Sorry about the wait, i had a lot to consider, and some issues going on in my life, i might be on and off here in the coming weeks, but i hope i can write as often as possible. Thanks for reading.

Edward. Edward. Edward. Edward. Edward.

This was the mantra in my heart right now. Edward was my everything, or he was once. He showed me what love was, made me feel whole. He will always hold my heart in his hand, but there's still Damon. The man that changed me, stayed with me, put me back together after Edward broke me, gave me love and a family.

A family that I would never want to loose, never, no matter what. But I knew that I couldn't keep them and Edward, not forever, I couldn't. It was already dangerous enough in this house having Damon and Edward here together. Ever since last week when "The Freaks" showed up and I got my powers they've been at each others throats.

Damon was sure that there was something going on between me and Edward behind his back, no matter how many times I denied his claims he didn't seem to believe me. I loved Damon he had my heart now, for as long as he wanted it, it was his, I couldn't hurt him. The only question was, how long could I deny my heart?

None of it mattered anymore. We would have to leave…again. It's the only way that makes sense…

Bella.

"Bella?" Startled I looked up from what I was writing in my notebook to see Edward standing in the doorway. Well actually it was his doorway. I've been crashing in his room ever since "The Freaks" showed up.

The new Cullen mansion had six huge bedrooms, and I mean huge. Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Edward, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle all stuck to their regular bedrooms. Which left three other rooms open. Aiden, Damon and Sam all still were staying in the guest house, which brought us down to two bedrooms left. Thomas and Natasha took one, as did Caroline and Heath. So by default I was bunked with Edward.

As quick as I could I slammed my notebook closed and stuffed it into one of my many bags that were laying around the room.

"What was that?" He asked his eyebrow raising.

"N-Nothing!" I said turning away from him and sitting down on the bed my back to him.

"Tell me the truth…" He whispered in a husky voice in my ear.

"It's none of your business." I said pulling in a ragged breath, trying to ignore him.

"Come on, just tell me." He said.

"No!" I replied and got up to leave the room.

"Fine then I'll just have to look at it myself." He said and started whistling while digging through my stuff.

"Edward Anthony Mason Cullen! Don't you dare read that!" I shrieked. The notebook was already in his cold hands.

I ran at him with everything I had, but he was bigger than me, stronger, and he held me off without a problem.

EPOV

My eyes flashed across the page in Bella's notebook, lines jumping out at me...

"Edward was my everything…"

"He will always hold my heart in his hand,"

"I loved Damon he had my heart now, for as long as he wanted it, it was his, I couldn't hurt him."

"The only question was, how long could I deny my heart?"

"None of it mattered anymore. We would have to leave…again. It's the only way that makes sense."

"B-Bella, what is this?" I asked her, but she turned her face from me, either in shame, or anger. Probably that last one.

I didn't understand, yes, Bella was planning on leaving once, they had all planned on running for it after a band gig that they were going to play, but "The Freaks" showed up and the canceled that show, and their plans, well I thought they did.

How could I stand here and accept that Bella would be leaving. I couldn't, I wouldn't.

"Bella, are you really leaving?" I asked her quietly. I saw her head bob slightly and took that was my answer.

"Bella you can't, you really can't leave me again, I couldn't bare it!" I said pleading.

"What are you talking about? You left me to die in the first place! I was wandering in the woods, alone, lost, cold, and considering suicide when Damon found me and changed me. Just think about it, either way I would have died." She laughed bitterly. "You didn't care either way, never did. It was all just a game, right Edward? Messing with the human who had great tasting blood?" She shook her head causing her waist length chestnut brown hair to move too.

"Bella, that was never it. I never intended to hurt you. Ever! I just wanted to-"

"Well you did Edward, you hurt me, I was almost un-repairable. We're leaving tonight Edward. Don't try and stop me, this has me all confused, I-I still love you…I think. But that's not fair to Damon, and I love him too!" She said angry shaking her head, which was lowered as she stared at the ground.

"No! Please Bella, don't go." I said closing the distance between us in less then seconds, then I was holding her in my arms, her face against my chest.

"E-Edward." She choked her voice breaking. "I've loved you for so long, I've thought about you so much while you weren't with me. I hated you for what you did to me, but I could never hate you completely." She said breaking down into tears and sobs.

"I- there will always be a part of me that loves you, a part that will always want you if you're even the slightest distance from me." She said looking up at me her eyes glistened with tears. "B-but how can I do this to him? I can't. I can't possibly believe that you have all of a sudden started to love me again, after what you did…you told me…told me that you didn't love me anymore. I knew it was-was too good to be true." The tears finally spilled over and I brought my hands up, and placed one on each side of her face.

"Bella, my beautiful, sweet, niave, stupid, precious, beautiful, Bella. I've never stopped loving you. Not for a single second. Not since I layed eyes on you your first day of school." I said.

"Liar." She choked.

"W-what do you mean?" I asked shocked.

"Y-you hated me on my first day of school." She managed to get out, and I laughed, that was true, I guess.

"That's true I guess, but I love you for being in my life, for including me in yours, and that was the day that you began to be a part of my life, whether you liked it or not." I said using my thumb to wipe away her tears.

"I love you, and here I am, still making you cry." I said as I gather her in my arms again. "Bella, just tell me honestly, do you still love me?"

Her beautiful brown eyes windened, and I got lost in them, I noticed that there were small golden flecks in them, but they weren't completely topaz. She was amazing.

"Of course I love you, Edward." She said.

"More than Damon?" I said slowly, checking my ability to ask such questions.

"…"

"Bella, please answer me…" I coaxed .

"Yes, Edward, you are always first in my heart…but-"

"No more 'buts' I can't stand this anymore Bella, I've been through hell and back without you, I won't deal with it any longer." I said and I pressed my lips against hers with such an urgency I thought I might loose me control, but Bella was a vampire too now, so I didn't need to be careful.

It was then that we shared out first full blown most passionate kiss.

"Marry me." I mumbled into her hair.

"W-what?" She said in disbelief.

"Isabella Marie Swan, please make me the happiest man existing, and ever to exist, please be my wife." I said getting down on one knee in front of her.

"Edward…I…"

APOV

I pulled out of my vision of Edward proposing to Bella with adrenaline, and shock running though me.

"Oh no." I murmured.

"What's wrong?" Jasper asked

"I think we have a problem." I said looked away from the computer screen in front of my and into the love of my life's topaz eyes.

Muahahaha!!

Evil I know.

Cliffy.

I want MANY MANY MANY MANY Review before I type a single letter for this story again, this took me forever to think out, so I hope you like it.