"Are you okay, Jacob?" I asked with a slight frown.
Lately he's been acting off. The closer to the wedding we got, the more tense he became. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do. I understood why he was upset but, I felt like he was taking it out on our relationship, if we even really had one.
He just shrugged, not replying and just looking at the Television.
"Jake… Please don't do this. I can't lose you. I-" I love you. "I care about you and I want to help." I told him as slipped my hand into his and gave it a squeeze. "Please just talk to me."
His shoulders fell. "I'm sorry, Spence. It's just… the closer we are to that stupid wedding; the closer Bella is to becoming one of them."
"I try to not think of it that way…" I mumbled with a furrowed brow.
I didn't want to lose my sister but, this was her choice to make. I've realized that I cannot expect her to change who she loves for me. If Edward makes her happy and she really loves him, then she should do what she feel is right. Regardless of what the pack thinks, I will protect her as long as she needs it, regardless if she's human or not. Although, this does not mean I cannot mourn the end of her human life.
I decided to play dirty to get Jacob's attention off of my younger sister. With smirk, I straddled his waist, while sitting in his lap and kissed him. He reacted automatically and I ended up laying on the couch with him hovering over me. Who knew that one kiss could distract Jake that much.
Things got heated, fast. As our make out session continued, I ended up stripping off my shirt and his also. Which I'm sure he was happy about. His hands traveled up my back as his lips moved down my neck.
"Hey, Jake!" There was a pause. "Looks like I interrupted something."
I looked up to find Paul. Jacob had moved from over me and I sat up glaring. "Really? Have no never heard of knocking, Paul?" I growled in frustration as I grabbed my shirt and pulled it on. "Do you ever see me interrupting you?"
That caused him to raise an eyebrow. "So, you're comparing a little make out session to my sex life?" A smirk was quick to grow on his lips. "Oh, I see where you wanted this to go, Spence."
That statement caused me to blush, heavily.
"Dude, just tell me what you wanted." Jake grunted with his arms crossed over his chest.
"Oh! There's a party on the beach. I figured Spencer would want to come." There was that smirk again.
I rolled my eyes. "You really think I'm gonna do that mess again? Remember last time?"
Jacob got curious. "What happened last time?"
I sighed and decided to tell him before Paul could. "Paul was the one pouring my drinks. So, I easily lost track. I was so wasted that I woke up in his bathtub with a lamp shade on my head."
Paul busted out laughing. "C'mon Spence! You're the best person to party with. Please!"
"You could use some fun." Jacob noted. "I'll come with you, if that makes you feel better."
I sighed. "Fine, I'll go. But, Jake, keep an eye on me. I really do not want a hang over tomorrow."