I hope the wait was worth it.

birdsandstars

Christian took off my jeans and the rest of my clothes and I felt it throw and fall to the floor somewhere in the room.

—Lie down and stretch your hands back. —he whispered in my ear.

I did what he asked while I felt my heart beating in my chest. I stretched my hands back as I felt Christian moving in bed. He joined both hands and ran the ribbon over them, and then tied them together and stretched them out to tie them to the headboard of the bed I supposed.

—I thought you were never going to tie me up again?

—Do you like being tied up, Anastasia? —he said as he slid one finger lightly over my skin.

—I have discovered that to be submitted to someone's will and to let that person possess you and seduce you can be pleasurable. —I said to him as I felt his finger sliding down my chest.

—Actually, I was just waiting for the perfect opportunity, besides, I can't always do it, I like to feel your hands running through my skin.

—But not today. —I said to him with a gasping breath as he spun his finger around one of my nipples and I twisted for pleasure.

—Now I just want you to scream for pleasure. —he said to me as he continued to slide his finger now down my belly.

A groan escaped me when I felt it coming down towards my sex. But then he separated the finger from my skin. I felt his hands run through my legs and open them slowly as I lifted them up a bit. His fingers continued to run around the contour of my legs until I felt one of his fingers caressing my clitoris while the other one entered me. I pulled my hands.

—Have you ever been tied up? —I asked him while he moved his finger inside me.

—No. Do you want to tie me up, Ana?

—I want...Mmmm. —It's difficult to concentrate on this situation.

—What do you want, Ana? —he said to me as he moved his finger in circles.

He took his finger out of me and replaced it with something. I had no idea if what he had put inside me were the balls or the vibrator. The bed moved and then Christian lowered my legs and lay down on me. I could feel his warm body against mine, his hard limb pressing against my belly. He was naked.

Quickly his lips were on mine as he moved against my body, making me move too.

Then I felt it.

The movement inside me.

But it stopped. Christian moved against my body again and I felt it again.

It wasn't the vibrator, it was the balls.

Christian separated his lips from mine, and came down kissing for my body. When his tongue brushed against one of my nipples I moved against him, and the movement of the balls inside me caused an audible groan to escape me. His lips were on my belly causing me to arch my body against his mouth and the balls to move more.

It was a delicious torture.

Then he separated his lips from my body. I stopped feeling his weight on me. And then I felt something slide down my neck and start vibrating. That just made me move in bed looking for his body.

It separated the vibrator from me, and then I felt it on my lips sending a delicious tingling all over my body that made me react to its contact and move in bed, and the movement made the balls inside me move.

—I need you to stay still. —he whispered in my ear.

—It's impossible to do it when I don't know where you're going to touch me. —I said to him while he laughed.

And then I felt his lips go down kissing my skin until he took one of my breasts in his mouth and then I felt the vibrator in the other. I leaned my body up looking for his, but he wasn't over me. He separated his lips and the vibrator once more and this time he put it over the breast that had been in his mouth at the same time as he slid his warm tongue down the side of my body.

—Christian! —I shouted with pleasure as I felt my walls squeeze around the balls.

—Not yet. —he said to me, separating the vibrator once more from my body.

His fingers slipped gently across my skin as I arched against his body in search of him. Then I felt his hands open my legs. His lips began to slide down one of my thighs, in the direction of my sex. And then I felt the vibrator over my clitoris.

—Damn you, Christian! Finish this fucking thing! —I shouted at him as he moved the vibrator away from my body and his mouth as well.

I felt the bed move.

Now what?

—Christian? —I called him, but I didn't get an answer. —Christian! —I shouted once more.

—Just a little more. —I felt him whisper in my ear.

I felt his hands for my legs again as he lifted them slightly. And then he put something inside me, next to the balls. He came up kissing for my body, and then I felt the vibrator inside me, which made me move and then the balls moved too.

This was very intense.

His lips went up kissing for my body while the vibrator made me move, and my movement made the balls move inside of me. I could barely concentrate on one thing. I was barely aware of Christian's lips descending on my body, coming to my sex, nor of his tongue slipping over my clitoris.

And I almost convulsed. I arch my body against his mouth.

—For God's sake, I'm going to die! —I shouted as I felt his hot tongue over my sex.

—No, you won't. —he said to me as he separated briefly and blew a slight breeze over my sex.

I must remember that Christian knows how to torture someone sexually.

My walls tightened even more around the balls and the vibrator. I couldn't take it anymore. I was literally on the edge of an abyss into which I knew I was going to fall very soon and from which there would be no return. Then I stopped feeling the vibrator. Christian's hands clutched my body preventing me from moving, preventing the balls from moving and vibrating in me leading me to the precipice.

—Are you fucking kiding me? —I yelled at him trying to move.

But he immobilized me with his body over mine. Every instant I could feel the orgasm I was about to reach become unreachable.

I don't know how long he was holding my body, I just know that when his hands released my legs they slipped through them to my sex. I felt the vibrator once again, as the orgasm began to grow back inside of me and then I felt the vibrator coming out of me quickly.

Shit no!

I arch my body against him looking for the pleasure I needed, that touch that would lead me to ecstasy. But he wouldn't let me move, and behind the vibrator the balls quickly came out making me almost reach orgasm. And then I felt it. I felt as his member entered me, as my body convulsed with pleasure, as I reached a thrilling orgasm as he buried himself deep within me.

My body could not take any more. I had endured too much orgasm. It had brought me to the brink of pleasure and I could not bear it any longer.

Christian began to move within me as he clung to one of my legs with one hand and pulled one of my nipples with the other.

I tried to resist, I tried to contain the moan, I tried to control my body. But I failed. I couldn't control anything my body did when he touched me. I was a puppet at his mercy. He did what he wanted with me, he demanded of my body what I thought I couldn't give it.

And Christian Grey always got what he wanted.

And right now he was demanding one more orgasm from my body. I could feel my walls begin to squeeze involuntarily around him once more. Christian kissed my neck and lifted his lips up to mine, bit my lower lip and put his tongue in my mouth imitating the same movements of his limb inside me.

—Anastasia! —he said to me in a groan against my lips as he stopped the movement inside me.

He let go of my leg and stopped torturing my nipple. And I felt like he was taking my blouse out of my eyes. I squinted at the annoying clarity and opened my eyes little by little.

When I was able to focus them well, Christian stared at me.

—Why did you discover my eyes?

—Because I want to see your eyes when I ended up inside you... —he told me as he began to move once more. —I want to stare at you as I fill you completely, as I make you mine. —his movements were faster and faster.

And the orgasm came quickly to me as he glued his forehead to mine. I didn't close my eyes, I couldn't. Not when I saw his face decomposing with pleasure over me.

—I want to look into your eyes when I tell you that I love you...

Oh, my God! Oh, my God! He didn't just say those words.

I felt it fill me up completely and then Christian let himself fall on my body. I wanted to tangle my fingers in his hair, take his face in my hands and tell him that I loved him too.

—I love you Christian Grey. —I said to him as I felt his laughter drowned against my neck.

Christian raised his head and smiled at me.

—Let me untie you. —he said to me, coming out of me.

He leaned over to the headboard of the bed and untied my hands. When my hands were free he rubbed them lightly on my wrists and then intertwined his fingers with mine. As he lay beside me and I turned to him.

—You can tell me one more time, but as you look into my eyes. —he said to me as he now glued his forehead to mine.

I smiled as I looked into his eyes.

—I will repeat it as many times as you need to hear it. I love you Christian Grey. —I said to him as he smiled at me and kissed me lightly.

—Well?

—What?

—What did you think of the torture?

—A torture. —I said to him while he laughed out loud. —I never imagined you could feel so much pleasure and less that way. Have you done it before? —I asked him curiously.

—No. —he said to me as he glued his body to mine.

He leaned over me and made me lie on my back on the bed one more time as he ran one leg over mine. He slid one hand over my face, pulling a lock of hair aside.

—Move in with me. —he said suddenly.

—What!

—What you heard. Move in with me.

—Now you've gone mad.

—Why?

—I can't go and live with you, Christian, remember that I'm supposed to be engaged. Besides, if I did, we'd have the paparazzi over us, not to mention your mother would oppose us.

—What if I can convince her?

—I don't even want to imagine how you would convince her that I should move in with you. —I said to him as I raised one of my hands towards his face. —But if you convince her, if she allows it, I'll do it, I'll move in with you.

—Well, it's done. Leave everything in my hands and I'll take care of it.

—You like to take care of everything, don't you?

—I thought you knew. —he squinted at me. —I like to be in control of everything.

—Ah, I didn't know you were a compulsive controller.

—Only when it comes to what is rightfully mine.

—What is yours by right? I am yours by right? Right to what?

—I have the right to kiss you whenever I please, and whenever I want... — he said to me while he kissed me.—...to touch you whenever and wherever I want...—he said to me as I lowered a hand and put a finger inside me. —...to possess you as many times as necessary until you have my mark on your skin...—he said to me while I could feel his member growing between the two of us

—I didn't know that the contract I signed involved all of this.

—Didn't you read the whole contract?

—Completely, and it said nowhere: "By signing this contract you become the property of Christian Grey and he will do with you what he wants".

— Didn't it say that?

—No.

— I think I'm going to have to take a look at your contract, because they're supposed to be the same and mine, if it has that specification.

—Oh yes!

Yes, he says that from the moment I signs the contract, I am the property of my co-star.

—Really?

—Yes, so you can do with me whatever you want.

—What do I want? I remember you promised me that same thing if I used the vibrator during filming.

—I didn't think you were going to use it.

—So...I can do with you whatever I want...twice.

—As many times as you want. I'm all yours.

—You are all mine. —I said to him as I pushed him by the chest and made him lie in bed.

But I wasn't going to take it out on him tonight, I'd have my chance when we got to L.A. And I wanted to do it the way it all started. In the club and with the masks on.