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John woke up with his head in a fog, at some point he had fallen asleep. He looked around at his surroundings and frowned finding himself naked and still in Wade's bed. He groggily stood from the bed and made his way into the bathroom. He looked over at the tub and flashed back to earlier that day.
"Why did I do that? It had to have been those drugs. I begged Wade to kiss me? I, he went down on me and I wanted it? What the hell! I love Randy. OH GOD RANDY!" John screamed in his head. He walked over to the sink splashing cold water on his face, vowing to never touch those drugs again.
All he wanted to do was dress and leave to find Randy. Sadly he knew he couldn't, Randy needed to believe they were over. Tears filled John's troubled eyes as he walked out of the bathroom. He made his way into the room and picked out some clothing. After choosing a pair of black jeans and black t-shirt he was about to dress when Wade entered the room.
"What are you doing love. I made us popcorn for our movies." Wade stated. He didn't like the look on John's face, he knew the drug was wearing off. "I want to get dressed and go for a walk. I need air." John explained. "Before you fell asleep we chose to watch movies for the rest of the day, John." Wade stated.
Wade sighed. "I really thought you had excepted being with me. It appears not Cena, so you need to remain naked and get back into bed. This is an order." Wade stated. He hated being stern with John but what other choice did he have.
John marched over to Wade and wrapped his hands around his neck. "I said I needed air! I'm going for a walk!" John barked. Anger grew in him, an anger John had never felt before. It frightened himself to feel it but he couldn't stop the rage. Before he knew what he was doing he had Wade up against a wall. "I can fucking break your damn neck. Now I'm going to dress and there is not a god damn thing you are going to do about it." John threatened.
Wade was taken a back by John's sudden rage. He was almost frightened of the older man, but refused to let it show. "If you don't stay I will harm Orton." Wade warned. "You can't harm him! I broke up with him remember! You can no longer use Randy against me!" John stated as he dressed in his closes and put on his socks and shoes.
"I'm warning you Cena, go out that door and you will be sorry." Wade warned. "I already am." John replied as he walked out the door slamming it shut. Wade fumed as his obsession walked out the door. He walked over to the pill bottle and picked it up. He took two of them and grabbed a hammer smashing the pills into a powder. He would not have John's disobedience...
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John raged as he walked. Trying to take in the rich air from the ocean he walked down to the sandy beach and picked up some small pebbles. He walked down the shore throwing the pebbles one by one. He was so lost in his rage he hadn't even noticed the house he was several feet from.
John looked over to his right and saw Cody's home. He could feel his heart pull there. "Goldie?" John yelled out. Cody walked out onto the back deck down to where John stood. He walked up to John and pointed at his house and walked away down the beach.
John was about to turn and walk away when he heard a very angry voice. One that made his cock jump. "Cena! get your ass in here now!" Randy slurred. John saw Randy walk out of the door. John looked around the beach to see if anyone heard him. He walked up to the back deck that Randy was holding on to.
"Randy What is wrong with you?" John asked. Randy took John by his shirt. "Shut up and get the hell in here!" Randy barked. John still raged by the hell he was going through pushed his way past Randy. "I will follow you but Do Not yell at me!" John stated.
They walked into the home and Randy took John by his wrists and drug him to the guest bedroom he was staying in. "What is wrong with you Randy?" John asked at Randy's forcefulness. The response John received was his lips being mashed by Randy's own.
Randy ripped John's shirt from his body as the memories of Wade fucking what was his came flashing to his mind. Randy took his hand and grabbed at John's jeans ripping at the button and zipper. He forced his hand inside John's underwear and grasped John's cock in his hand, squeezing firmly.
"AAHH Fuck Randy what are you doing?" John asked confused and shocked by Randy's aggressiveness. But damn it felt so good what Randy was doing, he's cock began to get hard. He took his hand and pushed on Randy's chest.
Randy removed his hand and tossed John onto the bed, he tore John's jeans and underwear from his body in a rage. "Don't fuckin move!" Randy ordered. He tore at his own clothes until he was naked, his cock as hard than it ever had been. The idea of taking John back claimed every thought as he climbed on the bed between John's legs.
Randy spat into his hand smearing the wetness over his cock. John gasped as Randy began pushing his cock into his unprepped hole. "Wait! You didn't prep me!" John whined. "You can take it! You are mine John!" Randy exclaimed. John's cock leaking at Randy's aggressiveness.
Randy continued to push into John. Not giving John anytime at all to adjust Randy began thrusting in and out of John. "Not Wade's mine! Mine baby! You are mine!" Randy said as he moved his shaft forcefully in and out of John.
"Ahhhh your!" John said as tears fell from his eyes. Randy was using enough force to cause tearing. But feeling his love buried inside him made him hard beyond belief. John took his arms and wrapped them around Randy pulling him close.
Randy claimed John's lips eagerly and with reckless abandon. John gasped as his prostate was probed and Randy delve his tongue into John's mouth tasting the heat. John continued his hold around Randy.
Randy pounded into John with all he had. "Fuck! You feel so tight! Your mine! John! All mine not Wade's!" Randy yelled as tears fell from his eyes, he continued to reclaim his blue eyed baby doll. "Mine not Wade's, Not Wade's!"
Randy cried out as he came filling John up with his seed. John feeding from Randy's heat and wanting, came with not even being touched. Both men panted and cried holding onto one another for dear life. Randy looked at John. "I am always yours Randy. I never belonged to Wade. I knew you were outside of the window. It was you I was speaking to not Wade. When I said, "yes yours, always yours", I was talking to you." John explained as he wiped his tears.
Randy looked into John's eyes, it was then he noticed a change in his eyes. "Baby, why are your eyes dark?" Randy asked. John turned his head not wanting Randy to see the drugs in them. Even though the effects were wearing off, didn't mean his eyes had changed.
"Look at me? I hurt you didn't I?" Randy asked and looked down at John's bleeding hole. His cock had blood on it as well when he pulled out. "Oh my God I'm so sorry Baby. I raped you! Oh God I raped you! Fuck I'm no better than Barrett!" Randy exclaimed.
John held onto Randy as tightly as he could. Looking deep into Randy's eyes he wanted Randy to see the truth. "You can't rape the willing. I wanted it as bad as you did! I missed this Goldie. I miss you." John said as he placed tender kisses on Randy's forehead.
"No baby I was too rough, Your bleeding baby. I am so sorry." Randy whispered. "Please Forgi..." Randy's words were cut off when John rolled them over and he ended up on top of his younger lover. John kissed Randy hard on the lips and began to grind their cocks together.
"Look I'm fine Goldie. It was rough yes but I loved it. I fuckin needed it. I needed to feel you and I want to feel you again." John said moving to rub the friction of their cocks. Both men getting hard again and their breathing grew heavy.
"Baby, I need to feel you." Randy said. John's eyes grew wide at the request, he had never topped Randy before. Hell at this moment he had never even topped before. One thing no one would imagine, John had always been a bottom.
"Baby?" Randy asked at John's tears. "You want me to make love to you? I have never, been with a man like that and I would love for you to be my first. I love you Randy, my Goldie." John said as he kissed Randy, still not believing he was about to touch Randy in a way he had never touched another man.
"I will talk you through it baby, It will be alright. Just do to me what I did to you." Randy said. John shivered with delicious chills at the thought. John looked into Randy's eyes and saw the certainty. John looked around the room. "There's some in the top drawer. I'm sorry I didn't use it on you I was just..." Randy's words were once again cut off by the lips of his angel.
"Would you please stop apologizing. I didn't try to stop you." John assured and he leaned over reaching into a bedside table drawer, he pulled out some lube. He popped the top and smeared a generous amount on his fingers.
Randy looked deep into John's eyes seeing them back to normal only dark with lust. John sat back on his heals and looked over his tattooed lover. "If I hurt you please tell me?" John asked. "You wont hurt me baby, now please put your finger inside of me?" Randy cooed.
John looked down at Randy's clenching pucker, clenching in anticipation. He took his finger and pushed it in to the knuckle, John noting how Randy tensed at first. "It's alright, feels good, push it in the rest of the way." Randy instructed. John did and moved his finger around inside the tight heat. John pulled out his finger to the knuckle and pushed back in. He curved his finger and, "YEAH! That's the spot! Hit it again! Oh God!" Randy exclaimed, clenching his ass around John's thick finger.
John was in awe of Randy's cry. If he did know any better he would think Randy was a..."Randy? Are you a..." "Shut up and get the fuck inside me baby!" Randy barked. John's eyes grew wide. "Please John, this could be the last chance we have to be together. Make love to me. Yes you will be my first and I want this." Randy explained as a tear fell from his eyes.
John pulled out his finger and lubed up his cock with the oil. "It would be my honor to make love to you Randy." John said and pushed his cock gently into Randy. Randy, at first all he saw was white and felt a blinding burn but damn did the burn feel good and moments later he was pleading for John to move in and out of him. Tears of overwhelming love fell from John's eyes as he took his time thrusting within Randy's virgin hole.
"Feels so full. Damn baby your are so big!" Randy exclaimed. "You feel so amazing around me. I hav...I love how you feel." John said. He pulled his hard cock out and pushed back in. This time finding his way to Randy's pleasure pad. "AHHH FUCK ME BABE! FUCK YEAH RIGHT THERE! HARDER OH GOD AGAIN!" Randy yelled, losing it every time John hit that pad.
"SO DAMN TIGHT!" John replied. "Your ass is eating my cock! oh DAMN BABY I"M GOING TO CUM!" John exclaimed, the tightness and the love he felt was overwhelming and bringing him to the edge. John took hold of Randy's hand and together they brought Randy's cock to completion. Sperm squirting over Randy's tight abs and John's hand.
Randy panted out as John thrust into him a few more times. John cried out as he was taken over the edge of heaven. Not wanting John to pull out Randy held fast to John, both lovers feeling sated and more in love than ever...Just cherishing what little time they had left to enjoy one another...
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Two hours later...
"Where did you go John?" Wade asked sweetly as John walked back into Wade's home. "I I just went for a walk." John said softly thinking that Wade would be yelling at him by now, or worse abusing him. "Oh ok it was a good walk I take it?" Wade asked noticing John's clothes had changed.
"Yeah it was ok." John replied and looked away. "Well here is you something to drink. I'm sure you must be thirsty." Wade stated and handed John the glass of juice...Wade smiled as he watched John drink the beverage down...
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