RyderPOV-

''Hey,'' Jordan smiles as I open the door.

''Hi,'' I responding as she let's me into her house, which isn't too far from Sugar's grandparents' house in New Jersey.

''Come on,'' she says, walking towards her bedroom.

''W-why don't we stay in the living room?''

''My parents are having guests over, and I just finished cleaning it. Besides, my room is more private.''

That's why I don't wanna be there.

She sits on her bed, and motions for me to sit across from her.

I sit as far a way as possible, and she rolls her eyes.

''Come on,'' she slides closer to me ,'' Just help me figure out what I need to prepare for the glee club and about everyone. And you can leave afterwards.''

I nod. Just remember what Jake said: don't do anything you'll regret.

So please tell me how I ended up on my back, my ex straddling my waist and kissing me.

''Jordan, I can't-''

I trail off when she brings her lips to my neck.

This is so wrong, I shouldn't do this to Blair.

She reaches for my shirt before kissing down my neck.

''See,'' she whispers in my ear, then takes my shirt off ,''I knew you still loved me. Don't think about Blair, just think about me.''

Blair.

My girlfriend. Who I'm in love with.

Feeling sick to my stomach, I push her off, and she looks shocked.

I fix my shirt, and grab my jacket.

''This was wrong,'' I tell her, putting my shoes on.

''Well, you didn't think it was so wrong when you guys were on that break a few months ago.''

I turn to look at her.

''Exactly what I thought. But fine,'' Jordan shrugs, '' Go be with her. But I'd hate to see what would happen, how hurt she'd be, if she found out. Whether you two were on a break or not, it's still gonna hurt her.''

''I kissed you, Jordan. That's it. We haven't slept together sine we were together. And you don't have to tell her, I will.''

''Go ahead. But she knows you still love me, and she'll believe you slept with me.''

I walk out of the room, out of the house and to my car to go to Blair's place.

Because I need to be where I truly belong.

And I need to tell her what really happened before someone else does.

She opens the door, dressed in a sweatshirt and pajama shorts and her curls falling onto her shoulder.

''Ryder? What are you-''

I cut her off by grabbing her face and kissing her

She pulls away long enough to let me in, close the door, an then her lips are back on mine.

We make it to her bedroom, her lying on her back with her arms wrapped around me.

She slides my coat off and it hits the floor, and she pulls away.

''What was that for?,'' she asks, a smile beginning to form.

I pull away, standing up and running a hand through my hair.

''Ryder?''

I turn to face her.

''I love you, so much, Blair.''

''I love you, too, Ryder. What's going on?''

''Blair...I have to tell you something.''

BPOV-

''I like this,'' I Kurt tells me, inching closer to me and lying his head on my.

It's the day before Christmas Eve, and the last time we'll see eachother for a few days so we can spend time with our families.

''I like you,'' I smiles, and kiss his head ,''You're adorable.''

''I thought I was sexy,'' a smile spreads across his face ,''And hot?''

''You're hot, sexy, handsome and you have the most beautiful personality of anyone I've ever met.''

''Yeah?''

''Yeah,'' I rub his back soothingly.

''I can say the same about you, actually.''

I smirk and shrug ,''I know I'm sexy. But thanks for reminding me.''

He laughs ,''I didn't mean...well you are, but I meant you have a beautiful personality as well.''

He stares up into my eyes, and for a moment, when is blue eyes meet my hazel ones, I forget to breathe.

I've never been left breathless by someone before.

''I care about you, you know that? I know sometimes I withdraw and ask you to stop when things are getting heated. But...you're important to me,'' he tells me.

''You're important to me, too. I care about you more than you'll ever know.''

More than I can even explain.

He brings his lips to mine, and a simple kiss becomes heated.

My hand that's not on his back tangles in his hair as he slips his tongue pass my lips and holds my waist.

I belong with him, and I want to be with him. He means so much to me, and I want him to know that.

Because my feelings aren't going away anytime soon.

If anything, they're only getting stronger.

Now, I have to make him believe he deserves to be loved. I don't care how long it takes.

Because of all of the guys I've dated, Kurt deserves it the most.

Disclaimer- glee belongs to Fox and Ryan Murphy, not me.