Will and Sonny drive in silence for a while. Will can see Sonny is not in a talking mood. He is just concern that Sonny might slip back into a Paris state of mind. He wants to apologize but he is afraid that Sonny might get upset because Sonny has told him already that it is not his fault. Will places his right hand on Sonny's thigh as his way of saying he is here for him if he want's to let it out. Sonny places his hand on top of Will's and curls his fingers around it.
"I don't get it Will, I really don't." "Don't get what?" Will ask sympathetically. "I don't understand why our relationship has to be looked at differently from a guy and a girl." "Because we are two guys that means our love can't be real love, that it has to be something different from what a guy and girl feel for each other." "If anything our connection is probably stronger than theirs." "We have to put up with so much more to be together than a regular couple has to put up with." "And don't even get me started on what happen today." "Just another thing we have to deal with that regular couples don't." "I just don't get it." Will squeeze Sonny thigh as means of letting him know he understands. "I get that Sonny, I understand what you are saying but let's look at this for what is really happening." Will keeps his eyes on the road and Sonny is looking out his side window. "Sonny, this, what you're feeling right now isn't about equality, and us versus them this is about your mom not wanting you to see me." "Will that...".Will interrupts "Sonny listen to me, please." Your mother doesn't like me for a few reasons, one I am a Horton, two, though she might say something different, I still think she thinks I am the one who turned you gay, and three, that fight today was because of me." Sonny is about to protest but Will continues to speak over him. "Sonny you can paint any color you want on that but the bottom line is this, they were guys I knew back when I was an asshole." Had I been alone it would have happened, had you been alone it wouldn't have." "So me being in the mix is what created this problem for you." "So on some level your mom is right, if not for me you would not have been arrested."
"Okay Will I will agree with you on all your points but there is something else you have to consider here." Sonny says. "What's that?" Will asks. "I would have behaved that way for anyone who was being harassed like that by someone. "Yes in this particular case I did have a stake in the game, that being you, but as I just said, had it been say Jeremy or Glen with me I would have done the same thing, does that mean my mom has a right to put them down and say they are the cause of my trouble?" "No, she has misguided anger that I think, and no matter what she says, comes from me being gay and her embarrassment." Sonny says. "Sonny" Will starts. "Your mom's behavior in the square earlier would seem to indicate that she has accepted it." Will say. "Will that was a mother hen looking out for her chick even if this chick was doing something wrong." "So that to me wasn't so much a display of her approval as it was how dare you talk about my son in the manner, so let's not kid ourselves." Sonny says. "So anyway I just wanted to get away from her and I came to see you." Sonny says. "Well how fortuitous for us that the Simmons left early." Will says.
"Yes hello my name is William Horton, Mr Simmons referred me to you should I be in need a place to stay for a while." "Oh yes he did mention you...I'm sorry but do you have a driver license I could look at please?" she asked. "Oh sure, one second" Will says as he pulls out his wallet from his back pocket. He removes the licence from it's slot and hands it to her. "Yes, well okay then, hold on while I get the key." Will and Sonny look at each other. Will gives Sonny and air kiss. The elder woman comes back with the key. "Here it is, please remember to return it to me before you leave okay?" "Will do Will says. "Thank you very much." Will says as he and Sonny turn and walk to the apartment.
"Wow this is a nice place." Sonny says. "Yeah, small but big enough for a few people to stay for a while." Will says. Will starts to laugh as he is walking past the dining table. "What's so funny?" Sonny asks. There is and envelop here addressed to William and Sonny, have a good time. Sonny smiles and walks over as Will opens it the envelope. Will pulls at a gift certificate and reads it for Sonny. "It is dinner for two at the Interlude Restaurant." "Hey, Sonny says, didn't we pass that place on the way here...it is about a mile and a half down the road." Sonny asks. "How the hell did he know we would be coming here," Will asks. "When I talk to him yesterday I told him things were going good, so I would have thought that he would have thought we would have no need to take him up on his offer" Will says. "Maybe he has esp and saw things were going to take a nosedive." Sonny say. Will back hands Sonny shoulder. "Things haven't taken a nosedive, we have hit a speed bump, but all tires are on the ground and we will be under control again soon." Will says then kisses Sonny on the lips. With no provocation and Sonny standing with his chest against Will's shoulder, Sonny in one motion lifts Will's shirt exposing his tight lean abs he slides his hand into Will's pants. I want to control this for a while." Sonny says as he leans in and nibbles Will's earlobe, while he slide his hand deeper into Will's jeans and wraps his hand around Will's growing erection. Will puts his hand on his jeans over the bulge that is being created by Sonny's hand inside. Will's allows Sonny to continue with this foreplay for a while longer, but then pulls Sonny's hand out of his pants and turns to face him. Then Will wraps his arms around Sonny's waist and pulls him hard and forcefully into him. In the back of Will's mind he thinks this might be the last time for them for a while if ever again.
He pulls Sonny down the hall where a bedroom must be. The first door they open is the bathroom. "No I want to be in a bed with not the shower." Sonny says. The second door is a bedroom clearly made up for Blossom, complete with Blossom pictures all over the walls. Finally at the third door pay-dirt By the time they have found the actually bedroom Will has his legs around Sonny's back and Sonny is holding him up with his hands on Will's ass. As they approach the bed Will leans back and grabs the comforter and pull is off the bed and Sonny leans offer and deposit Will on the bed. Standing up looking down at Will's sculpted body Sonny says, "Well Mr Horton, Dr Kiriakis is going to have to give you a thorough exam". Will is laying on the bed from his ass to his head but his legs are hanging off and his feet are on the floor. Sonny lifts one leg, he looks at Will, "Let's start by getting you undressed shall we." With that Sonny takes off Will's shoe and then his sock. Holding his foot behind the ankle Sonny kisses around Will's foot, ending with Sonny taking Will's big toe in his mouth and runs his tongue around it. This cause Will to let a moan slide out from his lips. The same action is taking for the other foot, eliciting the same response. Sonny then walks back to the bed between Will's legs. Sonny runs his hands along the length of his legs until he is at Will's hips. He then leans over and kisses Will with restrained passion, he wants this to last. Will tries to pull him back down as Sonny pulls his lips off of his. "Not yet babe, we have some more things we need to take off." "Now Mr Horton could you please sit up?" Will's complies, "Yes doctor". Once in a seated position Sonny places his hands on the hem of Will's shirt and lifts it off over Will's head. "You may lie back down please." Sonny says. Will complies again. Sonny leans down a bit and starting at Will's shoulder start to run his hands over Will's neck and collarbone, over his chest paying attention to each nipple with his fingers and his mouth and tongue. Will watches as Sonny's mouth engulf each nipple and then becomes increasingly more aroused when he sees Sonny tongue slips out and lick across the now harden nipple. Sonny continues his exam working his way down.
Sonny finally arrives at Will's waist. Will takes matters into his own hands because he feels like he is going to explode any second. And he starts to put a hand inside his jeans. Sonny grabs Will's wrist and pulls them away and forces them on the side of Will's hips. Will starts to grind himself against the cotton of his boxer. "Stop that Mr. Horton Dr's orders." Sonny says. Sonny seeing Will's urgency, unbuttons Will's jeans. And then slowly slide the zipper down making sure that his knuckles rub Will's erection that is pressing against his jeans. Will let's out a whimper. When Sonny has Will's pant completely undone he slips his hands under Will's ass and curves his finger into the waistband and pulls Will's pants and boxer down Will's legs. And then grabbing the hem on the legs slides them over each foot and off. Will slides his hand over his chest and slowly over his stomach until he has he fingers in his pubic hair. Sonny concentrating on kissing an licking up each leg doesn't see it at first but then catches Will about to stroke himself. "Stop or I won't finish my exam, and there is someplace that I need to probe" Sonny says almost with authority. Will takes his hand away because he really is afraid that Sonny will make good on his threat and not give to him what his body is screaming for.
Will stares at Sonny as he undresses, without any attempt to be seductive, and that alone Will finds extremely seductive in itself. Once completely disrobed Sonny begins his exam in earnest.
Sonny starts at the jewels and the staff. He first sucks the jewels into his mouth and manipulates them around in his mouth causing Will to grab Sonny's thick dark brown hair and run his fingers through it. Sonny moves over to Will's hardness and placing the very tip of his tongue on the base of it runs his tip to the tip of Will's cock. Sonny then licks the salty clear fluid that is being generated by Will's excitement. He sees a few drops that have fallen on to Will's happy trail and he runs his tongue along the full length of that trail that makes Sonny happy. He is now ready to devote much needed attention on the excitement indicator of Will's. He first runs his tongue around the edge of the helmet licking up the slope to the still precum covered slit. He then consumes the length of Will's shaft. At the same time he brings his hand to Will's mouth and Will understands what he wants and take two of Sonny's fingers in his mouth and allows his saliva to cover each finger. When Will has them wet enough he removes Sonny fingers and brings Sonny's hand down to his entrance. Sonny takes control from there. He works his fingers inside of Will while he continues to suck on Will's warm smooth erection.
Will has watch Sonny sucking on him before but he was lost in the sensation of it and not the act of it. Now he is watching Sonny intently, studying Sonny's reactions to what he is doing. He can see Sonny enjoying the act, behaving as if he wants to please Will's with his mouth and tongue. And at the same time enjoying the taste and the feel of Will's cock in his mouth. Will's revels in the number of time Sonny kisses it, and runs just his lips up and down the underside. Will unable to just accept this pleasure from Sonny ask to stop. Sonny looks up and Will's asks him bring his face to his. Sonny slides up until he is face to face with Will. "I want to taste what you taste, I want to taste your tongue with me on it. Sonny slides his tongue out and Will actually licks his precum off of Sonny's tongue, he then pulls Sonny's lips to his and their tongue share Will's flavor. Will place his hands one on each side of Sonny's face gently pushing Sonny's head away and looks into his brown eyes. "Sonny I want to feel you...inside of me." "I want you to, for however long you can, be inside of me be apart of me for that time, please." Sonny doesn't respond with words. He slides his body down Will's. Then he kneel down between Will's leg and opens them gently until his destination is exposed.
He orally lubricates the area, occasionally flicking his tongue over it causing it to pucker. He then rises to his feet again and this time he lifts Will's leg up so that Will can bend them over his shoulders. Then with his left hand he pulls aside one of Will's cheeks and exposes his target and place his arrow right on it. He then presses the head against the hole but there is no resistance and he slips right in. Now inside he removes Will's legs from his shoulder and leans down onto Will so that they are almost face to face and he begins his movement. Feeling Will's hard cock pressed between their two stomach Sonny makes sure that he rubs it with his stomach as he continues to enter and withdraw from Will. Will can feel by the increase speed and the added force of each thrust that Sonny is close. Sonny feeling he is very close feels Will's sweet release ejaculate between them. Sonny leans down, Will knowing what he wants because he has felt Sonny's need before so many times he grabs Sonny's head and pulls him to kissing him hard almost rough. There mouth open and there tongue exchanges touches. Suddenly Sonny let's out a guttural moan, the likes of which Will's has never heard before, into Will's mouth. Will just swallows it. Even though the tide of their pleasure has receded neither wants to let go of the other. They both bring themselves up onto the bed completely and spoon. So what's the prognosis doc? Will asks. In my expert opinion, you're hot and getting hotter. Sonny says. Sonny drifts off first but Will is worried about what he is going to tell Sonny tomorrow.
Chapter 60: Chapter 60
"Justin where could he have gone?" "It has been hours." "He won't answer his cell, or texts" Adrianne says pacing back and forth in front of the couch in the parlor . "Call Lucas or Sami if you have to, to see if he is with Will" she asks. "No Adrianne you made this mess you are going to have to do it, I love Sonny and I am sure he is alright but if you are concern then you make the calls to find out, you are the one that caused this to happen." Justin says as he takes a sip of his drink. "I did no such thing, it was that Horton boy" She responds. Justin holds his tongue on Horton boy. "Really Adrianne I didn't even see Will around when Sonny walked off, and he was talking to you when he got so upset, so how is this Will's fault, explain that to me?" Justin says. "Was your whole show in the square just that a show?" Justin says accusingly. "No it was not, and you know that, you're just try trying to made me out to be the bad guy." She snaps back. "Then who is the bad guy here Adrianne?" Justin asked. "It's that Horton boy." She says a bit louder than she intended. Justin turns to the bar pours a bit more into his glass and proceeds to walk out. Just as he gets to the double doors he turns and looks at Adrianne, "Make your own calls." He says then leaves.
As he heads up the stairs he texts Sonny, :Just let me know you are alright, that's all.: As Justin reaches his room his phone vibrates. He pulls it from his inside breast pocket and reads the text. :We are fine:. Justin throws his phone on the dresses and takes off his suit jacket and just lays down on top of the bed.
"Who was that?" Will asked. "It was my dad, asking if I am okay." Sonny replies. "Should we head home then, if they are worried?" Will asks.
"No as long as my dad knows we are okay it's fine, did you talk to your parents, while I was asleep?" Sonny asked. "Yeah I texted my dad to tell him I was fine and not to worry." Will tells Sonny. "Good so we can stay here tonight, I've had enough family drama for one day." Sonny says. Will thinks if now isn't the time to bring up what he wants to talk to Sonny about. He sits up in the bed and shuffles back so his back is leaning against the headboard. "Sonny can we talk about something, calmly, and hear each other out." Will asks. Sonny sighs, almost in a defeatist way. He doesn't respond to Will at first then he slowly starts to sit up and instead of sliding back next to Will he turns around so he is he facing him. "What do you want to talk about Will?" Sonny says in a slight disgusted tone. Will looks at him and hears the tone, "You're already mad and I haven't said a word yet." Will says as he climbs out of bed and starts to get dressed. "What are you doing Will?" Sonny asked now worried. "Get dressed we are going home, now." Will says forcefully. "Why what's wrong, why can't we stay the night?" "Get dressed Sonny, I will come back tomorrow and strip the bed and wash the sheets and clean up, come on let's go." Will says as he slide his shirt back on, finishing getting dressed. Sonny hasn't moved he is still sitting there dumbfounded about what is happening. "I'll wait for you in the living room then we can go." Will says.
Will walks out of the room and Sonny yells to him, "what's wrong Will, what did I do?" Will just continues to walk to the living room. Sonny finally rolls out of bed and starts to get dressed. He is concerned about what is going on. He puts his last shoe on and leaves the room. As he enters the living room he sees Will sitting on the couch with his forearms resting on his knees holding the key to the apartment. Will looks up at Sonny's confused face. "Good you're ready let's go" Will says as he rises to walk towards the door. "I have to return the key and come back tomorrow to sort this place out." Will says as he opens the door and walks out. A few seconds later Sonny comes out too. Will pulls the door closed and locks it and then checks the door to make sure it is secure. Turning, Will start to walk to the apartment where he got the key from in the first place. He knocks. He waits for a about a minute and finally the door opens. "Hello, sorry to bother you but I just wanted to return the key, I will be back tomorrow to tidy up a bit so I will need it again then, I hope that won't be a bother?" Will says. "No not at all, come by anytime, I don't go out to often." She says. "Well thank you for your kindness and I will see you tomorrow." Will says with a forced smile trying not to let his anger show. He then turns and leaves, not even looking to see if Sonny is following him. They leave the building and head toward the car. All the while Sonny is asking, then demanding Will tell him what the problem is. Will ignores the questions.
They both get in the car and Will goes to put the key in the ignition, but Sonny grabs his wrist. "We're not going anywhere until you tell me what is going on Will, where is this coming from?" Sonny asks. Will jerks his wrist away from Sonny so hard that his arm strikes the steering wheel with great force, causing Will to cringe. Waiting a moment for the pain to past Will finally speaks. "Sonny we have an hour long drive ahead of us, I don't want to spend that time arguing, so let's just not talk, can we?" Will asks. "No we can't I want to know what is going on." Sonny says. Will turns to him, "well when I wanted to talk in the apartment you didn't want to, so now you want to...make up your mind Sonny" Will says as he starts the car and pulls out of the parking space.
They drive in silence for about the first 20 minutes. Sonny finally can't take the silence anymore. "Okay Will I am sorry for my behavior back there when you asked if we could talk, we were enjoying ourselves and I wanted to continue that way for a while longer before we had to deal with any drama, and I thought you were about to break that calm." "So I was rude in my response, I am sorry about that." "But what's with all this, we're leaving and and the silence treatment." "What's that about?" Sonny asks. "Sonny I think we should take a break for a while, sort some things out and find out what is going on and where we are going and can we even go there." Will says. Sonny loses his breath for a moment. "What are you talking about, why, I don't get this, you're who I want, I don't need a break to make me see that, I know that, I have known that since we were little, so I don't understand what you are saying." Sonny says almost in tears. Composing himself Sonny asks "Wait does this have to do with my mother, does her blaming you for what happen, is that what is causing you to behave like this? Sonny asks. "She is completely 100% wrong Will." Sonny says. "NO SHE'S NOT SONNY,Will says yelling then quieting down, she isn't wrong." "None of what happen would have happened had it not been for me, and what's more you know it and just won't admit it." Will says. "Will I told you"...Will interrupts, "Yes you told me if it have been Jeremy or Glen it still would have happen, but the fact is it wasn't either of them it was me, and my past coming back to bite me in the ass, and you get bit because of me, and I am not going to have you be collateral damage because of me." "Do you think that is going to be the only time that is going to happen, it isn't, and you know that, and I won't have you getting hurt because of me, and that is what happen this time, your mom is right, I am bad for you." Will says.
"Will you can't mean this...you're the best thing that has ever happen to me in my entire life, I have never been as happy as I am when I am with you." "I don't care what you say, this it not over we are not taking a break, there is no need to, you're who I want and that is that." "End of discussion." Sonny says. "Well it is not up to you Sonny, I have a say in this and I say we take a break and that is what is going to happen." Will says as he pulls into Sonny's driveway. Sonny starts to talk, "Stop Sonny, we aren't going to talk about this anymore, if you really love me you will do this for me." Will says. "That's not fair Will and you know it." Sonny says. Will behaves like that last sentence wasn't said. "I have to get going my dad wants the car back so I have to go." Sonny now beyond pissed grabs the door handle so hard he almost rips it off. He opens the door and just before he gets out he turns to Will and says."This isn't over Will I won't let it be." Sonny says as he steps out of the car and slams the door. Will puts the car in drive and drives around the circular driveway and then leaves. Sonny stands watching Will leave. He head towards the mansion praying that no is there to greet him.
He enters the foyer and his mother comes running out of the parlor with her arm open to hug him. He steps back and tell her to stay away from him. Adrianne is thunder struck by Sonny's dismissal. Sonny then heads up the stairs and is greeted by his dad. Justin seeing the anger and rage, looks at Sonny and says. "If you want to talk I am here." "I love you Sonny." Sonny says thank you and walks to his room.
Chapter 61: Chapter 61
SKIP = not happy chapter so please do not read if that will upset you.
Will pulls out of Sonny's driveway already crying. He doesn't want to take a break from Sonny and he is not even sure if he can adhere to his own decision. He drives around for a while and then heads to the square. Passing by the pub he sees his dad in there but he is not in the mood to talk to him so he passes by, and heads towards the water. A short time later he is sitting in their spot, Sonny and Will's. Sitting in the doorway looking out at the boats passing up and down the river. The memories of what this spot means to him elicits more tears. He takes off his coat and folds it up into a pillow and lays down to watch the waterfront activities. Before long and after crying non stop Will falls asleep. His dreams are he and Sonny walking towards each other and just as they are about to touch they are yanked away from each other, and like Sisyphus rolling the immense rock up the hill, Will's dream just repeats and repeats. The only change is the setting. They just get inches apart and then they are pulled away. A short time later Will wakes but is not sure how long he has even been asleep. He pulls out his cell and checks the time and realizes that he was only been asleep for about half and hour. He also notices numerous text from Sonny and missed calls also from Sonny and his mom.
Will not ready to deal with either decides that he is going to head back to the Simmon's apartment. Since he has to clean it up anyway he may as well stay the night there or maybe a few days. He knows he has school starting next week so that gives him some time to think about things and what he needs to do. As he walks back to his car he texts his dad to tell him he will be staying at a friends for a few days he will talk to him when he get's home. He arrives back at his car and drives off.
Justin knocks on Sonny's door but he gets no answer. "Sonny it's dad, can I come in for minute." Justin asks. "I don't want to talk dad" Sonny says from inside. "Yes I can see that but you may not want to but I think you have to, so please let me come in." Justin pleads. Justin hears the movement of the lock and then sees the door open about 6 inches. He pushes it the rest of the way open walks in and then closes it behind him. He sees Sonny walking back to his bed and climb on top of and lays on the bed on his back with his hand linked together over his stomach, looking up at the ceiling. Justin goes around the other side and lays down in the same position, a few inches away from Sonny. Justin is quiet for a while just letting his presence slowly sink into Sonny's mind. Justin finally speaks up.
"So what's going on Sonny, I know it must have to do with Will, and it probably has something to do with today and what happen with your mother." Sonny lays in silence for a few moments, then responds to his dad's question. "Will wants to take a break, from us, he thinks that what happen today was because of him, like he is bad for me, or that he is hurting me in someway." Sonny states. "Why does he think that?" Justin asks. "Because the fight today was because one of his ex friends was bullying him and I tried to protect him and that is how I ended up in the mess I was in." Sonny continues,"With him feeling that way, and then mom coming down on him, only added to that feeling. So now he thinks he is toxic for me." "So he thinks we shouldn't see each other for a while or ever again, I don't even know for sure."
"Sonny you have to try to look at this from his perspective." "What he perceives is that he found himself in a bad situation and his boyfriend help him get out of it, and that boyfriend found himself in a great deal of trouble because of it." "So in his eyes he is doing for you what you did for him." "He is trying to protect you from himself, because he is afraid he is going to hurt you." "It is sort of the other side of the same coin." "He sees himself as the bully and he is trying take himself out of the situation so he doesn't hurt you." "Yeah well it is stupid dad, it doesn't make any sense." "I did what I did because I love him, but like I told him, if it had been Jeremy I would have done the exact same thing boyfriend or not." Justin sits up and slides his leg over the side of the bed and stands up. He walks over to Sonny's side of the bed and looks down on him. "Well here is my two cents." Justin starts. "Give Will some time to think about what he is proposing, I don't think he is going to feel that way for very long, he is going to miss you too much to let much time go by before he changes his mind." Justin concludes. Sonny looks up at his dad."So basically what you're saying is hey Sonny suck it up for a while, while Will gets his head screwed on straight, is that the lesson I am suppose to take away from this." Sonny says. "Sonny you can't force Will to change his mind, if you try and he caves to your pressure then you will forever be someplace in between." "He will be with you but thinking the whole time that he is bad for you, is that the sort of relationship you want to have with Will." "Him feeling bad and worried, and you just happy because he is with you." Justin says. "I chose the latter." Sonny says. "Sonny, come on be reasonable here." "And besides you would never put your happiness over Will's and you know it." Justin say. "Yeah you're right, but dad it is going to kill me to have to be away from him even for a little while." Sonny says. "I know Sonny but in the end it will be better for both of you."
Will arrives back at the Simmon's apartment. He gets the key and goes back inside. All he really wants to do right now is to crawl into the bed he shared with Sonny. He walks down the hall he went down a few hours ago so happy, aroused by the anticipation of what was going to happen, but now he is feeling the exact opposite. He enters the room and takes off all his clothes, not even keeping his boxers on and he crawls into the bed naked, slipping under the covers and slides to the side that Sonny slept on. He can smell Sonny and he can smell the sex that took place with him. Will without even thinking curls into a ball clutching Sonny's pillow and begins to cry unrestrained. It takes sleep to stop his crying, because being even slightly aware of what's happen causes Will to weep.
Sonny laying on top of his bed he reaches down, as he had done so many times before and has continued again, and pulls out his box. He reads the inscription. Only this time it takes on a whole new meaning.
Sonny
I am sorry you got hurt because of me. You are my best friend and I never want you to get hurt.
Love Will.
Chapter 62: Chapter 62
Will wakes up but is unable to open his eyes due to his tears drying and leaving his eyes virtually glued shut. He rubs the lids to break the seal and they flutter a few times getting acclimated to the bright light coming through the bedroom window. He is still clutching Sonny's pillow, he can still smell the scent Sonny left clinging to the weave of the cotton threads. He thinks about how angry Sonny was when he left him and how he claimed that he was not going to let Will leave him. Will leans over the side of the bed to grab his pants and retrieve his cell. Then he lays back down. He looks at the screen and sees it is 8:43 am. Then he notices 23 text messages and 6 voice mails. He scroll through the missed calls to see who called, and as expected, his mom, dad and one odd one but he deletes it because he doesn't even recognize the number and then 2 from Sonny. He can't bring himself to listen to any of them so he just deletes them all. Then he moves on to the text messages, he starts to scroll through them when his phone starts to vibrated. He looks at the caller ID and it is the same number he just deleted a moment ago, but the number is not even vaguely familiar. He thinks that since they have called twice is it probably not a wrong number so he answers.
"Hello" Will answers. "Will, finally, what, you don't check your voice mail or your text messages, what's up with that dude." the voice says. "Jeremy, is that you?" "No it's Cockalota Underwear, we're doing a survey today, are you a boxers or brief guy? "Yes it Jeremy your pea brain." Will's caught off guard, "Holy crap man, how the hell are you...how's Glen?' Will says as he sits up in bed. "I'm good, Glen is great, Jeremy says in almost most a dreamy manner, oh you mean how is he...he's fine, he is on his way over right now as a matter of fact." "I just finished my last class so I thought I would try you again," Jeremy says. Will asks, "it's almost 4:00 pm over there now, right." Will asks. "Wow we have a boy genius here, alert Mensa" Jeremy jokes. "So how are you doing, we miss you guys." Jeremy says. Will has a feeling he knows what this call is about. "Fine everything is fine here, it's all's good." Will says with a hint of when's the shoe dropping, in his voice. "Horton even over the phone you can't lie for shit." Jeremy says. "Okay," Will says, "so you talk to Sonny I presume?" Will asks. "You bet your ass I did, what the fuck Will, what the hell are you doing, you know Sonny can't hold it together without you, so why are you fucking with him like this?" "Jeremy I am not, fucking with him, as you so crudely put it." "Yeah well fuck etiquette Will, this is Sonny we are talking about here, remember the guy you claimed you loved." "Fuck you Jeremy I do love him...you think this is easy for me here, I hurt just as much as he does maybe more because I know I am causing him this pain, so don't you fuckin imply that I don't love him." Will says with genuine anger. "Yeah well you certainly aren't showing it." Jeremy says back with just as much anger.
"You don't' know what's going Jeremy, what I am doing to him and his family." Will says a bit forcefully. "You're wrong there Will, I do know what's going on probably better than you do." Jeremy throws back. "What's that suppose to mean?" Will asks, as if demanding and answer."Let me ask you something Will, if the shoe had been on the other foot, if those guys had been ex friends of Sonny's would you have done what he did?" Jeremy asks. "Of course I would've, and you know that Jeremy." Will says. "At this point I don't know anything." Jeremy says. "You tell me you would have done the same thing and would've been in the same trouble, but would you allow Sonny to turn away from you because he thinks he caused the problem?" Will is silence. "What's the matter Will, the logic to much for you to handle, are you now seeing what you are doing to Sonny." "You're saying to Sonny, hey thanks for defending me but I can't see you anymore, it's as simple as that Will" Jeremy says firmly. "Okay smart ass, Will says, then tell me this, how am I suppose to deal with the fact that he has lost his relationship with his mom because of me, how am I suppose to deal with the fact that by sheer dumb fucking luck Sonny wasn't charged with anything." "He could be in jail right now, and I would be responsible for that." Will says.
"Really Will how so, did you grab Sonny's hand and use it to punch this dude in the face, did you make Sonny break this guys jaw and his nose." "Tell me how you did that Will?" Jeremy asks. "God, why is this so hard to understand" Will says exasperated. "Jeremy, Sonny was protecting me, that is why he did what he did." "You're wrong Will, you are completely wrong." Jeremy says like he is holding back something. "Oh really and how am I wrong, explain that to me." Will says. "Look Will, I promised Sonny that I would never talk about the things that happen here when he arrived, some of things he had to deal with." "But what I can tell you is this, he was not protecting you the way you think." Jeremy states cryptically. "What do you mean Jeremy?" "Will I promised and I am going to hold to that promise." "Please Will I am begging you as a brother, please don't do this to Sonny, he deserves better than this." "He deserves to be happy, and you and I both know that you have made him happier than he ever thought he could be." "And as for his mother, that is not Sonny's issue that is his mom's, she can decide to have a relationship with her real son or she can chose to ignore who he really is." "And Will you can help him cope with that if you just love him." Jeremy says.
"Okay Jeremy, I hear you, but you have me worried now, Sonny never mentioned any problems he had over there, other than the obvious" Will says. Jeremy is silent for a few seconds. "Will I made a promise Sonny and I am going to keep it, he will tell you in time I am sure, but for now Will please don't do this to him." "It was all I could do not to just get on a plane and go to him." "Please Will, this is hurting me too." "I will have to think on it and decide what to do." Will say. "Will I will say this one last thing, decide to do the right thing, go back to Sonny and don't hurt him like this, I am asking you as a friend and brother Will, please." "Okay Jeremy, I'll see, but thank you for calling and for caring, I am sure Sonny appreciates it as much as I do." "I love you brother, and I will talk to you soon." Will say. "I love you too Will." Jeremy says. "Oh tell Glen I said hi, I am looking forward to your visit." Will says. "Will do will, take care." "Bye Jeremy and thanks" Will says. "Bye Will." and the connection is ended.
Will sits there on the bed staring at his phone thinking. What wouldn't Jeremy tell me, and why wouldn't he tell me. Sonny never said a thing about this. Is this part of the problems he was having when I visited him and he had his episode? Will decides he can't speculate because his mind will take him to places he doesn't want to go. Still holding the phone, he brings up the number and dials.
Chapter 63: Chapter 63
Will is still holding his phone in his hand and is still sitting on the bed. He is about to dial the number when he realizes he is naked. He looks down at his body thinking I can't talk him him naked that just seems wrong. So Will gets out of bed and puts on his boxer, and climbs back up onto the bed. Rationally he knows that putting on boxer was unnecessary since the other person can't see him, but being naked makes it sound like a phone sex call. Now feeling more comfortable he dials the number.
"Hello Justin Kiriakis." "Hello Mr. Kiriakis, it's Will." "Oh Will, how are you doing?" Justin says sounding happy to hear from him. Will wonders if Sonny even told them about yesterday. "I am fine sir thank you and yourself?" "Doing good, so what can I do for you?" Justin asks. "Well sir I was wondering if I could talk to you for a moment about Sonny, if that's okay?" "Sure Will, I am aware of what is going on between you two just so you know." Justin tells him. "Oh okay, I wasn't sure if Sonny had mentioned it or not." Will states. "Well he didn't tell me, I sort of had to drag it out of him." Justin admits. "Oh, I see, Will says, well that is sort of what I wanted to talk to you about sir." "Shouldn't you be talking to Sonny, Will? "Well sir I need to speak to you before I do, so I can figure some things out." "Figure what things out Will?" Justin asks.
"Well I got a call from Jeremy this morning, he was kind of upset with me and the things that are going on between Sonny and me." "So he wanted to read me the riot act." Will informs Justin. "I'm sorry he did that Will, he and Sonny are very close from school so Sonny it going to confide in him from time to time, but that doesn't excuse Jeremy coming after you." Justin says as a way of explanation. "No sir he was right to call me, that is not what I am calling about actually." "This has to do with Sonny and some things that Jeremy alluded to in our conversation." Will clarifies. "What sort of things Will, without breaking confidence of course." Justin say but doesn't really mean it because he wants to know what is happening.
"Well sir, Jeremy mentioned some things about Sonny that happen when he first started to go to school in France." Will says. "What sort of things Will?" Justin says now a bit concerned. "That's just it sir, I don't know." "Jeremy said that he had promised Sonny he wouldn't talk about it to anyone." "So my question to you sir is, do you know of anything that may have happen to Sonny when he was in France, something that may have upset him or hurt him in anyway?" Will asks. " Well Will I will have to say honestly, I have no idea but I will definitely find out now." Justin says with a bit of worry in his voice. "Sir do you think maybe I should talk to him about it first, because of the nature of what it might be about?" Will asked. "What do you mean, what is might be about Will?" "What aren't you telling me?" "Well Jeremy and I were talking about the incident in the park, and Jeremy said that Sonny wasn't really protecting me, I mean he was but there may have been another motivation for his reaction." "Having been with Sonny when he has one of his moments, I am concerned that there may be some things that Sonny is not sharing with anyone but Jeremy." Will explains. "I have to admit Will that shortly after Sonny started to go to school there, things changed." "At first he was doing okay, he wasn't happy that's for sure but, but then he really changed for a while." "Our skype sessions stopped completely for a while, he would call or email but not skype." "I am now wondering if maybe he didn't want me to see him for some reason." Justin concludes.
"Well sir since Sonny opened up to me about a lot of things that he didn't share with you or your wife, maybe he would open up with me about this." Will says. "I appreciate that Will, but I need to know what is going on." Justin says a bit too firmly. "I understand that sir, I do, but if you let me talk to him first I promise I will do everything I can to get to him tell you." "But I have to say this, if he tells me something he doesn't want you to know, I can't betray that trust and tell you." "But if it is something harmful and something that I think he needs help with, I will guarantee you that I will bring him to you and make him tell you." "Will I really appreciate your concern and your offer but I need to know what is going on and worse what happen, while he was over there." Justin says. "Okay sir I understand but may I ask a favor of you than?" Will asks with hesitancy. "What's that Will?" Justin says conveying the doesn't really have time for favors. "Can I be with you when you talk to him, I know that is a lot to ask, me invading your family space in this way, but I think that if I am there Sonny might say more to me than you if it is of a delicate nature."
"What do you mean delicate nature Will?" "Well sir I can only come to one conclusion about what this might be about." Will says. "What's that Will?" "Sir the only thing that would make Sonny stand out from most of the other students, would be the fact that he is gay, and as you and I both know there are a lot of people that still can't accept that." "So if I am right I think Sonny will tell me more than he will tell you." "Do you understand what I mean sir?" Will asks. "Yes Will I do get that and I agree but Will if this is not what you think then I am going to have to ask you to give us time alone." "Certainly sir, I will excuse myself and leave you two to talk." Will assured Justin. "Fine then I will make plans to have lunch with him at the pub, say noon." Justin says. "That will be fine sir, if you need to change that time just call me, I will have my phone on and with me." Will tells him. "Fine Will we will see you at noon at the pub." Justin says. "I'll be there." Will says. "Thank you for this sir." "Goodbye Will" Justin says and hangs up not even waiting for Will's reply. Will is not offended, he understands that Justin must be upset thinking that something happen to Sonny and he doesn't know about. So he has every right to be worried and concerned. Will looks at his watch and see's he probably has time to put a load of laundry in the washer, then throw it in the drier but he won't have time to wait for it to dry. So he will just have to come back and take the clothes out and make the bed. So he decides to not return the key when he leaves.
Chapter 64: Chapter 64
With the phone still at his ear even though the call is over Jeremy sit there on his bed worried. He doesn't know what to do to help Sonny from such a great distance. He finally drops the phone on the bed. He remembers when something like this happen with Sonny before, but he was able to talk to him face to face and to reach him so that he understood what was really happening. If he was there he could talk to him, explain things to him again. But trying to do that over the phone was not going to work, he needs to see Sonny to gauge whether he is getting through with what he is being told or if Sonny is just providing lip service.
"Hey babe," Glen says as he walks into Jeremy's room and gives him a kiss. Jeremy doesn't even kiss back. "What's wrong babe, has something happen? Glen asks as he sits down next to him and puts his hand on Jeremy's back. Jeremy is lost in his thoughts. Glen waves his hand in front of Jeremy's face, "hello anyone in there?" Glen asks jokingly. "Oh, I'm sorry babe, Jeremy says as leans over to give Glen a quick kiss, "just trying to talk some sense into Will, to get him to move his fucking ass and go talk to Sonny." Jeremy says with a bit of anger. "Why what's wrong with Sonny." Glen asks with concerned. "Oh friggin Will dumped him." Jeremy says. "Well not really dumped him, more like he stop seeing him or wants to take a break or some other bullshit, who the hell knows." "Wait, Will and Sonny split up?" "When did this happen, why! did this happen?" Glen fires out. Jeremy stares ahead while he talks. "Well to make long story short, some a-hole was giving Will a hard time so Sonny stood up for Will by beating the shit out of the dickwad." "Sonny broke the prick's jaw and nose,and then he got arrested for assault but got off because of some shit or other, I don't know." "So then Will told him that they shouldn't see each other because Will thinks that he is trouble for Sonny." Jeremy explains. "Wow,... so many questions about that story, where the hell to begin." Glen says. "So let me see here, tell me if I have this right, Sonny beat up some asshole for doing something to Will, then Sonny gets arrested, but then he gets off and now Will thinks this is all his fault, so he puts the skids on their relationship, is that what you're fucking telling me? Glen asks. "Jeepers Glen, you've been with me too long you're beginning to sound like me." Jeremy says. "Yeah yeah, fuck that, so do I have the story right?" Glen asks. "Yeah pretty much" Jeremy says. "Okay so how did you hear about this?" Glen asked. "Well Sonny called me yesterday to talk to me about it, and he doesn't sound good." "What do you mean he doesn't sound good?" Glen asked. "Well I have been here before with Sonny and he didn't deal with it so well and honestly I'm kind of worried about him." Jeremy says.
"Jeremy what is really going on with Sonny?" Glen asked. "I just told you what's going on." Jeremy says just a bit exasperated. "No you didn't" Glen says, "you told me about Sonny and Will, you didn't tell me about what is going on with Sonny, specifically?" "I can't talk about that I promised Sonny." Jeremy says as he stands up and starts to pace. "Fuck what you promised Sonny, if he is as bad as you are making it sound then you have to tell someone so they can help him." "Call his dad or something, tell him what is happening with Sonny, babe you have to tell someone if you think something is really wrong." Glen says. "I can't Glen I promised, and if I break this promise then Sonny won't trust me anymore, and I need that trust if I want to help him." Jeremy says with conviction. "Okay I get that babe but what are you going to do." "From what you have said it sounds like Sonny is going down and unless someone helps him then he is lost." Glen says. "I know that Glen,...I guess I am going to have to go to him." Jeremy says. "What, your going to fly over to states just to talk to him?" "Jeremy, I love Sonny too but you are talking about leaving school without permission, and with your record they could very well kick you out, then where would you be." "I'll be where I should be helping Sonny, Jeremy says, he needs me and to honest, fuck this school, I wouldn't even still be here if it weren't for Sonny." Glen stands up and blocks Jeremy from pacing.
"Babe where are you going to get the money to make the trip?" Glen asks. Jeremy looks at him, "I'll use my allowance, it came in yesterday, and I will have to borrow the rest from some of the guys if I can." Jeremy says. "Babe I will give you the rest of the money, under one condition?" Glen says. "What's that?" Jeremy asked. "I go with you" Glen says. "Babe you can't, you have school too, and you actually like your school, God knows why" Jeremy responds. "Well unlike you Einstein, I have an A average so I can make a deal with the school to let me do my studies via computer, like Will did when he came down here." "Glen are you sure about this, you don't have to get involved." Jeremy says. "Yes I do, Sonny is my friend too, and besides while you're helping Sonny I can be there for Will, that way we have them both covered." Glen says. "God, have I told you how much I love you?" Jeremy says looking into Glen's eyes. "Yeah but it's usually when we are in the sack, so it is nice to hear in a vertical position." Glen says poking Jeremy in the chest. "Really, I never tell you that when we are just together?" Jeremy says feeling badly. "No babe I am kidding, you tell me all the time and I know you do." Glen says. "Now let me make the reservations for us." "I'll see if we can get a late flight tonight or their earliest flight tomorrow." Glen says as he starts to walk away to make the call for flights. Jeremy grabs Glen's arm as he walks by. "Babe you do know that I love you for real right, not just sack love but I really love you." Jeremy says. Glen wraps his arms around Jeremy and kisses him with a bit of passion. Letting Jeremy go Glen looks in his eyes. "I know you do and I have never doubted that babe, oh and I love you just a much." Glen says as he picks up the phone.