A/N:

I really felt like I needed to show Jacob's POV of the last chapter before I got into "the talk". I will start the next chapter from Jake's POV so don't fret, I am not leaving you with a cliffy for much longer.

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Jacob's POV:

"Wake up sleepy." The most beautiful voice woke me out of my sleep.

"Mmm… didn't get enough of me?" I wasn't ready to open my eyes yet so I pulled her body up against mine.

"We've spent half the day in bed already." Yes Christi and if I have any say in it, we'll spend many days like this.

"What's wrong with that?" I couldn't resister her lips any longer, I had to kiss her. "I like having you in my bed." This is where you belong, here with me, in my arms. I'm such a hopeless sap. "Maybe my plan was to abduct you and make love to you all day long."

I hope that didn't sound too creepy, I didn't mean abduct in the weirdo kind of way. I hope she didn't take it that way. I ran my hands up and down her body giving her a gentle hint. Her body responded with a shiver. Excellent.

"I can't anymore." She sighed and looked a little sorry.

Damn, I can't have her feel bad because I wore her out.

"S'ok angel, don't worry beautiful. Actually I'm glad I wore you out. Means I'm doing my job right." And don't you forget it baby.

"You are doing an amazing job. That's why I love you so much." She's so damn – amazingly incredible.

She kissed me deep and hard until I was panting like a dog in heat. Little Jake liked that a little too much, he instantly came to attention. It was just too much, the combination of that kiss and her warm, soft, naked body against me was just too much to resist.

"Evidently, you didn't get enough. Hmmm…" She looked at me thoughtfully.

"Well what do you expect when you kiss me like that?" Was she trying to seriously kill me? I felt my face get hot, great blush like a damn girl Jacob, that's real sexy you pansy.

She looked at me with saddened eyes. "I can't anymore right now Jacob. I'm sorry." Her soft hands found my face.

"I know honey. S'ok I'll just go take a cold shower." Yeah like that was what I really wanted. Cold showers suck, but anything to make her happy.

"I don't think so." She said. I looked at her suspiciously, what could that possibly mean? She leaned in towards my lips. "Just because you can't do anything to me doesn't mean I can't take care of you."

Is she going to – Damn she just did. Fuck it's so nice to have her hand on me. I couldn't even think, all my mind would register was how damn good she was making me feel. She asked me if she was making me feel good, wow, that turned me on so much. Then she got really naughty and asked me if I wished I was inside of her – I'm convinced – she is going to be the death of me.

"Nice tight wet pussy wrapped around this big hard cock." Fuck did she just say that?

"Such a naughty girl." I hissed out, the animal within me threatened to take over. I bit the urge back.

"You love it. I know you do Jacob." She said in my ear.

"God Christi, you know I do." My hips started moving on their own, I wanted to explode.

"Slow Jacob, I want to make you feel good." She said softly in my ear.

Fuck, now I know how I made her feel when I did this shit to her. Damn, I hate teasing, it's so fucking good.

"You're fucking amazing. I want to feel your pussy on my cock." I was panting and moaning. "I love feeling you come on me."

I needed her so badly, I wanted to make her as crazy as she was making me. I felt her body shiver, that was enough for me to react. I reached over and found her center with my fingers, she was so wet. I stroked her with my fingers while she stroked me with her hand, both of us moaning out loud. I couldn't handle this anymore. I rolled her over onto the bed and pressed my body against hers.

"I need you." My want was taking over. I needed to be inside of her.

Her hand positioned my head at her entrance. Damn I didn't want to hurt her, I wanted her so much, but I couldn't be too rough with her. I took it easy, as slowly as I could, working up little by little. She responding with sighs, moans and heavy panting, I felt she was close, but for some reason she just wasn't releasing. She really must have been exhausted. I tried to hold back, I wanted her to feel good with me.

"It's ok, feel good for me Jake. Come." She said breathlessly.

I couldn't wait any longer, I released like a selfish bastard. There was no way I was going to leave her unsatisfied. I quickly moved to kissing her softly all the way down her body, paying close attention to her nipples, I knew that made her crazy.

"Jake – it's ok honey." She tried to reassure me, but I wasn't giving up, not without her feeling good first.

"Shh – let me do this for you. Please. Let me try to make you come. I want you to feel good." Please let me, I can't stand feeling selfish all I want is to give you the same pleasure you gave me.

Good, she didn't stop me. I kissed my way down to her sweet center, my mouth started to water, I made sure not to let my animal take over, I took my time taking care of her needs, my own were not important right now. Her body was shaking, she moaned loudly.

"Good girl, feel good for me." I encouraged her.

It took a while for her to release, but I was happy when she finally did, I needed her to feel good.

"Sorry, I couldn't stand the thought of leaving you unsatisfied." I kissed her.

She thanked me, not that she needed to, it was always my pleasure to help her feel good. It was my job, I wanted nothing more than to please her in every way possible. Speaking of jobs – I know she has to go to work tonight. I suggested we go get some food. When we got up I noticed her stretching stiffly. Why did she look like she was in pain? I was over at her side immediately.

"Are you ok honey?" I rubbed her back soothingly.

"Just a little – sore and stiff." She looked like she was sorry.

Damn it! I knew I was too rough with her.

"I'm sorry. I was too rough with you. I should have known better." Fuck, I'm such a damn idiot, all I want to do was to make her feel good, but I hurt her in the damn process.

I should know better than that, I'm huge, she's small, she can't heal like I can, and she doesn't have the strength I have. What the hell was I thinking?

My head dropped to the ground in shame. She looked up at me with hopeful eyes and assured me that she was fine and that she had enjoyed herself. Well, yeah, that didn't change the fact that I'm a selfish bastard. I decided to give her a break, I wasn't going to hurt her anymore. No way! Even if it was going to be hard as hell to keep my hands off of her beautiful sexy body.

I suggested a nice hot shower to help her relax. I took care of everything for her, made sure she was completely relaxed before turning the water off and heading back to my room. She was still sore – damn – I knew she would be for a day or so, I hope it wasn't too bad. She ended up calling into work and agreeing to staying with me and letting me take care of her.

We went out for some yummy Thai food. Who would have ever thought that I would have liked Thai food? Not me, I wouldn't have set foot in a joint like this ever, not alone anyway. Christi seemed to know exactly what I liked and that's what I loved so much about her.

I had completely forgotten that I needed to run patrol with Sam this evening. Damn, how the hell could I let something so important slip through the cracks like that. Well, Christi, yeah that was how. She was an easy distraction.

We curled up on the couch to watch a movie, Christi had her pick of movies, but surprised the hell out of me when she picked out an old home video. She sat there watching me, the little dork that I was running around on the beach when I was ten. She had a huge goofy smile on her face as she watched me turning cartwheels in the sand.

Billy had the camera and was taping me being a complete idiot. I somehow talked my dad into giving me the camera in the video, I remember thinking it was so cool and that I wanted to be like a big movie director. Christi's whole body tensed in my arms when Billy came on the screen. What the? What was that about?

"What's wrong honey?" I asked her, but she didn't respond. "Christi? Honey?" Still no response.

She was staring at the TV in a daze, what was up with her? She looked at me a little dazed and confused but said it was nothing. She must have been so tired, poor thing. I offered for her to go rest, but instead she attacked me with kisses. She quickly straddled me and begged me to make love to her. What was going on? She knew I didn't want to hurt her and damn how could I resist giving her what she wanted? I didn't argue with her, I caved in, took her into my bedroom and gave her what she needed.

I knew that my body weight and my strength were the reason she was sore in the first place. I made sure she was on top the entire time, so I wouldn't crush her and I ended up finishing myself off with my hand against her, I really couldn't damage her any further no way that was going to happen, not this time. Since I couldn't give her much intensity with penetration, I made sure to please her with my mouth, no damage to be made that way, or so I figured. Well, she didn't complain and that made me very happy.

She did how ever call me out on holding back with her. I was trying so hard not to let my animal instincts take over when I was going down on her. It was so hard to control, but I think I was finally starting to focus more on her instead of me. I just needed to practice my self control s'all. And not like practice was a bad thing – I liked practicing.

We had a good old fashioned make out session, I know it sounds corny as hell and probably very childish, but I couldn't get enough of those sweet sexy lips of hers. I wanted her so much and since I really couldn't have her kissing was the next best thing. Although, we did end up fucking each other's brains out in the kitchen again that evening. How that happened, I have no idea, but it was fucking amazing!

Christi is fucking amazing.

After our hot and heavy evening we were in bed together, cuddling – there was a knock at the door. I left Christi all warm and soft in my bed to open the damn door. It was Embry.

"Hey Jake. Are you busy?" He looked in the door. Yeah, I wasn't inviting him in.

"Kind of, what going on?" I said with a scowl.

"Quil and Jared are running patrol right now, there has been no fresh trails laid since yesterday." That was always good news.

Although the fact that there was a blood sucker so close to our territory was bad, very very bad. That put the entire tribe in danger.

"Who's keeping an eye on Heidi?" I asked.

"Leah's over there." He looked down nervously.

"S'ok Embry, you heard what Sam said, you gotta trust in your brothers and sister to take care of business when you can't be there to do it yourself." I tried to console him.

"I know Jake, s'just hard." I knew exactly how he felt. We heard music coming from the back of the house. "Christi still here?"

"Yeah. We were uh – you know – spending some time together before you came over." I hoped my not so subtle hint would sink into his hard head and that he would leave us alone.

"Oh, sorry Jake, I'll leave." He put his head down.

"Ok well, I will catch up with you in about an hour or two then." I replied quickly.

"C-ya Jake."

I closed the door in his face. Yeah I'm a dick, I just hate being interrupted when I'm with my girl. Is that so wrong? S'not like I do that shit to them. I call before I show up on someone's doorstep. Is it so much to ask for the same in return? Nope, Jacob Black evidently has a twenty four hour OPEN sign flashing outside of his door.

When I finally got back to the bedroom, Christi was lying on the bed with her eyes closed, her legs were hanging off of the side of the bed. I slowly went up to her and ran my hands up her beautiful, soft legs. I heard her breath heavy, I knew she was turned on again and well, I couldn't help making her feel good again.

"Mmm – good girl." I kissed her deep. "I love making you come." I had a huge grin on my face.

"I can tell." She looked so sweet and tired.

"Get some rest angel. I'm going to take a shower." I hate that I have to leave her to go patrol, damn.

I was going to go take a shower, but she pulled me back into bed and asked me to hold her. How could I resist? I wrapped my arms around her and felt her relax. Then she suddenly tensed up.

"What's wrong Christi?" I whispered.

"I can't sleep." She said kinda short.

"I thought I wore you out pretty good there." I chuckled softly. I mean I did think she would be tired after all we did this afternoon, so why was she so wired?

"You did. I just can't." Again she sounded short and distant.

"Something's wrong Christi, I can tell."

I kept my voice as calm as possible, but I really was starting to get worried. I didn't understand why the sudden mood swings. First she freaks out on me on the couch with the whole video thing and now this.

"You've been acting a little weird, first on the couch and now here. Won't you confide in me and tell me what's going on?" Please, before I lose my mind trying to figure you out?

"I can't – I –" She stuttered nervously.

"Is it a girl thing?" Well maybe she was PMS'ing or something? My sisters always acted weird and had mood swings right before that time of the month. "You know, I have two sisters, so you can't shock me with any feminine stuff." I tried to sooth her by rubbing her back.

"It's – it's not a girl thing." She sounded nervous now.

I tried to console her by kissing her. I hope I didn't cross the line with anything I did and now she was acting strangely towards me because of it.

"Then what is it?" I sighed with exasperation.

I brushed kisses against her face silently trying to reassure her that everything was ok. Her head fell down into my chest.

"I'm crazy." She mumbled against my chest.

What the hell was that supposed to mean? "What?" I tried to laugh it off. "What's this crazy talk?" Was she pulling my leg?

I pulled her up towards me and made sure that I could see her eyes.

"I am." She squeaked out.

"Why in the world would you think that Christi?"

Ok her eyes are completely honest, what the hell is this all about? I waited in agony for what felt like for ever for her to talk.

"I had a dream about you before I met you. I saw you and your friends and knew all your names, only you had long hair, but then I met you and you had short hair. And in my dream you bit me, you bit me on my neck and now I have this damn mark on my neck that I can't explain. And I know I sound crazy, and I'm sorry but that's just the way it is."

Damn, I knew this was going to come out sooner or later, but I didn't expect it now and I sure as hell didn't expect it like this. I was going to say something, I didn't know what, but she interrupted me.

"And then last night I had a dream of an old man that came to me and confused me and I didn't know who he was, he kept talking about wolves and kept saying to take care of "him", I assume he meant you, so I agreed. Then we watched that video and there was the man from my dream. Your dad. I dreamt of you, your friends and your dad before I ever saw any of your faces. I dreamt of you and now you can think I'm crazy."

Ok Jake, relax, focus and think. This is a good thing, she is coming clean about everything, you know this is how things happen and you just need to find a way to explain it to her without scaring her away. You can do this. Hell, I was still in shock that she dreamt of Billy.

"You dreamt of my dad?" I said amazed.

"Yes." She squeaked. "Billy."

Damn, she really was dreaming, dad must have come to her in her sleep. I felt dizzy and sad and upset that I wasn't the one he came to. I wasn't mad at her, but I would have given my right arm to see Billy again. There was so much I would have loved to say to him. Christi started trembling in my arms. I felt something wet against my chest, she was crying.

"Honey? Are you ok?" I pulled her face up towards me, her eyes were all swollen and red and tears were falling down her cheeks. "Why are you crying?" I wiped and kissed her tears away. "Don't cry Christi."

What did I do? Why is she crying?

"You don't think I'm crazy?" She sounded like a lost child. "I was scared you wouldn't want a crazy woman." Her tears turned into sobs.

She honestly thought I wasn't going to want her after this?

"No – you're not crazy Christi." I said quickly. "God, please don't think I'm going anywhere, I love you. I'm yours." You are my life, my heart, my air, my everything, I can't leave you, I won't ever go anywhere not without you my soul.

"What's wrong with me?" Her voice cracked.

"Nothing is wrong with you honey." I swallowed back the knot in my throat. "But we need to talk."