And Another one...

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The next few months with Axel were amazing to say the least. I absolutely loved every second of being with him and loved living the way I was. He pretty much let me get away with whatever I wanted within reason. I had been with him now for about nine months, I couldn't really remember the date and when I asked Axel, he always replied with a rough estimate because he couldn't really remember how long it had been either.

Demyx continued to come around and he brought a new companion, much to everyone's amusement. I didn't know why but Demyx didn't seem to keep his companions too well and I just couldn't understand it, he was much more laid back and so nice all the damn time, but I guess that was why people thought that they could just walk all over him. His current companion was a little girl named Tamzin. She was shy and quiet a lot of the time and obedient and had been with Demy for nearly one month.

Axel continued to lavish me in affection and expensive gifts and in the nine months I had known him, we hadn't really argued. Apart from one time since the last argument and it had been bad. Things had nearly gotten physical between the two of us and if Demyx hadn't have been there then I hated to think about what would have happened. Looking back now it was really quite stupid.

We had gone out with Demyx and Axel had engaged in conversation with some random girl. She was a big busted woman with long blonde hair and green eyes. She seemed to have a lot to say for herself and even though Axel had only just met her, they seemed to hit it off pretty well. We were in a club and Axel was buying her drinks and having a laugh and a joke with her and I really didn't mind until the girl started taking things a bit too far.

It got to the point where it was as if I wasn't even there anymore and I hated it, after the time he had practically ignored me for Ana that time in the theatre and I wanted his attention. Deep down I was scared of loosing Axel and being replaced by somebody else but there was also another part of me telling me I was being stupid and he would never leave me.

When I tried to get his attention and failed, I decided enough was enough and I headed over to a random table and started talking and laughing and joking with the people.

This angered Axel. After about an hour, he came over to the table and glared at me.

"It's time to go." He told me flatly and I looked up at him, smiling.

"Oh, so you did notice I was missing then... and it only took you fifty seven minutes." I replied sarcastically and Axel glared at me more. I knew I was stepping over the line talking to him the way I was and I knew he was angry because other people were with me and I was his, but I didn't care, I wanted to prove a point.

"Roxas." He growled and I arched an eyebrow.

"Sorry Axel, you've been with Mrs Huge-Tits half the night, laughing and joking, I'm having some fun now." that was it, all hell broke loose. We started shouting at each other in the middle of the club and even though it hurt me to displease him and for him to be bellowing at me, it hurt more thinking that he found somebody else's company more interesting than mine.

We both said some pretty hurtful things and when we both went too far, glasses were thrown and tables were flipped over and I left the club, furious and hurt.

We argued in the street and all the way back to the house and then in the main hall. Demyx had followed us to make sure that one of us didn't kill the other and did a good job.

I was the first person to break and actually initiate a physical attack but that was because Axel was very good at hitting my buttons.

"You watch your mouth now or I'll take you back to the market where you can carry out the rest of your existence with your old Master..." he said and I lost it.

"Why you fucking..." I didn't finish, I approached him, fists clenched and ready to pound him one for mentioning that man but Axel stood and waited. I pulled my arm back ready to strike him when I felt Demyx's hands around my waist, pulling me out of reach from Axel, trying to calm me down.

"You're a bastard! How can you say something like that to me?! You just want to hurry up and get rid of me because you want that slag instead! Well fucking fine Axel; find yourself another bitch!" at this I noticed his eyes narrow. I remembered the last time I had referred to myself at just being his bitch, he had lost it and I wanted revenge for him bringing up Malex. Demy faltered in his grip for a moment while he checked over Axel's composure and I decided to press the matter even further.

"That's what you want, you want rid of me to find yourself another bitch like me but one who doesn't require as much work. You never cared for me, you just wanted in my pants and for me to be your bitch and do as you say when you fucking say it..." Axel lost it. Demy released me and immediately targeted Axel who was coming towards me with the most sinister eyes I had seen him direct at me.

"You... Demy let me go! You better hope to god I never get my hands on you again Roxas, I swear the beatings you've had in the past will be nothing compared to when I get my hands on you!" I knew that his threats at the time weren't empty ones and I headed towards the stairs and turned to face him, wanting to distance myself from him but at the same time not wanting to back down from the argument.

"Well then come and fucking get me!" I bellowed, walking backwards up the stairs and spreading me arms, taunting him. Tears were stinging my eyes and threatening to burst and start rolling down my cheeks but I bit them back, not wanting to give Axel the satisfaction of seeing how much he had hurt me.

"Don't think I won't Roxas! You better be sleeping with your damn eyes open tonight if you want to see day tomorrow!" I had already turned my back to him after my comment and I placed a hand to my head as I continued walking.

"Fuck you!!" I screamed and I headed to my room, ignoring the threats and curses and loud bangs that were coming from down below as the tears rolled down my face. I knew it wasn't Axel and Demy fighting, knowing Axel he was probably just hitting whatever was in the proximity such as walls and doors in order to release some anger. I got to my room, slammed the door and collapsed on my bed, crying hard.

I hated it when we fought and it had never been like this before. My heart hurt, and my head hurt and I felt sick in my stomach and I was shaking from a mixture of anger and fear. Had Axel really meant what he had said? Would he really take me back to Malex? I had seen Axel loose his temper with me before, when I had said I was his bitch and that had been horrible, he wasn't shy about putting people in their places but I never over stepped the mark... until tonight.

I heard things calm down downstairs and after a good couple of hours, there was a knock on my door. I didn't even have time to answer when Axel entered my room. He closed the door and I heard him move towards me, sitting by my feet at the edge of the bed. My back was still turned to him and I was curled up in a sort of foetal position as I clutched my pillow and tried to stop sobbing.

Axel had hurt me in more ways than one tonight and I felt so shit because of it. He had said some things that I didn't think I'd be forgetting in a hurry, he had ignored me all night for a girl, again and then he had gotten mad and shouted at me and went for me. I might have provoked it but that wasn't the point, I loved him so much and it hurt when I thought he found somebody else who could make him happier. I was questioning if he felt the same way for me though. He had never actually said the words to me, he had never told me he loved me and I had only said it once... but at least I had said it!

I felt Axel sit by my feet and everything went silent for a few moments. He let out a long sigh.

"I'm sorry, for what I said downstairs." He told me matter-of-factly and I just swallowed. Doesn't sound like you're very fucking sorry. He waited for a moment and then placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Roxie..." I flinched a little and Axel removed his hand and I bit my lip nervously. I wanted to make up with him but I was still hurt, man this was frustrating!

"Roxas come on you know I didn't mean any of that stuff I said..."

"You threatened to send me back to Malex..." I whispered, trying to hide the fact that tears were still streaming down my face.

"I was angry, I didn't mean it you know I didn't." he told me sympathetically and I felt him move slightly, lie by my side and rest a hand on my arm, stroking it softly.

"I don't want you to leave me Axel, I'd die if you weren't a part of my life anymore." Axel leaned down and kissed my shoulder softly.

"That's never gonna happen Roxas. I told you, I'm never letting you go..." I turned to my side to face him and moved into his body, feeling his arms wrap around my back and nestle in my hair, his fingers running through them as he kissed the top of my head and just held me.

"You know I'd never let you leave me right Roxie?" he asked and I nodded my head.

"And you know that I care about you more than anything else in the world?" again I nodded my head. I hugged Axel back and let out a long sigh. We hadn't argued in ages and having it all get so heated had really gotten to me. He rocked me backwards and forwards in a reassuring way, like how a parent would rock a child to sleep and I felt so safe and secure all over again.

"So you're not going to get rid of me because you find someone else?" I asked, wanting confirmation that I was just overeating about the whole thing. Axel smiled and looked down, his brilliant green eyes penetrating me and calming me down. They seemed to shine with such affection and softness that I knew the answer before Axel even answered it himself. He stroked me wet cheeks, wiping away the tears and shook his head.

"I'm not getting rid of you full stop." He told me with a small smile and I smiled back and nodded.

"I'm sorry I got so mad..." Axel shook his head.

"It's forgotten. Come here blondie." He whispered and he pulled me closer to him, planting a romantic kiss on my lips.

Needless to say the sex that night was mind blowing but then again, it always was where Axel was concerned; he just had a way and never failed to satisfy me in the slightest.

Everything was perfect between us.

I was curled up on the sofa with Axel watching something on the TV when I suddenly just got this urge to kiss him. I turned to face him and sat up a little. Axel watched me curiously, wondering what the hell I was playing at and then I leaned in and kissed him. I heard him groan from the sheer shock of it all and it didn't take him long for him to be responding to my kisses, letting his tongue run along my own and biting gently at my lip. It was already after ten and I was ready to go to bed and just let Axel fuck my brains out and Axel seemed keen on the idea too, judging by the bulge that was currently occupying his pants.

I pulled away slowly and looked at him, liking the fact that he was lying down on the sofa and I was in between his legs on top of him for a change. I smiled wickedly and rolled my hips against him as I moved in for another kiss. Axel growled a little and gripped at my hair, wanting me to stop my ministrations until we got upstairs. The maids were still pottering around and Axel wasn't really one for getting caught in the flesh. Apparently if they heard you having sex it didn't matter, but actually seeing it was kinda creepy.

Axel moved his lips to my neck and kissed me irreverently, liking the little groans and small gasps he was making me produce, he let out a low 'hmmm' sound against my hot flesh and teased the hem of my shirt with his fingertips.

"God you sound so hot Roxie..." he groaned and I smiled and bit my lip, liking the fact that still, after nine months, Axel was still as on fire for me as when we first started seeing each other. We drove each other crazy with want and desire and sometimes it got so bad... so very, very bad.

"Axel..." I groaned, tugging gently at his hair as I felt his fingers dip down and rub over my crotch. Axel let out a small gasp upon hearing my moans of pleasure and bit gently on my neck, suckling a little while afterwards. He stopped then and looked up at me smiling and picked me up and stood up before placing me back on the sofa.

What the fuck?! That was a sudden change! I mean one minute we're making out, the next I'm sitting here bored... I was confused. I looked up at Axel and he smiled at me knowingly and then winked before walking off upstairs. I frowned and out of curiosity I followed him.

Axel led me upstairs to his bathroom and began running the water for his Jacuzzi, once the taps were on full heat and the water was running, he turned to me and kissed me passionately.

I must admit, the spontaneous side of Axel was so on turning. He could be thinking one thing one minute and decide to do something completely different the next, such as making out on the sofa or in his jacuzzi. Decisions, decisions.

Axel slipped his hands under my shirt and I raised my arms above my head, knowing exactly what he wanted and Axel tugged my shirt from over my head and discarded it on the floor. I made fast work of Axel's belt and trousers and he did the same and pretty soon, we were both just standing there, holding each other and letting our hands roam over each others bodies and kissing wildly; all tongue and lips and a little teeth. It was a slice of heaven.

Axel quickly turned his attention to the running water and turned it off before sliding into it, letting out a satisfied noise as he did so. I followed his suit, allowing the scalding water to ease and relax my body. I won't lie, the water was too hot for me, but I wanted so badly to get in that tub with Axel I tried to ignore the fact I thought I was on fire. Steam had filled the whole room and I felt like I was sitting in a sauna. Axel had taken me to one not too long back and I think that the aroma and the steam and heat had gotten to me because I tried to convince Axel to let us have sex right there and then. He refused but did take me up on the offer in the taxi on the way home...

It was that hot in the bath. The whole room was filled with a white steam and the bubbles in the Jacuzzi made me feel like I was in a boiling kettle or something. Axel didn't seem fazed by the heat and after a while, my body adjusted to it. The only thing I could see in the bathroom aside from the tub I was in was Axel. Mirrors and units and separate baths etc were clouded over by the damn steam and I was just in a white, hot room with a naked Axel... that didn't sound too bad.

Axel looked at me and smiled, moving closer to me and immediately kissing me. He pulled me in closer with a hand to my face and enticing me into the kiss with his tongue. I gave him entrance to my mouth instantly and rested my hand gently on his semi hard erection; running my hands over it and making him stiffen in my hands. He let out some guttural and amazing noises as I pleased him and he took me by my hips and pulled me onto his lap. I remembered the first time I had gotten into this Jacuzzi, man it had been intense; making out the way we had, I think the steam and heat must have gone to our heads.

Our lips were still locked together and when I felt him slide his hands down my moist body and one hand wrap around my aching erection. I let my lips part from his and my head fell backwards as I moaned and rolled my hips, wanting more contact with him. I loved the way he made me feel, how he could drive me crazy with the simplest touches. I clawed softly at his back and rested my head in the crevice of his neck, nipping and sucking gently.

"Roxas..." my breath hitched as I heard him moan my name and bit down roughly onto his neck, scraping my fingers down his back. I let my hand dip under the water and rub Axel's now hard cock. Axel groaned and licked his lips, his eyes closed and he began bucking his hips in slow motions. I continued to please him, speeding up after a while and relishing in the feelings that Axel's moans were doing to me. God he sounded so damn good when he moaned and groaned like that.

Axel tilted his head up and smashed our lips together in a violent kiss, groaning loudly and trying to calm himself down and not make the maids think he was being killed in the bathtub. Axel really was a highly vocal person.

"Ah, Roxas...!" I smiled and kept up my pace with him and within moments, Axel let his head relax back and he let out an animalistic cry of pleasure as he came. I leaned forward and kissed him madly as I milked any remaining come out of him and he gasped. When he was finished, he let his hands rub affectionately over my forearms and pulled me to him, kissing me gently.

"Roxas... I love you." He whispered and I felt my heart stop beating. Did Axel just... just... yeah...?No! Really?

The shocked expression on my face must have given away my thoughts and Axel gently rubbed my arms, looking up at me with a small smile and loving eyes. My heart was racing and I felt a manic urge to just throw my arms around him and squeeze him but I tried to keep it under restraints.

"I love you." He whispered and I smiled and leaned down, pressing my forehead against his and smiled, cupping his face in my hands.

"I love you too Axel." I whispered and I leaned forward and kissed him softly. At that moment in time I knew that I could never be happier. Axel loved me and he actually told me today, after nearly nine months of being with him but I didn't care. Waiting to hear him tell me how he felt and then hearing the words that were so sincere and true and meaningful to both of us... it was worth waiting for.

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Yeah there's nothing like some axel/roxas to brighten up your day. And its my day off and im bored and eveything so this just made me smile more XD

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