I Will Never Love Like This Again…

Disclaimer:Misaki:PureHeartKill does not own Junjou Romantica, but she does own the Doctor Daisuke Takahashi and his daughter Sakura and Shinobu's teacher, Arai Satou, since never meet him/her in the manga I made one up...

Rating: T maybe M in later chapters

A/N: I'm REALLY sorry if some of the characters seem ooc at times. I noticed that I am a dork and I still had the thing for terrorist up 11 chapters into the Romantica part. Wow… really PureHeartKill? Anyway… I like Romantica and all, but sometimes Misaki's way of not admitting his feelings for Akihiko UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCESreally annoys me, so if he seems OOC I apologize. I want to thank everyone who's reviewed so far. None of my stories have ever gotten reviews before (I had another account before this one) so this is a huge deal for me. Also I'm sorry if the last chapter wasn't exactly up to par…. I can't judge my own writing because I'll just say "That sucks!" and write it… So I leave it up to you guys. If you want me to change anything, let me know and I'll revise any chapter you want ^-^

Warning: BoyXBoy paring, don't like don't read. Also in the first few chapters there is a kind of character death and there will be Mpreg! Also this is my first full on Mpreg fiction so please be nice everyone!

And with that… I hope that you enjoy I Will Never Love Like This Again: Romantica Part

Chapter 13: An Angel's Tears

Recap of the last chapter (again… this is because I'm the dork that can't remember what I wrote):"Er… I know I said I acceptedyou guys, but that doesn't mean I'm ok with waking up to seeing you two MAKING OUT!" Takahiro wasn't yelling, or angry, but his face was red. Yet, Misaki still launched himself away from his lover; the younger boy's face becoming red with embarrassment. Takahiro sighed and rubbed his head, and then his eyes widened. Slowly, memory poured into him. His eyes darted between the other men in the room. "W-Wait a minute…. Please tell me that… Misaki being…" he could barely get the word out, "p-pregnant..." he gulped, "Was all a dream."

"Misaki turned a deeper shade or red. "N-No…" The boy's voice was meek. "It wasn't a dream." Now, Takahiro was mad. Hell, the man couldn't even find words, and if it were anyone other than Misaki he was yelling at, the boy would find humor in hearing his brother go 'aslfdkjshdfgaufedg;serthg'. Now, however, was not the time for jokes. "Nii-chan Calm down!" Takahiro's staccato breaths were all that could be heard in the nearly silent room. "I- It's not like I knew about it! If anyone knew this was possible before five months ago, I could have stopped it. Therefore, it's not my fault!" Misaki's eyes turned into a fiery red and he glared at Akihiko. "Instead blame him!" Misaki hissed, and Akihiko held up his hands in surrender.

"S-So I'm going to be an Uncle after all…?" Takahiro's voice was monotone, and his face held no trace of expression. Misaki cocked his head to one side, tried to read his brother's eyes before answering. But of course, that didn't work either.

Misaki's mood swings being in full swing once more, the boy went from screaming at Akihiko, to shrugging nonchalantly. "More or less." Takahiro's eyes brightened at once.

"That's… Wonderful!"

"EH?" There was really nothing else that could be said. The shocked looks that filled the room were enough. Takahiro was sparkling, going off about how much he was going to spoil his nephew… or niece if they were going to have a girl. Misaki looked at Akihiko, who was just as bewildered as Misaki was, searching for something to saw in those amethyst eyes. "N-Nii-chan…? Is there…. Are you sure…" Misaki was trying to finish his sentences, but every time he began to talk, the words got stuck in his throat. Takahiro smiled at Misaki.

"Misaki, you've been given a miracle. I can't be mad about that." Takahiro smiled and continued to rant, but as he went on his voice became more and more distant while Misaki and Akihiko get lost in each other's smiles.

It is amazing how quickly the months can pass. Already Misaki was in his sixth month, and he was getting ready to go to the doctor to see if the baby was a boy or a girl. Honestly, he didn't know if he was excited, or scared. What if there was something wrong with the baby? What if the baby had died, or was going to? He always had these thoughts and worries about it, and thankfully they had never been true, but this time it was different. Strange things had been happening around his house. Of course, these things were as little as his prenatal vitamins disappearing to the stools he was standing on crumbling under his weight, but something told him that these things were not a coincidence.

Someone was targeting him.

If course he hadn't told Akihiko yet. Sure, the man had a right to know, but Akihiko would only worry about Misaki, and the last thing he wanted to do was make Akihiko worried. Misaki let out a long, deep sigh. "Usagi-san! It's time to go!" This was the first appointment Misaki was allowing Akihiko to attend. He didn't want to overwhelm poor Daisuke with someone like…

"Misaki! Call Doctor Takahashi and tell him to wait!" Akihiko's voice called from upstairs, making Misaki jump. Misaki looked up at his lover with wide eyes.

"What? Why! We can't keep Daisuke waiting any longer!" Misaki was confused as well as worried. What is it now?

"Haa? Isn't it obvious? I'm not ready yet." Misaki almost went into shock. His eye began to twitch uncontrollably. Hai hai… I'm sorry Doctor… That's right; he didn't want to overwhelm Daisuke with someone like him.

"Sorry, but no. I haven't missed a single appointment yet. You're the one that insisted on coming. Akihiko made his way down the stairs and over to the kitchen, where Misaki was busily packing some weird snack. Akihiko sighed and wrapped his arms around Misaki's waist, which was almost too big for his grasp now that Misaki was six months pregnant. Akihiko rested his head on Misaki's shoulder, and ignored the younger boy's protests as he rubbed Misaki's stomach. Somewhere in there was their child. Thank thought alone scared Akihiko. Whether they liked it or not, this wasn't a normal pregnancy, and Misaki was still 100% male, and Akihiko would know. Yet, because this wasn't normal, there was bound to be something wrong. Maybe the child wouldn't have an arm, or, if you think about it, it could have some weird chromosome combination like YY that caused all sorts of mutations. And the birth… wait how would the baby be born? Akihiko frowned. "Usagi-san? Is something wrong?" Akihiko almost jumped a bit when he heard Misaki's soft voice.

Akihiko smiled. "I'm fine. Let's go." Misaki didn't look too convinced, but he took that answer and grabbed the keys. Akihiko chuckled a bit as the boy struggled. With Akihiko's strong grasp as well as the younger boy's puffed out stomach, it was almost impossible for Misaki to lean over the table. Yet, Akihiko couldn't help but find it extremely cute.

"Usagi-san… Let go… We need to leave now." Akihiko took this chance to slide his hand under Misaki's shirt and rub circles around this lover's stomach. Misaki turned every shade of red. "O-Oi! Usagi-san! Let go!" Misaki tried to pull away, but stopped. His eyes widened. Akihiko stopped moving his hand as well. His eyes grew almost watery with joy and bewilderment.

The baby kicked.

Misaki and Akihiko were going to be parents. The full force of that thought hit both of them, hard. Misaki looked back at Akihiko with a weak smile, yet, even though the smile was weak, it was filled with every ounce of emotion Misaki could stir up. And then… a gentle kiss. Soft pink lips brushing together with love.

The drive was silent until they reached the hospital, where Misaki had gotten yelled at for being late. Misaki bowed over and over, apologizing like crazy, while Akihiko just… stood there. Not doing a thing. Daisuke was more than a little angry as he ushered the two into the ultra sound room, saying that he had a lot of other patients to see that day and that the two of them were lucky he was even seeing them. Misaki apologized again.

"Yea, yea. You're very sorry." Daisuke breathed out a sigh. "Now please lay down on the table… you know the drill." Daisuke's tone had lightened a bit, which made Misaki relieved. Akihiko simply sat down on a chair by the exam table. "This might be a bit cold." Misaki winced as the cold gel made contact with his stomach, but it wasn't anything he wasn't used to by now. Without Akihiko knowing, he had actually been going to see Daisuke regularly to check on the baby. An image began to appear on the screen, and Akihiko grasped Misaki's hand.

That was their child.

"Would you like to know the baby's sex?" Daisuke's voice shocked the two out of their trance. Misaki looked at Akihiko for guidance. The older man's amethyst eyes glistened with curiosity. He needed to know. Misaki giggled a bit and smiled, nodding at Daisuke. "It's a boy!" Immense joy filed the air. Knowing that their child was a boy made everything so real. It wasn't just 'their baby' or 'our child' anymore. They were going to have a son.

Akihiko had made Misaki go to bed early that night. He didn't want anything to happen to their son, so he wanted Misaki to get plenty of rest, eat good food and read to their son, which kind of confused Misaki. But now, it was four in the morning, and Misaki was wide awake. The boy let out a sigh as he wondered the dark halls into the kitchen and too the fridge. His little boy was hungry, already. He dark light of the fridge spilled out onto the floor, covering it with the slightest orange light. Just as Misaki was about to reach for a snack, he was grabbed from behind. At first Misaki thought it was Akihiko, so he turned around.

His eyes widened.

Instead he saw the outline of a girl, whose face was covered by the blanket of night. Misaki would have screamed, but she had already lunged at him and covered his mouth with some sort of felt. Misaki's eyes grew wide with fear. He tried to squirm away, but before he knew it, everything had gone black.

All that was left was a little note on the table, and the door to the fridge silently swinging back and forth.

A/N: I'MSORRYI'MSORRYI'MSORRYI'MSORRYI'MSORRY!I was going to update on Friday but I went to see the premiere of the Hunger Games and then I had to go to school and I ended up falling asleep at like three and I didn't wake up until it was time to take my brother to see the movie and then I had to go to San Jose and practice my driving so I totally forgot! So I wrote a longish chapter for you guys as an apology. Please Review!

Shinobu: *scoff* You're always making excuses.

PureHeartKill:I am not! It really happened!

Shinobu: And what time was it when you realized you had to write?

PureHeartKill: Banana o'clock.

Shinobu: … what?

PureHeartKill: CURSIVIE!

Shinobu: o.o

PureHeartKill: And that, everyone, is how you get people to stop bothering you.

Misaki: She's talking to invisible people.

Shinobu: She's finally lost it.