"Jason?" I questioned as I walked into his apartment, but I got no response. "Jason, are you here?" silence. I sighed, and walked deeper into the building. "Josh? Mister house maid? Are you here?" Once again, silence. "Jason?"
"I'm in here Bajita." I heard his voice come from the door. I walked towards the room and opened the door.
The moment I entered the room, I heard a gunshot and I felt sheering pain in my shin. I fell to the ground, and looked at my injury. Blood was seeping from my wound and I knew there was a bullet embedded in the bone.
I looked up to see Jason with an evil grin on his face, and he held the gun that shot at me.
"J-Jason?" I stuttered through the pain. Why did he shoot me? Was it an accident? But then why is he smiling? What's going on?
"Sorry Bajita, can't let you run away." he chuckled while picking me up by my hair and throwing me onto the bed in the room.
"J-Jason, what the hell are you doing?" I questioned with my voice quavering. Jason laughed at my terrified look and pinned my arms to my side, and I sunk into the mattress slightly. I felt so belittled by him hovering over me, and I was completely terrified.
"You're scared, aren't you? Such a scared little girl in a so much bigger world." he kissed my neck harshly, biting a little making me yelp in pain. I could feel him smirk against my neck, and he bit down harder. "You got too comfortable Indi. Did you really think that I was this sweet misunderstood guy?" he questioned with a chuckle. "No, you idiot. Don't you remember when I tried to kill you several times? Did you really think that I cared for you?" he laughed and then he started biting my ear.
"Why would I love an ugly piece of shit like you?" he questioned and then pushed me off of the bed, and I clattered to the floor. I then felt a crow bar strike me against my face. I grunted and tried to stand, but couldn't.
"Jason." I murmured in a pleading sob.
"What?" he questioned as he grabbed my hair and threw me back to the ground. I had tears streaking my face as I looked at him completely terrified.
"P-please stop." I whimpered. Jason crouched down low so he was next to my face.
"No." he whispered, then hit me again with the crowbar, sending me tumbling a few feet away from him.
I looked up at the door with hope and tried to make for it to crawl out of the room. However I soon felt a boot stomp on my back making me grunt in pain.
"You're not going anywhere Bajita." I then felt him grab my arm and twist it behind my back until I heard the sound of bone breaking. One of my bones breaking. I screamed in pain and Jason laughed whole heartedly.
"That's it Bajita, scream. Scream for mercy. Do it! Scream!" he shouted and gave my arm another hard yank, making me scream again.
I felt him kick my side and then he got low to my face again.
"I'll never love you. What would any man see in you besides failure and fear, you pathetic piece of shit? Answer me!" he commanded. I was sobbing uncontrollably and I whispered,
"Nothing."
"What was that? I can't hear you?" he whacked me across the face with crowbar again. "Speak louder!" Despite my head spinning, I was able to answer.
"Nothing. Men don't see anything in me. I am an ugly piece of shit." I stated weakly.
"Yes you are." nodded Jason with a grin. He threw me against the wall and started to punch my face. I then felt the crowbar start to hit me and I began to black out. However, Jason stopped beating me and smirked at my weary and defeated look.
"I can't have you pass out yet, Bajita. Not when we haven't had some fun." he chuckled and threw me forcefully onto the bed again.
"You're an idiot for trusting me, Indi. A complete and utter idiot." he smirked and I felt his hands grasp my pants and undid a button.
"W-What are you doing?" I questioned with fear, and Jason smiled.
"I'm just gonna release some tension, and you're gonna help me with that." he informed and I shook my head.
"No. No. No." I whimpered.
"Yes. Yes. Yes." Jason replied with an evil grin and I felt another button come undone. I tried to wiggle free of his grip but he looked at me annoyed.
"Bajita, quit struggling." he growled, but I didn't.
"Bajita! When I tell you to do something, you do it!" he exclaimed and his hand came at my face, then darkness.
"Bajita? Hey, Bajita, shhh calm down." I heard a gentle voice whisper. I was warm in somebody's arms and I felt safe. I looked up at the person but my content turned into terror when I saw Jason and I squirmed in his arms.
"Let me go! No! Please! Let me go!" I shouted and to my surprise I realized I could run. There was no bullet in my leg.
"Bajita, Indi, calm down. Calm down." Jason tried to sooth. I looked around frantically to find that I was in Jason's apartment, but I wasn't injured. I felt my face to try to find any swelling or cut, but all I felt were tears. I was breathing heavily and Jason rubbed my back.
"Shhh. It was just a bad dream. Shhh." he said in a calm voice. I realized that while waiting for Jason for a chess game, I fell asleep on the couch.
I hugged Jason tightly, afraid that if I let go, he'd turn evil like in my dream.
"Jason, do you think I'm an ugly piece of shit?" I questioned in a whisper. Jason hugged me tight, but looked at me puzzled.
"Of course not Indi, you're beautiful. Why do you say that?" he inquired with worry. I looked down at my feet. I didn't know what to say. I just blurted out.
"Because you said so and you were hurting me and you made me say that I was an ugly piece of shit and I believed it." I explained quickly. Jason's face was then unreadable, and I tensed in his arms. Jason noticed my flinch and frowned.
He slowly dragged his fingers up my back and then he started to massage it lovingly.
A small moan escaped from my mouth and my face grew a deep crimson color. Jason smirked at me, and I immediately thought of the dream when he was about to rape me and started to cry at his closeness and his smug face.
However, Jason immediately frowned at my tears and tried to lightly brush them away.
"What else did I do?" he questioned softly. "In your dream?" I looked down at my feet, afraid to answer. I then took in a deep breath.
"You shot me in the shin." I stated. "And beat me with a crowbar." I added. Jason's face dropped when I mentioned the crowbar.
"I never said sorry for doing that to you when we first met." he informed. He was talking about when I was staying at Wayne Manor and he broke into my room and tried to beat me to death with a crowbar. It almost worked too if it wasn't for Bruce, Dick, and Alfred.
Jason moved his hand and it felt like it brushed my thigh, making me wince slightly at the close touch.
"Did I do anything else?" he inquired. I didn't want to answer him. I didn't want to tell him how he bit my neck and ear and then tried to rape me.
Jason's hand moved again to brush my thigh during my silence and I winced once again.
"Did I try to do anything… sexual to you?" he questioned. He was trying to figure it out by brushing against my leg and it worked. I swallowed hard and nodded my head, not being able to answer him verbally.
"Like what?" he inquired.
"Y-you kissed my neck really hard and then bit it. Then you bit my ear. And then later on you threw me on your bed and started to unbutton my pants." I answered and Jason's face was in shock.
"Do you really think that I would do that to you?" Jason whispered. I shook my head and hugged myself.
"In the dream, you told me that I was getting too comfortable. That I didn't really know you and I was stupid for thinking that I was safe with you." I let out a heavy sigh. "I don't know what to think." I had known Jason for awhile, but in that time he sent me so many mixed messages.
"Here, close your eyes." Jason stated, and I looked at him skeptically. "Don't worry, please, it'll be okay." he smiled reassuringly. I was nervous but I reluctantly closed my eyes. After a moment of silence I felt something on my neck.
"Jason what are you do-" I then realized what was going on. He was gently kissing my neck. "J-Jason, please don't…" I didn't finish because he stopped kissing my neck and looked at me with a grin.
"In your dream, you said that I kissed your neck roughly and then bit it, but right now I didn't." Jason then went to my ear and I felt his lips upon it but he just kissed it. "You also said that I bit your ear."
I looked at him with emotions running through my mind but then they all faded except for three. Frustration, anger, and fear. I started to cry, and I felt Jason wrap his arms around me.
"Shhh. Bajita, Shhh. It's alright. It's alright."
"Why do you do this Jason?" I questioned as I shook. He looked at me puzzled.
"Do what?"
"This!" I exclaimed as I broke out of his hug. "You say that I'm pretty, and… and you flirt with me constantly, but it's all an act!"
"Indi, it's not an act." Jason said softly, but I shook my head, and stood from the couch.
"Yes it is! You punched me! You don't care! You never cared! It's all a game with you! Everything you do with me is a stupid game! You make a move all to see what I will do next! I'm just a pawn to you! Not a person, not a girl, not a… ugh! Just a plain old ugly as shit pawn!" I yelled as I shook with tears streaking my cheeks but anger was apparent in my voice.
"Indi, you're not…"
"I don't want to hear it Jason!" I exclaimed as I pulled out my device. "I'm going h-" Before I could finish my sentence he snatched the device from my hand.
"You aren't going back yet." he stated firmly, and my eyes widened. I backed up away from him with fear.
"Ayudame!" Help! I shouted as I ran to the door, but Jason snatched my wrist and pulled me into his chest. He wrapped his arms around my torso and my back was against his stomach. I was kicking and screaming, trying to get free but to no avail.
"Let go of me! Let go! P-please!" the tears were back and a feeling of hopelessness set in. "L-let me go. L-let m-me go. Please. Please." I felt so terrified that I thought that Jason was going to kill me right then and there.
"I can't let you go Indira. I don't give a damn if you don't want to hear this, but you are not ugly as shit and you aren't a pawn to me. At first you were but… but not anymore. You're the only one who could either get close to or beat me at chess. You are strong. You are smart. You know how to fight. And you are beautiful." he re-positioned me in his arms so that I was facing him.
"J-Jay…" I whispered.
"Dry those tears." he said with a smile.
"Jason…"
"Indira, please." he grinned as he ran his hand softly against my face. I calmed down slightly at his touch, but I looked at him worried.
"Jay, please promise me that you won't do what you did to me in the dream. Please." Jason kissed my forehead and rubbed my back.
"I won't unless you tell me to. Now c'mon, we aren't playing chess today." he smiled.
"Then what are we doing today?" I inquired, still trying to calm down from my shaking and crying.
"We're going to get some ice cream." Jason said as he held my hand and opened the door.
So Jason took my out for ice cream. He was… he was sweet. He didn't crack any perverted jokes or tried to flirt with me. We just talked. And to be honest, I loved every moment of it.