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Prompt: Sequel to Regrets?
I suggest going back and rereading the above drabble so you can understand this better!
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Pacifica found herself staring blankly at the floor, shoulders sagging, hands gripping the edge of her dress. Her eyes hurt- fiery pressure building in the back of them, ready to bleed tears at any given notice.
But she couldn't cry. Not right now. Not in this situation. She wouldn't give herself this, wouldn't offend Gideon even more by the action.
She could hear his heavy breathing, nose whistling some past the sniffles he tried to cover up and she couldn't help but wince at the sound of each and every one of them. Her bruises and marks felt as if they were burning under her party dress and Pacifica was sure that Gideon could somehow see them- sense them in some way that she couldn't understand.
"Y-you...you actually…" Gideon swallowed thickly, his blue eyes trained on the floor. His cheeks jiggled as he dug his teeth into his bottom lips and his hands twisted the hem of his pajama shirt uneasily.
"I…" Pacifica shook her head. No. She couldn't apologize for her actions. Not now, maybe not ever. She just...she just couldn't.
Gideon stared at her in what she knew was growing disgust and even distrust and though she had known it was going to happen, known that his voice would drop as it did, shattering into thousands of hurt little pieces, slicing away their trust for one another, that didn't mean she wanted to hear it, wanted to see what they had crumble all around her, shards blowing against them in a torrent of wind fueled by her own apathy and Gideon's growing anger.
"You're not even regretting it, are you? Y-you're not even…" Gideon's voice died as he turned away from her, pearly tears caught in thick lashes, pallid cheeks quickly reddening.
Pacifica said nothing, couldn't say anything whatsoever. She had nothing left to say, after all. No overarching joke, no reassurance, nothing at all.
"Fine. Whatever." Gideon practically barked out, causing the blonde to jump in surprise. "Do- do what you want. Let your heart get broken. I don't even care."
And before Pacifica could reach out to grab the other, reach out over that void now gaping between them and reel Gideon back with false words of uncertainty, the teen was already too far away, disappearing behind the wooden door that had guarded their lives up to this point, who had seen and watched them grow ever closer…
Pacifica shook her head, small tears flinging from her own eyelashes and into the air, gone forever.
Turning away, shivering in the morning air and rubbing her bare arms, she started to trot back down the worn dirt pathway that would lead her to her car, that would lead her down the road and to a certain mansion she knew was warm and safe.
All the way back to her new home.
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I haven't updated this in like forever. Oops.
Well! Not going to lie, I've been much too busy with real life and my BillDip fics to really give this one the attention it deserves. On top of that, I'm swamped with work when it comes to fanfiction- I have 4 fics I'm writing, 1 to plan, and now...around 26 prompts to write in total.
That's a lot. Like, a lot a lot. On top of that, though I still really enjpy this pairing, my interest in writing it has waned a lot since starting this fic (as is obvious- I used to have daily chapters and now I don't though part of that is also attributed to the fact that I am writing a lot more stuff in general)
So basically, what's going to happen is this: I am going to write all the prompts already given to me on here and post them, but I will NOT be accepting any more prompts from here. From now on I will only be accepting prompts from Tumblr when they are open (right now they are not) (also my URL is lanxborealis)
When I am completed with all the prompts you guys have given me, I am going to mark this story as complete HOWEVER mattering on what I get prompted on Tumblr, it may still be updated in the future, so keep an eye out on that!
Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this sequel! It was pretty fun to write in all honesty! The next prompt is already halfway done so...hopefully I can get it out pretty soon!
And, as always, thanks for reading!
