Two weeks later
Lita was still asleep when Kane got up after hearing one of the babies crying on the monitor . He kissed her forehead after hearing her begin to stir.
"I've got it." Kane said.
"Okay, baby." Lita responded, sleepy.
He got out of bed, heading down the cold hallways of their house. The baby room was only down the hallways a ways. They'd made a nursery in the house a few months after learning that they were having fraternal twins, a boy and girl. They'd gotten in somewhat of a routine. He and Lita would take turns but sometimes Kane would take care of the babies on his own all night. He was in love with them already. He already knew it was Raven crying. He picked her up, giving her a kiss as her big eyes stared at him.
"Are you hungry?" Kane asked as if she could tell him yes or no. Then he noticed that she stopped crying once he picked her up. "You missed mommy and daddy?" He suddenly found himself asking. He never trusted himself to lay with them. He was afraid of crushing them or something, but maybe they should let them be closer to them for a little while. Kane grabbed both of kids babies, Jax grunting, annoyed by his father bothering him from his sleep as if he had something to do.
Kane made his way back inside his room. He spoke, knowing his wife was still awake since it took her awhile to get back to sleep nowadays.
"Look who wants to come and play with us." Kane spoke, watching Lita sit up almost instantly.
"Give me my babies!" She joked. Kane settles Jax in her arms, as she began the coo at him.
"Awe, my little man." She held him in her arms, listening to his grunts of protest. "He looks like you, Kane."
"No," Kane settled on the bed with Raven. "They all look like you. He just has my shitty attitude." Kane chuckled a little.
"I see." Lita said as Jax opened one eye to look at her, grumpy. "So cute." Lita said aloud.
"He's definitely shitting right now." Kane said, watching as Lita checked. He was right.
"How did you know?"
"I've kinda been around them a little more than you since they were born. I didn't want to overwhelm you before you were ready."
"Why doesn't he just cry?" Lita found herself asking, noticing that Jax only grunted mostly.
"I don't know." Kane admitted. Lita seemed a little worried now. "Nothing is wrong with him. He's a baby."
"We should get him checked out."
"You realize who his father is right? I didn't talk until I was about six."
"I didn't know that." Lita said, watching her son begin to scowl a little. "I'm guessing he wants the diaper changed."
"Yep. You would be right." Kane said, setting Raven on the bed carefully before grabbing some wipes and a diaper. They might as well change them both since they usually did the same thing around the same time. "Here you go." Kane said, handing her the materials she needed.
"Thanks." They changed their children and played with them a bit before they fell asleep, Jax before Raven of course. They eventually placed them in the small bedside cradles.
Lita turned on the television eventually before Kane pulled her into his arms. They were watching some kind of western horror movie, but she could see than Kane wasn't the least bit interesting. He kept looking over to the babies then laying his head back once he saw they were okay. He was pretty much obsessed with them at this point. She understood since he waited so long, it seemed like it took forever even though the twins came a bit early naturally. Lita couldn't shake away what Kane had said about how long it look him to speak when he was younger. She wanted to know about his life, but she didn't know if he would tell her anything. She shivered a little thinking about when he'd told her he'd killed someone before those years ago, during their first marriage. Kane caught that, because she noticed him looking at her know.
"You're cold?" Kane asked, pushing more of the blanket to her side of the bed. He would be fine. He didn't like too much heat anyways.
"No, sorry." Lita said, trying to calm down.
"I hope you're not afraid of this bullshit movie. I watched it so many times when I was younger. I probably know every line by now." Lita knew Kane probably wasn't lying. He was a genius as far as her knew. He memorize everything so easily. She sometimes wished she'd had his mind in some situations, but he always told her to never say that. As if nothing good came from having his mind.
"No." Lita answered him.
"Then what's wrong." Kane lifted an eyebrow.
"I was just wondered about what you said. You said you didn't start speaking until you were six."
"Yeah," Kane said honestly. "Then I stopped again later on."
"Why?" Lita couldn't help but asked.
"I don't know, Lita. That's just how I was born." Kane rolled his eyes. She knew he was just trying to stay away from the subject as a whole. "I don't go asking you all those questions like that about your past."
"That's because you know everything about me already. You stalked me like a madman." Lita siad. Kane smiled at the thought.
"And it worked."
"That's besides the point. Don't you think it's important for me to know this since we literally just had kids. I need to know what to look out for." Kane looked at her now. What did she mean, what did she have to look out for?
"The baby is going to be fine. I turned out fine." Kane lied.
"Oh yeah, that's obvious." Lita said, sarcastically.
"Stop bringing it up. NOW!" Kane ordered her. Lita jumped a little before reluctantly leaving the subject alone. Fine, he didn't want to talk about it. Lita sunk down a bit more in the bed, trying to fall asleep again. She couldn't. She kept wondering who she was married to. Should she be worried? She looked up at her husband, before she noticed that he'd been staring at her the entire time now.
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Kane wondered what was going on with her. She was so quiet now since the night before. He'd probably never understand women. He shook his head. They didn't know how to just leave things alone. He watched her sitting on the couch, watching Raven and Jax who were fully awake for now.
"You hungry?" Kane asked her.
"No. I don't have much of an appetite right now. I'll probably just eat a little later today."
"Suit yourself." Kane shrugged, grabbing a breakfast he'd prepared and a protein shake with all his pills inside. He hid them from her all the time this way. It was easier now since she was so preoccupied with the twins. He settled down in the living room with Lita, watching their kids make small noises occasionally. Lita kept looking at Raven, who moved all the time like a normal baby should; then at Jax, who just sat there staring a her mostly, he didn't need a pacifier or anything to sit quietly. She was still worried, regardless of Kane's disinterest in the Jax's problem that was obvious. Kane noticed the way she was behaving when she looked at their son.
"Is something wrong with him? Did he shit or something? Is he hungry?" Kane asked her.
"I can't tell, seriously." Lita said, feeling like a bad mother at this time.
"Look, I'll show you how to tell." Kane wiped his fingers on his pajama bottoms, letting the crumbs from the toast get on them. He headed over, picking up Jax carefully. It was as if Kane was a professional at this. "He's hungry." Kane stated before letting Jax rest against his arm. He heard him grunt softly. "I can feed him. Formula or breast milk?" Kane asked her before going to the fridge.
"Umm, breast milk. They use the bathroom better if you let them have breast milk in the morning." Kane nodded at that before grabbing one, of the many bottle, labeled breast milk. He sat, neglecting his breakfast and medicine to feed his son.
"How did you know that was what he wanted." Lita found herself asking after a while.
"He licks his lips only if you put your finger to his mouth. He doesn't know unless you tell him."
"Oh." Lita said. "But how did you know to do that?" She asked. She watched Kane become annoyed, but he finally spoke.
"My father told me that my mother use to have to do that for me." Kane finally said. He didn't want to admit that he'd had to ask his own father how to parent one of his children. He didn't want her to know about Paul at all really.
"Paul Bearer?" Lita questioned. "I didn't know you two stayed in touch."
"We don't." Kane glared at her, telling her to drop it now. She got the hint quickly.
"I don't stay in touch with my parents either." Lita looked down, rubbing her daughter's hand which she wrapped around her mother's finger.
"It's not like that." Kane said. "I just don't like my father. He's not a good guy. He can fool a lot of people but not me or my brother." Kane said. "You want to know what he use to do to me?" Lita didn't know if she should say yes or no, so she just sat there listening, allowing him to continue on his own will. Kane shook his head, laughing at her expression. "Nevermind." He decided she couldn't handle it.
"I. . . I want to know." Lita said, still not sure if that was true. Kane could sense her hesitation. He shook his head.
"No." He stated, tending to his son who was now full. Lita became upset instantly, hating herself for it. She knew she couldn't get him to say anything more. He was stubborn as always. She ignored the burning urge to ask him again. It would only make him withdraw more from allow her the satisfaction of knowing.
The days went by fast, it was relaxing since only Raven really cried all day. Jax only watcher her, which was becoming usual to her now. Kane has went out and fixed up whatever part of their house he was trying to perfect. She didn't know what it was with him and making the house perfect in his own way. She had yet to explore all of it, since she had persuaded him to let them say with Taker and Ellie up until the babies were born.
Eventually evening came, and they placed the twins in their cribs, allowing them to get some much needed rest. Lita still wasn't use to doing everything yet. When she was pregnant, Kane pretty much too care of everything. He even bathed her once her belly got too big for her to wash over. It was nearly torture, the pain that she went through during her pregnancy. The twins were worth it though. Lita smiled, thinking about them and how Kane loved them so much.
She was cooking dinner, some spaghetti and meatball with garlic bread and some wine. It had been so long since she had wine. Lita was waiting for Kane to get back in, he usually took forever. She heard the door open finally, smiling when she saw him walk in. He was dirty and tired. She gave him a glass of water, already use to him coming in this way.
"You all tired out finally?" Lita said, setting their plates on the table while the food finished.
"Not entirely. I'm ready to get back on the road. I just do all this to have something to do." Kane said before taking a gulp of water. "I want you and the babies to come."
"That's not going to happen." Lita said, taking no acceptions. "I need time to heal up and the babies are too small."
"People do it all the time." Kane said, annoyed.
"No, seriously Kane." Lita said as she began to make their plates. To be honest, she didn't want people all over her kids, trying to see the freak's , Kane, babies.
"Why, because they are MY babies?" Kane suddenly said, as if he'd read her mind.
"No," Lita responded. "I just don't want people touching all over my kids."
"OUR kids you mean." Kane said back, calmly.
"Yes, our kids." Lita sat their plates on the full plates of spaghetti on the table. She was reluctant when Kane finally ate, letting the subject go. There was no way she was taking their kids anywhere around anyone just yet. She didn't even know how to be a good mother to Jax. The ate in silence. Eventually, she poured herself a glass of wine, savoring the flavor is it went coaxed her taste buds. She felt Kane's eyes on her, just watching as she ate. Once the meal was done, Lita cleaned up while Kane took a shower then made himself a bath. It wasn't too long before she found her way inside of the bathroom with him. She felt a little tipsy though. She'd drank too much wine.
"Hey, baby," Lita said once she made her way inside of the large bathroom. Kane was soaking, his eyes closed as he relaxed.
"You checked on the kids?" Kane asked first.
"Yeah." She said, obviously buzzed. "They are asleep."
"How much did you drink?" Kane found himself asking, remembering the last time she'd gotten drunk. He had never allowed her to do so again until now, but only because he could watch her closely here.
"A bit." Lita said laughing. "Okay, a lot but I'm okay."
"You want to get in?" Kane found himself asking. They hadn't slept together since the babies were born.
"You want me to?" Lita asked, unsure if she actually should.
"What do you think?" Kane said, looking at his wife fully wife. She eventually undressed and heading into the bath with him. His eyes were on her the entire way.
"Mmm, it's so warm in here." Lita swid as she settled in the bath.
"Yeah." Kane said, wrapping his arms around her body. They laid there in silence before relaxing to the feeling of the warm water. It calmed them both from the hectic, new experience of being parents.
"You know I love you." Lita suddenly said. Kane opened one of his eyes at that.
"I love you too, Lita." Kane kissed her forehead, then her neck.
"Mmm." Lita purred. "You haven't done that in a while."
"I know." Kane continued, licking and suckling on her neck and earlobes. "You like that?"
"Mmm. Yeah, baby."
"Let's head to the bedroom." Kane gestured with his head.
"I wouldn't mind that, baby."
They eventually made it to the bed after drying one another off. Lita stood there beside the bed, smiling drunkenly as Kane edged his way close to her. Kane kissed her deeply, savoring every bit of her. He pulled her close to his chest, gesturing her to kiss on him now. Lita began to kiss and suck as he begged her silently. He watched her as she licked around his erect nipples, making him throw his head back at the feeling on her tongue.
He allowed her to continue for a while before laying her on the bed and climbing on top of her, kissing and biting her neck now. He made his way down slowly, making it to her naked sex. Lita closed her eyes as she felt his tongue began to lick her gently. She bit her lip as he suck on her clit. Kane felt her buck against him now, arousing him even more. He found himself wanting her too much as he went back up to kiss her neck before whispering in her ear.
"I can't take it anymore. I want to feel you. I haven't felt you in so long." Kane made her shiver as his warm breath tickled her neck. "Do you miss how I make love to you?"
"Mmm, yes." Lita kisses his lips, biting it a little. He loved when she did that. Kane smiled. He wasn't going to be able to allow her to touch him more. He wanted her now. Kane stroked his already hard member with his hand before rubbing it roughly between her wet folds. He positioned himself, ready to slip into her. It was like he'd been waiting ages for this. He could probably climax then and there from the pure need her felt at the women.
Before he could even be allowed the pleasure he'd been waiting so patiently for, Raven began to cry.
Kane sighed hard. He didn't want to move. He nearly didn't. He wanted to ignore their babies just this once.
"Someone has to go check on them." Lita sighed.
"Go ahead." Kane said, feeling himself began to lose his erection the more they sat there protesting. He forced himself to get off of his wife once she began to push at him.
"Damn it." Kane said. This was the only part he would have to get used to. He pulled a pillow over his head, wishing they'd stayed asleep a bit longer.