I'm so, so, so, so sorry it took me so long to update the next chapter. So I have a long chapter in return for you. Again I'm really sorry I hope you like this one. Enjoy! =D

I was in the middle of a dark forest and I was running. Something was following me, I didn't know what but I knew it wasn't good. I had no idea where I was going but I needed to stay away from what was following me. I dodged the branches, I jumped over tree roots, I did everything to escape what was chasing me.

My feet were hurting, my lunges were burning and my heart was beating so fast I was sure I was having a heart attack. I looked over my shoulder. I didn't see what was following me but I saw it was coming closer. I pushed my body to run even faster.

Before me I saw someone standing but it was too far to see who. Was it save to run to that person? Maybe that person could help me? Or maybe not?

I decided to give it a chance. As I was getting closer I saw more than one person. There were tree, one was sitting on his knees while the other two held him down. My eyes grew bigger when I saw who were standing there.

Liam and Davidoff were holding Derek down. 'No let him go!' I screamed as I tried to get closer. They were laughing at me. 'I swear to you, if you don't let him go right now I will kill you!' I growled.

Something was wrong I was still running but I wasn't getting any closer. Liam and Davidoff were laughing harder. 'You don't get it do you? No matter how hard you try you will always be alone' Liam said. 'I said let him go!' I screamed.

Finally I was getting closer. In a split second I changed myself and launched an attack on Liam and Davidoff. As soon as I did they disappeared. I changed back and ran to Derek. He was still sitting on his knees. 'Derek? Are you alright? Did they hurt you?' I said. I placed my hand on his shoulder. His body was cold. I quickly moved my hand back and Derek collapsed on the ground.

'No, no this can't be true. Derek wake up… I said wake up…' my body felt numb, this wasn't happening. 'Derek!' I yelled at him. The empty look in his eyes told me he wasn't going to answer, he wasn't going to wake up. He was dead.

Tears left my eyes. 'Please Derek wake up. Don't leave me here alone. I can't be alone. You need to be with me. Don't be dead, please don't..'

'Wake up!' I yelled at him. I slammed my fists in his chest, before I collapsed. It felt like my heart was ripped out of my body, never to return. I was alone….

A creepy low laugh made me jump up. A black smoke was dancing before me. The smoke changed into four people. My father, my mother, my brother and Derek.

'Why didn't you save us' my brother said. 'I-I-I-' stammered out of my mouth. 'You are weak, you can't even control yourself' my father said. 'That's not true!' I said. 'It's your fault we died you weren't there to save us because you are weak!' my mother said scoffing. 'I was five!' I said full disbelieve.

'I thought you loved me' Derek said. I turned my head to him. 'I love you, you know that' I said. 'Then why didn't you save me. Why did you let me die?' he said. 'I was trying but…' the four people I love the most disappeared into the black smoke again.

'You will always be alone. You can't save the people you love. Your weak' the smoke repeated again and again and again as it faded away.

I was sitting straight up in my bed. I was bathing in sweat while my heart beating out of my chest. My eyes were scanning through the room. Where am I? How did I come here? What happened? was going through my mind while I was trying to calm down.

A groan coming from the other side drew my attention. It was Derek. He was sitting on the ground and behind him was something that supposed to be his bed but it was more a pile off wood and sheets.

I jumped of my bed and ran to him. Without any word I sort of crawled inside him. I had a dream, it was just a dream. I kept repeating in my head. I tightened my grab to be sure Derek wasn't going anywhere. When I did, I heard Derek groan again. I looked up and saw he was in pain. I quickly let go and sat right next to him. 'Are you alright? What happened? Do we need to go to the nurse? Is it bad? Are you bleeding?' was coming really fast out of my mouth. 'Wow, wow calm down Riley. I'm fine just some bruises' he said while he was getting up.

I was still sitting on the ground. Derek looked down at me. 'You are not alright, are you' he said calm and soft. I shook my head and looked to the ground. 'Come' he said reaching his hand out to me. I grabbed it and he lifted me up on my own feet.

I suddenly release where I was. This was Derek's and Kai's room.

Derek sat down on the not broken bed that belonged to Kai. He signed me to sit next to him. I couldn't think anymore. It felt I was on drugs and I had no idea what to do anymore. I couldn't think or do things by myself. I was probably in some sort of shock.

'What happened?' I asked while I sat down. 'I wanted to ask you the same' Derek said. 'I had a nightmare that's all' I said. 'That's all? Are you sure? Because it didn't look like a normal nightmare to me' he said. I raised an eyebrow. 'What do you mean? And how did I get here? Where is Kai?' I asked. 'Kai is staying by his dad. Do you remember what happened yesterday?' he asked.

I really needed to focus on that, my brain wasn't working on full speed and that was probably easy to read from my face. 'I mean after you told everyone the Shaman girl was joining us' he said to help me think.

It worked because I was re-living yesterday night in my head. 'We had a fight' I said. 'Yes and then you suddenly broke' Derek said. 'Not suddenly! You kept pushing' I said a little irritated. 'Pushing? I only asked you one question' he said.

I turned my head away furious. He was right and I hated that. 'Just tell me what happened' I mumbled. 'No' Derek said with a low voice. I turned my head back to him glaring angry into his green eyes. 'What do you mean no?' I hissed between my teeth. 'First you tell me what your dream was about' he said. I rolled my eyes and stood up to make my way to the door.

'Oh hell no' Derek said. As it happened a few times before he slammed the door close before I was done opening. 'I need to go to class' I said. 'No you don't' Derek said. 'Uhmm yes I need to. We're on school it's a regular day and I need to go to class. You too probably we already missed a lot of classes' I said. 'I know. I'm not stupid' Derek said. 'Not?' I said sarcastic. 'No. I told you were sick so you don't have to go to class besides it 11:00 AM so you missed two classes already' Derek said.

I tried to be angry but I couldn't. Reason one: I had no right to be angry he should be angry with me by acting extremely stupid. Reason two: After my dream I'm only happy to see him alive and breathing. Reason three: He took care of me after I had a sort of mental breakdown. Reason four: He was standing really close and I badly wanted to kiss him.

'Fine' I said walking to the bed again. I sat down with my knees pulled up against my chest. 'It was weird' I started. I pulled me knees even closer. 'I was in a forest. I was running away from something. I was scared so I kept running' I chuckled when I said that. 'Scared….' I whispered. I was quiet for a moment. 'From what were you running?' Derek asked. I looked at him. He was leaning with his left shoulder against the wall looking at me with crossed arms.

'I don't know. I only knew I needed to get away from it. I kept running for hours when I saw someone. Three people a few meters away. Davidoff, Liam and..' I paused and swallowed. 'And you' I said.

I wanted to stop talking, I didn't want to think what happened next. 'And?' Derek asked. It kind of irritated me he was standing there and just watching. I wanted him next to me, hold me, tell me I'm fine, that it was just a dream, to make me feel I was not alone.

'I-I-I told them to get away from you. They were holding you down. At least I thought that. I told them again and again. But they were just laughing. And I figured out why when I finally reached you. You were… You were….You….' My vision when blur but I blinked my tears away. 'You were dead' I said with a cold voice that made me scared from myself.

'And all of the sudden there was a black smoke and it changed. Into Isaac, Hailey and Scott' I said. It was the first time I spoke the names of my parents and my brother since the day they died. No one knows their names not even Chloe. And as I suspected my whole body filled with emptiness when I spoke out their names. I read the surprise of Derek's face when he noticed I told the names of my family. He asked me a couple of times but I told him I would never do that.

I felt my body shaking but I continued my story. 'They told me it was my fault I didn't save them, and you appeared too telling me the same. It was my fault and I will always be alone' I said staring at the ground.

'You are scared…' 'Of being alone. Yes' I cut Derek off. 'Go ahead call me weak or stupid or weird' I said irritated. 'I won't do that' Derek said while he sat next to me (finally). 'Besides you won't be alone. I'm here' he said warping his arm around me and pull me closer. 'But for how long?' I said. Derek raised an eyebrow. 'Forever of course I won't leave you, you're my mate' he said. 'I didn't mean leaving me for someone else….' I said with a depressing voice.

My chin was lifted up by a finger. 'Stop thinking like that' two concerned looking eyes said to me. 'I can't lose you' I said while a tear rolled over my cheek. 'And you won't' Derek said before his lips pressed mine.

'Promise me' I said. It was stupid to ask. No one can promise something like that. So when Derek said with a convincing voice 'I promise' I broke. Again I cried like I did yesterday but it was different. Yesterday I cried because I was sad, I was hurt, not by Derek but another reason. Now I was crying because I was happy, or something like that it is hard to describe.

DPOV

Great awesome job…. I thought when the girl next to me broke out in tears. I'm back to where I was yesterday. 'I'm sorry I didn't mean…' I stopped talking when two yellow, green eyes looked up to me. She was smiling? 'Thank you' she almost whispered.

We sat down for maybe a half hour just holding each other nothing more. And nothing more needed to happen. I was leaning with my back against the wall with my eyes closed. Riley's head was resting on my shoulder while her finger was drawing circles on my chest.

'You didn't tell me what happened' she said. 'It isn't important' I said. 'Just tell me and I decided if it is important' she said. I sighed 'Fine'.

'I brought you here last night and I went to sleep. At least I tried. All of the sudden you were turning and kicking so I figured out you had a nightmare. I wanted to calm you down a little so I lay down next to you and tried to hold you, normally that works' The look on her face told me enough so the next question wasn't a surprise. 'You did that before?' she asked. 'Yes. A couple of times. You will calm down when I do that' I said. A blush appeared on her cheeks as she looked away from me.

'But you didn't this time' I continued. 'You struggled a lot almost the whole night. Sometimes you stopped for a few minutes. But then you started again. You did that until you kinda threw me across the room before you woke up' I said.

Her mouth fell open. 'I-I-I threw you? In my sleep? I-I-I did that?' she said pointing to my bed or what was left from it. 'And you call that not important?' she said. 'My bed is broken that all. So…' a groan of pain kept me from continuing my line. 'I call that important' she said. Her hand was on my back and she just pushed on it.

'Take of your shirt' she commanded. 'No' I answered back. 'Fine' she said. It was kind of weird because she never agrees until she got what she wants, but I suppose I shouldn't start complaining.

'I want Thalia to join us. I will look out for her' she said all of the sudden. 'She can if you tell me why' I said. She didn't look happy when I said that but I didn't care. 'She wants revenge for someone and I can understand that' she said. 'Because you had that same feeling until you killed the Sangius Alpha' I filled in.

'No. I still have that feeling. He wasn't the only one to blame there were more and I want them dead, really I want them dead. And I know revenge doesn't solve anything as people say. It won't bring my parents back or my brother but the feeling that the one who killed them isn't alive anymore gives some sort of peace inside. Like I finished some sort of chapter and I can leave anything behind to live my own life'

A knock on the door cut of our conversation. I stood up and opened the door. 'Hi Derek' a middle age man said. 'It's for you' I said to Riley. She jumped of the bed and walked to the door as I sat down on the bed again.

'Adam?' she said surprised. 'Aren't you suppose to teach students how to climb in ropes or making them do suicide runs?' she said. 'No I don't. I came to see how you were doing. And ask you to come to the lounge at dinner time' he said. 'I'm fine. And we will be there' Riley said. 'You don't look fine' Adam said. 'Well thanks for the compliment' Riley said sarcastic. 'You know what I mean' Adam said irritated. 'Really I'm fine. I'll see you at dinner time' she said. Adam waved his goodbye and she closed the door.

'I'm taking a shower I smell horrible' she said taking of her shirt. I would lie if I said I didn't enjoy looking at her. She just had an amazing body with the curves on the right place. As soon as she noticed me gazing she had the playful smile on her face when she is about to do something to tease me.

However her look changed into two big eyes staring above me. 'What is it?' I said as I wanted to look above me. 'No stay still!' she said still focusing on that thing I had no idea what it was. 'Don't move' she said walking closer. Suddenly she made a sprint. Her knees were on each side of my legs. Her breast were literally in front of my eyes and her hand flat on the wall like she hit something.

'Dammit' she said. I looked up in first place to see what she hit or not but seconds and maybe even more important was to calm myself down a little and stop staring at her amazing, hot, big (alright that is enough) breasts. 'What is it?' I asked. 'There was a huge spider on the wall but it's gone' she said. I rolled my eyes. 'A huge spider doesn't disappear, you can stop lying' I placed my hands on her hips to move her down so I could look at her face. 'I swear there was a spider! Maybe it fell than it would be in your shirt' she said. She tried to keep a normal face but she failed in it.

'Very funny but no I'm not taking of my shirt so you can look at my back' I said annoyed. 'What? You think I do such a thing?' she said very bad acted. 'No I don't think you do such thing. I know you do such thing' I said.

'You're stupid' she said. 'What? I'm stupid? You are stupid' I said. 'Auww that hurts my feelings' she said bad acting again. 'Yeah well mine too' I said. 'You're not important' she said teasing. 'You little..' 'I'm not little, actually I'm quite large' she cut me off. This conversation was leading nowhere she was just annoying me, playing with me. The only question was why, what did she want from me.

'Is this the part I should appologize?' she said. 'Well you will make my day when you say sorry' I told her. She never say sorry she is to stubborn for that, unless it is about something really serious. 'I won't say sorry. You know that' she said. 'Than go take a shower' I said pointing to the bathroom. 'I wanted to make it up to you' she said while her hand rested on sensitive part in my pants 'But since you want me gone I will go'

She was getting up but in a split second I pulled her back. I don't know how she does it but she sometimes she does something that will make me go crazy. Somehow I hated that she had so much power but I kinda liked it too.

'Something wrong?' she said with a dry look on her face. 'Yes you're wearing to much' I said before I pushed her down on the bed and let my tongue glide of her body. Her moans made me go crazy, I really wanted to ripe her clothes off but I still had some self-control. She grabbed the back off my shirt and pulled it over my head. Her hands traveled over my upper body gliding lower and lower.

I was so caught up in the moment that I was confused when I suddenly was lying down on my stomach and Riley was sitting on me. I took me a few seconds to realize what she did. I already found it strange she didn't push me to take of my shirt to look at my back. Instead she used another way to get what she wanted. I knew there was no spider she was luring me out by pushing her breast almost in my face. And when I didn't react the way she wanted she started talking nonsense until I would tell her to go so she could make her move. And it worked.

'You are terrible' I said irritated. 'No you call it smart' she whispered in my ear. I tried to push me up but I failed having a werewolf girlfriend isn't always that much fun. 'It looks terrible. You need to see the nurse' she said. 'And then what? She says it bruised I already know that' I growled. 'Fine then let Thalia take a look at it' she said. 'What? The Shaman girl? No way maybe you didn't notice but she is gazing at me every time she sees me. It freaks me out a little' I said. 'That is because she thinks your good looking' she whispered in my ear.

'She told you that?' I said full disbelieve. Riley had loosened her grab, or whatever you can call it, so I turned on my back. 'Yes she asked me if you were single. Once I explain you weren't and I was the lucky one to have you she was a little disappointed. Instead she is staring at you' she explained.

She bent over and kissed me but I didn't kiss her back. A frowned eyebrow was the result. 'You just tricked me and now you expect it's all okay?' I said. 'Alright, alright I'm sorry you are not as smart as you think you are' she said. I gave her a dry look what made her smile. 'I'm sorry I'm better than you' she said teasing me again. 'You are not making it better. Actually you are making it worse' I said rolling my eyes.

'Yeah I thought so too. I'm not really good at apologizing. Probably because I never do that' she said. 'Sometimes I'm asking myself why I love you' I said. 'Oh I know why' she said before her tongue found my neck and slowly moved down while her hands were unbuttoning my pants.

'Come on stay focused don't let her have this control on you men' my wolf said to me. Normally my wolf is driving me crazy on moments like this but right now he didn't. We are an Alpha but right now Riley was the one pulling the strings. And Alpha's doesn't let someone else have control, it makes you look weak.

But this wasn't just someone. This was my girlfriend, my mate, the girl I give everything for. So giving her some control isn't bad besides she is an Alpha too. I shook my head to caught out of my thoughts.

Riley was just playing at me. She kept licking at the border of my pants not moving down, it is the worst torture you can think of. 'Something wrong?' she asked playful. I narrowed my eyes. 'Do you want something?' she asked. I signed her to move up and she did as I told her. Within a second I flipped us over. It was my turn.

'Now what?' she asked while she was trying to break out of my grab. 'You're going to say you're sorry' I said. 'I'm sorry you let your hormones think for you'

'Okay as you wish' I said. I kissed her deep and let my hands travel over her body. My hand disappeared in her pants giving her some pleasure. She moaned her excitement what made it hard for me to stay focused. I took off her clothes and continued where I was left. She started moving her body letting me know she was close to her orgasm. The moans became louder and then I stopped.

Her eyes spit fire at me. 'I hate you' she said. 'Well just say you're sorry' I said teasing. 'You will regret this' she said threatening. 'Probably yes, but now I'm enjoying it. So do you want to say something?' I said. She kept silent. I moved my hand on the inside from her leg to torture her a little more.

'If will strangle you when I break free' she said threatening. 'I don't hear you say what I want to' I said. My hand traveled close to her pleasure button but didn't touch it. 'Fine, fine. I'm sorry it was mean of me to trick you like that' she said. 'And?' 'And I won't do it again' she said annoyed. 'Good' I said smiling letting her go.

Before I knew it I was lying on the ground with Riley on top of me letting everything go.

'I should do this more often because this was amazing' I said while we were resting. 'How about no' she said. I smiled at her.

She jumped up and looked down at me. 'Want to take a shower?' she asked.

If you found any mistake in this chapter please sent me a PM than I can change it. I sometimes forget to write down a piece but in my head I did it. It's weird I know... So if you find any mistake tell me which line and I will fix it. Thanks!