A super long update since you were without our dysfunctional duo for a few days.
46.
Venus
It was irrational I tensed up because a boy touched my leg, and I'm not entirely sure he did it on purpose. Nonetheless, Edward was in class - and he sat next to me.
I was beyond relieved. Breathe in breathe out…
Edward tried to get my attention a few times, but I really wanted to focus on the class lecture. Okay, that was a lie. I didn't care one iota about the approaches to sexuality, but I needed to focus on something other than Edward…beside me…being cute.
After several attempts at eye contact, though, he gave up and moved to a more rudimentary form of catching my attention…
He slid his notebook into my line of vision:
Hey : ) [Edward]
Okay, so he wasn't willing to take my fictitious focus seriously.
Hello. [Bella]
I kept telling myself to just keep it simple, not overthink the process. REMAIN CALM!
How was the rest of your weekend? [Edward]
Good. [Bella]
Is everything ok? [Edward]
Yes. [Bella]
…
Shoot! He could see right through my thinly veiled veneer of cool. I was going to have to give him something I supposed.
You were late. [Bella]
I paused my pen waiting to see if he would throw a reaction my way. When he didn't, I had to continue.
I thought you were skipping class. [Bella]
He smiled at me then, and it could have lit up a thousand dark rooms.
Skipping would mean I didn't get to see you. [Edward]
Really? [Bella]
Giggling was typically reserved for school girls, but I was willing to make an exception just this once.
Why would you think I didn't want to see you? [Edward]
This could have gone horribly wrong if I wrote the wrong thing, so I thought it best to put him off until we could have and actual conversation.
Can we talk? Like AFTER class? [Bella]
Of course, but we're ok, right? [Edward]
Instant relief.
Yes. =P [Bella]
Mars
She was nervous…
That I wouldn't want to see her. How could such a smart girl be so stupid?
I'd obviously not been clear when we left each other over the weekend. We talked for like two hours over breakfast. I told her stuff about my family, personal things about me. I didn't tell just anybody about my business. Surely she understood that, right?
It didn't matter though, because I'd made her question whether I wanted to see her again. Jesus, she thought I was willing to skip class to avoid her. I must have sent some mixed signals.
I had to fix this. I had to make her understand that I wanted to see her every day. Not just in class, and not just during tutoring. I wanted to be with her all the time—
Touching…
In every way…
A/N:
Sorry for delay folks. I know, I left you Perv free for a few days… My Godchildren came to stay with me for a few days before school started back up. The first night they were here, I posted—not knowing that children have a sixth sense about things happening they shouldn't see. "Hey Aunt [just] Robin—whatchya doin? Can I see what you're looking at?"
Needless to say, I was petrified of the 9 year-old see a penis GIF, so I kept the damn thing off.
