" Maybe I'm scared because
you mean more to me
than any other person.
You are everything I think about,
everything I need ,
everything I want. "
" Why did you do this? " JJ cried.
" Now , we have more time together. Oh, I promise, you will love it so much that you will kill yourself. " Lucas laughed, so hard.
JJ sat to the floor , right next to Hotch's cold body. She put her head on his chest and kept crying.
" Oh C'mon! Stop that. He weren't worthy. He didn't deserve you. " Lucas complained.
But he were wrong according JJ. She loved him, and if someone deserves her love than it was Hotch.
Lucas were quiet for few second , but then he got an idea. He wanted to test, how would she answer to same question what he asked earlier from Hotch.
" You though Hotch loved you? Oh dear. You're so misled. He didn't love you. Not at all. He didn't even care about you. " Lucas said to her and he saw how JJ reacted.
She almost believed all what Lucas just said to her , but then she remembered this one thing what were more important to her.
" Why am I with you? So many others? Let them be. There is one little thing what they aren't. They are not you. And you shouldn't be worrying about me. There is like million other guys who are ready to get you. " he teased a little.
" And JJ , you have never let me down. I heard that thing you said there. I heard it. But I were barely conscious so I couldn't answer to you. I heard why you did it, and I'm proud of you. You hear me? I'm proud of you. You did it so you could protect me. "
She cried. She never thought about it like that.
" You're sure? JJ asked like she didn't believe what she just heard.
" I'm as sure as anyone can be. And what do you mean that you're not perfect? You are perfect. Just believe me when I say this. You are perfect and the most beautiful woman I've ever met. " he smiled to her and kissed her quickly.
Those words made her think otherwise.
" You're wrong. " JJ said lightly. She got up from the floor and stand up.
" Excuse me? " He didn't believe what he just heard.
" I said, you're wrong. He loved me. He really did. And you're saying that he didn't care about me? That's bullshit. Oh ,he did. He's ready to go through pain for me, he were ready to die for me. And I would have done exactly the same thing to him. There were no doubts. There never were. " JJ said.
That wasn't exactly the answer what Lucas were looking for.
She turned around and saw something she needed. A gun with silencer. She tried to get it , but Lucas pushed her a little from her back , and she fell to the floor.
She gasped for pain. Something slashed a deep cut to her hand, and I bled badly.
" You though that you could just shoot me? " Lucas laughed.
" I can always try. " she said , reached to the gun and shot, but she didn't saw Lucas anywhere anymore.
" Well, that was close. " She heard his voice behind her. She made a quick turn and shot again. He disappeared again.
" JJ, for gods sake. Calm down! " Lucas shouted to her.
" Shut up!" She shouted.
" That's rude. " Lucas said .
" I told you to shut the fuck up! " JJ shouted louder and shot again. She looked around, but didn't saw Lucas anywhere.
But then she saw someone walking through the door and walked towards her. It was Hotch.
" You're here, still alive. Too bad. I thought I already got rid of you. I really hoped that. " Hotch said. He looked disappointed.
" Hotch. " she gasped. She couldn't breath. " No, don't you say that. Not you. Please. " she cried. " Not to me, not now. "
" Oh , Poor little Princes , I say what ever I want and I've been taught not to lie, and I'm lot lying. I really hoped that you were dead. You were just on my way. " Hotch were irritated.
" But you know, you have that gun in your hand and if you want to point it somewhere , try your face. " Hotch said and walked closer.
" I mean, you know exactly the place where to point. " He put his hand like a gun and put it right under his cheekbone.
" Kaboosh! " He whispered to her ear.
She were considering it , but came to another thoughts.
" You are NOT Hotch. " She whispered.
" You're right about that. " he laughed and she saw how he turned to Lucas.
" You're getting better with this. " Lucas laughed.
" You don't learn how to shut up, don't you. " JJ cried and shot again.
Is this never going to end. If it's not going to end, she will end it by herself. one way or another, she's going to end it. Even if It meant that she had to kill herself. She didn't care about life anymore.