Chapter 38.

ElliotPOV

Sitting here with Ana has me so tense as I feel that Christian is bound to come around the corner an beat the shit out of me,we are still not on the best of terms right now and I can understand how he feels I really can. Ana on the other hand has always been very forgiving and is now sitting with me acting like nothing has happened,its been nice to feel like my old self again as me and Ana used to spend a lot of time together well that was for Christians benefit as I was the fun one wanting to hang out and my brother always wanted to be with her so he used my personality to his advantage. Ana tells me about the meeting she has just come from and I know my brother is going to go ape shit over this, I can see Ana's reasoning but they will soon be married so everything of his will be hers but I like that she is independent and doesn't want to use Christian for his money or business.

I notice that there is no Sawyer lurking around which makes me question what the hell is going on as Ana is always protected and she is never alone, I take it upon myself to walk her to her car so I know she is safe as I don't need my brother wanting to kill me more so than he already does. Once we get to her car I notice a car driving to fast approaching us as it gets nearer I see the window opening and I hear a loud noise I pull Ana back from the car and move her away from the sidewalk. Ana looks so spaced as I am trying to talk to her but she seems to be in some sort of shock. A few seconds later and we are joined by Christian Sawyer and Taylor,Christian instantly goes to Ana and holds her while Taylor and Sayer are assessing the situation and looking at the angle of the street cameras.

Christian escorts Ana to the SUV and helps her in and comes back towards me I am not looking forward to him kicking my ass. "El thank you for pulling Ana back, I appreciate it" "You don't have to thank me Chris family is family after all" "Come to Escala tonight for dinner". I can't believe Christian has just invited me to his home tonight maybe things are going to start looking up for us.

CPOV

If i wasn't in such a fool mood I would find Ana's little stunt rather amusing as she really thinks that she is out on her own with no protection, little does she know that I am watching her every move from the SUV with Taylor and Sawyer. I don't know what made her think that I would be clueless to where she is her car has a location device built into it and I pay Barney and Welch a lot to be able to get access to cameras and anything I need, I am more shocked that she has gone behind my back to meet with investors for the clothing line she wants when I would have bank rolled it as Grey enterprise deal. I am fully aware of how independent Ana is and how she wants to make it on her own merit but we will be married in under a months time so whats mine will be hers and whatever she wants she will get.

I am ready to leave the SUV once I see Ana sitting with Elliot talking like nothings happened that's what I love about Ana when she loves she loves deep, I should be on better terms with Elliot but I can't get the words he said out of my head. Leila has been sent off to a psychiatric unit as she needs some serious help, Taylor and Sawyer are quickly getting out the SUV and I realise what the hell is going on they are the best for spotting security risks before the happen. Before we get to Ana Elliot has already pulled her back from her car and moved her away from the sidewalk, in that moment I realise that Elliot would never be capable of actually doing anything to hurt Ana.

Once I get to Ana I hold her and she seems to be in some sort of shock I make sure that Ana is safely in the SUV before talking to Elliot I thank him and invite him to dinner tonight. I think we have a long way to go to get our relationship back to the way it once was but I am willing to try and I know Elliot wants things to be better. I tell Sawyer to drive the R8 back to Escala and I get into the SUV to be with Ana. She seems to be more calmer once I back with her. "Baby are you ok?" "Am fine I just thought I saw someone but I was wrong". " So if your feeling ok how about we discuss what you did today you know the whole going out without security and going to meet with investors". I see her pull the oh I am busted face I decide for now I will let it go until I get the information I want about that car that drove far to close to Ana.

I am not letting this go I will be having a very heated discussion with Ana about her behaviour once we are home, I know we have the cake tasting appointment later so I think I will be picky with the time I pick to bring up todays events. I know I still need to speak to Mia but I think I am going to get my father speak to her and I have decided that I am cancelling her credit cards and I am going to more strict with her. I think its time she gets a job and grow up as she has been spoilt for far too this wedding stuff gets far too stressful I am going to take Ana to Vegas and just get married and tell everyone we have done it with no stress involved. We decided on lilac and grey colour scheme and the invitations are getting done and will be sent out tomorrow, My main concern is the added stress on Ana as she has not been handling stress that good lately but I can't say I blame her as shit keeps getting crazier.

APOV

It couldn't have been them is all I keep thinking I am unsure if I saw what I saw or I am losing my mind, I have felt really stressed out lately and I have been sick a lot. I know its wedding related as I think almost everything has been taken care off I am loving having Grace to do all the wedding stuff with and I know Mia can't wait to get involved or take over whatever works best for her. Christian has kept reminding me that's its our day but I just want to be his wife the wedding doesn't matter to me, I have made my wants and needs known and Grace knows what I and Christian like so I trust her 100%. Once I am back in the safety of Christians arms I feel so safe and content what ever possessed me to want be out of his safety net.

We talk briefly in the car and I think he gets the fact that I don't really wanna talk about today it will be brought up later but I don't have the energy to deal with it right now. Once we are home we try to get ready for the cake appointment but my body has other ideas I practically attack Christian not that I hear a complaint from him. I have no idea whats wrong with me lately one minute I am wanting him to fuck my brains out the next minute I want to be alone and just eat all day. I decide to use google while Christian is in his office talking to his team about today and that's where I see something that makes me feel more sick than I have felt lately.
Your symptoms could be the signs of PREGNANCY .
I don't even notice Christian standing behind me reading what it says on the screen, He puts both of his hands on my shoulders and kissed the back if my neck.

"Baby why didn't you tell me you have had all those symptoms?" I start to panic and I feel like I can't breathe and the walls feel like the are closing in on me.

"Baby just breathe please just stay calm everything is going to be ok.

CPOV

Will I be a good father.