I'm baaaaack and I miiiiiised you guys! I figured I'd update so that nobody (1) hates me for the rest of forever (2) gets bored. Um, this summer is going to be more hectic than I originally thought it would be, so I'm not really sure when updates will be, and they're going to be rotating between updating old chapters and publishing new ones. So, um, yeah!

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Please excuse all the spelling errors and typos, because this isn't proof read! Of course, I don't own anything having to do with TF

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Sunstreaker wasn't quite sure why he woke up in the middle of the night, for no reason whatsoever. He had always woken up early, but he had never woken up spontaneously in the middle of the night.

His optics roamed around the berthroom in confusion, trying to come up with an answer to his question, when something poked him. It wasn't physical, it was over a bond. He smiled and turned his helm to look down at Lily. She was already looking better; her skin was starting to back to it's old pale shade, her hair was starting to get healthier than before, and her breathing was much, much more even. She poked the bond again in her recharge, and he opened it for the first time.

.: Sun..ny?:. she asked

He huffed at the nick name, but smiled, .:Hi baby. You ok?:.

She huffed in her sleep, moving a little, then settled back down, .: I'm... I don't feel sick.:. she hummed

He smiled and ran a digit over her tiny little fleshiness, .: Good.:.

.:Sunstreaker?:. she asked suddenly

He hummed and she shifted in her sleep again.

.:What is this?:. she asked

.: A bond.:. he said simply

.:Wait, does that mean.. are we.. is it-:.

.:Yes Lily, we are. Go back to sleep, we'll explain it to you when you wake up.:. he said.

She hummed, and her voice disappeared again. He smiled, and moved his servo so it was hovering over her. Sideswipe's engine made an odd sound from where he was laying next to him, and turned over. Lily turned over so that she and Sideswipe were facing each other, and Sideswipe huffed in his sleep. Sunstreaker offlined his optics, and fell back into recharge.

I'm not a fan of being sick. It sucks; you feel congested, you can't move to fast otherwise it's like you have freakin' vertigo, if you aren't careful you can ruin your nose, and you always have to vomit. But the feeling after you're sick is the best.

Only thing for me is that I woke up with two massive, metal bodies. I pulled my body free from underneth Sideswipe's servo, and stood up. It took a few seconds for everything to calm down, but I was able to stand up by myself. I looked over at Sideswipe, who was sleeping on his side. Sunstreaker, however, was laying on his back. I managed to crawl up the side of his body, then sat down. Almost too dizzy to walk, I crawled up his face, then sat down. I tapped his optic with my index finger, smiling down. I waited a few seconds, then tapped his optic again.

That was when something happened. I'm not quite sure how to explain it; it was like there was a door in my brain that opened up, but it didn't cause any pain. Instead, it felt better. It felt like there was something, like pain relievers, that flowed out of the gates and into my brain.

Sunstreaker's optic opened, and he smiled. He must've seen the look on my face, because he grinned.

"You feelin' better?" he asked

"What is that?" I asked

His whole face relaxed after I finished speaking, almost like my voice made him happy.

"I told you; it's the bond." he said.

Sideswipe made a grumpy sound, and turned over, "Sunny, is Lily ok?"

I smiled and turned around to look at him, "Sides?"

His optics snapped open, and he sat up quickly.

"Whoa." I muttered as he looked over at me.

"... Lily?" he asked.

"Yeah." I nodded, confused, "What's wrong."

He huffed, then he froze and his holoform appeared in front of me. He grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. Again, the feeling of something opening in my brain almost made me jump, but I wrapped my arms around him none the less.

.:Are you ok?:.

It was .. Sideswipe's voice. This time I did jump, and he pulled back smiling.

"Do you know what that is?" he asked

"Uh.." I trailed off, "Am I supposed to?"

Sunstreaker huffed, "Can you get off of me?"

I rolled my eyes, but Sideswipe pulled me off of him, and onto the berth. Sunny's holoform popped up behind me, and pulled me into his chest.

"I told you, it's a bond." he said

I tried to ask 'what does that mean?' but it was muffled by Sunstreaker's chest.

"You know how we have Sparks?" Sideswipe asked and I nodded

"Okay, well when split spark twins' sparks find the one living being that they both agree on, they create a bond with each other, which is what we had to do in order to stop whatever was making you sick." I knew that it was Sunny who answered this time, because his chest vibrated as he spoke.

"Ok, I figured that out, but what's gonna happen?" I asked, rolling my eyes.

"Ratchet thinks that for you it's going to feel like you have two voices in your head."

That's when one fo my two assholes, Sideswipe, smiled cheekily.

.:Yeah, two voices.:.

I jumped, then turned around his smacked his chest, "Don't do that, dumbass."

He laughed and leaned down to kiss me. I huffed through my nose, but smiled and kissed him back.

"Wait, then how do I.." I trailed off, confused.

"Ask Ratchet, we aren't sure." Sunstreaker said.

I narrowed my eyes as I brooded for a second, then turned and headed for the door.

"Wait, Lily!" Sideswipe called, but I was out of the room before he could grab me.

"Ratchet!" I yelled as I entered the Med Bay.

"Lily! How are you feeling?" he asked

"Better. Much better. How do I respond to the boys over the bond?" I asked, walking up the stairs to go onto the counter. I stopped in front of the CMO and he looked down at me.

"Well-"

"Lily!" Sideswipe whined as he entered the room.

"Shut up, Ratchet keep going." I hissed.

Ratchet looked down at me, smiling proudly, then looked back at whatever he was looking at, "Well, as I was saying, I'm not sure. Since Cybertronians didn't know of humans before our time here, you are the first human to ever have a bond with the bots. This whole thing is trial and error."

I looked around until I found a hammer, then picked it up and smacked him with it.

"What was that for?" he asked angrily.

"Thanks for reassurance." I said

"Lily, there is little evidence that this'll hurt you at all." Ratchet reassured.

I narrowed my eyes at him; he was lying. He didn't know if this would hurt me or not, but he felt bad. You know, however the cranky, wrench-happy Chief Medical Officer could feel bad.

"Alright, I don't care about that. How do Cybertrons-"

"Cybertronians." Ratchet corrected

"Fine. How do giant, twenty feet tall, pain in the ass wannabe toasters," I said, narrowing my eyes, "communicate over their bonds."

.:Like this.:. Sunstreaker sent over the bond.

"Sunny, do you enjoy the color pink?" I asked, turning to him.

He scoffed, "Of course not"

"Than I'd advise to shut up." I smiled innocently. He narrowed his eyes, but smirked.

"Answer my question." I pointed at Ratchet.

"Usually Cybertronians can feel the bond in their spark. From a young age we're taught how to use bonds and comm links to communicate. The best way I could exlpain it using human analogies would be, it's like.." he trailed off for a second, "It's like putting ear buds in your ears, then taking them back out. When they're in you can hear the music and if they have a microphone you can respond, but with them out you can't. Try it."

I nodded, and sat down. I pretended to pick up ear buds and put them in my ears, and I felt the same thing from earlier where the door opened. I sucked in a big breath and closed my eyes.

.: Hello?:.

Sunstreaker suddenly smiled, I could see him smiling in my mind, .: We're here.:.

.: We hear you.:. Sideswipe sent over happily.

I smiled and opened my eyes. Sideswipe knelt down so he was staring at me eye to optic, "It worked."

"The more you do it the better you'll be at." Rathet advised, then activated his holoform, which grabbed a needle and walked towards me.

Sunstreaker growled and I rolled my eyes, "You aren't a dog, back off."

Ratchet chuckled, and I heard Sunstreaker huff angrily, but I ignored it. He's a big boy, growling was unnecessary and pouting is for little boys.

Ratchet took some of my blood, then nodded, "Alright, go ahead, but please be careful."

Sideswipe snorted, then picked me up carefully, placing me on his shoulder, "She's with us." he said smugly.

"Yeah, that's why I'm worried you glitch." Ratchet nodded after deactivating his holoform and I laughed out loud.

"Thanks Ratchet." I smiled, and the both of them walked out.

I was starting work back up in a month. That would be just long enough for Ratchet to monitor me in case something went wrong, and enough time for me get caught up with everything.

However, because of this new bond that I have with the twins, they've both become ten times more protective and possessive over me. And it's a pain in the ass.

Don't get me wong, I love them, but it's just to much. Every single second I've got either Sideswipe or Sunstreaker either watching my from their alt. mode, or hovering around in holoform. I had to literally sac Sideswipe in order to have enough time to lock the bathroom door so I could take a shower in peace. Yes, just in case youre wondering, he was uber pissed about it, and did his stupid pouty thing for two hours after that.

Suprisingly to me, Sunstreaker's worse than Sideswipe, in the discreet kind of way. He likes to spy on me; it's been proven before. I've caught him, but when I talk to him about it he doesn't say much. Like right freaking now! All I'm doing is sitting outside! I took two chairs with me, I propped my feet up on one, sat ont eh other and just kind of stayed there, but I can feel him watching me. After two hours of it, you start to get annoyed.

"If you're going to watch me, do it where I can see you." I called after two hours and thirty fucking minutes of it. I was annoyed, upset, depressed and pissed off for reasons, some known and some not. It was shitty, and what was worse was because of this new bond, Sideswipe and Sunstreaker knew it. Sideswipe kept asking me about it, prying as to if I needed help.

A magnefisant rev of a gorgeous V12 engine reached me ears as he turned his engine on and drove in front of me. His holoform came out and stared at me with drawn eyebrows.

"You ok?" he asked

I rolled my eyes, "I'm fine."

I felt that stupid poking in my brain, and glared at him. He was prodding through my brain.

"No you aren't. What's up?" he asked

"I said I'm fine." I protested. He gave me his stupid 'we-both-know-you're-wrong-and-I'm-right' face and I sighed.

He moved my feet and sat across from me, plaing his elbows on his knees and grabbing one of my hands in both of his.

"Mom died today." I muttered

In my peripheral vision I saw him furrow his eyebrows before it dawned on him what I meant. He took a big breath in and leaned forward to kiss my forehead.

"That's not all, is it?"

I shrugged, but didn't say anything. Why the hell was I feeling so depressed? It wasn't this bad last year.

"Lily." he said in a warning tone.

"Hormones." I choked out, but my throat closed.

I heard him to try stifle a huffy chuckle, but either way he pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back.

"Are human hormones seriosuly that bad?" he asked, the smile evident in his tone.

"They're a bitch." I said, sniffing and burying my face into his shoulder.

He smiled, which I felt because he kissed the top of my head, rubbing my back simultaneously, and I gripped his shirt with my hand as he murmured random sounds of comfort. I hate being on period. It's a bitch.

"Lil- I - Aw, bond hug!" Sideswipe exclaimed as he walked out in holoform, then hugged me from behind, and he kissed the bottom of my neck, "You ok?" he mumbled.

I hummed back in response. As much as having this bond is a pain in the ass, it's also amazing. When all three of us are together it feels absolutely amazing.

"Sideswipe, get that off of me." Sunstreaker said suddenly.

"Huh? What?" Sideswipe asked.

"Get your hands off my torso." he said again.

"It isn't me-"

"No, it's me." I smiled

"Lily." Sunstreaker huffed.

"Oh please, you love it." I smirked.

He chuckled and I knew I was right. He loved it when I touched him. Not sexually or anything, although he loved that too, but even when I just put my hands on his abdomen muscles, or his shoulder muscles, or anything - because God knows he has muscles every-freaking-where - he adored it. Besides, I love his abs; they're perfect. they're better than Sideswipe's, even though I can't say that.

"Wait, me too!" Sideswipe whined.

"No, shut up." Sunstreaker said, placing his head on my shoulder. Sideswipe stepped back and sat in the chair behind us, pouting again and I sighed when I realized he'd be pouting for the rest of the night.

Am I loved? I'm not sure, I think so though! Have a good day everybody! Don't forget to review!

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