LONG LIVE
Chapter 36: How do I live?
How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
how do I live?
Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life
NICK'S POV
I woke up in a white room and found nobody beside me. I scratched my eyes to get rid of the sleep in my eyes. I remember last night; Selena, Justin, Miley, Kate and I watched Tangled in the living room because my little girl forced us. Yes, we got forced by a two year old girl.
We all happily watched together and I was surprised that Miley, Kate and Selena got along very well. I had other plans for me and Miley that night too, but have to cancel it since Kate wanted to sleep with us, so we just let her and made her promise that she'll sleep on her own room the next day.
I'm now wondering where the mother-daughter went. I sat up on the bed and walked towards the bathroom to change my clothes and brush my teeth. My stomach growled so I walked out of the room to search for my girls. I found them in the pool area on the basement. Justin is playing with Kate on the kiddie pool while Miley and Selena are talking at the side of the pool. I've never seen Miley in a bikini for a long time and she looked so hot; I wanna do something to her there in front of Selena, Justin and... Okay, not in front of Kate. Anyway, the two ladies noticed me so I've decided to greet them, "Good morning, ladies. I'm glad you two are getting along."
Both ladies smiled and Selena spoke up, "Yeah, Miley and I are actually getting to know each other. She shared a lot about pregnancy already, it's a big help for me."
I sat beside Miley and put an arm around her, "Yeah? That's cool," I said before looking towards the pool, "And it looks like Justin and Kate are getting along too."
Miley leaned on my shoulder and let out a chuckle, "They've been playing for like an hour."
Selena smiled and stood up, "Maybe I should dip in the pool and leave you two alone," she said while walking towards the pool.
"Oh, enjoy the water," said Miley as we watched her get in the pool.
Miley and I got left alone and I took her hand, "So, did you have a nice sleep?"
She smiled at me, "Yeah, I missed sleeping beside you," she said while wrapping her arms around me.
"Me too, but I hope you had enough sleep because you won't be sleeping later tonight," I teased.
She gave me a sly smile and a sweet peck on the lips, "Oh, I am ready for tonight, big boy."
That last line made me smirk and made me hot like a mad man, "I like the sound of that."
MILEY'S POV
It's nearly lunch time; Selena and I were busy cooking in the kitchen. We're making grilled chicken fillet with chicken soup and a veggie salad. I must say that Selena is a quick learner; better than Nick. Ha! Guys just cannot be left alone in a kitchen.
Selena suddenly changed the subject, "Nick is so lucky to have you."
I got caught off guard, I didn't think she would like to talk about it, "How could you say so?"
She shrugged and turned serious, "I may be a princess but I don't know how to cook, I don't know how to clean my room, I don't even know why Justin liked me. I was a bitch to him when he started working for me."
She really looked down and I patted her back comfortingly, "I'm sure you're special too. Justin loves you; he never left your side. Maybe he was given to you so that when you would feel helpless, someone would be there to defend you and protect you. I'm pretty sure everything happens for a reason."
She smiled at me with a red shade on her cheeks and I guess she blushed at the thought of her boyfriend, "Thanks, that was the best advice anyone has given to me. I know; this is just too much for me. My dad hates me a lot, and me being a princess carrying a baby that isn't my husband's, made everything worse."
"Everything would be fine, they would learn to forgive in the right time," I said to reassure her.
She looked up to me, "You think so?"
I smiled and took the bowl of vegetables from her hands, "I know so." With enough courage, I took a deep breath to prepare myself on what I'm going to say next, "I envy you, Selena. You might not know a lot of common things but you're a princess. You're someone I wasn't and because of that, you're the one that Nick's dad want for him."
She shook her head, obviously disagreeing, "Being a princess isn't always about rainbows and butterflies; it's harder than you think."
"But I would trade anything to be with Nick."
"Wow, you truly love him, don't you?"
"Yes I do."
"I love Nick too; he's a real sweetheart, a total gentleman. No offense but he's good in bed," she said with a smirk and a teasing tone in her voice.
I laughed and shook that thought out of my head, "It's really weird that we're talking like this."
"I know, but don't worry because he was just like a big brother to me, we were never romantic."
"Oh," I said awkwardly, a smile forming on my face, glad to know that they're so not into each other.
"I've never seen him so happy when I saw him with you. With me he's always careful and protective, but with you he seems carefree, careful and protective at the same time."
"That's how I've known him."
"Sorry for being the third wheel."
"That's okay. You know, being apart from the one you love makes you stronger; it makes your love for him stronger."
"You know, you're not that bad as the current girlfriend of my soon-to-be-ex-husband."
"You're not that bad either."
"Friends?"
"Friends!" I said as I hugged her, "Oh, and Selena?"
She looked back at me with those innocent brown eyes, "Yeah?"
"You're going to be a good mom. Everything would be okay."
It was around past three in the afternoon when all five of us went out to the beach to have some fun.
"Come on daddy! Let's build a sand castle!" said my little Kate as she pulled down her dad by the arm. Nick sat down beside our cute little munchkin, "Sure baby!"
Kate wore a nice pink swimwear with ruffles, I wore a leopard printed two piece bikini, Selena wore a hot pink two piece bikini with a strapless top, and the boys wore board shorts.
"How about me?" I said as I stood in front of Nick and Kate.
Kate tugged my hand with a pretty smile on her face, "Of course you could help, mom."
I joined the father-daughter moment and helped them on the sandcastle while Selena and Justin walked away for some alone time. I took pictures with my camera and made sure I captured the precious moments of our family.
"Oh my God, Justin!" I heard Selena say.
I turned to the right side of the beach and found them in the water; Justin lifting Selena and twirling her around, just having fun in the water, "Awww, look at the two, Nick. They look adorable!"
We heard a lot of giggles, playful screams and splashes, and I thought that taking a few adorable pictures of them would be amazing. I took some pictures and we went back to building our little princess' sand castle.
"Oh God, I cant wait for tonight, I envy those two lovebirds right now," said Nick.
Our little daughter stopped patting the sand, "What's going on tonight, daddy?"
I chuckled and Nick said, "Oh, nothing, baby. You promised to sleep in your own room tonight, right?"
Kate gave out a pout, "Do I have to?" she asked adorably.
Nick shook his head smiling as he wrapped his arms around Kate, "Yeah. Remember that mom and I need to talk alone about grown up stuff?"
"Yeah, but you're going to tuck me in, right?" Kate asked.
"Yes princess, but now let's build a sand castle for my little princess, Kate!"
Nick and I both entered our room. Kate is now asleep so it's our time. He laid me on the bed and hovered on top of me.
He caressed my face gently with his hand. "You are so beautiful," he said while nibbling on my neck.
"I can't believe you're here with me," I said honestly.
He leaned in and kissed my longing lips. I felt sparks and tingles as our lips met and moved in sync. I wrapped my arms and legs around him and his hand caressed and tilted my face as he invaded my mouth with his tongue.
I pulled away from the kiss and looked into his eyes sexily, "I missed your kisses. I missed the way how you kiss me, the way your lips would mould over mine and our tongues intertwine."
He gasped, "Oh God, tell me more," he said before leaning closer and attacking my lips. His lips moved gracefully on mine and his tongue tasted every crevice in my mouth.
I felt his hand on my bare tummy and it made me hold my breath, "I love your touches, they give me tingles, and they make me hold my breath out of sensitivity."
He brought his hand higher, "Like this?" he asked as he placed it on my chest.
I whimpered and arched my back, "Nick..."
He smirked and took off my top as we made out. I reached for the hem of his shirt and removed it too, revealing his toned abs. I looked up to him and he kissed me hard, he went lower and showered my body with his feverish kisses while I kept moaning in delight and arching my back for him.
"Like it?" he teased and I nodded before he closed his mouth over one peak while kneading the other. His hand traveled down inside my shorts and I bucked my hips and moaned hard when he touched and teased me there. The rest was history. He made good f*ckin' love to me and I loved it. I love him so much that I didn't mind that he had sex with another girl anymore; the thought of him having sex with Selena left my mind in a blink when he touched me, felt me, and got inside me. I love being one with him and I never want to be apart from him again.
NICK'S POV
I woke up with the sound of my cell phone ringing. I looked down to the lovely lady curled up in my arms and smiled at the memories from last night. I remember it clearly; we showed our love for each other and after the grand finale, she passed out like a light. I chuckled at the thought; we were wildly active last night. Everything was perfect, I felt complete and I could not ask for more than to be with her. I ignored my incoming call and just stared at the love of my life, she's amazing, her body was a wonderland, I couldn't help but keep thinking about how good she felt last night, it was one of a kind. But then, my phone didn't stop ringing and I don't want it to wake Miley up, so I took it from the side table and pressed the answer button.
"Nicholas?" I hear mom's voice in the other line.
"Yes, mom?" I spoke with a very tired voice. I just wanna lie back in bed and cuddle with my Miley, I still feel sleepy.
"I have spoken to your grandmother and told her everything. She wants to talk to you and Selena face to face," said my mom in an instant.
My eyes got wide; all the lack of sleep I felt a while ago went away, leaving me haunted inside.
AN: So here is the update… AND A CLIFFY! Hahaha Sorry if it took me so long before I finished this. Haha. That's not how it usually works because I could write one or even two chapters in just one day. I'm just messed up right now, but everything's doing okay as of now. Just some personal issues, but don't worry because no one can stop me from writing. =]
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