~B~

you grasp my hips

hard

your grip is stronger than you realize

you pull me to land on the couch

under you

then you cover me

with your body

with your eyes

with your kisses

i willingly suffocate

let you steal my air from my lungs

all of it

take it

/ / /

your eyes look over me so reverently

it terrifies me

i close my eyes

i just want to feel you

on the outside

not in the inside

not where the darkness lingers

i want you to fill me

make me forget

make me soar

you push in

pull out

too slow

i plead for more

harder

faster

take me there

you don't stop

even when i think you've stopped breathing

you murmur my name

over and over

you sound so needy

so beggared

if only i had more to give you

i would

let you have it all

you push in hard

then rise up to hover over me

your eyes are hooded

your hair damp against your forehead

your chest heaving

you still

and look down at me

you stop my heart

you look as sad as i feel

even though we're doing this

right here

right now

loving each other

the rest is such a clusterfuck

it'll never be easy

be right

i hate it

"just love me edward

please"

i ask

i beg

your breath stutters

your eyes glass over

"i do"

you whisper

so sad

your squeeze your eyes shut

i reach up and cup your hands in my cheeks

and pull you down to kiss me again

and you take me there

again

and again

we fly