. I promise" Sam says with such conviction and honesty that he begins to feel tears running down his cheeks. He lifts himself up to stare at Finn. "Finn, I am so sorry you were hurting and scared. But I need you to believe me when I say that I'm not going anywhere!" Sam sobs again. "I need you to be OK, because I'm scared you're going to get hurt, or have a heart attack from all the worrying you do."
"Ssshhh, Sam, it's ok. I'm so sorry." Finn realizes he wasn't the only one worried and he knew he needed to make a confession that he'd kept hidden from everyone.
Sam wipes his eyes and clears his throat. "Finn, I just need both of us for once to be ok, we've only had a few moments in our whole relationship that were perfect and I… I just need to be happy for a while and not worry."
Finn tilts his head upwards and presses his lips to Sam's. Pulling away he relaxes and smiles "Sam I need to tell you something."
"What is it?" Sam asks hoping it isn't bad.
…
Kurt is sitting at his breakfast table processing the events that had transpired during the prior evening. He couldn't believe the things he'd done. Though the date was lovely, he never thought of himself as the type of person to give it up so easily, not since the whole five way ordeal had he found himself feeling so incredibly slutty. He takes a long sip from his coffee mug when Noah Puckerman enters the living room wearing nothing but a towel, scratching his head. He walks over to Kurt and kisses him gently on the cheek, but the stubble on his unshaven face scratches against Kurt's skin. The memories of waking up next to both Blaine and Sebastian come rushing back, but for a moment he swears he can hear both of them whispering to him, telling him to let go and be happy.
"Good morning." Noah whispers into Kurt's ear, sending an exciting chill down his spine.
Kurt sets his coffee down and turns to Puck and kisses him softly on the lips this time. "Good morning to you to, Noah. There's coffee if you want some. If you're hungry I can make breakfast."
"You're amazing you know that?" Puck says taking the chair beside Kurt.
Kurt brushes it off. "You're just saying that because I gave you sex last night. Which by the way was great!" Kurt and Puck both laugh.
Puck places a hand on Kurt's shoulder, giving it a good squeeze. "I'm serious. I look at you and don't see that scrawny kid I used to toss into dumpsters at the start of sophomore year. I see this person who never let anyone get him down and tell him he's wrong for being exactly who he is, and that makes you probably the most badass person I've ever met."
Kurt blushes at this. "Stop, you're going to make me melt and sleep with you again!"
"Would that be such a bad thing?" Puck says smiling.
Kurt rolls his eyes. "I don't want to rush this. I want to do this right. I'm worried last night might have been too soon for us. I mean, what if you grow tired of me and go frolicking after some other guy?"
"Never gonna happen, Hummel. And, I'll tell you why. First off, last night was probably the best sex I've ever had and that's saying a lot! Second, I would never frolic, way too lame; it would be more of a stalking/chasing type situation. But most of all, I am way too in to you to ever stray away. When I love someone I give them all of me and nothing less, so long as they give me the same. But for you I'd settle with having you for a microsecond just to be with you." Puck's words have Kurt swooning at this point.
…
At the end of the week Finn and Sam return from their honeymoon they're welcomed by a smiling Quinn. Her expression quickly changes when she sees Sam's smiling face fade away at the sight of her. She receives a hug from Finn and then one from Sam, but it's not as loving as Finn's had been, there was too much sadness behind it.
"I take it Finn told you everything." Quinn says looking at Sam. His eyes are holding back the tears he so desperately wants to let fall.
He nods and Finn holds his hand tightly. "I was going to let you tell him, but some stuff happened on the trip and I couldn't hide it from him anymore."
"Sam, look at me." Quinn says sternly. He turns to her. "I'm sorry I kept this from you, but I didn't want to ruin your engagement to Finn. I didn't even tell him until after your accident, and that in itself was an accident. Rachel and Santana were supposed to be the only ones who knew, but then one of them told Kurt and he told Finn. I'm so sorry for not telling you, but like I said, I didn't want to ruin your happiness with my sad story."
Sam couldn't control himself and he pulled her in for a hug and held her tightly. "I don't want you to die Quinn!" He cries out. "First Finn, and now you, I can't stand seeing the people I love being sick. I need you Quinn, our babies need their mother."
She pats his back shushing him. "I'll be here to meet them. The doctors say I've got a few more months left in me before it happens." She pulls away and looks Sam in the eyes. "But you and Finn are going to have to raise them to be the men I know they'll become, because they'll have the two most amazing fathers in the whole world."
Finn walks over and wraps his arms around Sam, holding him from behind as he looks at Quinn. Her beautiful face was only the dust cover for the beautiful story hidden beneath the surface. She was his first love and though it was a short love, she would forever hold a place in his heart.
"Cervical cancer, stage four," is all that Sam is able to say. It's the first time he's said it since Finn told him about it on the boat.
Quinn nods. "I found out after I got cast in my first movie, and I've been putting back every penny so that the two of you can give our kids the best life possible. I've also started a trust for Beth for when she gets older, I want her to know her little brothers…if Shelby will allow that."
"She already said yes." Finn says with a bittersweet smile. Quinn and Sam both look at him with shocked expressions. "I called her after we calmed down and had talked with Puck about it first, and she was happy for us and she said she wanted Beth to know them too."
Quinn hugs both of her boys, with Sam in the middle. She's crying, but unlike Sam's, hers come from a place of happiness.
….
Arriving back at their apartment with Quinn they find the parking lot is full of their friends' vehicles and blue balloons are strung all over the place. Sam and Finn in this moment forget that Quinn is sick and just enjoy themselves at the thought of being parents. They walk inside and all of their friends jump out and yell surprise. All three of them smile and hug the friends that are closest. Rachel hugs Sam, Kurt hugs Quinn, and Tina hugs Finn, before they all trade off.
The shower is a happy time and they manage to get most of what they need for their soon to be born sons. Several items are in triplicate so they have extras. Will bought a whole pallet of Huggies in all different sizes and Emma gave them TONS of lotion and cleaning wipes that are perfect for babies. Tina and Mike both pulled their money and got them a ton of outfits, which Kurt had approved. Kurt had splurged and bought them a crib, with Burt and Carole buying them two more. Dwight and Mary bought them a sixth month supply of formula and three bouncers. When all was said and done the three of them thanked their family for all that they had done, especially Kurt for always planning everything.
Quinn leaves the next morning with Rachel and Santana. Sam hides his tears as she hugs both him and Finn goodbye. As the train takes off Sam hugs Finn tightly, never wanting to let him go.
"Why isn't she fighting this, Finn? Why is she just letting herself die?" He asks in desperation.
Finn lets a tear fall down his cheek, but wipes it away quickly. "Because when she found out it was already late stage four and the surrogates were already incubating our babies and the doctors said she had a less than one percent chance of surviving. She's doing what she thinks is best for her and the babies. The tv show is letting her work as long as she can before they have to let her go, so that she can save up enough money for our kids, her kids to have a better life than she did. She told me that she's made dozens of videos for the babies, ever since she found out so that they'll in some way maybe, be able to know her." Sam doesn't speak, he just takes Finn's hand and holds it tightly as they walk to their car and head home.
AUTHOR'S NOTE.
OK I WASN'T GOING TO WRITE THIS UNTIL THE NEXT TO LAST CHAPTER, BUT I FEEL LIKE YOU ALL (MY READERS) DESERVE THE TRUTH. WHICH IS THAT THIS STORY IS NEARLY FINISHED. QUINN'S ARC AND THE BABIES ARE GOING TO BE THE LAST OF IT. I WILL LEAVE IT OPEN FOR A SEQUEL IF I FEEL I CAN COME BACK TO THIS STORY AGAIN.
THANK YOU ALL FOR READING AND ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT REVIEW YOU MAKE ME WANT TO CONTINUE WRITING AND TO BE A BETTER WRITER.