Disclaimer- Stephenie still owns the usual suspects.
I own my original characters and original story.
Unbeta-ed and Drabble-ish. No heavy angst.
Okaaaay, I get it. I am a peckerblocker extraordinaire, and I ain't apologizin'.
Enjoy the following you pervs. ; )
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The feel of flesh against flesh just 'bout sent me into a frenzy, but through some miracle I was able to make my mind focus. "Izzy," I whispered, "there's things I should do to make this better, for ya…"
She froze and stared up at my face, "How do ya know that Ed? I thought ya ain't done this afore."
I shook my head afore the wrong notion took hold in her mind. "For true, I ain't never done more than kiss a girl, and only the once, afore meetin' ya."
She studied my face with wide eyes as I continued.
"I heared fellers talk, mostly when I was in the army."
Her mouth fell open as her expression turned a might angry, "That's what fellers talk about? They go around braggin' to one another about the private things they do with their wives?" She was close to shoutin' the words.
"No, no, Izzy," I brushed my hand against the side of her face to calm her. "I'm ashamed to say that it warn't none of the married fellers doin' the talkin'."
This time her eyes pert near bugged out of her head.
"I like to think that the married fellers had more respect for their wives than that. I know I do."
She breathed out a sigh of relief then. "I'm glad Ed, 'cause I don't know what I'd do if'n ya was to tell anyone…".
"Rest your mind sweetheart." I calmed her with a kiss so passionate and lingerin' that, after a time, I could feel all her worries melt away from her little body. I could also feel my manhood hard and wantin', pressed against the place where it wanted most to be.
I leaned up on my elbows and looked down at her; she was fair glowin' beneath me. I couldn't resist the urge to kiss more than her lips, so I bent my head and left a soft kiss on each breast. Izzy started in to squirmin' and put her hands on my shoulders, but she didn't push me away. With the gentlest of touches, and startin' at her neck, I let the tips of my fingers trace along her skin.
I stopped when I reached her breasts and teased each peak, amazed at the way her body was reactin', her little moans and sighs nearly sendin' me out of my mind with want. I continued to kiss and touch her 'til Izzy started in to liftin' her hips and rubbin' against me.
It was more than I could stand. "Izzy, I need to join with ya now, if that's agreeable." I could barely choke out the words.
She stared up at me, but didn't answer.
"Let me love ya, my sweet girl," I whispered.
She nodded as she gave voice to her answer. "Yes, please."
I positioned myself between her legs and stroked against the flesh beneath her soft curls with my fingertips, as I captured her lips in mine once again. After takin' a deep breath, I slowly guided myself inside. The feelin' was unlike anythin' I'd ever felt. I had only made it part of the way inside her warm, tight passage, when I found the need to squeeze my eyes shut and hold still, so's I could calm my frantic heart.
After a moment, I pushed further inside. Izzy's little whimper caused me to open my eyes and give her a sorrowful look. "Are ya hurtin' Izzy?"
"Not much, it just feels strange." Her voice was a quiet whisper. I stilled my movements for fear of causin' her more pain.
Soon, Izzy was buckin' her hips against me. "I think I'd like it better if'n ya moved Ed."
Bein' joined with Izzy was what I imagined heaven to must be like, and once I withdrew and pushed in again, I couldn't stop myself from doin' it over and over again. I whispered words of love, and proceeded to kiss her lips, her breasts, her shoulders, and any other part of her body that I could reach as I kept up the steady rhythm.
Izzy's soft moans spurred me on, and I come to realize that once I really began to move, I couldn't have stopped if my life depended on it. As soon as Izzy started bringin' her hips up to meet mine, it warn't long afore a feelin' of utter euphoria overcame me. I cried out Izzy's name while spillin' my seed deep inside her.
After collapsin' half on top of Izzy, and half on the mattress, I felt her soft fingers strokin' along my back.
It was then that I felt the shame for how I'd behaved. "Izzy, I'm sorry," I whispered.
"What ya sorry for Ed?" She asked in a quiet low voice.
"I know it warn't enjoyable for ya like it coulda been, but I warn't able to slow down once I started, I didn't have the will…"
"Shh," she soothed as she continued to stroke my back. "It was enjoyable. 'Specially considerin' that it was the first time for us. Ya make me feel loved Ed, with everythin' ya do. This warn't no different."
I leaned up so's I could look at her face; the smile I found there warmed my heart.
"That's 'cause I love ya, Izzy Cullen, with all my heart."
She nodded. "And I love ya too, Ed Cullen, forever and always."
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A/N Let me hear from you please. Especially since I basically let my family fend for themselves for an entire day in order to finish this. They are so freakin' needy. ; )