- "shall we start eating now? » growl Aunt Muriel.

Dinner is quick and uneventful. A new sweater keeps me warm.

- "Do not open your gift in front of mom. » Says George

- "It will be useful at Hogwarts," said Fred. I smile at them and went to my room.

"Merry Christmas to the best botanist ever"

"Thank you; sorry for not giving you any news, I am scared for Luna"

"I know me too"

Lying on my bed I opened my gift, protective clothing, dark powder, explosives... Awesome.

Unpleasant disappearances and deaths put apart, holidays end without incident.

The last day I spend home was horrible: my mum was in a bad mood. My return to Hogwarts was a sensitive issue during the holydays. My Father has managed to convince my mother. So she passes her nerves on household chores. This means she takes me as a hostage for help.

"Ginny tidy your room" "did you finish making your suitcase? "" put the table. "" Can you help me peel vegetables…"

I AM NOT AN ELF I scream. I leave the house and breathe fresh air.

I pass my nerve on gnomes. Returned home again, wrote a letter to Harry that I will never send and I ended up in tears. When I finely calm down I return to my mother. She takes me in his arms and apologizes.

"I'm afraid for you; I want you to be there, safe"

I do not have a choice

"Mom, they will look for me if I do not go back"

"But you'd be safe with us"

"But until when? Look what they did to luna…"

She begs me to be careful. I nodded.

There is a lot of tension next morning. My mother can't stop crying

She told me to be careful: I know.

I sigh careful or not, I'm a target. We're all targets whatever we is reassured by the fact that I'm never alone in the corridors and approves our "mutual protection" plan

- "All will be well, Molly" my father says

She told me she loves me, I already know so I told her that I love her too.

She told me to stay close to my friends, what I already do, send her news... She said she would do anything for me, I know that too . I would do anything for her, for my family and my friends.

She told me she is proud of me, I'm happy, that was not easy with six older brothers. But I managed to make my way. I've grown up.

I remember they told me "You are still small, flying on brooms is dangerous, yes you will receive your Hogwarts letter, be patient," and "you're a girl you don't understand"

This is over now!

She begged me not follow Ron. To stay close to her. I can't follow Ron. I am not of age. I'll be useless. Beside Harry made it clear he didn't want me there.

"You're too young." This is not my fault if war made me grow up faster. It is natural that, like my brothers, I want fight against injustice.

I wish I could tell her that everything will be all right. But the situation is getting worse day by day, minute by minute. So I just keep silent. I hate this war. She kisses me and tells me again she loves me

- "Everything will be all right, I'll be back for Easter."

- "Take care of yourself."

- "I'll write to you tonight"

I send a message to Neville "Arrival at Hogwarts in a minute"

"Received"

-Hogwarts I say in the fireplace

McGonagall smiled at me.

- Good night, Miss Weasley, be careful with the carpet. You should go back to your common room, it is almost 18 pm. I return her smile and nodded