October 9, 2006

Me: hey, im feeling better than last night.

Gaara: good.

Me: uh huh. Well, I think that I still am sticking with the name, whether the girls like it or not.

Gaara: which is...?

Me: Jack. Jack Skellington.

Gaara:...a name like that...for a kitten?

Me: yeah. Or, we can just call him Jack. but i still love that name. it suits him.

Gaara: interesting.

Me: pfft. Where are Kankurou and Temari?

Gaara: shrugs dunno.

Me: gee, thnx. u were alotta help.

Gaara: i try my best.

Me: whatever. I dont have much to say again...this could very well turn out to be the most boring entry in the world. Id be lucky if I even got a giggle out of some one.

Gaara: nice.

Me: hn.

-silence-

-more silence-

-Even MORE silence-

Me: OK! I GOTTA DO SOMETHING!!! or im goig to go CRAZYY!!!

Gaara: stand on your head.

Me: huh? oook, ill trry. does so there. now what?

Gaara: recite the alphabet backwards.

Me??? zyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba.

Gaara: go jump off a bridge.

Me: why don't you jump in a lake? sits up properly

Gaara: i hate water.

Me: yeah well...I hate bridges!

Kankurou: BURN!

Me: ahh...theres the weirdo of a brother. and that sooooo wasnt a burn.

Kankurou: oh. ok then leaves

Me: o.O...dude...

Gaara: ur insane.

Me: hey, your the one who asked me to do the crazy stuff!

Gaara: and u followed me.

Me:...damn...

voice in background Kankurou: BUUUURRN!!!

Me: OH WOULD U SHUT UUUP!

Kankurou: NO!
me: YES!

Kankurou: NO!

Me: grabs rope COME HERE!!!
Kankurou: AK! NO!

-ties him to a tree-

Me: now...will you shut up?

Kankurou: HELL NO! ILL WONT SHUuuuuu...o.O

I pull out chain saw, maniacal grin

Gaara: do u really hate bridges?

Me: huh? pauses chainsaw just above Kankurou's ear Oh, no. I was just saying that cause I had no other come back.

Kankurou snickers

Me: WHAT WAS THAT, DOLL BOY!?!?!

Kankurou: ACK!!! GAARA! STOP HER!!!

Gaara: sigh fine...tickles

Me: ACK! NO!!!! S-STOP IT G-GAARA! squeak AIE! giggle

Kankurou: phew! holy crap...thought I was gonna die!

Me: S-STOP!!! I-I ME-EAN IIITT!!

Gaara: fine.

Me: gasp im bored.

Gaara: fine.

Me?? Is that all u say?

Gaara: no.

Me: oh well, that clears it up...i got a good song.

Gaara: please dont...

Me: I am really special 'cause there's only one of me

Look at my smile, I'm so damn happy other people are jealous of me

When I'm sad and lonely, I like to sing this song

It cheers me up and shows me that I won't be sad for long

Oh oh oh I'm so happy I can barely breathe

Puppy dogs and sugar frogs and kittens baby teeth

Watch out all you mothers, I'm happy it's hardcore

Happy as a coupon for a 20$ whore

I'm really happy I'm sugar-coated me

Happy, good, anger, bad that's my philosophy

I can't do this man, I'm not happy...

I am really special 'cause there's only one of me

Look at my smile, I'm so damn happy other people are jealous of me

These are my lovehandles and this is my spout

But if you tip me over, then mama said to knock you out

I am special I am happy I am gonna heave

Welcome to my happy world, now get your shit and leave.

I am happy, I am good, I am..

I'm outta here...Screw you.

Gaara: o.O;

Me:

-silence-

Me:...what?

Gaara: shakes head nothing...

Me: anyway, ill write more. later

Gaara: bye.

8:16pm

Me: ok i cant type long, because dad thinks im doing my drug abuse essay. but, i really feel like typing because I have no idea what to write about drug abuse, because Ocean is on the computer, and she has to type out something that might take an hour!! pant pant
Gaara: its amazing how u said all that in one breath.

Me:

Gaara: strange...

Me: ive heard that before. Why cant you think anything nice of me?

Gaara:...cough wish cough

Me: ah...right.

Gaara: so...why arent you doing your essay again?

Me: cuz I have no idea what to write to make it look and sound good. So, ill just wait untill I have something thats good.

Gaara: interesting.

Me: god, i hate huge homework assignments like these. Especially ones about the ENVIRONMENT. jesus, its not like we can do anything about it! We're only kids and they say one person can change the world. well, look wat Bush did! Look what Hitler did! is it always better?

Gaara: ook...u seem...

Me: pissed...and im tired...I HATE SCHOOL! the only reason why i go there, is because I have friends, (great friends, mind you) and music, and french are my last classes. so, I can get through the day. But English is now, my worse and hated subject in school.

Gaara: really? i thought u were always great in English.

Me: yeah, well, my teacher is a jack ass.

Gaara: ah. hn.

Me: he picks the damn hardest projects!! I saw peotry there on the board once, and I thought 'Oh yay! something I can do 100 on!' but noooooo! That was just like something to show what we were gonna do a bit further on in our shedule! that SUCKED! I am really getting good at poetry...

Gaara: yeah? show me some.

Me: what? oh...hm, Ill make up one right now. it might not be good, but...hell, ill give it a shot.

Diving deeper in

Lower and lower I go

I'm losing my grip on you

Days pass by and I know

That I'm falling into the blue

I'm diving deeper in my misery

Sinking further, losing control

Spinning, knowing deeply

That I no longer feel the snow

Eyes that searched for warmth

Now know what it's like to be alone

They gaze at the fire in the hearth

I feel more like stone

Stoic is my expression

Coldly do my eyes seek

I make no assumption

To whom do they stare and peek

My hands clammer and shake

They search for something to hold

My heart stops and breaks

Shattering to release the cold

Gaara: hey, thats good.

Me: mmmm...i dunno. the ending kinda sucked.

Gaara: nah, it was good. dont worry bout it.

Me: yeah...I just made it up on the spot, so there was not correcting or word changes to it.

Gaara: listen, its fine. Leave it.

Me:...fine. guess I will. Maybe some people will read it and tell me what they think! stares at audience...TELL ME WHAT U THINK! IM EXCITED TO KNOW! Ive nvr written a poem on here for all to see, so, y'know, say something! back to Gaara ok done

Gaara: o.O o...k. then.

Me: sigh im bored now. And when im bored, dont say I have to do my essay. I know already. Im still stuck. Having a tought time trying to put stuff together to just form a damn sentence!

Gaara: wow...wheres ur brain?

Me: oh ha ha. very funny. your soooo witty. It's currantly being fried by drugs.

Gaara: your taking drugs?!

Me: oh funny. no. I mean, by reading all this stuff about drugs. Personally, i think taking drugs is beyond stupid. I mean, if you KNOW the side effects, then why the hell would you take it?

Gaara: i dont know. only drug we have is smoking.

Me: huh. yeah. Asuma really should quit...

Gaara: no shit.

Me: haha. this conversation is heading no where...

Gaara: like most of our conversations...

Me: yup...sigh

-silence-

Gaara: you really should do your es-

Me: I KNOW! IM ON IT! grumble

Gaara: dont make me stand over you and watch you do it.

Me: but if oyu do, then I wont be able to talk to you anymore tonight.

Gaara glares
Me: o.o...fine. im working im working...