Santana's Much Older Relationship.
By CollegeStar21
Before I start this chapter I want to tell all of you that are reading this story that Rachel doesn't fully forgive Santana and yes they are engaged but it's going to be a very long engagement with these two because they are still working on their relationship that got broken by Santana. They love each other but it's going to be hard.
Alright enjoy.
"How does your heart feel Rachel?" Rachel breaks down crying hating that question.
"Li-Like it's been stepped on 100 times then driven over by the one person I thought would never hurt me." She replied.
"I'm giving you homework okay?" Rachel nods.
"I want you to call Santana tomorrow during the day and tell her how you feel about this whole without her saying anything and I already told her this and she says that she's going to listen to everything you have to say! I need you to just poor out your feelings." Rachel was waiting for this day to come.
"Are you sure that's a good idea Valerie?" She asked just getting angry just thinking about seeing Santana in her house.
"I know it's going to be hard but I just want you to really tell her about everything you were feeling from the time you found out she cheated and everything up to now, she knows she's going to cry but she's just going to listen and after you got everything out then she will leave." Rachel nods.
"Next week I would like to see you both together for the session but other then that have a good rest of the week." Rachel shakes her hand and takes the ring from her putting it in her purse. and walks out closing the door behind her.
"How did your session go?" Santana asked holding a sleeping Tarryn on her hip.
"Please give me my daughter back so I can go home." Santana frowns hearing her say just her daughter when Tarryn's their daughter.
"She's our daughter Rachel, don't forget that." Rachel glares at her taking a sleeping Tarryn from her arms.
"You don't think I know that but your really starting to make me regret it Santana, I'll call you tomorrow." Rachel walks out of the center.
Santana stood there with Rachel's worlds repeating in her head."Your really starting to make me regret it Santana." Santana sighs going home.
The Next Night.
Rachel held her phone in her hand trying to figure out if she's ready to call Santana. Her twin sister Verona was in town for a few days so she offered to take Tarryn to the hotel for the night so Rachel and Santana talk about their relationship.
Rachel sighs knowing she has to do her homework and goes to Santana's number and calls it.
"Hey Rachel." She heard Santana say on the other line.
"Um hi can you come over because I think it's time we talk just the two of us." She says waiting for Santana to say something.
"Alright I'll be right over." Santana says on the line before they hang out and Rachel sits down on her couch wearing comfortable clothes.
A few minutes later the door bell rings and Rachel gets up and walks to the door opening it seeing Santana standing there.
"Come in." Santana walks in and they go sit down in the living room after Rachel closed her front door.
Santana sat down in the chair that's closed to the couch but she didn't sit on the couch knowing Rachel wouldn't want to be close to her.
"You have no idea how hurt and disrespected I feel and felt just now knowing that you were sleeping with somebody else in those weeks we were engaged for! I felt numb after you just took your ring off and told me that you wer cheating! I did everything in my heart to make sure you were loved and cared for and you go fuck somebody else." Santana nods listening to her.
"How would you feel if I just go head and fuck some woman behind your back now that were back together? it would be crap for you because you would feel like I ripped your heart out aswell huh? It won't feel right trust me because I still feel heartbroken." Santana felt tears forming in her eyes.
"You shouldn't be crying right now because you had a ball going behind my back. you weren't crying then so don't cry now. you don't have a clue how many times my fans wrote to me and asked me how I felt about our breakup and how you were just so god damn happy with your new girlfriend. I loved you with all my heart and you just stabbed me to death not caring that I was dead inside."
"I'm sorry Rachel, I fucked up big time." Rachel puts her hand up and Santana stops talking.
"I don't want to hear your fucking sorry's anymore because to me all your saying is bullshit and you fucking know it! I regret ever getting back together with you and agreeing to be engaged because you never gave me time to move on from you. I want to stop caring about you really I do but I can't because you have this way about you that keeps pulling me back in and that's not okay. So many of my friends told me not to forgive you and give a second chance but I didn't listen because I believed your were the right person for me." Santana wiped her tears.
"Your everything that I've ever wanted Rachel and I do regret ever sleeping with Nicole, I felt dirty the first time we did it! I fucked up but I love you and our daughter so much and I'm going to do everything that I can to make you see that." Rachel looks at her.
"You want to make it up to me? fine make it up to me by going back in time and telling that fucking bitch Nicole that you were happily engaged to me and you would never try to hurt me! can you do that for me? no I didn't think so because all you cared about was FUCKING SLEEPING AROUND AND ACTING LIKE A COLLEGE STUDENT, I WANTED TO KILL THAT FUCKING BITCH FOR DISRESPECTING OUR RELATIONSHIP. She mean's shit to me and if you want this to work then you better have a great way to make it up to me because I will not stand for that bullshit again, our whole engagement was a joke to you." Santana nods.
"I have nothing else to say to you but I'll see you at our next session." Rachel gets up walks to her bedroom and slams the door after she walks in.
Santana sits there for a few minutes staying in the chair taking it all in and starts crying hating herself big time. She has never seen Rachel that angry and upset ever in her life and now that she saw it, she doesn't want to see it anymore. She gets up, walks out the door and leaves closing it behind her.
"I fucked up the best relationship I ever had and it was time to make it right." Santana thought before getting into her car and drives off to her place.
Find out what happens next.