Heya :D sorry for the gap in updates up I have a TON of work to do, but because a friend of mine wanted an update I decided to do so, and because I love her I made it longer and added some smut, well a lot of smut.

nityab I officaly dedicate this chapter to you, happy reading haha :P

This chapter leads on straight from the other one.

Enjoy! :D

When it reached late afternoon, both Dean and my lips were swollen and sore, there was a huge dark mark on my neck for all to see, as well as slight bruising in the shape of teeth marks over my chest. Dean on the other hand had deep red scratch marks down his back and several hickeys over his chest. We were lying shirtless in each others arms, when there was a knock on Dean's bedroom door. We looked to each other before Dean jumped from the bed, shoved on a discarded t-shirt and opened the door.

"Heya Dean, brought you boys up from juice."

"Thanks Nikki." Dean said taking the glasses and setting them down in the bedside table.

"Would Cas like to stay for dinner?" she asked stepping into the room a little, Dean flushed red as she saw me sitting upright in bed shirtless and covering in love bits.

"Erm, Cas?" Nikki asked trying to sound neutral.

"Oh, no thank you Nikki. I should really be heading home." I told her with an embarrassed smile not really looking her in the eye.

"I guess I'll be seeing you soon then." She said before turning and leaving the room.

Dean turned from the now closed door and looked at me, we stared at each other for a moment before we both started to laugh. Dean climbed back into bed and pulled me one him so I was half straddling and half laying on him. He held his hands around my waist and started to kiss my chest. I had my hands either side of Dean's head keeping myself upright.

"You don't have to go do you?" he asked swiping his tongue over one of my nipple, fuck his tongue feels so good.

"Afraid so." I whispered really not wanting to go but I knew I had too.

"No, no, no, no." he told me and he flipped me over onto my back and crushed our lips together so I couldn't speak, when he finally broke, I could feel his erection and I knew I had one too, but I also knew I had to go. Fuck! I groaned as he started attacking my nipples with his tongue, oh god, oh god!

"Yes Dean. You'll survive with out me for a bit." I told him pushing him away gently. Dean sighed and dropped his head on my shoulder.

"Fine." He said getting off and sitting beside me instead. He put an arm around me and he sat there for a while my head on his shoulder and his head on mine. After a while I got up and put my shirt on, I really didn't want to leave this room.

"I'll see you at church tomorrow?" Dean asked sounding really hopeful as he scooted across the bed and sat on the edge of it in front of me, loosely holding my hand. I stroked my hand through his hair.

"I probably won't speak to you though, don't want to give anything away to my dad." Upon hearing this Dean stuck out his lower lip and pouted, it was extremely cute; even though he looked adorable I still wanted to bite his lower lip.

"That's just mean, how am I supposed to see you but no be allowed to touch you, kiss you or even speak to you." I grabbed the sides of his face and crushed our lips together or a quick and full passionate.

"I'll make it up to you on Monday." I mumbled against his lips.

"Promises, promises." He answered as he kissed me again. We shared a loving hug, the feeling his warm arms wrapped around me gave me was crazy, my heart felt like it just might explode.

"Bye baby, I love you." I told his after I one last kiss as I made my way to his door.

"I love you too, I'll be thinking of you." He called back, I looked back he looked so beautiful half naked on the bed, I was really a huge fool walking away from this so I could so home.

To say my dad was happy when I told him about my 'girlfriend' is like saying Hitler was a little mean! I've seldom seen him so cheery and relaxed. It was weird, freaked me out, like seriously. He even cooked dinner and dad never cooks.

He spent the rest of the night engaged me in convosation, snowballing me with questions about Jo, he didn't even object when a film came on the TV that I wanted to watch, and considering that film was 'When Harry met Sally' I honestly started to feel like I was in the twilight zone.

I made my way to bed after the film ended, I was happy dad was happy, but I was also rather offended, because he apparently now believes in my cure, I'm fixed , I am no longer evil, I'm not longer a freak of nature, yippee. Go me.

That night my head was full of thoughts and memories of Dean. As if the love of my life reads my mind the phone he brought me started to ring and he Dean flashed on the screen. With a huge grin I answered the phone,

"Hi baby."

"Hey."

"Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, its fine"

"Cas, you can't lye to me."

"Dad wants to meet Jo."

"Well, it had to happened sooner or later."

"I guess."

"Cas, it'll be fine."

"You think?"

"Yeah, Jo's a good actress, don't worry she'll play along. Trust me."

"I trust you."

"Good."

"How did you call?"

"No reason just wanted to hear your voice."

"You are so gay."

"Yeah well, just as long as your with me."

"I'll always be with you."
"You better be."

"I better go, got homework to do."

"Okay then, I'll see you tomorrow."

"Okay, night. I love you."

"I love you too baby."

My worries were pushed to the back of my mind and replaced by the soothing memory of Dean's voice and his loving words, for the rest of the night I had an irremovable smile on my face.

The next morning was church time, when me and dad walked into the building the first thing I saw was Dean and his family and I huge smile appeared on my face my dad saw this and surprisingly he was cool with it and asked if I wanted to sit with my friend. I told him no even though I really did as I knew I would probably give something away and I couldn't let that happen, so instead me and dad sat a few pews in front.

After the service, which I hate to admit church has been getting more and more boring the older I get but dad would kill me if I didn't go. Anyway after the service we made our way back to the car. It must have been fate or maybe god hated me because the Winchesters car was opposite ours and they were all standing around it talking.

When Annie saw me she started struggling in Sam's arms until he put her down and he instantly ran towards me, I momentary forgot about dad because I scooped her into my arms and gave her a kiss of the head and listened to her chat about church.

"Hi Cas, this your dad?" Nikki asked and my face flushed a little I knew Nikki was trying to get to know dad so she could convince me and Dean to come out, oh Dean hmmm he looked so good in a suit, focus! I nodded and the women turned to my dad and held out her hand. "Nice to meet you Mr Novak, I've heard, lovely things I'm Nikki."

"Pleasure to meet you." Dad answered shaking her hand. John stepped forward and did the same action as his wife.

"Hey, I'm John your name is?"

"Just call me Mr Novak." He told john shaking his hand and puffing his chest out to make himself look taller and larger. I could tell john noticed this but he didn't notice this and kept things present, which is more than I can say more my dad. All the while my eyes were focus on Dean's, he had a small smirk on his face, I could tell what he was thinking and by god I was thinking the same thing.

"Sure. Cas here is a natural with kids, never seen Annie click with a non family member so quickly before."

"Yeah well, come on Castiel. Home."

"Okay." I told him, thankful dad brought me out of my staring as Dean had just dragged his eyes up and down my body and I have to say I almost lost it. I turned to the little girl in my arms and tried to lower her to the floor. "You be a good girl I'll see you soon." Annie did not like this plan she grabbed onto my shirt with a vice grip that only a toddler can posses.

"No! Come around and watch another film." she shouted as I tried again to put her on the floor.

"I will soon, come on Annie let go."

"Castiel!" dad shouted making me jump.

"Coming." I stuttered really trying too. Then dad opened his mouth and really showed everyone just how much of a dick he can be.

"You should teach your daughter discipline then Castiel and I would be on our way home already." I closed my eyes in embarrassment.

"What! Now look here!" john shouted opening my eyes in surprised, I saw Dean step forward to stop his dad.

"Dad. Drop it." Nikki talk Annie into her arms and turned to put her daughter in the car seat, it was obvious how pissed she was, I stared at the floor as I stepped backwards to dad trying not to catch any of the Winchesters eye.

"No Dean I wont, how dare you! She's a toddler and she loves spending time with your son. I love my children and there is nothing wrong with them."

"Well, that's, nice." Dad seemed to find that amusing, figures the talk of loving your children is what, fantasy to him I guess.

"When was the last time you told Cas you love him." My eyes snapped open at that, and honestly I thought I might just cry then and there because I knew the answer, never.

"Dad!" Dean shouted spared me and pitiful glance.

"Castiel what have you told them!" dad bellowed really angry now.

"Nothing, please can we just," I gestured to the car, and dad stormed towards it. "sorry. Bye." I took the family before me, the shocked looking family and were at a complete loss at to what just happened. I caught Dean's eye, and I swear we had one of those movie moments when ours eyes meet, my whole body itched to touch him, my hands twitched wanting nothing more than to touch him. "Bye Dean." I whispered before rushing towards the car and opened the passenger seat and joining dad in the tension filled car. Dad wasted no time in starting to engine and leaving the parking lot.

When we got home, I was told to go to my room and do my homework, which surprised me as he had never cared before. Just as I sipped my coffee and started my art idea research into fake identity's and trying to be someone else, my phone beeped and I couldn't open the text quick enough after I saw his name flash on my screen..

From Dean; heya bbe, wat was that about 2day wiv ur dad?

From Cas; Hi Dean, sorry about that. I guess he doesn't like being confronted.

From Dean; R u ok?

From Cas; I'm fine. I just miss you.

From Dean; then come ova!

From Cas; I wish I could but since I told my dad about Jo he's suddenly tried to get all involved in my life and won't let me out till I do my homework. It's strange. I don't like it.

From Dean; yeah I h8 it wen my folks do dat.

From Cas; no I mean dad being involved in my life and actually talking to me, it's weird. I know how messed up that sounds.

From Dean; Im sorry

From Cas; For what?

From Dean; That hes made u think like this. I love you.

From Cas; I love you too. I better go, I'll see you tomorrow.

From Dean; its not fair all I want to be able to do is kiss u wen I see u & I cant.

From Cas; I know how you feel. I'm sorry

From Dean; Its not ur fault.

From Cas; it is, I made you keep us a secret if you loved anyone else you wouldn't have this problem.

From Dean; Cas shut up right now I love you. I will neva love any1 else, I promise u, ur it for me. uve changed me, its like I was dead and u breathed life into me. I wud pick having u in secret ova having every1 and any1 in public every time.

From Cas; that was beautiful, even if your spelling wasn't. How did I get so lucky

From Dean; Theres nuffin wrong wiv my spelling its called text talk, & that's my line. Im the lucky 1.

From Cas; I have to go, and don't worry I'll make the whole no public contact thing up to you somehow.

From Dean; haha ill remember dat ;) Ill see u 2morro, I love u, so much xxxxx

I smiled reading that last text, I read through them at least three times before I got back to my work, smile still firmly in place.

I worked, well attempted to work, for around two hours when I simply couldn't anymore. I rushed downstairs and told dad I had finished and begged him to let me go see 'Jo' surprise, surprise he let me.

I rushed out my house and into my beloved car. I lit a cigarette to smoke on the way before I fired up the engine I got my phone out to give Dean the good news.

From Cas; I told my dad I finished my homework, can I come around?

From Dean; hell yeah!

From Cas; I'll see you soon.

Just as I sent the message I reached his house, I strolled up the pathway and knocked on the door, within seconds the door flung open and Dean stood there, within second he pulled me in slammed the door and had me against it, attacking my mouth with his, not that I minded, the feeling was like, oh god I was just, awesome. I simple can't put it into words, I felt sick but consumed with ecstasy at the same time. You wouldn't understand unless it's happened to you, unless you've felt the touch of your one true love, unless you've felt his warm consume you, felt his heart and know without a shadow of a doubt it beats for you and you alone.

Anyway back to what soon turned into a very heavy make out session. I became extremely aware of where we were and somehow managed to stop and part our wet, full lips.

"We're in the hallway. I don't think your parent would appreciate the show."

"There out, only Sam's in and he's geeking out in his room." He told me with a wiggle of his eyebrows.

"Really?" I told him putting my hands around his neck and interlacing my fingers, mind suddenly swimming in ideas. Dean moving towards me, closing the gap and licking my neck, giving me shivers.

"All the things I could do to you." He mumbled against my skin. I grabbed his hair and pulled back gently so I could look into his eyes.

"Bedroom. Now." I breathed out desire burning through me.

Without another word Dean grabbed my ass with both hands and spun me around, putting me back of the floor and rushed me upstairs, just as we got to his bedroom door, Sam came out of his.

"Dean, have you seen-" Sam stopped when he saw us, his arms wrapped around me and one of my arms around his neck, the other under his shirt. "I, err. I'm going for a walk." He told us before near enough running down the stairs and out the door.

Dean started to chuckle at Sam,

"Poor Sammy." I didn't like how he got distracted, I took his and moved his head to we were looking at each other.

"No more talking." I told him before I lunged forwards and collided our lips, somehow I'm still not sure how we made it to his bed.

Before long we had near enough ripped each others clothes of and we lay naked, hot and sweaty on Dean's small bed that felt like it was the entire world. Dean was on top of me, our erections were pressed together rutting shamelessly against the other.

Dean started to lick and nip my nipples all I could do was shiver with pleasure, drowning in the feeling of his tongue, his body, his cock. Oh god his cock.

When that thought entered my head, I sat up and manoeuvred myself so I was on top; I lowered myself down his body placing kisses down his lean torso as I went. When I reached Dean's cock, I blow onto the tip. His cock was hard and leaking in front of my face. Dean lifted his hips to try to fasten the process of my obvious teasing.

"Fuck Cas." Dean breathed out at I slid my thumb over his sensitive tip. After a few slow licks of his large shaft Dean was shaking in anticipation of the sensation my mouth was promising.

Who was I to deny Dean? Well anymore more, so I wrapped my lips around his dick and I lowered my head swirling my tongue around the throbbing heated flesh as I did so.

Dean was mumbling something incoherent as I started to bob my head faster, I shoved his whole dick down my throat and bobbed a few times, before I had to remove it to coughed, my gag reflex failed me as I continued this, tears filling in my eyes as I tried to ignore the gagging, the feeling was glorious and if Dean fisting my head and pushing me down a little more was anything to go by Dean was loving it too.

I moved from my attempt of deep throat to lapping at his dick as I fondled his balls, before starting to pump his dick as I licked and sucked at his balls then returning to sucking his dick hard and fast.

I knew when Dean was about to coming because his face scrunched up and he began swearing rather loudly.

"I'm, I'm coming." He told me, I continued to suck until he pushed me off and came on his chest, legs shaking and hands fisting the duvet. "fuck." He sighed as he came down from his orgasm high. I laid next to him and watched him breath for a few moments.

"Why did you push me off?" I asked looking at the white liquid on my lovers chest.

"Didn't think you would appreciate me coming in your mouth. Would you?" Dean asked curiously, I smiled and decided that in this instance actions really do speak loudly then words. I lowered my head and lapped up his drying come, eyes never leaving his. "fuck." He mumbled as he watched me.

"Does that answer your question?" I said when I had finished and went back to his side.

"I'll remember that." He told me and he climbed on top of me. "Now, all the things I want to do to you, which first." He said idly as he raked his eyes over me.

"Dean, I was wondering." I said pushing him away slightly, he got the message and we sat facing each other, naked and covered only by his bed covers.

"Yeah?" Dean asked tracing patterns on the back on my hand with his finger.

"Do, do you wanna have sex?" Dean stopped in his movements, and looked at me a little taken back.

"Course, but I didn't want to push you. Thought we could just fool around but if you're up for it."

"Yes." I near enough interrupted him, god I was so horny and I really wanted him. But one problem entered my head, how did Dean want to do this? "But, how do you, how you?"

"What?" Dean asked naively missing me point, good I was really going to have to spell this out.

"Do you give or receive?" all I can say is bless Dean for not getting that straight away.

"What are you, oh." Dean looked at the covers as he blushed. "Well what do you?" Dean mumbled at me, I lifted his chin gently with my hand so I could look him in the eye, if we were adult enough to fuck, then we were adult enough to discuss it.

"I've done both." I told him honestly.

"You've had sex with guys before." Dean said, I think I heard jealously in his voice,

"Yeah." I said but I refused to apologise for it, I mean it's not like I've cheated or Dean's even a virgin.

"Didn't know that." Dean told me, looked back at the bed cover.

"Is that weird for you?" I asked rubbing his arm softly leaning closer a little, praying it wasn't too weird.

"Yeah, I mean no, not really. I guess it makes things easier. I mean you know what to do, you can teach me." We sat in silence for a few moments before I asked a question I knew wouldn't be received too well but I felt I had to ask it, I mean were in love we should be able to share these things right?

"Have you ever got off from your fingers?" I swear Dean went more red then I have ever seen someone go, I gave him a tender chaste kiss on those full soft lips before I spoke again. "Dean, there is no need to be embarrassed."

"I'm just not used to talking about this kind of stuff." He said with a shrug still not looking at me.

"Would it help if I took your mind off it as we speak?" I asked as I started to slowly pump his half hard cock, his eyes fluttered closed at the feeling.

"Fuck, yeah, yeah that's good."

"So?" I pushed as I kissed his neck a few times.

"I have, a few times." He admitted, I continued moving my hand and waited patiently for him to continue, well I was hoping he would. He opened his eyes and placed a hand on my cheek thumb stroking my cheekbone as he continued through his subtle moaning of the hand job I was still giving him. "I've had sex with girls before; I know the feeling of the whole penetrating thing. I err think I would like to try the other way."

"Really?" I asked hopefully, stopping the hand job so he could think about it probably with a clearer mind before making his mind up.

"Yeah, I mean we could always try the other way around another time." I smiled and kissed him, he smiled at me and I could tell he was nervous, I stoked a hand threw his hair and stroked his hand with the other.

"If it hurts too much I'll stop." I said to try and calm him down though I guess my words weren't very well chosen, he stiffened and looked even more nervous.

"Wait, hurts too much?" I was not going to lye to him, he deserved to be prepared.

"I will hurt Dean, at first but it does feel good." I promised him, I kissed his forehead before I continued. "Are you okay Dean, you've gone pale. We don't have to do this you know, if you're not ready." I reassured him.

"No, I'm ready. Just be gentle." He told me with a little smile.

"I wouldn't be anything else." I told him as I kissed him and began pumping his cock again.

"So how does this work?"

"First, kiss me." He lunged at me with a small smile at that, the kissed was passionate and full of tongue and teeth. "Lie down. Legs open." He did so and a blushed started to rise on his again.

"This feels weird." He said with a chuckle.

"You look hot." I told him because honestly he really did, naked and splayed out in front of me, fuck. "Do you have any lube?"

"Fuck!" he shouted, I take that as a no.

"It's okay."

"But don't you need it."

"Yeah. I have some." I said, his mouth fell open a little.

"You carry lube around with you?"

"It's in my car. I'll be right back." I told him with a small chuckle, I quickly threw on my jeans and Dean's shirt, after I gave him a kiss I left the room and hurried to my car and back again. "Hey honey, I'm home." I joked as I stripped and climbed back on the bed; it really did turn me on to see him in the same position. I lowered my head and began licking Dean's tight ring of muscles, his breathing hitched and deepened as my tongue did its work.

"You ready for the first finger?" I asked, he nodded and I coated my fingers in the cool sticky gel and rubbed it over his hole before slowly pushing in.

"Fuck." He hissed at the intrusion.

"It's okay I got you." I told him putting my hand on his stomach stroking the firmly but quivering muscles with my thumb. He seemed to relax and I started to move my finger in and out, slowly quickening the pace.

"another." He breathed out, eyes shut tight.

"You sure?" He nodded to I added a second lubed finger, his whole body tensed but soon relaxed as I started to thrust my fingers more.

"Fuck Cas. That feels so good." He told be and without warning I added a third. "Fuck!" he shouted but soon started to moan, soon my thrusting started to get faster and harder and I started to graze his prostate. "Uh! Oh god!" He shouted as I did so. After a few minutes he was moaning and quivering, cock hard as he begged for my dick.

"Go on your hands and knees, it'll be easier for me to enter you that way."

"Fuck, that's shouldn't be sexy, but fuck." He told me as he complied with my request. I removed my fingers and gave his hole a few more licks.

"You ready?" I asked, he nodded and I positioned myself behind him, lining up my cock with his hole. I held his hips running circles on them with my thumbs as I spoke. "Just, brace yourself. Remember to relax, I've got you." He nodded and I slowly pushed in.

"Uh fuck Cas!" he shouted and bucked away from me slightly. "It hurts."

"You need to relax" he nodded, I watched him shuffle a little, and concern overpowered the major horniness I felt form being inside Dean. "You want me to move or I could, get out?"

"No, move. Do it." He told me, I nodded and slowly started to move. "Uh!" was what kept escaping his lips as I continued to gently thrust in and out of his tight virgin hole, fuck it was so tight. "It's starting to feel, good. Fuck really good." He told me as he bucked back against my cock.

"Fuck Dean. You're so tight. Do you know how hard it is to keep from pounding into you." I told him through my panting.

"Fuck Cas you're so hot." He told me, and honestly it took all my strength not to bang him into next week. "Harder Cas." And oh my god the neediness in his voice, I almost came then and there.

"You sure?" I checked, still wanting to make sure he was okay, though not sure how I managed to form not only a logical thought never lone a sentence.

"Yes, I want you, to move, faster." With that the grip on his hips tightened three fold and I started to thrust harder and harder. "Uh!" he yelled as I hit his prostate again and again.

"Dean, Dean. I'm coming." I told him as my whole body started to go tingly and numb, strong and weak, hot and cold and oh so fucking good.

"God Cas, I want you to come in my ass, I want to feel it." At hearing those words, I completely lost it, I mean who wouldn't?

"Fuck!" I came, hard in Dean's ass, my thighs shook and collapsed onto his back as I milked out my orgasm.

"Oh god, Cas." He breathed when I came, I reached around his body and started to vigorously pump his rock hard cock and in no time he came over my hand and bed sheets. "Uh, Cas!" we stilled and stayed that way for a few moments out of breath and completely sated. I pulled out of him and collapsed onto the mattress, Dean followed suit.

"Oh my god." I breathed, because really that was truly amazing.

"Yeah." Dean answered with a smile as he wrapped his arms around me and I nuzzled into his chest.

"I love you."

"I fucking love you Castiel." He told me as he stroked my hair and dropped a kiss on my sweaty forehead. "I never thought I would say this, bit I love the feel of your dick in my ass." He laughed but I groaned, that must have been the single most hottest thing I have ever heard.

"Fuck Dean, do you have any idea just how much that turns me on?"

We looked at each other and started to move in for another kiss when the familiar voice of Dean's cock blocker of a brother yelled at us from downstairs.

"Dean I'm home! Mum, Dad and Annie will be back in a few minutes! I suggest you STOP what you are doing before they are home!"

"I guess that's my queue to leave." I told him as I stood up to fetch my clothes.

"Leave? What you do think this is? Wham bam thank you ma'am, well Dean." I felt horrible Dean both sounded and looked hurt.

"It's not like that." I told him rushing back to the bed straddling his hips and kissed him deeply.

"Then, stay for dinner. Dad said he's bringing home pizza."

"Okay." I said, after a few more minutes of making out, we decided we better get dressed before his family gets back so he did so begrudgingly. When we got downstairs, we made our way to the couch to start watching a film, Sam was there and he didn't seem pleased to see us.

"You two stink of sex." He whined arms crossed across his chest.

"I don't know what you mean." Dean said obviously trying to get a rise from his brother and it work instantly.

"I'm serious Dean; you two should probably spray yourselves or something." Dean rolled his eyes and grabbed the bottle of lynx off the side table and gave both of us a good spray.

"Better?" he shouted as he made his way to the kitchen

"It would be better if you did that before I knew why you needed to do it." I sat down on the couch next to him, I really did feel bad for him.

"Sorry Sam." I told him as he watched TV, he turned to me and smiled.

"It's okay Cas. It's good to see Dean happy, jerk though he is."

"I heard that bitch." He said as he came back in with three cans of Pepsi and gave one to both me and Sam before settling down on the sofa next to me, with an arm around my shoulders I lent into him and we began watching TV.

When the rest of Dean's family got back they were thankfully unaware of what happened between Dean and I. when Annie saw me she practically jumped on me, though she was tired and soon went off to bed.

As promised john came in with pizza and I was welcomed to stay and have some, they were so nice.

Dean his family and I ate, talked and watched TV until the evening, I was extremely thankful that neither John nor Nikki noticed the way Dean kept shuffling in his seat and wincing a little if he sat in the wrong position.

I had to leave to go home sooner than I wanted but it there was school tomorrow.

On the way home I wondered if Dean and I had rushed things, I mean we were only officially together for a few days before we had sex, but I decided not to think of it like that, we are young and horny as fuck. Plus we're in love completely and utterly head over heels, in love. As I pulled into the drive way I decided that no, we weren't going to fast, we weren't pushing or pressuring each other, things just moved at their own pace, what more can you ask?

I went to bed that night with a naked Dean on my mind, and in my dreams, the events of the day on constant replay, in slow mo, HD, surround sound and I must say it was the hottest night's sleep I have ever had.

Okay so there it is, they finally did it! Yay lol

sorry but I had to have a Top!Cas ;)

Hope you liked it, please review! :D xxx