CHAPTER 38
AUTHORS NOTE:
I think this is is the first part of the final chapter, I had so much reviews last chapter, it was amazing. Sorry for the delay but I had an small accident and I cut my foot so im being in bed for a couple of days and not working of course just watching Netflix.
Im gonna use some songs again but I gonna put only a part that is important for the story if you want to read the song just look for it.
Shy: Of course the will be happy someday maybe with each other maybe with somebody else.
Alexzmc: que Bueno que te gustan ambas historias ya estoy pensando en una tercera, creo que me gusto esto de escribir sobre ellas.
Marmoreck: Que bueno que te gusta la historia aquí empieza el capitulo final.
jud320: I think the same way you do about the real or dream thing, but i hope you like my decision.
PAIGE POV
The moment you realize that you are doing the wrong thing and you don't know how to stop.
Emily: I miss you so much.
Paige: I miss you too, but this is wrong.
Emily: I don't care touch me.
And I did I start touching my hands in her breast going down and in that moment my alarm wake me up.
Paige: Fuck.
Emily: Where you having a nightmare you move a lot last night.
Paige: You can say that.
Emily: Everything okay?
Paige: Sure, I gonna get ready to go running.
Emily: Is Sunday.
Paige: I know, I need to run today, my body needs this.
Emily: Okay.
Paige: See you later.
Emily: See you.
Of course I run a lot and then I call her I need to talk to somebody I gonna get crazy.
Cassie: So whats wrong.
Paige: Me, Emily, the same room.
Cassie: You didn't?
Paige: Of course I didn't but I can stop think about it, I dream about her a see her in the showers and I watch her sleep, Im gonna get crazy with her by my side at every time.
Cassie: Well you have a few options.
Paige: Which ones?
Cassie: One you should act on your feelings and get that girl back at any cost, two you could move out of that room I have a room in my apartment or move to my room, or you just can move on.
Paige: Everything sounds so easy, but I cant I love her.
Cassie: So fight for her.
Paige: She has a girlfriend I don't want to be that person.
Cassie: Come on P she loves you too, you wont break a happy family, you will break something that is not real.
Paige: I don't know.
Cassie: Well you need to decide, one more month and is my wedding and you will have vacation, and she will go to the scholarship in Miami.
Paige: About that, the coach called me.
Cassie: Yeah? Why?
Paige: Well, he said that if I want and of course I need to pay for everything I can go and be there will the others, there is an open position without scholarship.
Cassie: and?
Paige: I wanna run away from Emily and you want me to spend the summer with her are you out of your mind?
Cassie: You will be away, Jessy wont be there either so why don't you go.
Paige: And steal her girlfriend?
Cassie: Well everything is permit in love and war or something like that.
Paige: Asshole.
EMILY POV:
It has being a month the classes are almost over, we are going to Cassie wedding in a couple of weeks, Hannah is coming too, Cassie father give us a suite at one of his hotel so Hannah, Jessy and me will stay there. Im getting so nervous I being avoiding sex with Jessy but I don't think I could do it anymore she is getting mad at me.
Cassie: I going next Monday to San Diego when are you gonna go?
Emily: On the weekend. Paige is going with you?
Cassie: Yeah, she moves her exams to finish earlier and go with me. We will wait for you there, I plan to make a pjs party on Saturday will you and Hannah be there?
Emily: Yeah, we arrive Friday night. Jessy too.
Cassie: I know, Payton will be there too.
Emily: Oh perfect and her girlfriend too?
Cassie: No she is going as Paige date.
Emily: They broke up?
Cassie: I don't know, I didn't ask.
Emily: Oh.
Cassie: Well at least she wont be alone.
Emily: Yeah.
Cassie: Are you okay?
Emily: Jessy is pushing me to have sex.
Cassie: And you don't want to?
Emily: Im not ready.
Cassie: To have sex with her? To move on? Or what?
Emily: Im not ready for anything, she is great I like her, but I cant I still …
Cassie: Love her, so do it Em, tell Jessy that you cant love her, you cant hide what your feel, and I don't like her but she doesn't deserve this either.
Emily: I know, Im trying Cassie.
Cassie: You know I love you right?
Emily: I know.
Cassie: But if you are not gonna do anything please let her go, she is better now, she has dreams again, she is better now, so please Em I just asking you to decide.
Emily: I will, Cassie I will.
PAIGE POV:
The week pass really fast I finish all my exams and I feel pretty good about them, the last competition of the swim team was great we won, I won, Em won of course, life has being really good actually, Em and I being good, like friends, I know she has a lot in her mind with Jessy but I being patient and things are easy now in days. Payton has love problems with her girl so Im taking her to the wedding like my plus one, don't get me wrong I like her but she is like my best gay friend, I think I will never see her that way.
Emily: So Payton is going with you like to plus one?
Paige: Yeah I want to take her mind off Lucy.
Emily: Oh, what happen to them they seem well Payton looked so in love.
Paige: She is, she asked her to move in Lucy kind off freak out and got scare.
Emily: Oh, that's huge, do you think she is gonna come back.
Paige: Well, if it is true love she will come back, but for now, we will have fun in the wedding.
Emily: Yeah, I will be there next Friday see you there.
Paige: See you there good luck with the exam Em, you are gonna do fine dont worry too much.
Emily: Thank you.
I didn't know if it was right to hug her but I did, I closed my eyes and remember all the times I had her in my arms and all the times I wish I still had her.
Cassie: Ops, sorry to interrupt but is time to go P.
Paige: Im ready lets go.
We went home of course I had a lot of stuff to do with Cassie and I also went to my father company they ask me to be there the summer and learn about the company, I haven't decide if I will stay because I still have the opportunity George give me about the Olympic team and I had the money to go too so I just need to decide if it will be a good idea spend the summer with Em too.
Mrs. McCullers: So did you decide about the summer practice?
Paige: I don't know yet.
Mrs. McCullers: But you love swimming I don't know what is keeping you to decide to go.
Paige: Emily will be there.
Mrs. McCullers: Well better for you, you told me you still love her.
Paige: She has a girlfriend now.
Mrs. McCullers: I cant believe I gonna say this but, girlfriend Paige, not wife Paige, you still have an opportunity if you want too.
Paige: Are you pushing me to steal somebody else girlfriend?
Mrs. McCullers: Im pushing you to do something if you believe she is the love of your life. Maybe she will be back and you will have her, or maybe she wont but at least you will know you did everything.
Paige: She is the love of my life mom.
Mrs. McCullers: Well there you have your answer. Do you want me to buy the plane ticket now.
Paige: Mom, thank you for your support.
Mrs. McCullers: Baby I love maybe I don't get it this but I want you to be happy and if she is your happiness well you should follow your heart. By the way Tom call you he wants you to see you for a special gift for Cassies wedding.
Paige: Oh I will call him right now.
I was happy being home is different now I feel free, more me, when you are hiding your true self you never feel good in one place, and now I feel good and finally, I went to visit my dad.
Paige: Hi daddy, I have being going to your company, I cant believe I gonna said this but I like it, I like the work and I think I gonna like to work there, but you already knew that don't you? So I have a summer camp and she will be there what should I do dad? Should I go? She has a girlfriend now, and I just see her and all I want to do is take her in my arms and… well you don't need to know the rest of that sentence. She is coming tomorrow and the wedding is next Friday dad you should see Cassie she is another girl so calm and good mother that little one did good on her. Can you imagine the day I have little Ems running like crazy in the house in your office? Yeah because she need to have them so they are beautiful like her. Okay enough about Em, so I was thinking dad that I will move back when I graduate and spend the summers here in the company what do you think? Mom is great daddy she is a strong woman she start to go and help in a center for woman and she is good daddy don't worry Im talking care of her the best I can.
EMILY POV:
Now is time to go to San Diego Hannah is here she arrived yesterday and Jessy is here too.
Hannah: So are you ready for this with her there?
Emily: Hannah shut up.
Hannah: She is sleeping, she can hear us, and so what is the situation with the hot hot ex-girlfriend?
Emily: If I tell you that she is getting hotter will you believe me?
Hannah: What now? Legs? Ass? Arms?
Emily: Everything sometimes is really hard to resist.
Hannah: Well you have this beauty too.
Emily: Yeah but is not the same. You know that.
Hannah: I know. Well Em you need to make a decision.
Emily: Decision Im really sick and tired of that word.
Hannah: Well she will get tired of waiting to so you need to do something soon and also you are going to Florida do you believe this will help your relationship with Jessy.
Emily: No, I think this will be the last step to burry our relationship I think.
Hannah: Well just talk to her and explain you cant play with her either.
Emily: I know.
Of course Cassie and Paige pick us at the airport and took us to the hotel a two bed suit it was amazing I can see that is an expensive hotel and we can order anything. My parent's room is next two us and they will arrive on Thursday and leave on Sunday and today will be stay in the penthouse with Cassie.
Hannah: So Paige where is your room?
Paige: I stay at my home.
Emily: And Payton?
Paige: She is there too, but right now she is with some friends but she will come back later for the pj party.
Emily: Sounds good.
Hannah: You were right she looks hotter.
Cassie: Who looks hotter?
Emily: Not body.
Hannah: Paige.
Emily: HANNAH!.
Paige: I guess I should say thank you.
Hannah: No we say thank you right Em.
Emily: Don't listen to her. I don't get why you invite her.
Cassie: I kind of like her.
Hannah: See your friends love me more than you.
Emily: Whatever.
Cassie: Well girls for tonight Pjs, bikini for the hot tub and pjs we will have a buffet in there and lots of drinks. Wow somebody will be there fixing our nails and get hair cuts if you want or massages or whatever it will be a kind of a spa pjs party.
Hannah: Wow, I kind of love you too.
Cassie: Happy to see somebody happy about this, well Holly is happy and Peter sister but all the crazy lesbians in the party don't like my idea.
Hannah: LOL crazy lesbians, is just because they are crazy but I know they will love bikini hot tub.
Emily: Im really hate you right now you know. Lets unpack and get ready for our spa day.
Cassie: Okay, the day will start 5 pm be there.
Jessy: Thanks Cassie.
PAIGE POV:
I went to pick up Payton with her friends.
Payton: How is she?
Paige: Who?
Payton: Really?
Paige: Good.
Payton: Are you ready for this night?
Paige: Sure, for Cassie.
Payton: Well you bring your guitar why?
Paige: If it get bad and I need to have and excuse leaving for a little bit I need to practice some song for Cassie wedding is a surprise. Did you talk to your girl?
Payton: Yeah, I think when I come back we are gonna try again.
Paige: Okay, don't scare her, I know you want to move in together but she is not ready, make her ready.
Payton: I love her I want to marry her.
Paige: Wow, relax take it easy.
Payton: Come on P, you want to asked Em too, when you know you know. So why to wait?
Paige: Because she is not ready.
Payton: Does that mean she doesn't love me.
Paige: No necessary it means that she isn't ready and don't want to fuck up the relationship, but you asshole told her all or nothing, and you are the one that is sad, she should be here too, she was invited.
Payton: I know.
I decide do everything with Payton, nails, massage; Cassie was with Peter sister, Hannah with Holly and of course Em with her, her girlfriend. She was getting drunk and of course Lauren was all over her so I just took my guitar and went to the balcony.
Demi cover How to love (cover):
See I had a lot of crooks try to steal my heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out
How to love
How to love
See I had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now I'm in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love
For a second you were here
Now you over there
It's hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had my love
How to love
When I was just a young and my looks were so precious
But now I'm grown up
So fly it's like a blessing but I can't have a man look at me for five seconds
Without me feeling insecure
You never credit yourself, so when I got older
It's seems like I came back ten times over
Now I'm sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all my thoughts and looking over my shoulder
See I had a lot of crooks try to steal my heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out….
Hannah: That was awesome.
Paige: Hey, what are you doing here?
Hannah: I just follow you I was curious. So what you are gonna do?
Paige: Nothing, I just gonna let her move on, maybe one day she will realize that Im the one, the only one.
Hannah: Wow you are really sure about that.
Paige: Yeah, I am, and I know deep down she is too, she just has to come back my way.
Hannah: Can you play another song?
Paige: Sure.
Fifth Harmony Honneymoon Avenue Cover:
I looked in my rearview mirror and
It seemed to make a lot more sense
Than what I see ahead of us, ahead of us yeah
I'm ready to make that turn
Before we both crash and burn
Cause that can be the death of us, the death of us
Baby you know how to drive in rain
You decided not to make a change
Stuck in the same old lane
Going the wrong way home
I feel like my heart is stuck
In bumper to bumper
Traffic, I'm under pressure
Cause I can't have you the way that I want
Let's just go back to the way it was
When we were on Honeymoon Avenue
Honeymoon Avenue
Baby, Coastin' like crazy
Can we get back to the way it was
Hey, What happened to the butterflies
Guess they encountered that stop sign
And my heart is at a yellow light, a yellow light
Hey, right when I think that we found it
Well that's when we start turning around
You're saying baby don't worry
But we're still going the wrong way
Baby You know how to drive in rain
You decided not to make a change
Stuck in the same old lane
Going the wrong way home….
Holly: Wow, you really can sing.
Paige: Hey, what are you all doing here.
Cassie: We hear you sing and come here to watch.
Emily: Yeah talented Paige, what can you not do? Or you are just perfect when you want too?
Hannah: Em.
Payton: Why don't we go and drink some water Emmy.
Emily: Why? Im just telling the true, she sings, she swims, she runs, she works, she have good grades, she is beautiful, what else Paige?
Paige: I think you need to stop drinking.
Emily: Oh, and also she is bossy.
Hannah: Lets go to eat something.
Emily: Im not hungry.
Paige: I need to go to the bathroom I will sing later.
Emily: Yeah she runs.
Paige: What the fuck do you want from me?
Cassie: PAIGE!
Emily: You were wrong you did wrong you fuck all this.
Hannah: Em please come with me.
Paige: Yeah I mess up but you didn't wait you just move on.
Emily: I couldn't wait forever.
Paige: Forever Em? Really it wasn't forever what five or six months? Are you really gonna play that card.
Emily: You hurt me, I was hurt.
Hannah: You and me come on lets go.
Jessy: Im gonna take some air.
Cassie: Paige wait.
Paige: What, I didn't do anything, I was with Hannah just singing.
Cassie: Are you okay?
Paige: Yes, Im am.
Payton: You are crying.
In that moment I take my hand to my face and I feel it, I was crying, I was hurting, I want to hold her tell her I was sorry that I still love her, that I want her back.
CASSIE POV:
I wouldn't let my friend be punished like that.
Cassie: You are gonna hear me.
Emily: Cass Im….
Cassie: I don't care if you are drunk or just being a complete bitch. I really don't care, but that girl outside was singing to you and has being to some really bad shit, she doesn't need you to remind her that she mess up, she knows, but you are this little girl that cant move on, what do you want Em, because right now, I really don't like you.
Emily: Im sorry.
Cassie: You should be, just stay away from her this week and then you can go back to Phoenix or Miami I don't care, but I really want my sister to be happy in the wedding to have a good time, she had a bad start of the year I really need her to be okay, so I can be okay.
Emily: I know.
Cassie: Sorry Em, but this wasn't the moment.
Emily: I know.
EMILY:
This sucks this day was just wrong I just don't know what I was thinking.
Hannah: Em, just sleep, don't cry baby girl everything is gonna be okay.
Emily: I shouldn't said anything.
Hannah: You are drunk Em.
Emily: Well alcohol isn't to blame Hannah, I just could help it, I hear her sing those songs and it broke my heart.
Hannah: I know it wrong mine too, but it wasn't the moment, Jessy was there too, you broke her heart too you know.
Emily: I know, Im sorry.
PAIGE POV:
It was late I couldn't sleep I just couldn't stay in bed.
Payton: Please stop moving or just go and see her I want to sleep is 4 am Paige please.
Paige: Sorry I will go for a glass of water, sleep.
I went to the leaving room and I see her drinking.
Paige: You are awake and drinking. Are you okay?
Jessy: Hey, you couldn't sleep either?
Paige: Yeah, bad night.
Jessy: tell me about. Do you want one drink?
Paige: I can drink one; maybe I will sleep with this.
Jessy: How are you?
Paige: Im fine, how is she?
Jessy: I really don't know she is with Hannah I never when to see her, I couldn't see her. Is funny you know?
Paige: What is funny?
Jessy: This, I just hope she will love me, but I think she cant maybe is something is wrong with me, maybe I not enough for anybody, I never enough you know.
Paige: Jess, you are a wonderful girl, you are pretty, sporty, friendly you are perfect.
Jessy: Maybe not for her.
Paige: She likes you that are why she is with you.
Jessy: Yeah she likes me, but she loves you, so what do I do?
Paige: Jessy, you know I cant say you what to do.
Jessy: you still love her right?
Paige: Jess…
Jessy: Is just a yes or not question.
Paige: Yes, but..
Jessy: But nothing, why you are here with me and not in her bed.
Paige: Because she doesn't want me there and because I cant do that to you.
Jessy: Well, I cant do this either, I cant be here with her, watching you like a sad puppy and you breaking your heart like this trying and trying and she doesn't ever see what you are doing what are you suffering, singing those stupid love songs.
Paige: Those are great songs.
Jessy: I know, and your voice is awesome Im almost in love of you too.
Paige: that will be a cliffhanger.
Jessy: I can see why she loves you.
Paige: You can?
Jessy: Yeah, first you have this amazing body, I will definitive kill you for that, then you are pretty, you are good a sports, you play guitar so that means you are good with your fingers and then you can see, you that is a plus, and then you are a great friend, a great person so I don't think you have competition.
Paige: Im… thank you I guess.
Jessy: You should be there Paige, bring her back to you.
And then she went to my room with Payton so I just stay there thinking about all this.
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