A/N I want to say I'm sorry about not keeping my posting schedule, but my internet has been down those making me crazy. I will do my best to keep my 4 a day, but if our net goes down again it won't be happening.
Chapter 37
When the alarm went of Monday morning, I found myself excited about starting a new job and seeing Edward again. When I got out of my shower, I saw that Alice had laid, a suit on that sits next to my window. She always seems to know what I should wear. The girl so should go into business of a personal shopper. I put the suit on, and grabbed my purse and was out the door headed for the subway getting more excited at each step I took. As I neared the Starbucks that we were meeting at those butterflies in my stomach.
I cannot deny any longer that I still have very strong feelings for Edward. Yes, he is still Edward and not Mr. Cullen or Mr. Edward; he is just Edward. I know that I still not ready to forgive him fully, but at least I want to be with him. I hope by pushing him away like I have, hasn't ruined my chance with him.
I saw him sitting at one of the three outside tables, and I could feel my pulse quickening just at the sight of his lovely face. I could not wait to look into those perfect emerald color eyes of his. I smiled at him as he caught notice of my approach. This made him smile that crocked smile that also lights up his eyes. This was going to be a good day I could tell.
As a walked up to him I told myself I would call him Edward and show him that, I am still very much interested in a relationship with him. I want to take it slow, then again; we were taking it slow he had not yet kissed me, and it would still be a while before I would let him touch me like that after what I had seen. He stood to great me.
"Ms Bella, good morning" Edward said with that same smile.
"Edward, good morning, are you ready to grab a cup of coffee and start our day." I said smiling at him.
"I am ready if you are and may I call you Bella?" He asked as we walked towards the door to enter the store.
"Yes you my call me Bella if that makes you happy." I told him in a teasing tone.
We entered Starbucks order our coffees and Edward started to pay, and I reminded him of our deal that I would pay for our morning coffees he laughed and said right I have forgotten that. We sat at the same table outside and talked for a bit then headed towards the office. It felt right walking next to him. We did not hold hands, but our arms did brush each other's every now and again. Each time it was like a shot of electricity would shoot up my arm and through my body. If him touching my arm by accident did this, what would it feel like to have him kiss me. Oh God I need to stop thinking like this.
We took the elevator up to his office, he introduced me to Jess his secretary and explained to her that I was his new personal assistant. That this time we would be working on a project together she smiled and told me that she looked forward to getting to know me and working along side me. We walked into his office, and I saw that a smaller desk made of the same dark cherry wood as his was now placed where the couch was before, and the couch was no where to be seen. This told me that he was truly trying to change and just then, another piece of my heart was knitted back together.