The next morning i'm up sick and throwing up. Then after I cleaned myself up, I go to crawl back in the bed. Jesse is awake looking on his phone. I sigh, realizing I can't stop him from it. I try to lay back and snuggle up to him so he wraps his arm around me, kisses my head sweetly and says, 'Are you okay?' I smile at him and say, 'Yea im ok.' Jesse continues to hug me up while looking at his phone. I yawn and then I ask, 'Do you really not trust me?' Jesse looks back down at me from his phone, takes a breath and says, 'Its not that I dont trust you, I just feel like youve lied about your life on twitter to me when we started having sex in Switzerland and that just really hurt me because I opened up to you completely and I have no other life on a website nor have I hidden anything from you.' I now sat up from him trying to defend myself and said, 'I am not hiding from you. I just have friends online that ive been talking to them for years and I doubt we will ever meet them in person is why I never told you about them. I promise they would never squeal on our secrets and for the longest time I didnt even tell them it was you I was engaged to.' Jesse was facing out in the open like he was thinking, then he faced his phone continuing to search and said under his breath, 'Well now everyone knows were married and that were expecting.' I started to tear up and said in defense, 'That I never told period! I was waiting till we saw a doctor!' Jesse took another breath heavy and said, 'well somebody told and the tweets are flooding in that im having my second child. Really the fans never knew I had a first. I was good about keeping things private for mine and my sons protection but thats out the window now.' I got up off the bed aggrivated, with tears in my eyes and said, 'Im sorry. okay? I was overly excited when I talked with my friends about being engaged and they begged to see pictures. I swear on my life, they didnt tell anyone. They never would and Selena, youre beloved mother of Drew, has been out to get me since you and I left to Switzerland with her son and without her.' Jesse also got up off the bed and said stern, 'Oh, so im just supposed to believe because shes my ex, that shes some kind of evil villian out to get you. You know, she came to the wedding. Think of how she felt watching her babys daddy walk down the aisle with another woman?' I then shook my head in disappointment and said, 'I cant believe your arguing with me on our honeymoon. Real romantic.' I slammed the bathroom door and sat on the toilet with my face in my hands just sobbing. Jesse was knocking on the door and said, 'Come on, sweetie. I still love you or else I wouldnt have married you. I just dont think you are being all fair over Selena. I thought you would be the bigger person and be nicer to her.' I kept sitting there crying and then yelled out, 'I was nice to her and I raised her son, then she got jealous and took him away acting like im a horrible person. Ive done nothing wrong!' Jesse sighed deep, then said softly, 'I know. Im sorry.' I came back out of the bathroom and when I did, Jesse took me into his arms and held me tight. Then he kissed on my neck, moaned in my ear and said, 'So you wanna order some breakfast?' I nodded and said, 'Yea but I dont feel like getting dressed up. I wanna eat in bed.' Jesse giggled and said, 'Since its not our house, we can eat in the bed. Atleast put a robe on.' I smirked and said, 'Okay. Will do.' We both put robes on and then ordered food. Jesse wanted to video chat with Drew so while we ate our breakfast, we got Selena up on the phone and got her to put Drew on. He was smacking at the phone and going, 'Da da da.' Jesse was smiling from ear to ear, had a tear in his eye and said, 'Daddy loves you and misses you.' Drew yelled out and then got really quiet. Jesse started singing to him and all I could do was lay my head on Jesse's shoulder, feeling excited to be his wife now and to be carrying his child. After our chat with Drew, it was hard to hang up but we did and we kept eating. I finally took a breath and said boldly, 'I miss Drew and its boring now.' Jesse kissed my cheek and said, 'Listen, I know you spent nights with Drew when he was a little older with teeth coming in but you werent there when he was an infant, up crying every night. Enjoy our alone time now because we wont get it again. ever. No running off to the mountains to get away.' I sighed, agreed with him and said, 'I love you so much.' Jesse seemed almost freakishly happy, kissed my cheek and said, 'I love you too sweetie.' We started making out, then Jesse sighed and said, 'Wanna clear our plates and get dressed to go down to the beach?' I nodded and said, 'Sounds relaxing.' We both got dressed and then headed out.