WELL, HERE IT IS.
Waking up to the glow of the rising sun was nothing short of beautiful. I sat at the window watching the sun rise high in the sky, not thinking of much, ok, so I was thinking a lot and what of? What do you think, Kanda and hiss jerky-ness.
I can't believe he said that! Ugh, I was over being shocked, I was over being hurt and I was way over being sad, now I'm just pissed. Flat out pissed. I wanted to hit something, to hurt something anything I don't care!
I wander if the Noah would fight with me? Why did I even think that! I was losing it. Is this what being in love does? 'Cause if so, then I don't like it, not one bit. I thought being in love was about two people understanding each other and each other's feelings for one another. I also thought it was about how much one cared for the other…guess not.
He said he cared for me and loved me and that he even missed me while I was away from the Order. Was that all a lie? Or did he not know what he was saying? And if he did know what he was saying did he not know the meaning of the words he was saying? Either way, it doesn't matter, just those three words hit deep. 'Friends with benefits'.
Who does he think he is? 'Gods gift to women'? Not really, he was hot yes, he was attractive yes, he had nice eyes and a nice body, but that doesn't give him the right to say those things to a girl, to me.
I should have hit him. I was so pissed that I didn't even realize my breathing picking up and it sounded like I just ran cross-country. Enough thinking, I need to get out of here, I need to think.
I walked down street after street, passing store after store, not finding one think to buy. I need to buy something and I need to find clothes. I can't keep wearing Roads clothes. I turned a corner down the last shopping street and came across a shop called 'snip clothes".
Why not I thought and walked inside. The clothes they had were cute. Almost like what I was wearing. Lolita dresses and ribbons galore. I went through every rack the store had and made three outfits. The first one was a dark green and black high low skirt with a green and black corset top. I also got two inch heels and some ribbon to match the outfit.
The second outfit was a dress/Lolita, light sky blue and navy blue stripes going up and down with black satin over the breast. I just got black flats to go with this out fit and for the last outfit; I got it with Road in mind.
It was dark purple and black stocking's going around in circle's just pass the knee. The skirt was layered with dark purple and black also. The shirt was a purple tank top and black frills going around the arms and neckline. I got her two ribbons, and of course they are dark purple and black. I figured she could tie her hair up or something. Maybe even kill someone with them for all I know.
The shoes I got to go with them looked like which shoes. The shoes they made the outfit. I paid for everything and walked around a bit more, stopping at a few different places to grab something to eat or drink. The town I was in was pretty simple but nice, it had that comfy cozy feel to it.
"AAAAHHH!"
I dropped my drink when I heard a scream. I spun around in circles trying to figure out where it came from.
"AAAHHH!" A woman screamed again.
This time I knew where it came from. I ran down the street I was on and cut left down an ally and ran straight till I could only turn right, but that was the way I needed to go anyways.
As I ran out from the ally I stopped dead in my track and dropped the bags I forgot I was carrying. A woman laid on the ground dead with a pool of blood spreading around her. What shocked me too but really shouldn't have was that Tyki Mikk was standing over her.
"Oh, so we meet again. I can see you still like the clothes Road gave you", Mikk said with a wicked smile on his tanned face.
"Yeah, I had to wear something to shop in", I told him.
"So, are we still pretending?" he cocked his head to the side when he said that.
"No, I don't believe we are", I told him as a matter of fact.
"Just let me move my bags out of the way, I would hate to ruin any of my new clothes". I told him.
I bent down and threw the bags into the ally that I ran out of. I was glad when the bags landed that none of the clothes fell out.
"Shall we begin?" I held my hands out to the side, ready to activate my innocence.
"Yes, we shall", he said.
His skin turned from a healthy cream to a smoky gray ash color with crosses appearing on her forehead. If I thought her smile was wicked before, that was nothing compared to the smile now.
I was about to attack when I realized, that I don't have an innocence that can fight. I Just have my wings. I can't use Mugen 'cause the sword is with Kanda. Crap. Guess I'll just have to fight hand-to-hand.
"Here I come", Mikk ran at me after throwing his hat away to the side.
Crap! I dodged his punch as it came within a few inches of my face.
"I missed, well it won't happen again my sweet". His voice was calm but his face was vicious.
"I hope you do", I said as I jumped avoiding his low kick to knock me off my feet.
We fought till we destroyed a few buildings where we were. We made it from the streets to the top of the buildings; nothing was safe around us. I didn't like fighting around so many people; I also didn't like destroying so many buildings. Tyki got lucky and scored a kick to my ribs, it sent me flying back and I rolled off the roof of the building we were fighting on.
I quickly activated m wings and flew back up to the roof where Tki was still standing where he had kicked me.
"Oh, so now you want to use your innocence, good 'cause I would like to use my power too", Tyki said and Tease came flying out of his hands.
How am I supposed to fight those? I thought as I jump over the swarm that flew at me. I landed back on the roof and saw Tyki make running at me. I spun around and my wings flew out from my back with the force of gravity.
"Ow", Tyki mumbled.
Did he really just say ow? I looked up at him and saw that he was bleeding and that he had a huge cut around his stomach. Did my wings do that when I spun around? I looked at the tip of my wings and saw that they were still a crimson red color.
"So, I guess you can fight with your innocence", Tyki said and we started fighting again.
Once I knew I could use my wings like that, I was ready to fight to win, not to just stay alive this time. Somewhere during the fight between us, we made it back to the ground where we first started. We rolled off the roof and landed on the ground, with Tyki on his back and me sitting on top of him with my wing through his chest. He was coughing up blood and I could tell that it was hard for him to breath.
"You give?" I asked the Noah.
I was looking him in the eyes and I could see his Noah side start to fade. The gray smoky color was starting to lighten up into his tan color. This was the worst that I have ever seen this man. His hair was dirt and messy and sticking out every which way. He had dirt and blood all over his clothes, chest and arms and a few blood splatters on his face.
"Tyki!", I looked up and saw Road running up to where we were.
"Don't move Or I'll kill him!" I yelled to her.
She stopped in her tracks and was staring at him. I could see tears starting to form in her eyes. I looked down and saw Mikk looking back at her with sadness in his eyes.
"Road leave!" he yelled to her.
"NO!" Road yelled back.
"Leave Road, I don't want you to see this!" he yelled at her then looked at me.
I raised my other wing and was thinking about my next move. My exorcist side was saying, "kill him" and my human side was saying "can you really kill him when she is watching"?
Crap.
"Road leave, I have something to discuses with Mikk", I told her.
I could tell she wasn't going to move. I looked down and told Mikk to make her leave.
She disappeared through one of her doors.
"What did you want to talk about?" He said.
"What are you after?" I asked him
"Nothing" he said then coughed up blood.
"Yeah right, I don't believe that. What are you after?" I said more sternly and pushed my wing down in is stomach a bit more.
"I was looking for innocence that was here" Mikk squirmed under me.
"Was?" I questioned him.
"It's not here, false alarm" Mikk mumbled.
His eyes started to close just a bit and his skin color was turning pale.
"Mikk", He looked at me.
"Tell Road that I returned the favor for the clothes", I told him. I stood up "This will hurt" and I pulled my wing out of him. I walked away and flung my wing out, making Tyki's blood fly off and hit the ground. I walked over to where my bag of clothes lay and dug out the bag that had Roads outfit in. I walked back over to Tyki and dropped the bag by him.
"This is also for Road", I told him.
"You should call her to come get you" That was the last thing I said.
I de-activated my innocence as I walked back over to where my other bags lay; I picked them up and walked back to the Inn I was staying at. I know that I was going to regret this later, letting him live. I just couldn't do it, I don't know why but I just couldn't kill him.
I walked into my room and dropped the bags on the ground, and then I plopped onto the bed with my feet hanging off the side. The day wasn't over just yet, heck it was only three o'clock in the afternoon. Lena, Allen, Lavi and Kanda were going to be arriving sometime tomorrow.
At least I still have the rest of the day to myself. I stood up and walked to the bathroom, stripped and turned the water. I was in desperate need of a good shower. I stepped in the shower and slid the curtain over till it hit the wall.
I stood in the shower not doing anything, just letting the water hit me and wash away the dirt and dried blood from my body. I was still going to wash, but I didn't want to smear the dirt and blood all over myself if it could have just been washed away.
I looked down after letting the water hit my face, I watched as the dirt and blood swirled down the drain. After a minute of not seeing any more dirt or blood in the water down at my feet, I decided to wash myself. I was about to shut the water off when I realized that my wings might still have Tyki's blood on them. I activated my innocence and looked at the tips of the wings, nope they were clean. Good, at least that's one less thing I have to clean.
I turned the water off and stepped out onto a floor mat, reached for the towel and dried myself off. I wrapped the towel around my waist and reached for another towel to dry my hair. I tied my hair up in the towel and walked out the bathroom to get the clothes I bought today. I didn't take no more then four feet out the bathroom when I heard something hit the floor and shatter.
I spun around and saw Lavi looking straight at me with his mouth hanging open, blood dripping from his nose and a shattered teacup at his feet. I looked to the left of him and saw Lena with her face beat red looking embarrassed. I looked around the room and didn't see Allen or Kanda.
"Excuse me", I said and walked over to get the clothes I was out here for.
I was already out here, they already seen me, might as well get what I came out here for. No need to make a fuss about it, what's done was done. I walked back to the bathroom with the clothes in my hand and slammed the door shut.
I dropped the clothes in the sink and started to dress. After I was dressed I looked in the mirror and saw that my face was beat red just how Lena's was. I took my hair out of the towel and just let it fall against my back. I picked up the clothes I fought in and walked out the bathroom for the second time that day.
"So, what are you doing here a day early?" I questioned them as I threw the clothes away.
I walked over to the bed and sat down looking at Lena and Lavi.
"The train didn't have to make its last stop, so we got her a day early", Lena mumbled and was still looking a bit red around her cheeks,
I looked at Lavi and he was staring at me, up and down like he was savoring every inch of me.
"Lavi, quit staring it's weird", I told him.
His eye shot up and looked me in the face and I could just see a bit of blood start to trickle out of his nose, perve.
"Excuse me" and he ran out the room shutting the door behind him.
I don't think Lavi knew that we could hear him on the other side of the door talking, so when he said that 'I looked hot in nothing but the towel when I stepped out of the bathroom' Lena and me were hearing every bit of it. Including something hitting the door with a bang, then hitting the floor with a thud.
"Ow, Yuu that hurt, why did you hit me?" So that's what happened, Kanda hit Lavi and he bounced from door to the floor.
Wait, that means Kanda is right outside the door, I was not in the mood to deal with him right now, I just want to relax.
"So" Lena started saying while swinging her legs from the chair she sat.
"That was a cute dress you just threw away, and it's a cute outfit you're wearing now" she said looking at me.
"Yeah a… person who was staying here gave it to me to wear, and today I bought this and another outfit similar to this one today", I told her.
"Well it's very cute, I like the dark green in it", she commented on the outfit.
"Thanks, I thought it was different" I stood up and spun around so she could see it.
But when I turned back around Kanda was staring at me, no the outfit I was wearing.
"That's what the stupid rabbit was talking about", he said and walked in the room and sat on the last chair by the table.
"What was he talking about?" I shot him a look.
"He was saying that you look like a prostitute", He said with a smirk on his face.
"I'm not a prostitute" I told him and gave him an evil look.
"Judging from that outfit, I would say other wise", he shot back.
"You have to have sex more then once to be a prostitute you dumb ass", I shot back and won this little argument.
I walked over to the door, opened it and turned back to Lena.
"Oh and that outfit was given to me by Road" then I looked at Kanda "she and Tyki were staying here last night and today I had to fight Tyki, just incase you wanted to know why the town looks like hell and smelled like a Noah" I looked back at Lena "That's where the idea of the clothes I'm wearing came from, it was Road and I liked her fashion", leaving them with stunned looks on their faces, Lena looking at me with shock and kanda looking pissed, I walked out the door and slammed it behind me.
I walked down the hall and was descending the stairs when I heard Lavi around the corner talking to Allen.
"Dude, I am serious. She was wearing nothing but a towel. I cannot believe Yuu told her that they were nothing more then friends with benefits. I mean if she wanted me like she wants Kanda, I would have never of let her go. But come to think of it, if he didn't care for her like that, then why would he punch and kick me for telling him that she looked hot in a towel and what she was wearing was really flattering?" Lavi said to Allen.
"I don't know, all I know is when she left like she did on the train, Kanda was pissed. He got mad for every little thing we did, he got mad at me for breathing, Lavi" Allen told him.
"Yeah me too. I just walked in the room and he told me to shut up, I didn't even say anything, my mouth was still shut", Lave told Allen.
"I just hope that Kanda fix's this between them two. She loves him and I know that he loves her. I heard him talking to Lena earlier and she asked him about what happened on the train. He told her everything, he said that he was talking to himself about what she said 'friends with benefits' he said that he said it so low that she shouldn't have been able to hear him, but those words, it struck a nerve and before he could say anything else, she was already talking and upset. And when he tried to talk to her again before she left, she started yelling at him and everything and she flew away". Allen concluded
I was still leaning against the wall after they walked away. Was it true? Was what Allen said, was it the truth? Did Kanda really not mean to say that? So it was my fault, I jumped to the conclusion that sex was all he wanted.
I should have known better then to think that Kanda would only want me for sex. He really did care about me. Then why did he not fight harder to get me to listen? Why did he not stop me from leaving? Why did he not try harder? Why? I started to shake and tears were forming in my eyes.
I turned around and walked back up the stairs and over to my door. I threw the door open and saw Lena sitting in the chair leaning down and had her hand on top of Kanda's head and Kanda was down on his haunches leaning against the wall with his head down. Mugen was lying on the ground beside him and his arms where lying across the top of his knees.
Lena jerked her head to look to see who busted in the room. I was standing there, shaking with tears running down my face.
"Amaya" she went to start talking, but I cut her off.
"Leave", was all I said to her.
She stood up and walked over to me, I stepped out off the way and she walked out the door.
I shut the door when she was outside the room and walked over to Kanda. He stood up as I got closer and looked at me. I looked up at him and slapped him across his left cheek.
"That was for not making yourself clear on the train", I said.
I went to strike him again but he caught my wrist.
"I let the first one go cause I disserved it, but I won't let you do it again", Kanda said with an edge to his voice.
I brought up my other hand and he caught that wrist too.
"Nice try", he murmured.
I looked to the side, I wasn't going to look at him anymore, that was until he started pushing me back till the back of my knees hit the bed and I fell backwards with him on top of me. I quickly looked away again. He was still holding my hands above my head, but with only one of his hands, he brought his free hand down and turned my face to look at him.
"What happened on the train was a mistake. I shouldn't have said that, but then again you shouldn't have either. It pissed me off when you sad 'friends with benefits', what the hell kind of man do you think I am? If I wanted to mess around like that, I would have had plenty of opportunities. Messing around and playing with feelings, I'm not that low. I only want one girl, and as far as I know she only wants me. I care about you. I love you", He said.
He was getting heated through the middle of his speech, but then he calmed down at the end. His eyes were looking at me and held nothing but hurt and caring.
"Don't cry", he said and wiped the tears away with his thumb.
"I'm not, my eyes are just leaking", I said and he smirked and my comment.
"Sure they are", he was still smirking.
I did what any girl would do at that point. I leaned up and kissed him.
We made out from that point and eventually things escalated from there. Hands roamed over our body and our clothes met the floor. At some point I think someone opened the door to the room, but quickly shut it. We weren't disturbed the rest of the night. I didn't have a problem with that, and I'm sure neither did Kanda.
I woke up and it was dark outside. I couldn't see a hint of light from the sun, only from the moon and what looked like it came from a lamp. I turned my head and saw Kanda was still sleeping. His was facing me and his breathing was even.
His hair was sprawled out everywhere, on the back of the pillow's, behind him on the bed and down his shoulders, I could also see that he was laying on his hair. A few strands were falling on his face, laying across his cheek. I reached out and brushed I off and laid it behind him.
I looked back at his face and saw him looking at me with tired eyes.
"Sorry, did I wake you?" I asked him.
"No. I've been wandering what you were staring at the past five minutes", he answered me.
"Oh, I was looking at you and your hair. It's everywhere", I smiled at picking up a lock of hair and showed him.
"Your even laying on it", and I dropped the hair.
I laid my head down on the pillow and Kanda took the chance to roll on top of me.
"Good morning" I said.
Kanda looked out the window.
"Good night" he looked back at me.
"Oh yeah. It is night isn't it?" I mumbled and looked out the window he just looked out of.
"I wander what time it is?", I said and looked at him.
He pushed himself off of me and crawled out of bed, stood up and pulled the sheet with him covering up his bottom half. I watched him as he walked away. He looked good. I let my eyes trailed over his back. I could see some faint scars down his back and across his shoulders.
He turned around and walked back to me. His front was even better then his back. He still had scars over his chest and down his torso. His tattoo still looked the same. Good, I don't like seeing that it got bigger. He kneeled down on the bed and stretched out till he was laying in front of me.
"It's nine pm", he said.
Bang, Bang, Bang.
Kanda jumped out of bed and grabbed Mugen and got in a fighting stance. I got out of bed and quickly got dressed. I was standing over by the bed and he walked to the door and opened it. He had Mugen pointing at Lavi's neck.
"Hey Yuu, looken' good in a sheet", Lavi said smirking at Kanda.
"Shut up Usagi!" Kanda said and slashed out and Lavi's head.
"Looking good Amaya", Lavi gave me a thumb's up.
Oh my God! My face turned beat red at what Lavi just said and did.
"Did Baka Usagit!" Kanda yelled and tried to hit Lavi again, but before he could Lavi ran down the hall screaming for Allen and Lena.
"Shit", Kanda said as he slammed the door shut.
He walked away from the door and put Mugen away.
"Come on Kanda, you can kill him tomorrow", I said as I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the bed.
We laid back down on the bed and cuddled into each other, we covered ourselves with the blankets and looked at one another.
"Yeah, he's dead tomorrow" Kanda said with a smirk on his lips as he leaned over and kissed me.
I knew what he was thinking. Tomorrow couldn't come fast enough.
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