It felt good being like this, even if it was just for a little while. Kakashi was so comfortable it was almost impossible not to fall asleep on him. I too am comfy. The reason I know this is because whenever he snuggles up to me, he falls fast asleep-like right now he's sleeping right beside me-oh and he awfully cute. And want to know something even cuter? He snores. "Snore? If I remember correctly it is you who snores, by the way I had never fallen asleep besides you." Kakashi complained peering over my shoulder.

"So? No one has to know that. The whole point of writing this anyway is too let people know about what's going on in my life at this period of time." I huffed shutting the green notebook.

"Well if you're going to lie about it, then why don't you put in a sex scene?" Kakashi smiled chuckling.

I blushed wondering what pervert things this man was thinking. "First of all I'm not Jiraiya, second of all I don't think any parent of mine will be too pleased about that, and third of all I'm all for sex after marriage. Why are we even talking about sex anyway I'm only fifteen?" I blabbered on.

"Wait did you say your parents are going to read this?" he asked suddenly serious.

I looked at him, "Yeah, I think they should know their daughter had lived a happy life."

An indescribable look appeared on his face, "Why? Are you planning on dying anytime soon?"

I noticed the slight hint of worry in his voice, "Yeah, remember May Thirtieth I am too die?"

"Look at me Rachel." he demanded pulling me too him. He had his headband up so I could see into both of his eyes. The indescribable look on his face was now replace with anger and sadness, "You are not going to die-I won't let you. And do you know why?"

I shook my head. "Because I cherish you and I won't let anymore of my cherished people die."

"You're right, I'm sorry." I said looking down. For some reason it hurt….it hurt that he didn't say he loved me-in fact he hasn't once said that to me. Then again I haven't either ….but what would he say if I told him I did? Well he'd most likely say the same and worse comes to worse he'll just ignore it or something. I mean I highly doubt he wouldn't feel the same-oh jeez I'm over analyzing it again aren't I?! Oh well it's best just to get this done and over with. I can do this I can do this!!!!

"Um Kakashi?"

"Yeah?"

"I-" Buzzzzzz!!!!! Buzzzz!!!! I blushed as my cell phone rang, "Excuse me for a second."

I stepped out of my room and into the hall. "Hello?"

KAKASHI'S P.O.V

"Why the hell are you calling me at a time like this!?!?!?!" I heard Rachel scream from outside the hall.

There's was a pause indicating that the other person was talking. "When excuse me for being in the middle on confessing my most important-what? Yeah I know I haven't seen you guys in forever, I've been in Texas the last four months. No I can't go out tonight-but I-alright alright I'll get my butt over there Miss Ellen Londone." Rachel sighed, she clicked her phone off and entered the room.

From there she flopped on to the bed swearing this Ellen person under her breath. I chuckled, "Friend?"

"Annoying one, she making me go out to dinner with her and the rest of my Illinois friends."

I smiled, "That's good."

She smiled back at me, "It would be even better if you came too."

"I'd be more than happy to princess."