Here, again. Love this one, love all you guys.


The first time I saw Rent, I was seven.

I'm dead serious. I was seven or eight when my mom took me to see Rent on Broadway. A friend of hers offered to watch it with her and she had three tickets. And I recall wanting to get out of the house.

And on this viewing,I either fell asleep or blanked out, because I only recall some parts (Rent, La Vie Boheme, I should Tell You, and the Finale, for example). Pathetic, I know. And my mom and I went out not liking it.

However, about seven years later, I came across Rent again while I was channel surfing. Even though I tuned into the end credits, I ended up curious because of the music. I saw it again a couple of days later (from the near-beginning this time), and it ended up on my list of things I loved. My favorite parts were "La Vie Boheme", "I'll Cover You", "I Should Tell You", and "Seasons of Love".

While I was watching it one time, my brother went into the room. He has autism, and that makes it even harder for him to adjust to high school.

"What're you watching?" he asked.

"Rent. Mom and I saw it a while back," I explained.

"Oh," he said, and I realized something: AIDS is almost like autism. Autism's not deadly, but it's a life-changing experience when someone you know is diagnosed with either.

I'm not good at explaining things, so I'll be brief: Rent changed my life. It really did. If I hadn't heard the chords of "Will I" and "Seasons of Love", I would still be hiding from the things that make people cringe, like homosexuality.

I would still be teasing my brother (I do tease him, but I'm a lot nicer to him now.) I would be more like the ignorant pricks who take life for granted and laugh when people admit their innermost desires.

Well, I wouldn't go that far, but because of Rent, I'm more accepting than I have ever been before. And I'm willing to make every day worthwhile. No Day but Today, right?

All in all, Rent has a special place in my heart. Always have, always will.

By MJB aka AquaFlameElementalist