Chapter 38

Love

[Roxy's POV]

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK

I took a step back as I waited for someone to answer the door and I didn't have to wait long. The door swung open to a stunning Shiloh. She had her dark hair that was turning back to its brunette color up into a high loose ponytail. Her clothes were loose with her shirt hanging off one shoulder and her sweat pants tucked loosely into UGG Boots. Her eyes wore reading glasses while her crystal blues looked me directly in my own.

"Did you have fun?" She asked amused as she stepped out of the way to let me in.

"Have fun doing what?" I asked confusedly.

She closed the door. "Checking me out." She smiled as she walked passed me and up the stairs.

"I wasn't." I defended as I started to run up the stairs after her.

"Sure you weren't." She said as we reached her room.

I closed the door behind me and the moment I turned around her arms went around my waist pulling me to her closing the gap between us. I grabbed her arms from my waist and put them around my neck before I put my hands to her waist as our kiss deepened. She then removed her arms from my neck and grabbed my arms and put them around her neck while hers went to my waist.

"What are you doing?" I asked with a smile as I pulled back.

"I wear the pants in this relationship." Shiloh stated as she crossed her arms.

I lifted a brow. "Oh you do do you?"

She nodded as I shook my head. "I think I do."

"I think you don't." She stated as she tried to continue our make-out session but I stepped back.

"Seriously, I do."

"Why?" She asked as she tilted her head.

"Because I want to take care of you, Shiloh."

She shook her head. "I don't like being taken care of. I want to take care of you."

"Is that how it was with you and Sunshine?" I asked but immediately wish I could have taken my words back because her whole demeanor changed.

She sighed as she walked over to her bed and sat down on the edge. "Yeah."

I walked over and sat down beside her. "Do you want to talk about her?" I asked as I put my hand on her knee.

She looked behind her before she reached and grabbed a pink teddy bear that read Ke'Mo across the chest. I remember the bear. It was Sunshine's bear, she always held onto that thing. She just loved it.

I watched as Shiloh played around with its nose before she finally spoke. "I remember the first time Sunshine told me she had feelings for me. I was in the hospital and she was actually texting me." She chuckled before she continued. "She sent this text to me, it said, roses are red, the night time is black, if you just give me a chance, I promise I'd make you love me back." Shiloh paused as she looked down and smiled at the bear." It was the cutest thing ever, and it was crazy because she kissed me the night before out of nowhere!" She had a huge smile on her face and I couldn't help but smile back at her.

"That's really cute Shiloh. How was your relationship with her?"

Her smile turned into a small one. "We….everything was just perfect." She said as she looked off into space. "We never had any altercations or disagreements. I took care of her the best that I could. She was just so sweet and so caring of everybody and of everything. We really loved each other." Her gaze went back to the bear she held. "She just….she got so sick, so quick and I…didn't even, I didn't notice how sick she was." She paused for a moment before she continued. "I remember Jade told me she's in the hospital while I was still at school and once I got there…they told me it was cancer. I can't even explain the feeling that went through me at the news." I watched as tears filled her eyes. She looked up to keep them from falling and I just wrapped my arms around her waist. "Days went by and, she seemed to have been getting better, or that's what she told us at least." She paused again.

"Shiloh you don't have to say anymore." I said as I held her tight.

She shook her head and wiped her eyes before tears could fall and continued anyways. "I was sitting in class, Trina's class at that when Jade texted me. She ah, she asked me if I was going to the hospital after school and of course I was you know, the love of my life is there, I go every day, why would you ask me that? She then told me to come home first and….and I…why? Why would I come home first?" This time Shiloh couldn't stop the tear that escaped her eye. "I texted Sunshine…she never texted me back and my heart dropped. I sped home breaking any and all traffic rules. I walked into the house and everybody was there. I knew…I knew what happened but….I didn't want to believe it you know?" She sniffed as she wiped her tears. "Jade walked over to me and…she told me Sunshine went to sleep that night but she….she never woke up." She said as her voice cracked.

Shiloh turned around to me as tears fell down her eyes. "She was everything to me Roxanna. Everything. I knew she was going to be the one I married, I knew she was going to be the mother of my children. I knew we were going to grow old and die together and….it's not going to happen." She hiccupped as she cried harder.

I wrapped both of my arms around her tight as she cried into my shoulder. I was at loss for words. I'm not a good advice of comforter word giver. I can hold her. And I can love her as much as I can, but I'm not enough. I can't take away that pain I know is eating her alive. I just wish I could.

"I'm so sorry Shiloh."

She sniffed before she pulled away from me. She wiped her tears and quickly pulled herself together. "It's okay Roxy, I mean it's not your fault. Things happen, you know it's life."

She grabbed my hand before she looked me into my eyes. "Roxy I never just truly sat down and thanked you for being here for me this whole time; for being by my side through all of this. You are a sweetheart. You were the only person who treated me like me. And I know that probably doesn't make much since, but it does to me and that's all that matters."

She looked down before she met my eyes again.

"There's something I really want to tell you, but I couldn't text it because it's was too much to say in one text."

I wiped a tear that left my eye. "What is it Shi?"

"I…" She looked away before she met my eyes again. "I love you Roxy."

Her words went straight to my heart. I mean after telling me all this about Sunshine, she still sat here and told me that she loves me. And really I was so caught into what she said I didn't notice how quiet I was until she told me to say something because the silence was killer her.

I nodded. "I love you….I love you too Shiloh, so much. I always have and I always will."

She gave a sad smile before she captured her lips with mine and at this moment I felt a stronger love than I ever have had with anybody in my entire life.

And it has to be true love….

[Jade's POV]

"Ughhh long day." Tori said as she walked in the house and flopped down on the couch after taking Cat back to her "home."

I closed the door and hung up my jacket. "Yeah Shiloh has a little friend over." I stated as I turned to Tori and crossed my arms.

"What?"

"Roxy's car is in the driveway. Did you not see it?"

"No…I didn't."

I rolled my eyes before I walked up the stairs. I made my way down to Shiloh's room and put my ear to her door. To my surprise I heard nothing. I mean…you would think if your girlfriend is over and your parents aren't home…you would be…yeah, whatever.

I turned the doorknob slowly before pushing the door open slightly. I peeked inside to see Shiloh wrapped up in Roxy's arms as they both slept soundly before closing the door softly again. I can't even be mad at Shiloh for having her over when she knows she isn't supposed to. She seems happy and that's all I ever want for her.

I turned to see Tori standing right in front of me before she grabbed my hand gently and led me to our room. She didn't say a word as she closed the door behind her before she wrapped her arms around my neck and captured me into a kiss. She slowly pushed me back to the bed in which the back of my knees hit the edge which made me fall softly with her falling on top. I scooted my way to the center of our bed not once breaking the kiss that was now nothing but tongue.

20 minutes later I'm panting as Tori fucks me hard with a full length strap on.

"God Tori, fuck!" I moaned out as my head fell back against the pillow. "Fuck, Jade you like that?" Tori moaned as her arms were holding her up on either side of me as she pounded harder hitting my spot repeatedly. I couldn't make out real words as pleasure started to take over my whole body. "T…Toriiiii, fuck baby I'm Fuckkk, I'm cuminggg." I grabbed onto her arms as my nails dug deep into her skin so hard I knew I was making marks. She leaned down and started to suck my pulse point as she moaned onto my neck. I felt myself tighten around the purple dildo before releasing, sending a powerful pleasure up my spine and throughout my entire body. I screamed out in ecstasy as she kept pounding me hard without any mercy to me and I tried to tell her to stop, to slow down but I couldn't form the words. "T…uaaaaaaa….Fua….Torrrrrrrr, staaaappaa fuckkkkkk!" My body finally gave out as it went complete limp under her and that's when she decided to stopped.

"Baby?" She asked with real concern in her voice.

I sat panting hard as I tried to catch my breath. "D..dude, why, why didn't you slow down? Not that I'm complaining." I smiled.

"I didn't know you had came."

"Yeah screaming "I'm cumming" Doesn't tell you something?" I asked as I reached up and ran my fingers through her hair.

"I mean I heard it, but…it didn't click. Sorry babe." She said as she leaned down and kissed me softly.

"I love you Jade." She said as she pulled back and looked me in my eyes.

"I love you to Tori."

I Love you too….

[Shiloh's & Bailey's Text]

The Next Morning

Bailey: Shiloh?

Shiloh: Bailey! Hi. How are you? I heard about your dad! I'm so happy for you!

Bailey: Hi, I'm great! How are you? And he's….Shiloh he's amazing.

Shiloh: I'm doing great. Just woke up. Roxy is snoring loudly!

Bailey: How are you guys by the way!? Sorry for not listening to your story at lunch the other day. My dad kept texting me.

Shiloh: Oh it's fine lol….and Bailey, I told her I love her last night….

Bailey: You did!? Awwww do you?

Shiloh: I…I really do.

Bailey: That is so great for you! I think Roxy is great for you. She's so sweet.

Shiloh: She is. I just wish my sister would understand that.

Bailey: What do you mean sweetie?

Shiloh: Sweetie? Lol you sound like my mom, but Stallone just absolutely hates that I'm with Roxy. She just really thinks she's going to hurt me, but I know she's not Bailey.

Bailey: Why does she hate that you're with her?

Shiloh: Because remember back all those freaking years ago when Roxy pulled that crap on Stallone with Essence?

Bailey: Ooooooooh yeahhhhh. Well I see why, but people change you know?

Shiloh: I know! But Stallone just doesn't seem to understand that! It's so annoying.

Bailey: Well just talk to her.

Shiloh: Don't you think I tried that. She told me she found girls I could have kids with! She planned my life out!

Bailey: What!? Seriously?

Shiloh: Yes Bailey! It's just like….who died and made you king of me? You know.

Bailey: I understand.

Shiloh: Whatever, anyways, what are you up to?

Bailey: Just hanging with my dad today.

Shiloh: Like every day? Lol

Bailey: Yes lol! Hey we should go out this weekend? We haven't spent time together in a long time.

Shiloh: Karaoke?

Bailey: Sounds good to me. Bring Roxy, I'll bring Marcus.

Shiloh: Sounds like a date.

Bailey: Arighty, but I'll catch you later. I just wanted to see what's up with you.

Shiloh: Alright. See you.

Bailey: Bye Love you

Shiloh: I love you too Bays.

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