Chapter.37

*A few years later*

Kol and I had moved to a little and calm village somewhere in Boston. We were living in a small but very nice house. We still hadn't gotten married, but we were thinking about it and I already had a few things in mind. I wanted it to be perfect.

I was sat on the porch when I saw Kol arriving on a horse. He looked wonderful on that horse. He loved horses as much as I did and I loved seeing him happy while riding them.

- And there comes my prince on a white horse. –I smiled and he smirked at me.

- Want to go for a walk together? –he offered me.

- I'm sure Teo is tired. You love to run with him across the fields. Let him rest. –I said. –We can do it another day.

He jumped off the horse and brought him to the stables, after a while he came out and walked to me, with a smirk on his face.

His hand went around my waist, pulling me closer to his body. His lips brushed mine until he finally kissed me.

- You look gorgeous today. –he said against my lips. –You can't imagine the things I would like to do to you. –he whispered in my ear moving my hair away.

- I can imagine it. –I bit my lip. He looked at me and smirked and then his lips went to my neck.

- You are irresistible. –I giggled.

- Oh yes?

- Ahá. –he brushed my lips with his. I bit his bottom lip and I suddenly flashed away. I wanted to play a little.

I appeared behind the house, near the little river, I felt a pair of hands around my waist and I knew Kol had found me. He kissed my neck and all of a sudden turned me around so I was facing him.

- You want to play? –he asked. I nodded. I put my arms around his neck and brought his face closer to mine and then I pressed my lips against his. My tongue licked his bottom lip asking for permission and he gladly granted it. Our tongues started dancing together and the kiss deepened. I felt his hands on my waist squeezing it. I moaned.

- I want to take a little bath. –I said when we both pulled away breathless. He bit his lip.

My hands went to his shirt, slowly unbuttoning it while looking straight into his eyes. When I finished I let it fall down his shoulders and on the floor. Then I pushed him away and started to undo the strings of my dress, slowly letting it fall down, revealing my breasts and my briefs. Kol looked at me and licked his lips.

My hands went to my piece of underwear and I pulled it down my legs so I was totally naked in front of him.

Kol quickly started to unbutton his trousers and took them off with his underwear at the same time. We were both naked in front of each other.

I looked at him and bit my lip, and then I ran to the river and threw myself in the water. When my head emerged I searched for Kol, but I couldn't find him and that's when I felt a pair of arms around my waist.

- Hello, darling. –he whispered in my ear. I could already feel his erection on my back. I smirked. I quickly turned around so I was facing him and crashed my lips against his. –Someone is eager. –said Kol when we pulled away and then he smirked.

- Ahá. –I ran my fingers through his wet hair and then I rolled my legs around his waist. He was so tall that he was standing, his feet reached the ground.

I felt him kissing my neck while his hands ran up and down my body.

- You drive me crazy, darling. –his lips went back to mine and he kissed them.

We kept on making out for a long while. His lips never leaving mine, while his hands kept on exploring my body. This felt so good. I could never get enough of his kisses and his touch.

- Kol… –I let out aloud when I felt him entering with smooth thrust. My nails dug in his shoulders making him bleed.

He kept on thrusting, every time faster and harder. We were both moaning uncontrollably.

- Oh my God, this feels so good. –I heard him whisper in my ear and then he bit my lobe.

I was over the edge, my lips went to his neck kissing it and sucking his sensitive spot, making him groan in the process. He hit my g spot and I cried out. I felt how the veins under my eyes appeared and my normal fangs were replaced by my vampire ones. I bit his neck and started drinking his blood, that made my orgasm build even faster when I heard how turned on he was.

- Oh, Alexa… –I felt his hand on the back, on my thighs helping me to move and increase the pleasure. His pace started to speed and I felt that I was closer to my climax.

- I'm going to… –I couldn't even finish, because at that moment I came very hard screaming his name.

He thrust a few more times and I felt him releasing inside me. I rested my head on the crook of his neck and tried to regain my breath. He was still inside of me.

We spent a while there just hugging each other without saying anything, until I pulled away, but Kol didn't let me go far away because he put his arm around my waist and brought me closer to him and kissed my lips.

- Are you up for round two? –he mumbled against my lips.

- I'm always up for a next round when it comes to sex.

- Oh! –he smirked. –But we are going to take this somewhere else. –he picked me up bridal style and used his vampire ability to jump out of the river, he quickly picked up our clothes and flashed us to the house and that's where round two started.

I was outside enjoying the sun, it was a very beautiful day and I was sat on the grass in front of our little house with my eyes closed.

- Alexa! Alexa! –it was Lilly's voice. She lived next to us. She was a nineteen year old girl with dark brown hair and green eyes. – Come here! I want to introduce you to someone.

- Lilly! –I stood up and walked to her and saw that she had a baby in her arms. She had finally giving birth! –Oh my god! –I approached her and looked at the little baby in her arms.

- It's a girl, John and I decided to call her Olivia. –she smiled. I smiled back. She was so small and beautiful. –Want to hold her? –she asked. I looked and nodded very excited. –Here you are! –I looked down at Olivia that was now lying in my arms.

- She's beautiful! Congratulations! –I smiled at Lilly.

- I suddenly closed my eyes and lots of flashes appeared in my mind. It all went to fast and I couldn't get what was going on.

- What's wrong, Alexa? Are you okay? –Lilly brought me out of my trance.

- Oh, yes. I'm okay. –I gave her Olivia back. –Can you excuse me? I feel a little bit dizzy.

- Don't worry! –she smiled. –I hope you feel better. I'll see you around. –I smiled weakly and nodded.

I entered the house and sat down on a chair, my hands went to my head it hurt. What had been all those flashes? There were images in my mind, but I couldn't see them clearly. I just heard myself calling Kol's voice and crying in pain. What was going on? I was confused.

- Darling, I'm home! –I heard Kol's voice. I didn't even react. I felt a breeze and in a matter of seconds he was next to me. –What's wrong, Alexa? –he kneeled down.

- Nothing I'm okay. –I looked up and saw him standing in front of me with a worried expression.

- You don't look okay. –he said.

- Just a little headache. –I lied. –I need some blood and I'll be fine.

I stood up and I felt Kol's hand on my back. He walked next to me.

- Let's go and hunt. –he said. I nodded.

I found myself crawling on the floor, I was in pain, there was blood everywhere I couldn't stop bleeding. I cried out. I was suffering. I needed help.

- KOL? –I called him as I could. –Help! I need you. It hurts… -my voice was croaky. The tears were falling from my eyes. The pain was unbearable.

I rolled on my back and one of my hands went to the wound, while the other just rested on my stomach.

- My baby. –I said as I stroked my stomach and cried. –Daddy will be here soon. Everything will be okay. –I prayed that Kol would come soon. I needed him.

And that's when I heard the door open.

- ALEXANDRA! NO!

I was crying uncontrollably on the floor in front of the mirror. My baby was gone and I was broken. It couldn't be true. It couldn't be gone. Why was this happening to me?

I let more tears fall from my eyes. I couldn't breathe properly; this had to be a really bad dream.

Suddenly I woke up and gasped for air. I was shaking and I was totally drenched in sweat. What had that been? It had felt so real. I felt the tears streaming down my face. I had felt real pain; I felt broken, but why? This was just a dream, a very strange one.

Seeing myself on the floor covered in blood and crying for Kol… That was one of the images I had when I was with Lilly and her baby.

- Darling, what's wrong? –Kol sat up, he looked worried. I was still trying to catch my breath. –Hey, darling. –he pulled my hair away from my face. –You're drenched in sweat. What happened?

- I had a nightmare and it felt so real. –I felt him hugging me.

- It's okay. It was just a nightmare. –he stroked my hair.

He lay down on the bed and I rested my head on his chest.

- I'm here. It's okay. –he kept on stroking my hair. –Try to sleep. –he kissed my head and I slowly closed my eyes.

I woke up the next morning and I felt Kol's arm around my waist, I slowly turned around and saw him there looking at me with his beautiful eyes. He smiled.

- Good morning, darling.

- Good morning. –I rested my head on his chest and he stroked my hair.

- Did you sleep better after having that nightmare? –he asked me.

- Yes, thank you for giving me those dreams. –I looked up at him and he smiled.

- You woke up panicking. What did you dream? –I sat up and he followed my every move.

- It was very strange, but it felt so real. I could even feel the pain. –I explained. –I was on the floor, blood everywhere, and I was calling your name... –I looked at Kol and he looked shocked. –I was pregnant in that dream. And I was worried about losing the baby; I woke up when I realized that I had lost the baby, I saw myself crying uncontrollably. –I paused. –I don't understand anything.

- Darling, it was just a dream. –I noticed he was nervous. –Calm down. –he cupped my face in his hands. –Just a dream…

- You are right, but it felt so real. –I sighed. –When I was with Lilly I had a few flashes and I saw the same images from the dream. What does this mean?

- I'm sure it's nothing. –he smiled at me and hugged me.

I kept on having the same dream all these nights. There were also some new images added. I found myself killing people just for fun. What was going on with my mind? I didn't understand anything.

I didn't tell Kol that I kept having those dreams. He acted very strange every time I told him and he even went mad and told me that it was nothing that I shouldn't worry about it, that those were only dreams. Why did he act like this?

Today Lilly came to visit me with Olivia; Kol was out doing a few things, lately he had been going out too much and he came home very late, but I didn't bother to ask what was going on.

- She's beautiful. –I played with Olivia's hands while I held her in my arms.

- She is! –smiled Lilly. –Have you and Kol ever thought about having children? –she asked.

- I always wanted children, but we can't have. –I looked down.

- Oh, I'm sorry, Alexa.

- Don't worry. –I tried to smile.

Suddenly all those flashes came back and I closed my eyes trying to get rid of all of it.

- Alexa, are you okay? –asked Lilly. I heard her voice from far away. – Alexa? –I gave her the baby and ran away to the bathroom. I was feeling very sick.

I rested my hands on the counter and looked at myself in the mirror. And again those flashes.

- ALEXANDRA! NO!

- Kol… You are here.

- What happened?

- Katherine...

- I'm going to kill her.

- Kol, you need to save the baby.

- What baby?

- Our child.

- What are you talking about?

- I'm pregnant with your child, Kol.

- I'm carrying your child.

- You were carrying my child…

- What? What are you talking about? What did you do?

- I didn't do anything. You were badly injured, Alexa. The baby didn't survive.

- No, no. It can't be! It's not possible! You're lying.

I fell down to the floor. I was feeling an immense headache. My hands went to my head and I begged for the pain to go away.

- STOP! STOP! –I shouted.

- ALEXANDRA? –I heard Lilly calling me.

The pain was too much, I tried to stand up but I couldn't. I kept on getting those flashes. I was going crazy.

Blood, death, bodies everywhere…

I turn around and there are bodies lying on the floor, on the table. My nightgown and my face are covered in blood. I lick my lips and smirk.

I closed my eyes trying to get rid of all those images. But I couldn't, the pain was taking over me, I fell to the floor and complained. The pain was unbearable and I couldn't stand it any more.

All of a sudden everything went black.

A/N: So here's the chapter! It's shit and boring, I know. But, it will get better, or that's what I hope.

To that guest: I've already planned some parts of the story. And in the end it will all connect, don't worry.

There will be two more chapters, and then it will end. This is just book one, DON'T PANIC, when I finish, I will immediately start book two! So I hope you will keep on reading and reviewing, because you guys rock!

I want to dedicate this chapter to my girls Alessa (queenofnatebuzz) & Oihana (elijahs-suit/bluishlemonade) you are both amazing! Love you! : D

Oh, and you should check bluishlemonade's story Crude and Primitive! It's awesome!

Until next time! ;)

PS: I'm sorry it's such a short chapter!