A/N: Yet another long awaited update from the Fluff Queen.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own the song Itsumo Nando Demo or Vocaloid, don't sue me. I have nothing.
And before I forget...
HAPPY LATE ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY MASS! -hearts-
I was contemplating how long I should continue Mass when I realized my last update was a little past the publication date. It's sad when I forget the anniversary of my own fic... Hehehe...
Anyway, thanks for all the reviews and support, I will always keep trying my best and improving.
~Our Secret World~
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Dedicated to Laurene
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There's another world out there only they see
A world much more magical than our own
No one can understand it, understand them
But it is okay, for it is theirs and theirs alone
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The faint hums of a calming melody floated throughout the warm room, caressing the ears of two young teenagers. A small summer breeze fluttered the sheer purple curtains and tickled their skin, a sigh escaping the boy's lips. It could have been pure bliss.
The fragrance of vanilla candles and roses surrounding them, the love of his life in his embrace on a soft bed that seemed tailored for their very bodies—it could have been heaven.
But fate was a cruel, cruel beast and this small girl in his arms that smelled of oranges and looked like a goddess is his sister.
Twin sister.
Len wasn't exactly sure when he'd fallen in love with her and realized it but a part of him always knew his affection towards his sister was not platonic. He loved everything about her, couldn't find a single fault no matter how hard he had tried when in his denial states. Too make matters worse she had no idea how beautiful she truly was and it only made him want to prove it to her in passionate kisses. He'd fallenhard.
"Nee, Len-kun," A lazy feminine voice muttered against his shoulder.
"Hmm?" He moaned in response, snuggling against her.
There was a long pause.
"What are we going to do now?"
Len paused and loosened his grip on her waist.
The tune had switched to Itsumo Nando Demo now and the breeze continued teasing the curtains as if everything was normal.
What are they going to do? They couldn't go back now, no matter how hard they try. Len would always remember the feeling on his sister's soft lips on his own, her warm body in his arms, the passionate "I love you" coming from her lips—he'd remember it all every time he'd see her. Rin made his will weak, he surely wouldn't be able to not ravish her in kisses and whisper how much he loves her.
"Well, not tell mom is definitely one." Len joked.
Rin tilted her head up to glare at him and abruptly squirmed away from him.
He couldn't help but to feel cold without her.
"I'm serious." She snapped.
Len sighed again and rolled onto his back. He made pictures with the cracks on the ceiling of their guest bedroom for a while, coming up with several shapes that reflected his odd "creativity" and a million more that seemed to remind him of the blonde next to him. He turned his head to the side to see her.
"They could understand, we've always been unusually close siblings-"
"Len!" Rin cut him off, head snapping to him with disbelief and rage.
"Are you insane! We are sinning, evil, monsters. There's no way to justify such a thing."
Len felt his heart shatter for a moment. Not because it offended him, but because it was probably true. Incest is wrong, everyone knows it. The bible says it and even nonreligious people agree. The nonromantic love between family members should be just that, nonromantic. What kind of people were they if they were to break such a rule? Evil ones, maybe not even human. It was just plain sick.
'Why is it wrong?'
He couldn't help but to ask this. Why is it wrong anyway? Even in the bible Adam and Eve's children committed incest, technically even Adam and Eve were related as well. They did say Eve came from a part of Adam, so wouldn't that make them related by blood? What is so sinful about loving someone you've grown up with all of your life, someone who knows you better than anyone, someone who has supported you through all these times and all these years?
"It doesn't matter what they think," Len said with a sudden confidence and resolve he himself was surprised at. Even Rin's anger seemed to turn into shock.
He found himself taking her hands in his and resting his forehead against hers, finally feeling okay to shamelessly lose himself in her cerulean eyes.
"It's our own little world, just us." He pecked her on the lips to which she eagerly complied.
"'kay?"
Rin smiled in reply.
And thus began their separate lives in desperation to be accepted in such a controversial, hypotactic society. It was like their little secret, albeit a "sinful" one. Maybe they were insane for living in another world no one else could see but, honestly, it was the "sane" ones who drove them so far.
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I won't search beyond the sea from now
The shining thing is always here,
It can be found within myself
For it is my own secret world
A/N: I haven't updated in a while since I'm busy writing a HORRIBlE SasuSaku fic (Naruto Shippuden) but I was suddenly inspired by Laurene, the best translator ever. She has so kindly translated my one-shots into French and posted them on her blog KagamineRin-Len on SkyRock. Thank you so much Laurene and I really hope you add this to one of your favorites. If not, I'll just try harder.
Reviews are appreciated.