Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in Twilight or anything Twilight related... it sucks, I would have millions if I'd been the one to think up that story line... sigh.
Ok, sorry this has taken me so long, I've been busy, the weathers been so good, so I've been out a lot. Thank you all so much as usual for your fantastic reviews, you're all so nice to me, thank you thank you thank you!
Anyway, I'm being lazy and I can't be bothered to check through this properly, so any silly mistakes- just bare with me...
Chapter 36- If You Love Me
EPOV
"Well, you just about saved your ass there Eddie boy." Emmett snorted, jabbing my side as I slumped down on the sofa next to him, sighing, "I was rather enjoying the 'I will not be responsible for my actions' line, it was like, kapow! In your face, bitch! Y'know?" He smiled and patted my arm as I just slumped further down into the sofa. I'd just come back from the laundry room, my clothes were still damp from the rain so I changed them.
"Yeah well, she had to be told... and she had to know where I stand." I sighed again and then looked at him suspiciously, "How d'you know I said that anyway?" Emmett looked back at the TV and then to Jasper and then to me and then started whistling. Because that really doesn't make it obvious he was spying or anything...
Jasper quickly changed the subject, "But uh, yeah man, definitely the right thing to do... so why are you looking so down about it? You and Bella are alright now, right?" I eyed Emmett but seeing as he was purposely not making eye contact I sighed and shrugged,
"I guess... I just can't believe myself. I should have realised what was happening and I shou-" Emmett hit the side of my head, "Hey, what was that for?!" I said frowning and rubbing my head where the buffoon had felt the need to smack me,
"We told you, if you didn't quit your jibber-jabber..." Jasper laughed,
"Then you'd meet our friend Pain." Emmett finished, waving the hand he'd just hit me with. I narrowed my eyes, "And you were jibber-jabbering so you know..."
Jasper nodded and then kicked his legs up on the coffee table, putting his hands behind his head, "Seriously dude, I love you but you gotta stop this wallowing in self pity shit, man up! It's over, she forgives you, stop beating yourself up about it, it's done. You can't change what happened, just move on."
"Huh." I took my hand away from rubbing my head and put it under my chin, "Well maybe I am, but I want to do something to show her I'm sorry..."
Emmett immediately turned to me with a suggestive smirk on his face, "Well, in that case you can always come and talk to me lil bro. I'm sure I can teach you loads of ways that'll show her you're sorry. Really, really sorry." He had some goofy smile on his face and Jasper started laughing. Nice, Emmett...
I rolled my eyes, "No, I mean something... nice, something more." Emmett shrugged,
"I thought that was something pretty damn 'nice'..." He mumbled. Jasper hummed as he pondered and then voiced his thoughts,
"Something nice? Something Bella... something sweet? Mm, flowers, candy... mm doughnuts, those ones from Krispy Kreme were so good, original glazed mhm. No, wait, uh don't side track yourself... Mm, I don't know, take her out for dinner? Ice-skating? I don't know, take her out somewhere." He said finally.
I sat up a bit and contemplated this, "Like a date?... we've never been on a date... maybe I won't take her out..." And then I got it, the perfect idea and I lit up, "I know! Ok, so I'm using that prize, you know Bella and I winning the game, well I've decided that our prize is that you two and the girls are going to help me do this... for tomorrow, and then your prize for helping me is you can have sex again... well you can anyway tomorrow, but you know what I mean. How have you been coping with that by the way, you all seem pretty calm and collected? Especially you Emmett."
Emmett dramatically threw his hand across his forehead, "Oh dear brother, it's been torturous! This..." He gestured to himself, still in his overly dramatic position, "It's all a lie! I'm dying on the inside!" I couldn't help but smirk at him, I knew it was, I was amazed he hadn't just given up, but then again, it was Emmett and he never gave up...
"Jasper's so fucking gay! That is honestly the only conclusion I've come up with, I mean, I'm ok most of the time but then when Rose is so close... yet so far... dude, that's why you haven't seen us all together all week, it would just be too damn tempting! Jasper's fine all the fucking time, he's got to be gay, I mean seriously..."
Jasper chuckled and sat up tapping his temple, "Self control my friends, it's all in the mind."
"Yeah, well, tell that to my dick..." Emmett murmured getting off the sofa to sit in the recliner, ah yes, our usual positions, always when the girls are out... Hey wait, didn't Bella say she was going to the bathroom? And yeah guys are usually quicker than girls, but she'd been in there for a while hadn't she? Yeah Edward, I don't think she needs you to wipe her ass. Maybe she hadn't been there for too long then...
"Maybe you should." Jasper snorted, resuming his position with his feet up on the table. Emmett nodded and then looked down at his crotch, determination on his face,
"You don't own me! That's right, I'm my own man, you're just my bitch, fuck you!" What a bloody retard. Sometimes I couldn't believe we shared the same blood.
"Emmett, were you adopted?" He put his middle finger up at me just as I heard a clicking sound at the front door, as if someone had just come in, or just left...
I turned around to face the door but there was just silence, no one there. Shaking my head, I turned back to Jasper and Emmett, "What's up?" Jasper asked casually tipping his head towards me yet his eyes remained on the TV.
"Oh... I just thought I heard the door. I thought it might be Emmett's real parents coming to take him home or something." I chuckled but Emmett glared and leant over the edge of the recliner to the sofa, picking up a cushion and lobbing it at me,
"Fuck off! I wasn't adopted!" He growled,
"Ha ha, can you imagine Orphan Emmett! Singing songs to get him through the day!" Jasper joined in my taunting and began singing, "It's a hard knock life for us! It's a hard knock life for us! Instead of treated, we get tricked!"
"Instead of kisses, we get kicked! It's a hard knock life!" I finished, smiling widely at Emmett who sat glaring at Jasper and I, his arms folded tightly across his chest.
Jasper stood up, flinging his arms in the air and belting out, "Tomorrow, tomorrow! I'll love ya, tomorrow! It's only a daaaaay awaaaaaay!" I applauded him as he took a bow. Emmett, however, was, surprisingly enough, not impressed and picked up the remote and began flicking the channels, huffing as he did so.
Jasper and I both laughed and dropped it, deciding on just watching 'My Name is Earl', every time Randy said something stupid I couldn't help but smile and look over at Emmett who frequently just stuck his middle finger up at me in response, not even needing to look away from the TV (a/n I do this all the time with my friends, don't even need to look at them to know what they're thinking... twats hahaah)
We just sat there watching TV for about an hour until my blackberry buzzed and I pulled it out from my pants, I was always rather impressed that it actually fit, and read the message, from Alice... I seriously needed to give more people my number:
Are you and Bella all good now? Xoxo
I text her back and literally just as I hit send the front door opened and Alice, Rose and Esme came bustling in with bags... not all with groceries. As they appeared at the door, I eyed the bags warily and then looked at Alice,
"What?! We got a bit distracted ok!" She waved her hand dismissively putting her bags down,
Rose stood beside and frowned over at Emmett, "Hey babe, what's eating you? Why are you looking so grumpy?"
Jasper smirked, "Oh Annie hasn't found her real parents yet, she's a bit pissed." I laughed under my breath as Rose looked between the three of us and then shook her head.
"Anyway, yay! You made up, yes? And you sorted the whole Naomi thing and everything?!" Alice continued, I rolled my eyes and nodded as Alice started clapping her hands and shrieking.
Esme smiled warmly at me, "I'm glad you sorted things out dear, and you're ok now?"
"Where is she then?!" Alice squealed and I stopped to think, where was Bella?
"Uh... you know, I don't actually know where she is..." I looked at Alice concerned for Bella's well being now, because I'm sure she went to the toilet... but that was over an hour ago! Oh crap, oh god, she isn't dead or bleeding on the bathroom floor is she?!
Horror and panic jolted through me but everyone else's faces were just confused. I got up and was just about to run up the stairs and check the bathroom when I remembered hearing the door shutting. Eyes watched me warily as I physically slowed in movement and then came to a halt in the hallway, staring at the front door.
Relief crashed down once I realised that it was probably Bella leaving, so she probably wasn't dead on the bathroom floor, but why would she just go like that?
"Oh wait... I think she went out somewhere... maybe home? I heard the door shut, it must have been her." Alice tilted her head and Rose raised her eyebrow,
"Oh, right? Ok, well, I'll have to call her to make her come back! I want to talk to her!" Why didn't she say goodbye? Was she running away from me? She didn't bring her car and I didn't hear Charlie pull up, did she walk? Why would she walk when I could drive her? Why would she walk anyway? It was wet outside. Maybe she realised I wasn't good enough...
"I don't think you should right now. I think maybe she wants some time to think to herself." I could only guess why she would have left like that; maybe she really did want to think...
Alice shrugged and made her way over to Jasper, slapping his legs that were still resting on the coffee table as he slouched in his sit. He quickly sat up straight, pulling his legs off the table and looking down, ashamed of himself. Emmett snickered in the background whilst Esme frowned at them but soon rolled her eyes and chuckled as well.
I shook my head and walked back into the living room, it didn't matter where Bella was, I still had my plan to make everything up to her, or at least try to so once everyone had sat down in the living room, I told them all of my plan for tomorrow evening and how they were all going to help me.
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"She's still not picking up her phone..." Alice frowned at her phone whilst sitting in Jaspers lap and then turned to look at me, "I called her an hour ago when we came in, but she's still not picking up." Ok, I think it wouldn't be ridiculous if I began to get a bit concerned now...
Emmett and Rose looked over at us as I pulled out to look at my phone. No missed calls, no messages. She probably didn't get her phone when she left the house earlier. "Try the house phone." I told her, she nodded and put the phone to her ear. We all waited in silence, other than the annoying sounds of a Frosties advert in the background.
Alice smiled and I assumed someone had picked up, "Hi Charlie, I was just wondering if I could talk to Bella... Oh, is she not? ... oh her phone is still there... well I'm not at home at the moment, I was just seeing if she wanted to talk, I heard she was quite upset... yeah, well, they're probably together then... ok, well, nothing to worry about I'm sure." She smiled sweetly as she talked, "I guess she's with Edward at home, thanks anyway Charlie... I will, take care! Bye."
She smiled again as she shut the phone her smile fading, shaking her head. From listening to what Alice was saying, I guessed she wasn't at home, "Maybe she's still here then?" she pondered, but if she was still here, then why wasn't she down here? Maybe she really was dead in the bathroom. Oh my god.
I slowly got up and peered into the kitchen, her Mac was still hanging over the back of a chair, seeing that, I immediately went towards the stairs, my pace increasing as the thought of her actually being dead in the bathroom seemed to be becoming sickeningly realistic.
I went to check my room, calling her name as I did, but she wasn't there. I checked the other bathroom and empty rooms on my floor, even asking Carlisle in his study. Still nothing. I went back downstairs; I checked every single room, every bathroom, calling out her name again. Still nothing. Well almost nothing, there was an annoying rapping sound against wood somewhere, but that was about it.
I went in Alice's room, and I even checked my parent's room. There was only one bit of this floor I hadn't checked, the hallway further down from Alice's room. No-one really went down there; there was an airing closet, another guest room, some other room and a bathroom. A bathroom. I rushed over to it, and opened the door, fearing I may actually see my love lying in a pool of her own blood or something.
"Bella?" I said timidly, looking inside. C'mon Bella, not dead, not dead, not dead! Seeing nothing, I sighed exhaling the breath I had apparently been holding with my notice, Yes! Not dead! Still missing, but not dead... I hope. Oh hell.
I rested my head on the door frame, "Bella where are you?" There was a knocking sound again, a louder one this time, and a quiet noise that sounded like my name. I stood straight and looked around the hallway, "Bella?" I asked again,
"Edward!" The quiet voice said again, I listened closely to where it was coming from, "Bella love, where are you?" There was again a knocking sound, a louder one, a closer one,
"I'm in here!" I followed the knocking sounds to a door and almost laughed out loud when I realised it which door she was knocking from. The airing closet. It locks itself once it's shut, I should know I used to trap Emmett in there whenever I could when I was younger.
I took the door knob in my hand and turned it and sure enough, there, sitting cross-legged amongst a mass of white towels, was a small brown haired beauty, looking up at me with wide chocolate eyes and a pout. If she hadn't have been so adorable, I'm sure I would have just laughed in her face, still, at least she wasn't dead.
BPOV
FINALLY! God! I felt like I'd actually been sitting in there for years, wondering if everyone had forgotten me and moved on with their lives, wondering if missing person posters had been put up around town, if Edward had given up and got a new girlfriend, if everyone had gone off to college, got married had kids, and Bella Swan was never thought of again. But that would have just been stupid because at some point they would need a clean towel from in here...
Edwards face looked like he was battling between laughing at me, letting out a breath of relief or sending me off to a mental institute. Luckily he decided to go with the letting out a breath of relief,
"I was preparing myself to find you dead somewhere you know." He shook his head and I flushed pink, "Bella... wha-... how... why are you in here?" Oh well this was embarrassing, oh you know, I'm just in here because I like towels and I like the dark... I'M HARDLY IN HERE FOR THE FUN OF IT EDWARD!
"Because..." I thought of just telling him that it was Naomi the psycho, but then I remembered Edward saying 'he wouldn't be responsible for his actions'... "Because I went to get a new towel for the bathroom and I couldn't reach the one I want, and as I reached up the door shut behind me and, well, yeah..." I didn't care for saving Naomi's ass, I just didn't want Edward doing anything stupid and getting in trouble.
He snorted and then knelt down so he was at my level, "I was calling out for you but nobody came, I've been in here for hours and hours!" I stuck out my bottom lip and Edward moved a piece of hair out of my face before looking at his watch.
"Bella love, you've been in here for an hour and a half." I narrowed my eyes at him,
"Yeah well, when you're stuck in a closet, on your own, in the dark, with only towels and no phone and nothing to do except play I-spy with yourself, time passes slowly! I even fell asleep, obviously not for very long." He smiled and looked at the towels I was sitting among,
"Set up camp I see." I looked around and snorted,
"Yeah, I guess. I was about to start singing kumbaya , care to join?" I asked sarcastically, rolling my eyes. He ran his hand through his ever tousled hair. It always seemed still neat and in place even though it really wasn't, I wished I could get my hair like that. I had no in between stage like Edward, it was either a haystack or it wasn't. No orderly mess for me.
He pulled out his phone and held it out into the darkness where I still sat, looking at the screen, "Edward what are you doing?" I asked, furrowing my brow in confusion. He smiled at the phone and then tucked it away again.
"Just checking I can get reception in here. Move over." Why the hell did he want to sit in here with me? Did he miss what I'd just said about dark and towels, and boring? Although, to be honest, with Edward it wouldn't be so bad. "Come on Bella, let me in." He said with some big ass smile on his face.
I sighed and moved over, not that there was much space to move into and soon the door was shut again behind him,
"Great. So now two of us are trapped in here, in the dark...with towels. Was there any point to this Edward?" I couldn't see him anymore; I could just make out his shape from the dim light that crept in from under the door.
I got the impression he was shrugging, "Well, you said time passes slowly in here. And I like any time with you, and I think...we need to talk, properly anyway, so...why not? I mean, we don't have to if you don't want to, I can just call someone now and tell them to let us out bu-"
"No...No it's fine, we do need to talk." I fidgeted in the silence and the darkness and then turned myself, so I was facing what I thought to be Edward and stroked his knee, "Ok, talk to me."
And he did. He told me everything. He told me he was really annoyed that I went to the cinema, but he apologised for over-reacting. I apologised for not telling him. He briefly touched on the Naomi topic, but neither of us really wanted to talk about her so that was quickly avoided. I asked him to tell me more about his illness but he did although it seemed like he'd rather not be talking about it.
"I just...I didn't want you thinking we couldn't be normal anymore, because there's something wrong with me, because I'm not right. I didn't want you doctoring me or feeling like you had to look after me or anything... or you'd just freak and run away from me."
I snorted, "Well, I think you'd still have to look after me actually Edward. I'd probably be bringing you some soup or something and trip up the stairs with it in my hands." Yeah, that sounds like a Bella thing to do. I suck.
He laughed, "Yeah, probably." I smiled although he wouldn't be able to see it and fumbled around the darkness for his hand, moving myself ever closer to him.
"Edward, I'm not going to treat you any different. I just kinda think it's something important that I need to know. And now I do, so. I love you; nothing can make me love you any less." I lifted his hand to my mouth and kissed it, "Unless you killed Chuck or something, then I might hate you."
We both laughed at that, "Damnit..." He laughed, and I narrowed my eyes in the darkness,
"Edward, you touch my truck, you lose your balls." He laughed louder at that and raised both hands in the air showing he was sorry and he gave in which I was glad for.
Once we stopped laughing he took both my hands in his and started playing with my fingers, "You know, when I was really ill when I was younger and I was stuck in hospital all day every day I got really depressed. Alice used to come in most days and I knew she was missing school and I felt really bad, and I could see my parents were always worried and upset, and I couldn't even breathe properly half the time, never mind getting up and playing. I was always so tired, I felt so useless, I wanted to go out and play with the other children, with Alice and Emmett, with my friends.
And my mom used to tell me that I was special, because my heart was bigger than most people's. She said that because it was bigger, I could fit more love into it. That lots of people could love me, and I could love lots of people and still have loads more love to give. She said I could be even braver than all the other children in the hospital because of my heart. She always told me I was special.
I thought it was stupid. But at the same time, I did feel sort of special because I could see all the people around me that loved me, my family and friends, and I did feel a bit more courageous, like I would get better. And then I did, obviously not fully, I'd need a heart transplant to be fully cured, but I got better. But I didn't feel so cool anymore, I worried that maybe my heart would decrease and I wouldn't be able to love everyone anymore, I thought I wouldn't be special anymore."
He smiled remembering and I imagined a little Edward with a pouty face, worrying that he couldn't love everyone anymore, and smiled with him,
"So I hugged everyone who came to see me, everyday, trying to give them as much love as I possibly could thinking maybe it would run out some day. I hugged all the doctors and nurses, even the cleaner. I hugged Jasper and Emmett, and being small, even now, it's not really a guy thing and they told me I was stupid, but I did it anyway. And it was kinda stupid, but it made me feel a bit better. When I finally left the hospital after spending months in there, I thought that it might be the end, that I wasn't special anymore, and that all my love was gone or there wasn't so much of it left. I told Alice and she would just hold my hand and tell me that she would always love me, and I said that it didn't count because she was my sister so I had to love her anyway, and that I was talking about anyone else I wanted to love, whether I would have enough of it left." He huffed and my smile widened.
"Aw, Edward, you were so cute. What happened?!" We both laughed again, and using my hands he pulled me to him, making me straddle his lap.
"Yeah well, I grew up, I forgot, I took my medication everyday like a good little boy, and I carried on with my life as normal. And then I met you." He gave me an Eskimo kiss with his nose, and I wished I could see his perfect face right now, his lovely green eyes, I could only just make out his features.
"Then I met you." I repeated him and kissed his nose lightly, I could almost hear him smile before he carried on and it was evident in his voice again,
"And I think you really will be the death of me Bella. But not because of high blood pressure, although it might be that as well..." I gasped and hit his arm lightly making him chuckle before he continued, "Seriously though, because my heart feels as if it's swelled to more than double it's size, it think all that love I thought I'd lost when I was younger was waiting for you. So now I can give it all to you. I love you so much, Bella. I don't think I can ever give you up and I don't care if it's selfish, I want you forever. You make me feel special again, so I can't lose you."
I was quite glad it was dark then because I was smiling like a total retard, a lot like the smile Emmett always seems to give me... except not scary. This big goofy grin was no doubt plastered across my face as I flung my arms around his neck and crushed my lips against his, holding them there and hoping I could pour out all my love for him into my kiss, but I didn't think it would suffice, so I pulled back and kissed all over his face,
"Edward I love you so much too, soooooo soooooo much." I smiled as I kissed all down his nose back to his lips and then his chin, "You are special." I whispered, trailing my kisses down his neck and then sat up straight, wiggling my hips a bit before giggling,
"Hm, apparently your heart isn't the only thing that's... expanded... increased in size...filled up... got bigge-"
"Yes, thank you Bella, I think we both know what you're talking about." He leant forward and nipped my neck making me squeal in pleasure, yeah that's right, I squealed. It wasn't my fault, I mean it was dark, I couldn't see he was going for my neck! He kissed the same spot afterwards and then various other parts of my neck.
I began lightly grinding my pelvis into his as he did, causing him to groan rather loudly into my neck, "God Edward." I giggled, stopping and stroking his cheek with my finger.
"It's not my fault! I don't know if you realised, but we haven't done anything in nearly a week... in fact, tomorrow it will be a week. That's the same as everyone else, except we won the damn game!" Aw, my poor baby, although he was right, I guess I hadn't had the time to think about getting sexual frustrated whilst I thought of ploys against that witch.
I giggled again "Well I could always, um, help... you, with that... You know, share the love." Haha what a joker, if he could see me, I would have blushed, I probably did anyway, I could feel my cheeks heating a bit. He laughed, his cool breath tickling the skin on my neck.
"I want to see your face. I don't like not being able to see you." I sat up straight on him and looked around the closet, not that I could really see much.
"You could always call Alice and ask her to let us out and we can continue this little... rendezvous in your room." I smiled and kissed him again, giving him loads of little pecks on his lips,
"Carlisle is, KISS, in his study, KISS, and anyway, KISS, I want you, KISS, here."He said innocently and I smiled wider as I began kissing up his jaw. "Oh do you?" I tittered and he nodded his head twice. I snorted and sat up straight on him, putting my arms out to survey how much space we had.
"We don't have much space though..." Edward immediately stood up, pulling me up with him and pushing me against the wall of the small confines, making me shriek a little in shock,
"We have enough space." He stated, attacking my neck again with kisses, this time he was more aggressive, less careful and loving. He was nipping and licking and sucking at my skin with the same enthusiasm as a starving man brought to an endless banquet of food and told he could have anything he wanted.
"We have enough space." I agreed, my voice breathy already. The damn boy, he was good, I was like a cat being tickled behind the ear when he started on my neck- all his, and he knew it.
He chuckled darkly, probably realising I was totally giving myself up so he could have his way with me. God damnit, I was so friggin' easy to please! But I think most people would be if Edward Cullen was kissing at their neck, I mean HELL-O. He pushed me further into the wall, grinding his crotch into my leg and I could feel his erection again through his jeans.
He pulled away from me suddenly, taking out his phone from his pocket and tapping away at it, oh right thanks Edward, just leave me hanging while you play with your phone, no really, don't mind me... But then a bright white light turned on from the back of the phone. Edward held it and I could see his glorious face. I smiled up at him now I could see him properly, well enough.
"Ah, there you are beautiful." He said seductively and I bit my lip resisting the urge to just rip his jeans down in that second and have me against the wall... again! And if he could fuck me nearly as good as he did at that baseball stadium, then, well I don't know, I would happily be his personal sex slave for the rest of eternity. Although I would be willing to do that anyway...
He put the phone down on one of the shelves crammed with towels so the light was shining down on me. When he looked back at me, I could see his eyes were darkening with lust and since he was so 'in the mood' now, so was I. I was about to speak when he put his fingers to my lips and gently brushed against them and then leant in and whispered in my ear,
"Oh tut tut Bella, now that the light is on I can see you're still in your pants, hm, that means underwear as well. Disappointing Bella, disappointing." I snorted, as if I could have got them down in the space of what, a second? He pulled away from my ear, a devilish smirk playing on his lips and then licked the side of my face. Yes. He licked. The side. Of my face.
It was then that I actually felt disappointed in me too, yeah Bella, why are your pants still on?! What are you thinking?! Get them off! Off, off, off!! Whilst I was too busy scolding myself, Edward had already discarded them and was hooking his fingers at the top of my briefs and his eyes came up my body to meet mine.
"Once these are gone, I'm going to time you on how fast you can get mine off. Don't let me down now Bella, you've gotta be quick." Oh god. That's it. I was out of it. Dazzled. As soon as those gorgeous eyes made direct contact with mine, I was out, and slightly swaying... Well fuck me. No literally please do!
He slowly began pulling them down, tracing his index fingers down my legs as he did, just the tips touching my skin, sending little static shocks all through me. I was only brought out of my daze by a whimper which I realised must have been mine. Edward laughed and stood in front of me, the item of clothing now dangling from his fingers, "I think you should start now beautiful." He whispered, his voice absolutely dripping sex. And me nearly dripping with the thought of sex.
And it was at this point that I stopped resisting the urge, I mean you think I would have learnt by now, resistance with Edward Cullen really was futile. There was no point, I would always lose. I have come to accept this to be just how it is. So I did, very nearly literally ripped his jeans and boxers, in one quick movement, down his legs.
"Three seconds Bella, I'm impressed." I felt like a little puppy, happy I'd pleased my master, waiting for my treat with a smile across my face, not that it lasted long.
Before I knew it Edwards lips were locked with mine and my hands were pulling and twisting in his hair. I sucked on his top lip whilst he nibbled on my bottom lip, and as I gasped, he took full advantage of my mouth being open and delved his tongue right into it. Battling for dominance with my own.
His hands moved down to my bare ass, and grabbed each cheek massaging them, still pushing me further against the wall. He pinched them making me whimper before sliding his hands up the side of my t-shirt to the wire of my bra where he made a groan of disapproval which I laughed internally at. We didn't even stop for breath, we just continued groaning and squeaking (the squeaking from me) in each others mouths, so when we finally had to pull away I thought I might faint.
Damn was Edward a good kisser.
"Front or behind?" He asked, his voice deep with want but still trying to catch as much oxygen as possible. Oh yes, I get to chose, this is my treat and it does me just fine, I honestly would not mind being Edwards bitch at all. Woof woof I say! Ok, maybe not, that's a bit demeaning...
"Behind." I said, perhaps too quickly, but I wasn't going to deny liking it from behind , yeah, that's right, I said it! Edward chuckled and I felt myself blush for a second at my enthusiasm. But he just licked his lips then kissed me harshly again before changing our position in the small space, now dimly lit by the torch on his phone.
"Hold on." He tapped the wood of a shelf holding piles of freshly washed, neatly fold, cream towels. So I did what he said, and maybe I was a bit eager, but now I thought about it, nearly a week! How the hell had I even been that distracted to not even think about this.
"Edward?" I said as he positioned himself behind me,
"Yes, Bella?"
"...We're in a closet." I turned my head to look back at him, flicking my hair to the other side so I could see his face whilst easing myself back onto him. He laughed but his voice was a little strained as I gasped and he penetrated me, moving his hands to my hips,
"Yes Bella, we are in a closet."
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"Your mom is going to hate us you know." Edward tightened his hold on my waist as we sat amongst what seemed like hundreds of fallen towels cream towels, the places where they had previously been stored now nearly completely empty.
"I don't think she can 'hate' anyone, she might quietly dislike us for a second or too. And anyway, this is your fault."
"My fault?!" I frowned and turned in his lap to look up at his face, "The last time I checked I didn't have a cock, so I believe it was you fucking me." Edward raised his eyebrows,
"Well I'm sorry Miss Swan, but I don't think I was the one saying 'oooooh, oh Edward, fuck me harder Edward, harder!'" I narrowed my eyes at him, he put some girlish voice on and everything. What an asshole.
"I didn't sound like that!" I said, hitting his arm, "So it was still your fault." I felt around underneath the towels looking for my pants, finding them and kicking some of the towels away, I managed to slip them back on, Edward was already wearing his.
"Yes you did. And you asked for it." He said, a smug smirk on his face, and just as I was about to retaliate when there was the sound of the door knob turning and then a pixie appeared at the door, looking in at us. Light poured in from behind her, real light, from the outside world! Free, I'm free! For a while, she scanned the small space, the fallen cream towels, Edward and I sitting among them, both looking a bit dishevelled and flustered I'm sure.
Then she sighed and had that quirky smile of hers tickling her face, "Oooh, Mom is going to kill you! Those are her favourite towels, she had them imported from Italy. Is she sees this...!"
"Yes, ok, thank you Alice." Edward growled as he eased himself up so he was standing, taking my hand and pulling me up as well so we stood among the cream destruction site.
"Bella, Bella, Bella, my brother has corrupted you, clearly... isn't it fun?! You are no longer innocent Bella, and don't try and deny anything happened here, the towels say differently." She snickered, moving aside and letting Edward and I step out.
"You were supposed to find her Edward, not fuck her." She giggled again and my face went red, I could just feel it. Yes Alice was my best friend and Edwards twin, but really, CRINGE. And then just the fact I was the one who had been trapped in the closet.
"Alice, shut up." Edward rolled his eyes still holding my hand and squeezed it. Alice winked at me and then shook her head,
"Edward, I am not appreciating this attitude. I just saved the both of you from being in that closet, god knows why you were even in there in the first place Bella. I could have sent Emmett up instead and I'm sure he would have had plenty to say when he found you."
She sighed again dramatically before shutting the door, "You'd better sort that before she sees. And dinner's ready by the way, so someone might want to go and wake gra-" She stopped mid sentence, and bit her lip, moving her hand over her mouth, a look of both shock and hilarity on her face.
Edward looked at her confused, and I could see she was looking past me, and I didn't even want to turn around because I knew something embarrassing was going to happen, because that's just how my life works. Bella never has it all, there has to be some balance in my life, if good things happen, something not so good has to happen in return. And so I really wasn't surprised when I heard,
"You don't need to tell grandma anything. I heard you very clearly. There is nothing wrong with my hearing my darling." Alice giggled quietly as Edward and I slowly, very very slowly, turned round to see Vienna standing at the door of the guest room... next to the closet we were just in...
"Oh my god..." I whispered, my face absolutely burning as I tried to hide it in Edwards arm. I didn't know she was in there! Edward had completely tensed as well and I could feel the embarrassment rolling off of him as well, at least I wasn't suffering alone for once.
"Yes..." She straightened up looking as if she was trying to hide back laughter. But I couldn't be sure, I couldn't look at her for too long. What the hell did she even think of me know? She probably thought I was some sex crazed teen, destroying her perfect grandson with my fiendish ways. First at the brunch after the wedding, and now this. I am never EVER going to catch a break am I?
"Well, I'm glad to see you two have... made up. Dinner now, I know how much of a wonderful cook your mother is, she's probably cooked something delicious. I'm sure I'll get the opportunity to talk to my gorgeous grandson and his lovely girlfriend then, hm. Let's eat now, talk later." She smiled warmly, her blue eyes still sharp and alert, as she stroked Edwards tensed face and touched my hand.
Oh yeah. Let's eat. Let someone eat me now, preferably a lion or something? I just want to be killed to be honest. I'll eat myself right now if nothing else does, I look like a tomato, I probably taste like one too. JUST WHY.
I just like being mean to Bella hahaha, because she is right, everything in her life has to be balanced somehow, at least, a bit... that's what I really hate about BD, no-one dies (Who cares for Irina?!), she gets everything she wants and blah blah blah, THERE WAS NO SACRIFICE DAMNIT.
Anyway, I hope you liked this chapter, I was just really trying to get it up, I don't know if it's that good, I never really know if my chapters are... but I hope you enjoyed it. Please review as usual with likes and dislikes. Sorry I skipped the lemon, I just wasn't in the mood to write one, but just know there was an invisible one there haha.
Next chapter you'll see what Edward has planned, and d'aw, Edward and his big ol' heart, he can love everyone. I'm allowing Edward to love everyone who reads this!
Anyway, I'm watching poker now, I'm not really watching it, it's just on. Before poker I was watching a live brain surgery, and the man was still awake, that was weird. Uh, so, I'm really behind on stories at the moment and I apologise! Poor X,Y&Z has been sitting there for ages now... need to update that. Also I started another story haha but I haven't posted it, I think it'll be good, but meh...
Anyway, thank you so much for reading this! Please please please review, just saying anything really! I hope you're all well, it's half term so if you're in the UK enjoy the weather and no school! Lots of love everyone.
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