A/N: Hey! Look who's alive! A very special thank you goes to hardyrhodescenafan1, ShannonxMoore'sxLoverx and StackRockDiva for reviewing the last chapter. It always makes my day whenever everyone reviews and I enjoy typing this story more and more for you all.
Wow. So a lot has happened over the past month and a half. Jeff cut his hair! I think he's going to look good regardless. I'll miss the hair, but it's time for a bit of change and besides, his eyes will pop out even more, they are gorgeous.
BTW, on Jeff's personal life, I believe he is 100% innocent. I stand by him no matter what and that's how it will always be. If you hate him, then fine, you have a right to freedom of speech, but I'm just saying that I've been a Jeff fan since I started watching wrestling and I am a true Jeff Hardy fan.
And as promised, here is chapter 36! So that makes it three more chapters left to go for this story :o)
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Chapter 36: Coming Together
Ellie's POV;
Raleigh Treatment Center;
Raleigh, NC;
One week later;
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It's been a week since I was brought over to this rehab facility. Of course, I haven't seen any of my family since being brought over. This place thinks that it is best if we just get used to being alone for the first week and I don't think that's such a smart idea. Oh well, today though is a good day, I get to see my family and friends!! I can't even begin to tell you how much I miss them. Okay, I'll tell you...I miss them so much as if it's been years since I've seen them.
Since I arrived here, I was introduced to my counselor who would help me throughout my couple of months here. Her name is Lacey and she is so amazing. She had a past with drugs as well, heroin to be exact and she received help after overdosing once. After she survived and was clean, she wanted to help people with drug problems and help them overcome the addiction. I'm not going to lie, I've gotten a bit violent since I've been here. Especially last night, when I was going through a bit of withdrawal, but I feel better today.
I sat by the window, staring outside, just thinking about how crazy life can be. You could have the most successful life and something like this can change you so easily.
"Ellie?"
I heard Lacey call. I turned and smiled softly at her as she approached me.
"Your up next for visitation time." she said.
"Thanks." I said as I stood up and zipped up my hoodie and followed her to the visitation room.
I passed a couple of the other girls who were in the room, many of them had worse stories than I did and went through a lot. For instance, one girl, Rachel, she's a meth and cocaine addict and she was pregnant. She gave birth, but unfortunately the baby came out only to be two pounds when he was born and died. That made her realize that she had to change and recover from these demons among her. Her exact words.
She waved at me and I waved back as I left the room. I sighed, maybe no one was going to come today, Matt & Jeff are probably on the road and Dad most likely forgot. I shrugged as I entered the room but as I entered, I smiled widely.
I saw Jeff there and I ran towards him.
"Jeff!!!!" I exclaimed as I hugged him tightly, a few tears slipping out as well.
I was so happy that he was here.
He laughed and hugged me back, most likely from me hopping on him to hug him. As I broke apart, I saw Matt there too. Woah, didn't see him.
"Matt!!!!" I exclaimed as well when I hugged him.
"I'm so happy that you both are here." I told them as I sniffled and wiped my tears away.
"Trust me, we're happy too. You look better." Matt said as he looked at me.
It's true. Only a week here and I had already gained some weight and didn't look so run down anymore. It's only been a week though, I mean I wasn't expecting a miracle and being able to leave. I've got tons of work to do.
We talked for a bit more about what's been going on for the past week. Apparently, Beth had been really moody with Jeff. Poor Jeff, doesn't know what to do but Matt finds it amusing. Only Matt, haha.
Greg and Velvet broke up too, in the middle of the week. Supposedly, Greg is down in the dumps, but knowing him, he'll be back to his old self in no time. Twenty minutes later, I had another visitor. Dad. Once he arrived, all hell broke lose. I've never laughed so hard in my life. Just being with them, laughing and having a good time makes me wonder why I put them through so much. Then, came another visitor. One I wasn't expecting.
"Randy?" I asked in surprise and shock.
Um, what's he doing here?
Feeling the tension, my father, Jeff & Matt decided to go and let us talk since they had to leave anyway. I didn't want them to leave but I was very intrigued by what he had to say to me. I mean, that's why he's here right?
"Sooooo..." I started off as he sat down.
"How are you?"
"I've been better, but I'm fine for now."
"That's good."
"Yep."
Awkwarddddd.
"Look El, I just want to apologize for the outburst at the hospital. I didn't mean anything, I was just upset and hurt. I realized then and there that Shannon is the one that you love and that I wasn't good enough for you-"
I cut him off.
"Randy, I'm-I'm not in love with Shannon-"
"Denial." he smirked.
I rolled my eyes and blushed a bit. Okay, so maybe I still do love Shannon.
"Regardless, I just want you to know that when we were together, I was very happy. You kept me sane for a while, you were there for me when I needed you and you were understanding. Maybe, I should have realized that perhaps, I still do have feelings for Shannon and I should have said something to you, but that doesn't mean that you're not good enough for me. You're good enough for everyone and I'm sorry with the way things ended, I wish I could change that but, I think you will find someone who can treat you and love you better than I did. You're an amazing human being Randy and you deserve the best." I told him honestly as I covered my hand with his.
He nodded, taking everything in.
"Thank You."
"You're Welcome." I smiled.
"I would like it if we could be really good friends though." I added.
He smiled a bit and nodded with a small chuckle.
"I'd like that too, a lot."
"Friends then?"
"Yeah, that works."
I laughed and smacked him upside the head gently as I hugged him.
"But you know, when you need some RKO, I'm always available." he smirks.
I laughed and hit him on the arm.
"You are such a perv, but thanks for the offer."
We laughed together and talked about everything for a bit. Life on the road, RAW gossip, everything. I have to say I am glad that I was able to clear the air with Randy. I felt horrible with the way things ended, but he's a great guy and I know that someday he'll find the right girl. I have three more months in this place and I can't wait to just go home and show everyone how much I've changed. The main reason I want to go home though, is because of Shannon. He hasn't come by at all to see me, maybe he doesn't feel the same way that I feel for him, but I'll have to see. I have three more months, I'll be clean and I'll be looking for Shannon. I need to see him. I need to clear the air and tell him that I love him.
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A/N: Woah, it's been what? A month and a half? I'm so sorry! Please don't hit me...lol. I've just been uber busy with school and work. I started college and I've got so much work to do, but I've managed to squeeze a chapter out. Also, I recently found out that my heart condition that I have is a bit worse, but it's not too bad. I just have to get a lot of tests done and stuff, but I'll be fine :o)
This chapter was basically a filler if you will, but I was able to get some Randy in it and I love me some Randy :o) As far as this story goes, I might finish it by the end of this month or the middle of next month and the sequel will be up in January, hopefully. Only three chapters left! Enjoy! Please, Read & Review :o)
hardyrhodescenafan1: Thank You :o) I'm glad she got help too, she was a mess...lol.
ShannonxMoore'sxLoverx: Hopefully she never goes down that road again, she needs to learn her lesson this time around. Oh and Shannon will be in the next chapter! So plenty of Shannon for you :o)
StackRockDiva: Thank You and it's okay, e-mails can be a pain...lol. Yep, she received some help and is trying to change her ways. Let's just see if she can keep it up.
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Chapter 37 Preview:
It's three months later and Ellie is finally able to go home. Going home, does she get the courage to tell Shannon that she loves him, or will Shannon beat her to the punch?
